The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Jiang Ci grabbed Ye Ming's hand with difficulty, his eyes were a little aggrieved, and his voice was weak: "I've been waiting for you for a long time..."

Ye Ming let Jiang Ci hold his hand, his eyes were a little sour, and his throat was choked up.He knew that the day Jiang Ci had a car accident was the day he left... This made him suffer a lot.

At that time, it wasn't that he wanted to leave without saying goodbye, it was just that he didn't know how to say goodbye.

Because I couldn't say goodbye, I didn't say anything.

Ye Ming bent down slightly, looked into Jiang Ci's eyes, and said seriously, "I'm back, and I'll be with you."

Hearing these words, Jiang Ci seemed to finally calm down, closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

At this moment, the doctor heard the news and rushed over. They checked Jiang Ci's body and said, "I fainted again, but it's okay, as long as I can wake up."

Ye Ming breathed a sigh of relief, nodded and left. Mrs. Jiang should come over soon, so it's better for him to avoid it.

………………

When Ye Ming passed by the next day, Jiang Ci had already woken up and was sitting on the hospital bed, as if he had just had lunch.He turned his head when he heard the voice, and looked at Ye Ming with dark eyes, with a calm expression and no surprise.

After Jiang Ci woke up, he heard that Ye Ming would visit him every day, so it turned out that what he saw when he woke up yesterday was not a dream, it was real.

Instead, Ye Ming stood there hesitantly.

He had been looking forward to Jiang Ci waking up early, but when Jiang Ci really woke up, he suddenly couldn't face it. After all, so many things had happened, he could really treat this person as his own child without any grievances. Do you look at it?And what reason do you have to come here?Is it just because of self-blame and guilt...

He was the one who clearly said they wanted to part.

Jiang Ci hid his yearning and greedy eyes, slowly smiled, and said, "Not long ago, I met you in the same way, and you suddenly appeared in my ward like a dream."

Ye Ming pursed his lips slightly, not knowing how to answer this question.

Jiang Ci said again: "I'm glad you can come to see me, but you don't need to come to sympathize with me."

Ye Ming's expression changed, and he said, "It's not sympathy..."

Jiang Ci's expression was calm and his eyes were deep. He was obviously young and energetic, but he seemed to have experienced the world and the vicissitudes of life. He smiled slightly, "I'm fine, I'm fine, you can leave now with peace of mind."

You have always been so kind and soft-hearted, so it is not surprising that you will come to see me, but I am unwilling to despicably show weakness to keep you.

If I love you, I should let you leave me, instead of using your kindness to make things difficult for you.

Ye Ming stared at Jiang Ci fixedly, and after a while, he suddenly said, "Do you know why I left you in the first place?"

The sadness in Jiang Ci's eyes flashed away, and his voice was low: "Because we shouldn't be together, because I'm not your son."

Ye Ming shook his head.

Jiang Ci thought for a while, and then said: "Because you regret it and don't want to keep me?"

Ye Ming said: "Not really."

Jiang Ci couldn't figure it out, and looked at him in confusion.

There was a gentle look in Ye Ming's eyes. After many years, he looked at him like this again, slightly parted his lips, and said word by word, "That's because I love you."

Jiang Ci felt that his ears might have auditory hallucinations. In his lifetime, he could actually hear this sentence from this person's mouth.

Ye Ming showed a look of nostalgia, and smiled: "Because I love you, I want you to return to your real family, I want you to obtain real happiness, and I want to correct your mistakes."

"I left you, not because I hated you, not because I was tired, not because I didn't want you...just because I love you."

Jiang Ci felt as if something hot was flowing down the corner of his eyes.

Ye Ming said: "You don't know how much I need you and how much I miss you. If it weren't for you, maybe I would have gone to accompany my wife a long time ago. You made me survive... If possible, I would like to stay forever. Excuse me, but how can I be so selfish? If you really love someone, you should think about him from his perspective. I'm sorry...I understand so late and make you suffer so much. "

Jiang Ci looked at the man in front of him, trying to take a closer look at his appearance, but something blurred his vision, making him unable to see clearly.

It turns out that he loves him so much.

It turned out that this was the reason why he really left.

With your words, even if we are just strangers in the future, it doesn't matter, because I am already satisfied.

