The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Li Xu'an placed Ye Ming in a relatively quiet villa, arranged for specialized doctors and nurses, and often accompanied him personally.

Ye Ming was not seriously ill at first, and after leaving that environment and no longer being stimulated by Jiang Sheng, he finally regained his sobriety, but Li Xu'an still didn't dare to let him have any news related to Jiang Sheng.

Li Xuan saw the news that day.

Jiang Sheng, the chairman of the Jiang Group, took the blame and resigned, and the judicial department will investigate his violations of laws and regulations. Li Xu'an sighed, now he understands how much Jiang Ci cares about Ye Ming.

For him, he did not hesitate to send his own father to prison.

Ye Ming finally didn't have to pretend to be crazy anymore, he lived a leisurely life every day, and no one was afraid of provoking him, so they treated him like an ancestor, not to mention how comfortable life was.

[Ye Ming: This is the treatment only mental patients have, happy ing]

[888: You need to know that mental patients are not treated like you. Do you want me to show you how mental patients are treated in mental hospitals? 】

【Ye Ming: Oh, my good son and Lao Li must not be willing to treat me like that O(∩_∩)O~】

【888:...】

Although the days are very leisurely, there are still tasks to be done, Ye Ming observes Jiang Ci's movements every day when he has nothing to do.

[Ye Ming: My son is a very upright person at heart, I taught him well~]

[888: ...] There is no way to refute this, but he doesn't want to admit it at all, lest this hot chicken gets too complacent.

[888: Just to remind you, there are still 4 blackening points left. 】

【Ye Ming: I remember (⊙v⊙)】

………………

Mrs. Jiang just watched Jiang Sheng being taken away by the procuratorial agency indifferently. It was because of this person's selfishness and indifference that her son was stolen and their mother and child were separated for 16 years...and how was she so attracted by this person's appearance? Confused?

But regret is useless, the lost time can no longer be made up, and his own son can never come back completely, and half of his heart is left on another person.

Mrs. Jiang originally hated Chen Zhao very much, hated the person who took her child away. When she washed her face with tears day and night, she also cursed him viciously. However, when the truth became clear...she suddenly didn't It's no longer reasonable to hate that person.

But maybe she couldn't forgive him, because she would rather die by herself than lose her child.

She couldn't forgive that person.

Jiang Ci originally thought that his mother would blame him, but in fact, Mrs. Jiang didn't blame him at all, she just looked at him with complicated eyes, sighed, and then seemed like nothing happened.

But the more this happened, the more sad Jiang Ci felt. He personally destroyed this perfect family in the eyes of his mother, made her lose her husband who loved him, and revealed the cruel truth.

He didn't want to hurt her.

Although my mother didn't mind, she must be very sad.

Because of Jiang Sheng's resignation, the directors of the company proposed that Jiang Ci take over the position of chairman. Jiang Ci could not but shirk the position, but he was not half happy in his heart.

When the money is enough, more is just a number. He doesn't need this position to prove himself, and he has no way to replace his father with peace of mind.

He is sorry for him.

After Jiang Ci settled his family and company affairs, he drove to another city alone. He had the address Li Xu'an gave him in his hand.

This address was suddenly sent to his mobile phone one day. It had no signature and an unfamiliar number. It was just an address, but he knew it was given to him by Li Xuan.

This is a group of villas, located by an artificial lake, the lake at night reflects the stars, very quiet.Jiang Ci parked the car aside and looked in the direction of the dimly lit lights ahead.

He knew that Ye Ming was there, and he really wanted to go over to see him, but he felt ashamed to face that person again.

So what if he took revenge on Jiang Sheng?Past damage cannot be undone.

So what if you know you are wrong?The mistakes made cannot be undone.

Jiang Ci didn't want to be noticed by others, he always left during the day and came over at night, sitting for a whole night.

After a few days, he thought that maybe it was time for him to leave, there was no point in staying any longer, Li Xu'an would take good care of Ye Ming.

