paranoid personality disorder

I was beaten and beaten into the house by my own mother at five o'clock in the morning while crying.

It seems that nothing has changed at home, but it seems that many things are different.

This wall is mottled, and the crack of the door has been covered with fresh paint from a dark picture I painted on it when I was a child.

My mother made the bed for me, and I lay on it, planning to squat casually, but in such an environment, I suddenly felt like I was still a child, and I had to go to school for morning reading tomorrow morning.

Tired to death.

He squinted and fell asleep straight away.

I slept soundly this time, and when I opened my eyes, I seemed to see a thick fog being penetrated by the sun, dispelling the fog.

Instantly illuminate the earth.

I just stayed at home like a paralyzed corpse for more than half a month, and I didn't even turn on my mobile phone.

In the first few days, my mother was still red-eyed and scolded me when she saw me, such a cruel heart, unfilial son and so on.

Waiting for me to hug my mother who has white temples with red eyes, and murmur that I miss you, mother.

The old man sighed and didn't speak.

Old Comrade He has a tough temper as always, and he has hardly given me a good face these days since he came back. When he first entered the house, he was almost kicked out with a stick.

It was my mother who yelled twice before he gave up.

One night, Comrade He was lying on a rocking chair and watching TV playing Go comfortably. My mother sat next to her and said that it was getting cold and she wanted to knit me a sweater or something.

This is the most common environment in the past twenty years.

My mother asked me, "Where's Xiao Xu?"

I was stunned when I heard this address, but I came to my senses and responded, "Oh, we're divided."

At this time, Comrade He got excited, and snorted a few times: "I told you to fuck with men, that's all right, if you want to die or live, you have to be with that person, and you will end up with the ghost you are now."

As soon as he said it, my mother exploded, scolded him a few times, and then looked at me: "Your father is just like this, and you can't change it in this life. You haven't been home for so many years." , he doesn't know how uncomfortable it is."

My dad yelled: "Fart, I'm so uncomfortable, I'm so happy."

My mother didn't bother to talk to him, so she sat down next to me and sighed: "Let's divide up, it's very uncomfortable, son. Let's put it this way, parents still hope that you have a companion, whether it's a man or a woman." , okay? Both of us old people are buried in the ground, so we can't stay with you all the time."

One sentence made me feel uncomfortable.

It's really stupid to be stubborn for so many years.

I stayed at home like this for another week, packed up my things and prepared to go back, at least there are still some things that should be resolved that have not been resolved, right?

Some people who should be repaired must also be repaired.

I turned on my phone when I got off the plane.

Sure enough, countless messages came in, and there were several phone calls from my boss.

I haven't contacted for so long, he probably wants to kill me.

Mo Qian's phone number, Dr. Lin's phone number, and even Xu Zhao's.

Ok.

After I clicked all these messages, I called the boss back.

After being scolded for a long time, he finally said miserably: "Isn't this a broken relationship? It's too miserable. Let's relax."

The BOSS scolded him even more harshly: "A man who is not too young is a man who has lost his love and is messing around."

Jiji taunted me for a while, but finally let me delay the delivery time.

He hung up the phone and smiled.

I stopped a car to go home, climbed upstairs, and when I opened the door, I thought at first glance that my house had been burglarized, and the mess in the living room was scattered and chaotic.

I closed the door calmly, and stood still in this mess for a long time.

I must take care of this person.

I pulled the suitcase and opened the door of my room. As expected, the inside was also a mess. My clothes were all scattered on the bed and the floor.

I seemed to hear my door opening, and something seemed to move on the bed full of my clothes.

Then I saw Mo Qian crawling out from the pile of my clothes, saw me, blinked his eyes, suddenly smiled and waved at me: "Hi, long time no see."

I pushed open the suitcase, looked at the man buried in my clothes with a cold face, took out my mobile phone and looked at the time: "I will give you an hour to tidy up my house back to the way I left it."

He propped himself up from the bed and sat up, let out another slow oh, and looked at me sideways: "Where have you been?" Then he said to himself, "Are you looking for Ah Nuo? alright?"

I didn't speak, and even felt that my heart was very peaceful.

He stood up from the bed, stepped down, and approached me step by step: "What about Lin Shen?"