Proud Gu Mingyu

Before the car stopped completely, Gu Mingyu opened the door and jumped down, and said coldly to the phone: "Open the door."

"Ah? Oh!" Ji Linyuan stood in the courtyard and heard the movement outside the door. He hung up the phone and opened the courtyard door with joy.

Outside the door, Gu Mingyu's face was stinky, and his dark eyes stared fiercely at Ji Linyuan: "Why are you here?"

"I... I knocked on the door and no one answered, I thought you were at home—" Ji Linyuan stared at him blankly, and his voice was very low in the second half, "I just refused to open the door."

I haven't seen her for more than a month, Gu Mingyu has lost weight, and her complexion is not very good.

"I'm asking why you came back?" Gu Mingyu's eyes were cold, even though his nose was sore and his hands were trembling at this moment.

Ji Linyuan lowered his head and remained silent. Gu Mingyu suddenly ignored him and did not come to school. Ji Linyuan didn't know what happened. He thought it was the same thing as the Cold War before, and thought that Gu Mingyu didn't want him anymore. On the day off, I ran back with worry and grievance.

Gu Mingyu collected her emotions and looked at him with an inexplicable expression.

Lu Yan didn't get out of the car, turned around at the door, and waved to the two of them, "I'm going back to the hospital, don't bother me anymore."

Gu Mingyu nodded, and closed the courtyard door without any hesitation. Ji Linyuan over there asked warily, "Who is he?"

Gu Mingyu didn't bother to pay attention to him, so he opened the door and walked into the living room, took out a small box from the TV cabinet, and said to Ji Linyuan who followed the door and didn't dare to come in: "Come in, let me see your hand."

Ji Linyuan said "Oh", bent over, took off his shoes and stepped on the marble floor with bare feet, Gu Mingyu frowned, "Put on your shoes."

Ji Linyuan hurriedly took a pair of the largest size from the shoe rack. They were bought by Mingyu when he lived at Mingyu's house the year before last. The largest shoe size in Gu's family was Gu Mingyu's size 43, and Ji Linyuan's size was 47. I would buy a size up for comfort, but Ji Linyuan’s feet are too long, and he still has to expose his heels when he wears Gu Mingyu’s shoes. Gu Mingyu went to the supermarket and bought him a pair of big ones when he found out, and Ji Linyuan didn’t take them with him when he left. It has been kept in the shoe cabinet of Mingyu's house.

Didn't realize the shoes were still there.

Ji Linyuan walked up to Gu Mingyu and knelt down, stretching out his arms to show him that the walls of Gu's courtyard were covered with anti-theft shattered glass, even though he was very careful, his palms were inevitably scratched.

Gu Mingyu first sterilized him with hydrogen peroxide, and then put iodine on him and put it on Bondi.

He felt that Ji Linyuan's eyes were fixed on him. Gu Mingyu got up, and Ji Linyuan also got up. When he turned around, a warm body came close behind him.

"Mingyu, I miss you very much."

Gu Mingyu let out a "hmm", and the warm breath sprayed into his ears, Ji Linyuan's breathing gradually became heavy, and Gu Mingyu groaned in his heart, thinking that this guy was really shameless, but a cold liquid dripped on his neck.

Gu Mingyu froze for a moment, breathing heavily, Ji Linyuan cried like a child, he just hugged him like this, his forehead pressed tightly against his head——

With a "snap", the medicine box in Gu Mingyu's hand fell to the ground, but at this moment he couldn't take care of it anymore, he just felt that his heart was swollen, the pain that had been stuffy in his chest for more than half a month. The puff of air suddenly rushed up fiercely, forcing him to open his mouth and let out a silent cry.

When he found out, he opened his eyes, turned his back to Ji Linyuan, and burst into tears at an angle that the other party couldn't see.

Ji Linyuan didn't know at first that Gu Mingyu didn't move at all when he was crying. He just wanted to reach out and touch his face, but his hand was full of tears.Ji Linyuan panicked, he turned Gu Mingyu over and looked at him.

"Mingyu, what's wrong with you?"

Gu Mingyu shook his head, and took a step forward to hug Ji Linyuan tightly. He cried very quietly, except for the occasional sniffling and heavy breathing, it was almost impossible to notice that he was crying.Ji Linyuan didn't know where he learned how to cry like this, he just felt his heart was broken.But he couldn't do anything, he could only hold him in his arms, pat his back repeatedly, and say no to cry or cry like coaxing a child.