But suddenly one night, someone came and knocked on his car window.

Li Xu'an had noticed Jiang Ci's car a long time ago, the villa here has a strong security force, the security guard had noticed this car that was always parked there, and told the owner Li Xu'an, wondering if someone was trying to harm him.

Li Xu'an took a look and told the security to leave it alone, it was Jiang Ci's car.

In fact, ever since Jiang Sheng fell from the horse, Li Xu'an has been waiting for Jiang Ci to appear. He thought that Jiang Ci would not give up on Ye Ming. Just sitting in the car outside, staying for several days.

Li Xu'an felt that she probably disliked Jiang Ci very much, but for some reason, she was a little embarrassed to see him like this.

He thought about it, probably if it was him, he would not be able to reach Jiang Ci's level. His love is not so paranoid, nor is it so heavy.He is willing to take care of Chen Zhao, and is willing to start a family with him and live a peaceful life, but if Chen Zhao is not willing, he will definitely not force it, it is not up to him.

At least in this respect, he is not as good as Jiang Ci.

As for now... Li Xu'an thought about it, and probably never had the chance to say his confession in his life.

He finally understands the reason why Chen Zhao is single until now, because he can't get out of the shadow of losing his wife and children, and he can't accept others again, and he is not gay. Feeling uneasy and guilty away from yourself, it is better not to say anything, but still be a friend.

Having said that, Li Xu'an couldn't stand it anymore, and finally came over and knocked on Jiang Ci's car window.

Jiang Ci did not expect that Li Xu'an would take the initiative to find him, rolled down the car window, and looked at him with a complicated expression.

Li Xu'an smiled faintly: "It's already here, come in and have a cup of tea."

Jiang Ci's eyes fluctuated, and he looked at Li Xu'an in surprise. What does he mean?Let yourself go to see Ye Ming?Doesn't he blame himself?

Li Xu'an sighed, he felt that he was really old to soften his heart, and felt a little pitiful for this brat.But after thinking about it, he was not only because of Jiang Ci, but also because of Chen Zhao.

Chen Zhao should care about Jiang Ci very much, otherwise there is no need to endure the difficulties in his heart and endure Jiang Ci's misunderstanding to hurt him.

Because he didn't want to make mistakes again and again, and continue to hurt this person, even if he was hurt, it didn't matter.

He loves him like his own child.

Li Xu'an said: "Chen Zhao has come to his senses. The doctor said that he is in a stable condition and he should be fine. If you want to see him, come here. It doesn't matter if you don't dare to see him. Anyway, there will be no results for you. It's okay to give up early. a good thing."

Jiang Ci stared at him for a while, then suddenly opened the car door and walked out.

Li Xu'an didn't show any expression, just turned around and walked forward.

Ye Ming was sitting at home, wearing loose home clothes, he was slim and thin, but his eyes were clear and bright, he could see that he was much better.Hearing the sound of the door opening, he turned back with a smile and said, "Brother Li is here again? Actually, you don't have to stay here with me all the time, I'm fine——"

When he said this, his voice paused because he saw Jiang Ci walking from behind Li Xu'an.

Jiang Ci looked at the man in front of him, and after a few months, he finally saw him again.

In the past few months, he has been worried all the time, wondering if he is better and how he is doing with Li Xuan, now it seems that he doesn't need to worry anymore, Ye Ming is recovering well, Li Xuan has taken good care of him good.

Sure enough... as long as he leaves himself, nothing will happen to him...

The only one who hurt him was himself.

This was also the reason why Jiang Ci didn't dare to show up, but after thinking about it for a long time, he decided to come over to see Ye Ming, and he owed Ye Ming an apology.

A personal apology.

The smile on Ye Ming's face gradually disappeared, and a complicated expression appeared in his eyes.

After waking up, he also asked Li Xu'an some things, and Li Xu'an told him frankly that Jiang Ci had already let go, and he asked himself to take him away.

