The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Ming Chong was on the road at the time, and when he was waiting for the red light, he casually glanced at his phone, and saw Ye Ming showing him a gentle smile on the screen that he hadn't seen for a long time, and then... cruelly cut his wrist one after another, and the blood flowed wildly. It rushed out, at that moment Ming Chong only felt that there was a sea of ​​blood in front of him!

He frantically turned the steering wheel, honked the horn, and turned the car around to drive back regardless of the red lights and traffic on the road ahead!

On the way back, because I was driving too fast, I was distracted. I accidentally bumped into a stone pier on the side of the road, almost crashing my car!But Ming Chong didn't care, and continued to drive back, he only knew that he couldn't delay a single second!

It was all his fault... Because he was afraid of Ye Ming escaping, he was the only one who could open that door. At this moment, he only felt regret in his heart!

It took Ming Chong half an hour to finally rush home, and the ambulance that received the call arrived almost at the same time.

He opened the door unsteadily and rushed in, only to see Ye Ming lying in a pool of blood, with five or six deep wounds on his arms, his flesh turned out, and the blood stained the carpet under him red, his His face was pale without a trace of blood, his eyes were tightly closed, and his eyelashes cast a light shadow under his eyes.

Ming Chong felt his eyes dim for a while, he hugged Ye Ming with trembling hands, lowered his head against his chest, and listened to the faint heartbeat... The doctor rushed over and hurriedly stopped the bleeding on Ye Ming, and then put the Ye Ming was carried onto the stretcher and sent to the ambulance.

Ming Chong felt his hand was empty, as if his heart was also empty, he opened his palm, the palm was full of blood, it was Ye Ming's blood...

You just... don't want to stay with me.

Would you rather die than leave?

Ming Chong knelt on the ground, staring at his hands in a daze, the ear-piercing sound of an ambulance, his eyes were blood red, and his whole world seemed to be sinking.

But in the end... he still struggled to stand up and followed the doctor into the ambulance.

He can't just give up like this, he still has a lot to do now.

Ye Ming was lying on the stretcher, his arms were simply bandaged, and his body was covered with a blanket.

Ming Chong clasped his hands together and pressed them against his forehead, he suddenly didn't dare to look up at Ye Ming's current appearance... He thought he could possess this person by force, he thought he could control everything.

But he forgot one thing, he forgot that maybe Ye Ming would rather die than stay by his side, if a person is not even afraid of death, what is there to be afraid of?What can I leave behind?

Is it just to keep a corpse?

The ambulance soon arrived at the hospital, Ye Ming was pushed into the emergency room, Ming Chong was sitting outside, his fingertips almost piercing into his palm, he only had one thought in his mind.

Is it too late?Can you still save him?Ye Ming... Will he die?

What if he dies...?

No, definitely not dead!

After a while, the doctor finally came out, "Mr. Ming, the patient's life is no longer in danger."

These words made Ming Chong keep mentioning the heart that he had never let go, and finally let it go, he opened his mouth and let out a hoarse voice: "Thank you."

The doctor nodded: "Yes, you're welcome."

Ming Chong supported the wall with one hand, and slowly stood up. He was silent for a long time, as if he mustered up all his courage, and finally walked into the ward.

Ye Ming slept there quietly, and hadn't woken up yet.

Ming Chong stood beside Ye Ming's hospital bed, staring at this person blankly, after a while he closed his eyes, as if the vitality of his whole body had been sucked away.

If I had known that I would have to pay such a price to keep you, I would have chosen to let you go.

[Ding, Mingchong blackening value -10, current blackening value 15]

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【Ye Ming: Ah... How long have I been asleep? 】

【888: Soon, only a day. 】

【Ye Ming: Am I in the hospital? 】

【888: Of course, where is it not in the hospital?Is it in the morgue? 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

【Ye Ming: Let me tell you, don't talk to me like this!As a system, why doesn't it have any respect for its host?Don't you know that I'm easily emotionally unstable and cause the mission to fail? 】

[888: Oh, may I ask the honored host to cancel the pain shield? 】

【Ye Ming: Brother, I was wrong QAQ】

【888: Wouldn't there be no problems if this happened earlier?By the way, if you feel emotionally unstable, just take three deep breaths. It is said that many hosts have tested it personally. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

Ye Ming took [-] deep breaths, and finally felt his emotions stabilized.

