paranoid personality disorder

I couldn't help laughing out loud: "Then what is the result of your analysis, that's it?"

Dr. Lin reached out and patted my shoulder, as if wanting to give me some comfort, and said softly: "I know it may be difficult to accept." He paused for a while, then continued, "I have tried to get into what you provided. In delusion, sometimes I even fall into the myth of which one is right and which one is wrong."

"The effect of this treatment is very unsatisfactory, it seems to make your structure more perfect."

"So I'm trying to tell you that you're not the one who's in charge of this relationship, and to detach you from the situation."

"It seemed to be fine for a while, but it seemed to reappear last night."

"So I can only try to tell you the truth."

I felt as if I had heard an Arabian Nights tale, it was a bit ridiculous: "Really?"

Dr. Lin said: "Since the delusional mental disorder is caused by the ex, and there is a real delusional object, it is not impossible to cure it, if it is combined with drug treatment."

I oh, I don't know why, but I still feel like laughing: "Really?"

He stretched out his hand and squeezed my arm, as if to comfort me, and then said softly: "You can only overcome obstacles if you accept the reality first."

I smiled.

Reality?Who knows which one is the truth.

Why did Dr. Lin rely on a little information he found to swear that everything I presented was not reality?

I was really funny, and I did smile and looked at Dr. Lin for a long time, until he squeezed my arm hard, and I saw a worried look on his face.

Withdrawing my gaze, I watched the crowds in this exhibition hall shuttle back and forth, and from time to time, there were subtle voices coming into my ears.

It seems that the voices of the whole world have entered my ears.

I looked down and took out my phone.

I don't accept the reality he presents me at all.

Dr. Lin seemed to look at me for a while, then stood up and whispered in my ear softly, "How about going home and resting?"

I answered, I really want to go home.

I went home alone, and Dr. Lin offered to send me off, but I refused.

When we parted, he also tactfully said that I could call him at any time.

Ha ha.

After turning on the light, I sat quietly on the sofa at home for a long time, thinking about the things in recent years.

It really didn't go well.

It's all so bad, it's still my fucking delusion, don't I look like I deserve to be raped by life, even I feel so in my heart.

Ridiculous, ridiculous.

You said that I lost love because I was given the name of a mental disorder, how can I not, it is too unacceptable for me.

Sitting on the sofa, my legs were numb, and I felt like I had thought about it for a long time, but my mind went blank and I didn't think about anything.

The ringtone of the mobile phone in his pocket pulled him back from his thoughts, and he almost unconsciously took out his mobile phone to look at it, and there was a text message.

That texting guy was the man who got me into this inexplicable state.

He said, "Did you have a nice afternoon appointment with Dr. Lin?"

Added a smiley face at the end.

I stared at his words for a long time, my mind was muddled and I felt as if some light would shine through the layers of dark clouds soon.

I turned off his text messages and called Xu Zhao almost without thinking.

It took a while to answer the phone over there, and the voice was a little hoarse, as if it had been short of water for a long time: "What's the matter?"

I asked, "What time did you leave this morning?"

He was silent for a long time, and said in a calm voice, "This morning."

I hesitated for a moment: "Why did you leave so early?"

The other side suddenly laughed twice, and said in a tearing voice: "Why, do you still want me to wish you and that man a happy relationship for a hundred years before leaving?"

"You really can't consider my feelings at all, we've been together for almost ten years, He Ji!"

"Even if it's a breakup, you fucking had sex next to me because you fucking thought I wasn't sad enough!"

He growled, "Fuck you."

Then all I got was the busy tone.

After hanging up the phone, I almost wanted to laugh.

The so-called illness that Dr. Lin mentioned to me made me fall into a very weird logical trap.

What Xu Zhao said clearly indicated that the man came to my house yesterday, and we had a big fight on the bed.

That is to say, my memory is almost the same as Xu Zhao's.

However, what Xu Nuo provided is the truth, or is it another kind of thinking that I imposed on myself, or is it a delusion?

I turned off my phone, and I wanted to laugh so much.

Very interesting thing.

After sitting on the sofa for a while, cooked some noodles and finished eating, the outside was not completely dark yet, watching the lights turn on one by one.

Suddenly, I felt a kind of emotion. After the seeds were sown, they grew up overwhelmingly until my mind was full of clamoring.

go home.

go home.

I walked a few steps back to the room, rummaged through the suitcase, stuffed a few changes of clothes, and dragged it out without hesitation.

It was already past four o'clock in the morning when I pulled the suitcase and stood at the door of my childhood home.

It was still a bit dim outside, and I was pulling my suitcase and standing in the home I hadn’t returned to for several years.

This long-lost home.

He couldn't even reach out and touch the door.

Leaning in front of the door of the house and looking at the street, I vaguely felt that I was still a child rolling in the mud, dangling on the road with a runny nose.

I don't know which family is in the yard, but the two men in the He family are more stubborn than the other.

Ten cows can't pull back the things that are determined, and they have to pull the rockets on their own way with the rockets tied behind them.

He didn't look back after hitting the south wall, and acted like an idiot who wanted to smash through the south wall.

Leaning against the wall of my house, I seemed to see another me walking from a child to an adult.

With such a temper obviously, how could he be really knocked down by something.

It's from the old He's family.

Gritting your teeth and persisting outside, you won't show the slightest timidity.

Suddenly, I felt that I was an idiot when I fell in love.

Anyway, after 100 years, whoever is not a pile of bones, is there any hurdle in this world that cannot be overcome?

I just raised my head like this, watching the gray sky lighten up little by little, and hearing the world start to become commotion.

There was a knock at the door next to him.

Someone pushed the door out.

When he saw me, his eyes turned red immediately.

【Putting the clouds to see the sun】