So Jiang Ci didn't lie to him, he really let him go.

Why did he let go?

Jiang Ci looked at Ye Ming, his lips moved, and said three difficult words: "I'm sorry."

Ye Ming's eyes were in a trance for a moment, he looked at the painful and self-blame look in Jiang Ci's eyes, he didn't have any doubts anymore, what else could make him let go?Probably the only reason left.

Ye Ming said softly, "You already know."

Jiang Ci nodded slowly.

Ye Ming looked at the pain in his eyes, remembered how he left without saying goodbye, sighed softly, and fixedly looked at Jiang Ci: "Then why did you come back?"

Now that you know all this, you should understand that we should never see each other again, nor can we go back to the past.

Jiang Ci's eyes were sad, and after a long time, he said: "I owe you, so I should make atonement to you."

Ye Ming suddenly smiled and shook his head. He said, "I accept your apology, but there is no need for atonement. You don't have to and can't pay for others' faults that don't belong to you."

Jiang Ci said: "But I also hurt you..."

Ye Ming still shook his head, his eyes were as deep as the sea: "That's what I owe you."

Jiang Ci suddenly became speechless.

He actually had some extravagant hopes just now, hoping that he would still have a chance to stay by Ye Ming's side, even if it was just to make amends, but when he really met, he realized that he didn't even have this chance.

Ye Ming refused to even give him this opportunity.

Ye Ming said: "I forgive you, but you should go back."

These words fell into Jiang Ci's ears lightly, and his eyes turned red, like a nervous child who made a mistake, suddenly heard his father say that it doesn't matter, but this sentence is followed by: You go, it's okay because you're not my son.

He got a forgiveness that he couldn't hope for, but in such a cruel way.

But what else could he do?

With this sentence of forgiveness, he should be content and stop being greedy.

[Ding, Jiangci blackening value -2, current blackening value 2]

Jiang Ci slowly showed a smile, but the sadness deep in his eyes could not be concealed, and he said softly, "Then I'm leaving."

From now on, we will have nothing to do with each other.

I want to tell myself that I won't bother you anymore.

It's just that I'm very sad, but I have nowhere to confide in, so I can only bury the pain in my heart.

Ye Ming didn't say anything, quietly looked at Jiang Ci's back, and looked away.

【888: Now that he's really gone, you don't have a chance to get in touch again, why bother to say such a terrible thing. 】

【Ye Ming: That's not necessarily true, I'm just saying, if I really want to meet, can someone stop me?It's just that I have to find a step for myself after a while hehe. 】

[888: ...] This is also very thick-skinned.

【Ye Ming: Besides, even if you don’t look for steps, there’s no way you can see them. Look at me^_^】

On the surface, Ye Ming showed that he didn't care about Jiang Ci's departure, but occasionally Li Xu'an saw the eclipse in his eyes, and Li Xu'an was a little disappointed. Even though there was such a grievance between them, in Ye Ming's heart, Jiang Ci was obviously very happy. important.

Being hurt by someone you care about seems to let go easily, but how can you not feel sad in your heart?He doesn't want to be like this...

After a while, Ye Ming told Li Xu'an that he could no longer be taken care of by him like this, which made him feel very guilty, and expressed that he would leave here to find a job.

Li Xu'an originally didn't want to agree, he was worried that Ye Ming's mental state would be unstable, but the doctor suggested that Ye Ming should be allowed to leave and reintegrate into society, this would be more helpful for his recovery.

After thinking about it, Li Xu'an agreed. He arranged a relatively easy job for Ye Ming, which made Ye Ming very embarrassed, but in the end Li Xu'an couldn't help but agreed.

The two have returned to their previous appearance, very harmonious.

………………

When Jiang Ci came home at night, Mrs. Jiang didn't sleep, she was still waiting for him at home.