[Ding, Jiangci blackening value -1, current blackening value 1]

After Ye Ming said these words, he was also a little embarrassed. He thought that he would never have the chance to say these words again in his life, and that he would be taken to the grave by him, but he didn't want to have today.

But this is what he owes Jiang Ci. He should have said these words clearly back then.

Ye Ming's voice was low and gentle: "I'll come to see you another day."

Jiang Ci looked at Ye Ming's leaving back, and didn't move for a long time.

………………

【888: It's almost time for you to leave. 】

【Ye Ming: By the way, I forgot to ask you, if I leave naturally this time, will the body's main system continue to take care of it? 】

【888: No, it's a fee item, and it's not cheap. 】Don't say you don't have money now, I don't think you would be willing to use it if you had money.

【Ye Ming: Then why was it possible before? 】

[888: It was a novice discount for you before. 】At present, Ye Ming is the only host who has enjoyed the novice discount given by the main system. It is said that the main system intends to promote this new charging item in the reincarnation world, and hosting Ye Ming’s body is just a test. 888 suspects that the main system is not in the convulsions.

【Ye Ming: ...】Are you still running a promotion?

【Ye Ming: Then I will die when I leave this body? 】

[888: Yes, I will give you a gift package for accidental death for free. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

Ye Ming shrugged his shoulders. He didn't necessarily want to live, he just felt that being free from disease and pain didn't mean that he had to die, but now it seemed that he would definitely die after completing the task... Anyway, he was only here to complete the task, and he didn't follow the rules. The meaning of confrontation.

Although Jiang Ci woke up and started talking, Ye Ming did not leave and stayed here to take care of Jiang Ci.

The way of getting along is like friends.

Jiang Ci's body is recovering well, and he will be discharged from the hospital soon.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Ye Ming personally came to see him off, and said to him: "I live in City C, if you have time, you can come and find me."

Jiang Ci was stunned for a moment, he thought that being discharged from the hospital was the beginning of their parting, and he was ready to never see each other again, but what Ye Ming meant was that he could visit him?

Ye Ming nodded, and smiled naturally: "Then I'll go first."

Jiang Ci stood where he was, and he suddenly felt that this is how life should be.

Sometimes loving someone doesn't mean forcing him to stay by your side, occupying him completely, giving each other space, and wishing each other happiness is also good.

If he could have figured this out earlier, maybe they wouldn't have had so many misunderstandings and hurts after all.

It can be like now, under the same sky, meet occasionally, have a meal, or call to know that the other party is doing well...

This was already the greatest kindness Ye Ming could give him.

[Ding, Jiangci blackening value -1, current blackening value 0]

[Ding, the target blackening value of this world has been eliminated, please leave the world within 10 days. 】

Ye Ming listened to the voice in his mind, and didn't look back. He thought it was time for him to leave, and got on the train back that night.

Since he was about to leave, his body would also die unexpectedly, and Ye Ming lived the rest of the day a little carelessly.Although I feel a little guilty towards Jiang Ci and Li Xu'an, there will always be life and death in life.

After some time, they will always start their own life again, and gradually regard him as a piece of the past.

Ye Ming thought that was the last time he and Jiang Ci would meet, but unexpectedly, Jiang Ci came over a few days later.

He was at work that day, when he saw Jiang Ci appearing at his office, he looked anxious and said, "Tell me that I can come to see you."

Ye Ming was startled for a moment, then smiled, "Yes, what do you want to eat tonight? Let me treat you."

Hearing this, Jiang Ci was very happy to say anything, he saw that Ye Ming was sitting here waiting for him before it was time to get off work, looking at him with longing eyes, feeling calm and satisfied.

He actually didn't want to come over to see Ye Ming so soon, but he couldn't hold back, and came here under the pretext of a business trip, hoping that Ye Ming wouldn't find him boring.

But what I didn't expect was that Li Xu'an also came when he was about to get off work. He was very surprised to see Jiang Ci here, and frowned: "Why are you here?"

Jiang Ci was jealous of Li Xu'an, but he didn't show it. If Ye Ming and Li Xu'an were happier together, then he should bless him.He said, "I'm here on a business trip, so I'll stop by and have a look."

Li Xu'an raised her eyebrows, too lazy to expose this kid.