He slowly opened his eyes, and saw Ming Chong lying beside his bed, obviously he didn't go back all night and stayed here all the time.

Ming Chong didn't fall asleep at all, he woke up at the slightest movement, he raised his head, revealing a pair of bloodshot eyes, and immediately met Ye Ming's eyes.

He stared fixedly at Ye Ming and said nothing. In fact, he wanted to say a lot in his heart, but when he looked at this person, he found that he couldn't say a word.They used to be so close, but now they can only be relatively silent.

Ye Ming looked at him calmly, and after a while, with a smile in his eyes, he spoke first: "I said - you can't lock me up."

Ming Chong's eyes turned red all of a sudden.

How could this person be so ruthless and cruel, he knew it clearly in his heart, he knew that he was not willing to really hurt him, and he was not willing to see him die... Knowing this would definitely force him to let go.

That's why I chose this decisive way to express my attitude.

But he can't blame him, because he made the mistake first, which is unforgivable.He has no right to blame him.

Ming Chong's eyes were full of pain, and his voice was hoarse: "Don't worry, I won't lock you up again."

Ye Ming glanced at him, and said calmly: "That's good, if there is nothing else, I'm going to rest. Ming Shao is busy with affairs, so you don't need to stay here with me."

Ming Chong pursed his lips tightly. Although Ye Ming never said a word of extremes from the beginning to the end, his calm and distant tone as if nothing had happened made him suffer even more, and he could hardly restrain himself.

But he's made a mistake once, and that's the price of his mistake, and he can't make the same mistake again.

So no matter how uncomfortable it is, you have to be patient, and you can't be impulsive.

Ming Chong stood up: "You have a good rest, I will come to see you later."

Ye Ming's voice was cold: "No need."

This time Ming Chong didn't respond, he turned and left directly, his tall back seemed a little lonely and tired.

He chose to give Ye Ming freedom, but it doesn't mean he will let go.

Seeing Ming Chong leave, Ye Ming continued to rest with his eyes closed.He lives in a high-grade ward, the service is very good, and Ming Chong specially hired a nurse for him, besides, the injury was not serious, so he didn't think it was so difficult.

After Ming Chong left, he went out and turned around, and found that Ming Chong really didn't look at him anymore, not even a bodyguard guarding the door.

【Ye Ming: This is unscientific, he doesn't look like he intends to let go. 】

【888: He didn't intend to let go. There are 6 people in disguise looking at you nearby, including the nurse who took care of you. 】

【Ye Ming: Oh! 】

This is normal, how could Ming Chong see it so open all of a sudden?If things are abnormal, there must be a demon. Now it seems that he is just learning to be smart. Although he is not locked up, he is still quietly monitoring his every move.

In this way, I will be within his sight, but will not be disgusted by it, which can be said to be very considerate!

………………

In the evening, Ming Chong really came over again, no matter how indifferent Ye Ming was, he stayed in the ward and refused to leave.Ye Ming had no way to drive Ming Chong out, anyway Ming Chong would not do anything to him, he simply turned a blind eye.

Ming Chong also knew that Ye Ming didn't want to talk to him, and didn't bother him, he just came over to accompany him silently when he was free, and when he was around, he always took care of Ye Ming with his own hands, bringing him tea and water.

After a few days like this, Ye Ming finally couldn't help but said, "What do you mean?"

Deep in Mingchong's black eyes was suppressed emotion, he said: "I just want to stay by your side."

Of course I know what you're doing, I'm asking you what it means!Obviously the one who doesn't believe me and wants to take revenge on me is you, but now you suddenly look like you have no regrets... Are you trying to shake me?

Ye Ming looked at you deeply: "But I don't need you to do this, we're done."

Ming Chong's face was painful, and he whispered: "I know you won't forgive me...but please give me a chance to make amends."

Ye Ming looked at him for a long time, let out a breath, and smiled softly: "How many times do you need me to tell you that we can't go back. Now that the misunderstanding is resolved, you don't intend to keep me locked up, so you should Let this go."

Ming Chong's expression was filled with pain, and at this moment he heard Ye Ming say again: "And you said something wrong, I can forgive you."

Ming Chong was stunned, and his eyes suddenly showed unbelievable joy, "You—"

The corner of Ye Ming's lips twitched: "I forgive you, so you can go."

From now on, the road will go to the sky, and we are just strangers. Why should we spend a lifetime hating and thinking.