Jiang Sheng was detained, and the redundant servants were also dismissed. The house seemed quiet and deserted. Jiang Ci suddenly felt guilty. His mother must have guessed about going to see Ye Ming by himself, right?

But Mrs. Jiang didn't say much, she just pretended not to know, and said softly to Jiang Ci: "You are tired after coming back so late, I made you soup and it's still warm, drink a bowl before going to bed."

Jiang Ci obediently sat down to drink the soup, which was made by his mother himself. He had been drinking it for several years and was already familiar with the taste.It's just that Ye Ming suddenly thought of Ye Ming, the taste of Ye Ming's soup... He could drink it in one sip at the beginning, but now he has forgotten it.

It's been too long, I can't get back the memories of the past, and I can't find the people I used to be.

Only myself foolishly couldn't let go.

Jiang Ci slowly began to become busy, maybe being busy can prevent him from thinking about things that he shouldn't think about.

More than a month later, one day Jiang Ci came home late after working overtime. He turned on his phone and checked the time. His eyes suddenly fell on the date above, and his eyes couldn't help but startled, revealing a look of pain.

Today is his 'birthday' again.

This date is not the date of his real birth, and Ye Ming didn't know the date of his real birth back then, but as a child, how could it be possible that he didn't even have his own birthday?So Ye Ming chose a date for him as his birthday, every year he would celebrate his one-year-old birthday.

Time flies so fast, another year in the blink of an eye.

On this day nine years ago, he had vowed to be with Ye Ming forever, but that day was also the day they parted. In the end, he didn't eat a bite of the cake, and he didn't even blow out the candle... No wonder his wish didn't come true.

Because God did not hear his wish.

Jiang Ci held the steering wheel and suddenly turned the car around.

Because the cake shops were closed too late, he searched for a long time but couldn't find a cake shop. In the end, he could only come to a coffee shop and bought the last piece of cake left in the shop.

Jiang Ci put the cake box on the co-pilot, he felt really stupid, why didn't he think of buying it earlier?So much so that now I can't even buy a whole piece of cake, only leftovers that others don't want... Like him, it is very suitable for the occasion.

It was the same day as nine years ago, and it started to rain after a while.Jiang Ci didn't want to go home tonight, he was going to go to his apartment outside to celebrate his birthday, even if he was alone.

This birthday has never been celebrated since he returned to Jiang's house. He hated the person who abandoned him, and even hated everything that person gave him.

This day is the deepest shame and pain in his heart, so he has been avoiding it.

But now he knows that at least that person doesn't really want to abandon him, at least he cares about him, and he is not so afraid of this day, he wants to fulfill this wish, pretending that that person is with him to finish this birthday, Take a bite of the cake.

It was raining heavily, and the vision was not very good. Jiang Ci was a little distracted, and he always felt as if he had returned to the rainy night at the beginning, but at that time he was not driving a car, but walking in the rain alone, helpless as if being surrounded by the whole world. abandoned...

Suddenly Jiang Ci saw a person rushing out of the blind spot of the roadside perspective.

The man was standing next to the billboard to shelter from the rain. There were no people on this road at night, and there were no sidewalks or traffic lights. When the man saw that there were no cars at the moment, he wanted to take the opportunity to rush over. He ran a little fast to avoid the rain. Wait and see When a car drove up in front of him, he was completely dazed, and his mind went blank as he stood there stupidly.

Jiang Ci's eyes changed drastically, and he slammed the steering wheel with all his strength!

At the critical moment, the car passed by the man!He slammed into the guardrail next to him!After rolling several times and making a loud noise, it finally stopped there.

The passerby was completely petrified, and after a while he finally took out his mobile phone and called for help.

Jiang Ci felt the world turned upside down for a while, as if blood flowed down his forehead and into his eyes, and his whole body hurt, but what he thought was: Fortunately, he didn't hit anyone...

He turned his head slightly, and saw that the cake box on the co-pilot had been thrown away, the poor piece of cake was broken, and the cream was everywhere, Jiang Ci suddenly felt very sad.