Ye Ming pressed his forehead, smiled at Li Xu'an, "Let's go out for dinner together tonight."

Li Xu'an said, "Okay, it just so happens that Siyang has also been talking about you recently."

So after get off work, the four of them went out to eat hot pot together.

Jiang Ci recalled the last time the four of them ate together. At that time, his mind was full of anger and jealousy, but now he only felt that he was so ridiculous that he was so childish that he couldn't bear to look directly at him.

And why didn't I figure out everything earlier and trust this person earlier?To be dominated by anger and hatred.

Li Siyang still didn't like Jiang Ci, and didn't give him a good look from the beginning to the end.

Jiang Ci didn't mind either, he was afraid that he was jealous with a 12-year-old kid because of his brain twitch.

Li Xu'an knocked Li Siyang on the head helplessly, finally Li Siyang stopped glaring at Jiang and resigned, and the meal was enjoyable.

In the evening, Li Xu'an sent Ye Ming home, and asked Jiang Ci: "Where is Young Master Jiang going, shall I give you a ride?"

Jiang Ci said, "No need, I'll get off here too, and walk to digest food."

Li Xu'an didn't force it, put them down, and smiled at Ye Ming: "Recently, a new restaurant has opened on the East Street, let's eat there another day."

Ye Ming nodded with a smile, waved his hand and said goodbye to Li Siyang.

When Li Xu'an and the others left, Ye Ming was about to speak to Jiang Ci when he suddenly heard 888 reminding him in his mind.

【888: I suggest you don't invite him up, there are unexpected guests waiting for you at home. 】

【Ye Ming: Oh? 】

【888: Jiang Sheng was released on bail the day before yesterday, and he was waiting for you at your house, probably wanting your life. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

【Ye Ming: Is this the way the main system arranged for me to die unexpectedly? 】

【888: I don't know. After all, he hated you to death. It's not impossible for him to want to kill you when it's his turn. 】

[Ye Ming: Tsk tsk tsk feng shui turns...]

【Ye Ming: You said he was good, so why would he be so desperate to take the risk? After a few years, he will be a good man again when he comes out. 】

【888: How do I know?I am not him. 】

【Ye Ming: Impulse is really a devil^_^】

Ye Ming smiled at Jiang Ci: "Then I'll go up, see you later."

Jiang Ci was a little reluctant to leave, but still nodded.

Seeing that he was about to leave, Ye Ming suddenly called to him and said, "Xiaoci."

Jiang Ci turned his head and looked at Ye Ming in surprise.

Ye Ming thought for a while, and then said, "Forget it, it's nothing." He wanted to say goodbye to Jiang Ci this time, but it seemed inappropriate to say anything, so it was better not to say anything.

Jiang Ci didn't understand why Ye Ming called him to stop, but didn't say anything, but felt that Ye Ming's eyes were a little strange.

Ye Ming and Jiang Ci walked upstairs separately, when he pushed the door open, he found that the door was not locked.

The lights were not turned on at home, only moonlight came in through the window, and a person was sitting on the sofa, half of his body shrouded in shadows.

Ye Ming showed a very vigilant look, turned on the switch, looked at the person sitting on the sofa, and showed a shocked look, "Why are you here—"

Jiang Sheng was wearing a black trench coat and leather gloves, squinting his eyes and looking at Ye Ming sullenly.

He looked much older, and he was no longer as glamorous and vigorous as before. He had some stubble on his face, was unkempt, and his eyes were bloodshot. He looked like a wolf that had been starved for a long time, vicious, lonely, and full of danger.

It was this humble man in front of him. He not only stole his son, but also made his son betray him. His wife hated him and made him lose everything he was proud of, social status, money and power, relatives and lovers. ...

From high above to nothing, the dark and hopeless future and the huge gap caused his mentality to collapse. During the days in custody, he cursed every day and night to make this person die in pain!Swear to make him pay the price!

This revenge, which lasted for more than 20 years, made him lose his last sanity.

How could he lose?Lose to such a person? !

I'm really not reconciled...

Ye Ming also stood there looking at Jiang Sheng, Jiang Sheng in front of him was like a desperate beast, who only wanted to tear his enemies apart, no matter what.