Hating someone is actually a very exhausting thing.

Ming Chong's face turned pale immediately, and the trace of joy dissipated in an instant... He looked into Ye Ming's eyes and understood what he meant, but he suddenly preferred that he didn't understand.

He suddenly would rather Ye Ming not forgive him.

If he doesn't even want to hate, what is he in his heart?

Ming Chong's smile was very bitter, and after a while, he only uttered three words: "I'm sorry."

Apart from this, I don't know what else to say to you.

In the past few years, Ming Chong has used all means to climb up the ladder. He has encountered many difficulties, obstacles, plots and frame-ups, but he has never been so powerless as he is now, because even if he has a thousand methods, he can't bring back a heart that has already passed away. .

Even if he took out his heart, this person would probably dismiss it.

But... I can't leave you.

………………

Ming Chong did not restrict Ye Ming's actions, but he always appeared beside Ye Ming, everywhere.

Ye Ming has a gentle personality and behaves in a reasonable manner, he almost never blushes with others, let alone quarrels with others in public, although he doesn't like Ming Chong's scoundrel behavior, there is nothing he can do about it.

Ming Chong was determined by Ye Ming's character, knowing that he would not drive him away like a shrew and a hooligan, so he stayed by his side in this way.

Although Ye Ming never gave him a good look, but now at least he can still look at him, Ming Chong is already satisfied.

In order to be able to accompany Ye Ming, he didn't even rush back to the birthday banquet of old man Ming at home, but instead entrusted his subordinates to deliver a congratulatory gift, this was the first time for him.After all, it is Mr. Ming who can gain a firm foothold in the Ming family. He has been very respectful and impeccable all these years. This move made many people in the Ming family wonder what happened to Ming Chong. Can't come back?

A few days later, Ye Ming felt that he had almost recovered.

【Ye Ming: I can be discharged from the hospital. To be honest, living in the hospital is quite boring. 】

【888: I thought you were enjoying it, ha ha. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

【Ye Ming: Cough, this is not important, what is important is that the next step is almost ready!There is no point in staying in the hospital. 】

[888's tone is indifferent: Oh, you still have a next step. 】

【Ye Ming: Of course I have, I even memorized the lines!There are some things that I said before that he would not listen to them, and would only think that I was sophistry and lies, but now I say it just right, as long as I let him know that I have always loved him and thought of him, the blackening value will definitely be lowered. 】

【888: Hehe. 】

Ming Chong has been very busy these days, because someone had brought something about him to Mr. Ming, so he had to go home and deal with it himself.But even if he was not here, he would always pay attention to Ye Ming's news, and it didn't take long to hear that Ye Ming was discharged from the hospital.

Ming Chong arranged the affairs at home, and flew back non-stop, without rest for two days and two nights.

As soon as Ming Chong got off the plane, he asked his subordinates: "Where is he now?"

The subordinates immediately sent the address to Ming Chong.

Ming Chong glanced at the address sent to him by his subordinates, his expression changed suddenly, he didn't even have time to change his clothes, he got into the car in a busy manner, and ordered in a deep voice: "Go over immediately."

There were no people on the road at night, it was very quiet and not congested, so Mingchong didn't take much time to reach his destination.

Ming Chong looked up at the familiar building in front of him. There were lights on the upper floor of the old residential building. He didn't need to work hard to see his home at a glance.

This is his home, but he hasn't been back for a long, long time.

Ever since he established a relationship with Ye Ming, he moved into Ye Ming's house, and the place was vacant, and then the day they broke up... He returned to this lonely and deserted home alone, and found that he had lost nothing.

He simply tidied up and left. Originally, he only planned to leave this sad place temporarily, but he didn't want to enter the Ming family, and then he didn't come back for five years.

Even if he returned to this city this time, he didn't think of coming back. It was just a cold empty house anyway, so what's the point if he couldn't come back.

But why did Ye Ming come here?Ming Chong's eyes were complicated, and his heart was full of doubts... He paused, then walked up the steps slowly.

The door of the house was only ajar, and opened with a light push.

This house is not big, the living room and the dining room are connected, and it is only a few tens of square meters. Everything is the same as before, just like it was before he left...

But this is not normal. A place that has not been lived in for five years should be full of dust, musty, and lifeless... It is not like it is now, clean and warm, as if someone has always lived here and carefully cared for it.