I don't know who took the initiative first, but the soft lips were glued to Ji Linyuan's lips with bitter tears. Gu Mingyu's movements were fierce and fierce, with a force of venting. Ji Linyuan let him kiss meekly. Because of the height difference, Ji Linyuan had to lower his head, put his arms around Gu Mingyu's waist to help him stabilize his body.

Gu Mingyu didn't care, he stood on tiptoe, held Ji Linyuan's head with both hands, bit his lips, and broke into his mouth with a predatory gesture.

There was an ambiguous sound of water stains in his ears, Gu Mingyu closed his eyes tightly, a tear was still hanging on his long and curled eyelashes, Ji Linyuan looked at him, the love in his eyes was like gurgling hot spring water, warm and moist.

Everyone who knows Gu Mingyu thinks he is cool, he is free as he pleases, and he is naturally free and easy. It seems that nothing in the world can stop him, but in fact Gu Mingyu is very boring, and he will share happy things with others, but once touched When it came to the weak point in his heart, he was like a snail hiding in a shell, using a hard shell to disguise himself, even in the face of Ji Linyuan——Ji Linyuan didn't know that there was such a big secret hidden in Gu Mingyu's heart until then. thing.

They were on the balcony on the second floor. Gu Mingyu sat on the railing, next to a flower bed full of winter jasmines. He talked about his mother, his uncle and family members, and the things he had suppressed in his heart these years.

March in the south seems to be directly from winter to summer. The temperature is [-] degrees. The sun is like a heater above the head. Both of them took off their coats. Hazy looming.Ji Linyuan still remembered the touch of holding him in his arms just now—solid and powerful, just like every time he worked on him, his waist and abdomen were tight, and a few thin muscles took shape.

When Gu Mingyu talked about Zhou Cheng, the smile on Ji Linyuan's face disappeared instantly, and he looked at the neighbor next door fiercely, his mouth was so sour: "During the summer vacation, I will take you back to my hometown and fly kites on the mountain. You like to eat Fish, the fish in the reservoir over there is delicious and has no fishy smell. I also have a big earth dragon at home, which can catch a lot of crayfish. My grandfather is very good at it. When autumn comes, I will catch many for you Lots of fireflies, let them fly around the house."

Gu Mingyu raised the corners of his mouth and smiled faintly. This was the first time he had completely analyzed himself in front of others. Even Gao Minmin didn't know about Zhou Cheng's affairs. Lopsided.

"Ji Linyuan, why do you like me?" Gu Mingyu looked up at the dark blue sky.

"Probably because you are special." Ji Linyuan leaned on the railing, leaned his head lightly on Gu Mingyu's lap, and sniffed his breath lightly, "The first time I saw you, I just came to the county not long ago, you I also know that I don't have many friends, and I haven't seen the world at that time. The first time I saw you, I thought, you are more beautiful than everyone I have ever seen-but your personality is... pretty bad, Good-looking naughty kid, this is my first impression of you.

The second time we met, you don’t remember me, and I was sad for a long time, and I clearly said that I was going to come to me, but you forgot—”

Gu Mingyu opened his mouth, the second time he remembered was when the panda was sold, he went to look for it, but he didn't interrupt Ji Linyuan, anyway, he will have a chance to know later.

"The third time... I didn't know what was going on at that time. When I saw you from a distance, I couldn't close my eyes. Seeing you like that, my heart ached so much. I felt in my heart that I should protect you and take care of you—— "

"It's not that I like it." Gu Mingyu laughed and shook his head, why didn't he know that he looked so fragile, and others would feel protective when they looked at him?

"I know," Ji Linyuan nodded. He paused for a long time, as if trying to organize his words, "I'm happy when I see you happy, and sadder than you when I see you sad. Maybe it's because I've watched it too much, and I feel that you should It’s mine. Anyone who gets closer to you thinks that you will be snatched away. Then gradually, I don’t know when, when I see you smiling, I want to hug you and kiss you. I give all I can I am willing to hold everything in front of you, I just want to stand by your side, so I think - this is what I like, right?"

Gu Mingyu looked at him with bright eyes, "Do you love me?"

"Yes, and I will always—"

"Hush." ​​Gu Mingyu raised his finger to his mouth and said, "I don't believe in eternity, I only believe in the present."

Ji Linyuan held his hand, put it to his lips and kissed, "Then let me be with you all the time, ten years, twenty years, thirty years, it's all now."