But he was not afraid, instead he looked at him with scorching eyes, and the hatred in his heart resurfaced again.

He remembered the scene when he stood in Jiang Sheng's office. This man looked at him contemptuously, as if he was some ridiculous thing, dismissed him and drove him out.

More than 20 years later, he wanted to let go of this hatred, not because he didn't hate Jiang Sheng anymore, but because of Jiang Ci.

But this time, the one who can't let go is you.

The corner of Jiang Sheng's mouth curled up into an icy arc, his eyes were as cold as a poisonous snake, and filled with mad hatred, "Aren't you happy that you finally got revenge on me, are you proud? My son is devoted to you... This is what you raised Is the purpose of bringing him back in 16? This is your long-planned conspiracy, and you are using him to take revenge on me."

Ye Ming sneered: "Do you think I'm someone like you?"

Jiang Sheng's voice was hoarse: "Aren't you? You madman, what can I do to get revenge? Isn't it just killing a person? Didn't I give you money? You can use the money to live your chic life, if you want A few women are fine...but you want to come to me desperately, why is it impossible for you to use my son to take revenge on me? If I had known that he was such a white-eyed wolf who betrayed me for an outsider, I would have He should be strangled to death!"

Ye Ming's eyes became colder and colder, Jiang Sheng's words finally stimulated him, even today, this person's attitude has not changed in the slightest.He doesn't repent, he doesn't admit his mistakes, and he always judges others with the greatest malice. This kind of person... is not worthy of forgiveness at all.

Ye Ming slightly lowered his eyes, caught a glimpse of Jiang Sheng's black pistol under the windbreaker, his pupils shrank slightly.

Now you want to kill me, do you know my despair and pain at that time?Hating someone so much that he wants him to die, Ye Ming laughed after thinking about it, you also have today...

Except, damn it, you're right.

Seeing this, Jiang Sheng became even more annoyed, "What are you laughing at? Are you laughing at me?"

Ye Ming opened the corner of his mouth and said, "Yeah, I'm laughing that you still have today, like a lost dog hahaha."

Jiang Sheng's eyes suddenly shot an extremely cold light, he wanted to kill this person!It was this person who ruined everything about him!

As long as this person lives for a day, he can't tolerate it!He lost everything, but this lunatic enjoys the love and care of his son, and his heart is completely distorted by hatred.

He grabbed the gun and pointed it at Ye Ming...

At this moment, Ye Ming suddenly rushed over!The bullet grazed his shoulder, and he threw Jiang Sheng down on the sofa, the gun in Jiang Sheng's hand flew out, he didn't expect Ye Ming's reaction to be so fast, and immediately wrestled with him.

Ye Ming punched Jiang Sheng in the face, turned around and reached out to grab the gun on the ground, Jiang Sheng reached out to grab it at the same time, but Ye Ming's action was faster!

With a sound of 'bang', Jiang Sheng stopped his obstructive movements, and blood flowed from his chest.

He looked down at the wound on his body in disbelief, how could this be possible?He's coming to kill this man...it's impossible...

impossible……

[888: What are you doing? ! ] Wouldn't it be logical to leave after being killed?Anyway, Jiang Sheng will not end well.

【Ye Ming: I am avenging Chen Zhao.innocent jpg]

【888:...】

[Ye Ming: Hey, I was too lazy to bother with him at first, but I can't blame me for delivering it to my door. I don't like him, so I don't want to kill him^_^]

[888: ...] As long as you are happy.

Ye Ming looked at Jiang Sheng with cold eyes, he slowly stood up, holding the gun hanging by his side, with a calm expression, he had imagined the scene of killing this person countless times in his mind, and now this scene has finally become a reality.

You killed my wife, you killed my child, and now you want to kill me.

I originally wanted to let go of this hatred, to let everything pass, because you didn't let me let you go.

Jiang Sheng wanted to stand up, but he couldn't move, the passing blood took away his life little by little, the hatred and unwillingness in his eyes almost overflowed, suddenly his eyes passed Ye Ming, his eyes moved, and he made a weak begging sound : "Help... help me..."

I am your father, come and save me... save me, I will forgive you...

Ye Ming turned his head slowly, and saw Jiang Ci standing at the door with a sad look in his eyes, why did you come back...