It was as if someone was waiting for him to come back.

Ming Chong was in a daze for a moment, he stood there in a daze, looking at the dim light coming from the balcony, he suddenly felt a sense of fear.

Afraid that the truth had been so close to him, and he had turned a blind eye.

Five years... Obviously he only needs to come back and take a look... Maybe he will get a completely different answer.

Ming Chong stood there for several minutes before raising his footsteps again.

Ye Ming was sitting on the bamboo chair on the balcony, with a pot of tea brewing in front of him, he turned his head when he heard footsteps, there was no surprise in those dark eyes, only understanding.He said softly: "You are here."

Ming Chong's hands tightened, his voice was very low, with some imperceptible vibrato, "You knew I would come over."

Ye Ming leaned back, and said lightly: "Yes, you have someone following me, haven't you?" He turned his head slightly, with a helpless smile on his face: "You are still the same as before."

Ming Chong's heart ached, he knew what Ye Ming meant, he was talking about that time five years ago.

That time I also followed him, Ye Ming was very upset at that time, and blamed himself for following him... Now that I think about it, it's normal to be angry, right?Because he felt like he didn't trust him.

He didn't betray himself, and after such a bad thing happened, how sad it must be to go home and face the doubts of his loved ones.

But I didn't understand this until today.

Ye Ming picked up the teacup and sighed: "I didn't expect you to leave like that. After you left... I always come over from time to time, thinking that you might come back sometime. Just in case You are back, and I have a lot to say to you."

"I'm not afraid that others will find out about your relationship with me. You were in my company at the time. If someone found out that you were in a relationship with your boss, do you think people would criticize me more or criticize you more?"

Ming Chong's expression changed, he pursed his lips and said nothing.

Ye Ming looked at him deeply, "I know you don't care what others think of you, you just want to be with me in an open and aboveboard manner, but I don't want to see you being questioned and pointed out... I hope I can get everything ready We will announce our relationship to others later, at least when I was with you, I seriously considered our future, but I didn't have time to tell you."

Ming Chong thought of what he did and said to Ye Ming in the conference room at that time, and the emotions of regret, guilt and pain were overwhelming in his heart.

He suddenly felt that he had no face to face this person, Ye Ming had been thinking about him all the time, but he didn't know how to be considerate, he would only think from his own point of view, taking his sincerity as a joke.

What Wang Heng said was right, he was just an immature and childish boy back then, no wonder he didn't take him seriously.

But now that he is finally strong, he still cannot see the truth.

The most ridiculous person is actually him.

[Ding, Mingchong blackening value -5, current blackening value 10]

Ye Ming rubbed the teacup in his hand, lowered his eyes slightly, "If I knew you would mind so much, I wouldn't have kept it hidden back then... But the thing I regret the most is not this, but - you at that time Before I left, those two words I said to you."

Ming Chong's eyes were slightly red, and he said in a hoarse voice, "I don't mind anymore."

Ye Ming shook his head, and said slowly and clearly: "But I don't mind.

In the past five years... I always think of the scene when you left, and the heartless words I said to you before you left, and I regret that the pain has been tormenting me.No matter what happened at that time, I shouldn't say that about you. The most hurtful words are the most hurtful words, and the words that are said are the water that is thrown out.Hurting someone is hurting someone, even if it heals again, there will be scars. "

"And some things are not your fault alone. I am also at fault. I made you feel insecure."

Ming Chong felt that his throat was a little stiff and he couldn't speak.In fact, those two words were just Ye Ming's angry words... I shouldn't take it seriously, but what did I say?

A hundred times, a thousand times more than that.

But those words can't be taken back... It's not Ye Ming who should blame himself, but him.

Ye Ming smiled slightly: "Do you know? I now believe that you still love me."

Ming Chong stared at him blankly, and the next moment, he saw Ye Ming slowly pouring the water in his hand on the ground, looking at him with calm eyes, and slightly parting his lips: "It's just that it's hard to cover the water, and it's hard to break the mirror." It's just round."

The water droplets splashed in front of Ming Chong, and he felt that the blood in his whole body seemed to be completely cooled.

At this moment, he finally understood that the most powerless thing in this world is probably not a misunderstanding, not a miss, but when everything becomes clear and you want to turn back, only to find that...the way back has long since disappeared.

The author has something to say: 888: My host is talking nonsense every day :)