He can't finish this birthday and eat this cake.

If I die this time, I don't know if that person will feel sorry for him.

………………

Ye Ming was already asleep right now, and suddenly he heard 888 talking in his ear, which woke him up violently.

【Ye Ming: Brother, even if you are my brother, I will not forgive your inhumane behavior of disturbing my sleep! 】

888 didn't say anything, but showed him the holographic projection of the scene of Jiang Ci's car accident just now, even a close-up of the little cake.

Ye Ming suddenly looked like a duck with its tongue cut out, unable to speak.

【888: I think you have a chance to approach him again, come on!There are 2 blackening points left. 】

【Ye Ming: Why are you so ruthless...】

[888: You misunderstood, I just help you express what you are embarrassed to say, is it considerate or moved?hehe. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

【888: Now you don't have to worry about waiting for the right time, congratulations. 】

【Ye Ming:...】He felt that he was being ridiculed...

【Ye Ming: But I'm very happy. 】

[888:? ? ? 】Is he mocking in the wrong way?

【Ye Ming: Are you still in the mood to flirt with me, which means that my son's life is not in danger^_^】

【888:...】

Although this was indeed a good opportunity to get close to Jiang Ci, Ye Ming 'didn't know' that Jiang Ci was injured, and it was inconvenient to ask about Jiang Ci's current situation, so he had to continue to wait patiently.

A few days later, Li Xuan came to see Ye Ming.

Li Xu'an actually got the news right away, but he still hesitated for several days before coming here because he didn't know whether his decision was correct.With Ye Ming's kindness, he definitely wouldn't be indifferent to this matter, but he had already made up his mind to draw a line with Jiang Ci, if he told him...would it embarrass him?

But he still came in the end, because he felt that if Jiang Ci couldn't make it through this time, and Ye Ming didn't know about it from the beginning to the end, he might blame himself if he knew in the future.

Seeing Li Xu'an coming, Ye Ming smiled and opened the door to invite him in, but Li Xu'an didn't go in. He said to Ye Ming with a solemn expression, "I have something to tell you."

Seeing Li Xuan like this, Ye Ming was a little surprised, put away his smile and asked, "What's wrong?"

Li Xu settled down and said, "Jiang Ci got into a car accident."

Ye Ming's face turned pale, he shook his body, and he asked directly without even thinking about it, "He, how is he?"

Li Xu'an said: "The situation is not very good, he is not out of danger yet, do you want to go and see him?"

Ye Ming turned around and put on his coat, his hands were trembling slightly, he closed the door and walked out.

Li Xu'an looked sad, sure enough you still care about him, even if he has hurt you like this, but he is still an existence that you regard as a relative, so no matter how heartless he is, it is impossible to really not care at all...

Li Xu'an suppressed the little jealousy in her heart, and drove Ye Ming over there.

………………

Ye Ming rushed straight into the hospital as soon as he got out of the car, but he didn't expect to see a woman at the door of the ward, and he stopped stiffly, unable to move.

He will never forget this woman, the years have made her much older, and she is no longer as beautiful as before, but he still remembers those gentle eyes... This is Jiang Ci's biological mother, but at this moment because of the shock , red eye sockets, as if just cried.

He hated Jiang Sheng, but for this woman, he only had guilt in his heart. In order to get revenge on Jiang Sheng, he hurt innocent people, and Jiang Ci was not the only one who was innocent.

She should hate herself very much... A criminal who stole her child and separated her mother and child, if she is there, what right does she have to visit Jiang Ci?Maybe she'll call the police and have her caught.

Thinking of this, Ye Ming's expression slowly returned to calm, and he didn't run away, just bowed slightly.

Mrs. Jiang also looked at him fixedly. It was this person who almost ruined her life. If it was before, she would have called the police to arrest him without hesitation, but now...she suddenly couldn't do it, and her eyes struggled with pain.