Jiang Ci suddenly remembered that he forgot to say something to Ye Ming, so he turned his head back... But looking at the scene in front of him, he couldn't remember what he wanted to say.Everything in front of me seems to be slowed down, slowed down frame by frame, cold, ruthless, and unmoved by human will.

Then Jiang Ci saw Ye Ming showing a helpless smile, his lips moved slightly, as if to say: I'm sorry.

The next moment, he pointed the gun at his head.

It couldn't be more fair to have revenge and murder for life. From the moment he killed Jiang Sheng, he had no intention of surviving.

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A week later, Jiang Ci woke up from the nightmare again. Every time he closed his eyes, a sea of ​​blood appeared in front of his eyes. His fathers... the one who gave birth to him, the one who raised him, the two most important people to him, they Watching them die in front of my eyes helplessly...

Chen Zhao died on the spot, and Jiang Sheng couldn't save him in the end.

He suddenly felt that his life was a nightmare from beginning to end. He wanted to wake up from this nightmare, but he couldn't wake up no matter what.Every moment he was conscious was filled with despair, pain, and powerlessness.

He kept asking himself why he had to go through all this.

If living is destined to be such torture, then it is better to die.

It's all his fault. If he knew the truth earlier and didn't hurt Chen Zhao, then Chen Zhao wouldn't be disappointed in him. If he didn't expose Jiang Sheng, then Jiang Sheng wouldn't hate Chen Zhao so much. Angry him enough to want to kill him.

This hatred could have ended, it was all his fault, it was he who broke Jiang Sheng's heart, made Jiang Sheng hate Chen Zhao so much... let the matter come to this point...

He is a complete waste, a loser, and he can't even protect a single person.

Damn it was him.

Jiang Ci looked a little dazed, he didn't know what time it was, and he didn't know where he was, but he just felt that the environment was cramped and the air was oppressive.

But he suddenly remembered what he was going to say to Chen Zhao that day.

He wanted to tell Chen Zhao, can you spend the next birthday with me?Although we can't be the same as before, I want to keep thinking of you as my father and just pretend we don't live together anymore as I grow up.

He also thought about visiting Jiang Sheng after returning home and begging for his forgiveness.He betrayed his biological father who loved him, and he should spend the rest of his life to pay for his sins, even if Jiang Sheng blames him for hating him, it doesn't matter.

Life may not be easy, but at least he has something to go on, and he has two fathers.

But in the blink of an eye, they didn't want him anymore.

Then why are you still alive?

He raised his head, looked around, and saw that there seemed to be an empty space in front of him, and there was a bright light, so he couldn't help moving forward, as if as long as he walked there, he could go to another world.

Maybe they are all waiting for him in that world, maybe...

Seeing that he was about to go in and relieved, Jiang Ci suddenly felt that he was pulled back suddenly by a great force. He was a little angry and wanted to question, but suddenly turned his head, his face was burning with pain.

Then he saw a gaunt woman standing in front of him.

When Mrs. Jiang returned home, she found that Jiang Ci was gone. She frantically searched everywhere, and finally found Jiang Ci on the roof of the company building. return.

She slapped him on the face, crying and screaming: "You are so selfish! Haven't you thought about me?"

Jiang Ci blinked, tears streaming down his face, yes...how could he be so selfish.

He was really in pain and didn't want to hold on anymore.

But how could he be so selfish...

………………

A year later, Jiang Ci walked out of the cemetery with Mrs. Jiang wearing a black skirt and a black veil.

He said to Mrs. Jiang: "Mom, you go back first, I'll be home later."

Mrs. Jiang didn't say a word, didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, and got into the car directly, and the black car drove away.

Jiang Ci stood there for a while, and drove to another cemetery in the east of the city. The cemetery was much simpler and denser. He walked slowly along the stone-paved path, and finally stood in front of a tombstone.

The tombstone says, Chen Zhao and Yan Yue's tombs.

Jiang Ci didn't say anything, and he didn't have anything to say. He even felt that Chen Zhao probably wasn't happy to see him come. He was with his wife and his children. Those were his real family members. He probably wouldn't have time. Think of him again.

But he didn't expect him to still think about him, or forget it.

Forget about the Jiang family.

I still remember you, that's enough.