Because it was her husband who hurt this person first, but this person returned her son to her in the end, and now he came here at the risk of being arrested, he must care about Jiang Ci very much.

This care is not fake, because if it is fake, it is impossible to deceive a person for so long, and it is impossible for Jiang Ci not to let him go.

Time seems to have passed for a long time, and it seems to be just a blink of an eye.

Madam Jiang suddenly said to Ye Ming: "Go and have a look, he's inside." Her tone seemed to be dealing with a very ordinary visitor, and she walked past Ye Ming after speaking.

Ye Ming was stunned for a while, and seemed to realize that Mrs. Jiang allowed him to go in and visit.

He stood there in a daze, and Madam Jiang's tolerance made him feel even more ashamed and ashamed.He should have stopped earlier, if he had returned Jiang Ci earlier, nothing would have happened... and no innocent people would have been injured because of him.

This is his fault.

Ye Ming walked heavily, slowly pushed the door open and walked into the ward.

Jiang Ci lay quietly on the hospital bed with gauze wrapped around his forehead and a ventilator on his face, still unconscious.

【Ye Ming: This doesn't look very good, didn't you say it's fine? 】

【888: When did I say it's okay? Didn't you make it up by yourself? 】

[Ye Ming: ...] That's because I don't think you are a cold and heartless system... I know you have a cold face and a warm heart!

【888: Do you have anything else to say? 】

【Ye Ming: You don't seem to want to talk to me anymore, sorry jpg】

【888: Hehe, your illusion. 】He felt that he was really a super dedicated system. Even though the host was so hot, he still paid attention to him and didn't let him fend for himself.

【Ye Ming: How about this, can you wake him up before leaving?If he really dies, the experience value of this world will be wasted, and both of us will be working in vain. 】

【888:...】

【Ye Ming: Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey? 】

888 ignored him.

Ye Ming was relieved, it seemed that he really couldn't die this time, so he patiently stayed near the hospital.

Mrs. Jiang treated him with a lukewarm attitude, neither hindering nor welcoming him, as if he did not exist, but as soon as he came, Mrs. Jiang would avoid and leave, as if she did not want to be in the same room with him.

Ye Ming would come to visit Jiang Ci every day, and he wouldn't stay for long, he would just sit for half an hour to an hour and then leave, gradually even the nurses knew the rules.This person comes every day. He should be very close to Young Master Jiang, but he and Mrs. Jiang always get along in a weird way, and they don't look like friends.

This day Ye Ming was sitting in front of the hospital bed again, staring at Jiang Ci's face, thinking, my dear son, why are you still awake?Shouldn't it be a vegetable?He sighed, to be honest, he's a little impatient to go on like this, maybe he has to ask 888 to take action.

Jiang Ci was still awake, Mrs. Jiang was so haggard that she was almost ten years old, Ye Ming couldn't stand it anymore.

The nurse next to him watched Ye Ming sitting there sighing, constantly gossip about who this person was, and suddenly glanced at Jiang Ci and the machine next to him, and shouted, "Wake up!"

Ye Ming was terrified by the scream, and suddenly raised his head to look at the hospital bed, and saw Jiang Ci slowly opened his eyes.

Ye Ming suddenly stood up, trembling slightly, staring at Jiang Ci.

Jiang Ci's vision was a little fuzzy, and he could only vaguely see someone standing in front of him. After a while, the fog in front of him seemed to be cleared away layer by layer, and gradually became clear. The person in front of him... was Ye Ming.

At this moment, he felt that he was probably dreaming. How could this be real?Why did Ye Ming come to see him?But in those eight years, even dreaming, this person never came back, so how could he be willing to come back now?

For a moment, he couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality.

The faint hope in Jiang Ci's eyes was as fragile as if the wind blows away. He said in a hoarse voice, "Are you coming back to spend my birthday with me..."

I've been waiting for you to come back and spend this birthday with me.