The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Ming Chong looked at Wang Heng with red eyes, his hands turned so hard that his knuckles turned white, he tried his best to restrain himself, and said words through his teeth: "He never told me this before."

Wang Heng turned his head to look at Ye Ming, with deep affection in his eyes, and said sadly, "Then he probably wants to save me the last bit of face."

Ye Ming had been silent before, but at this moment he suddenly opened his mouth and said flatly, "You were just impulsive, and you didn't really do anything to me in the end, let alone... There is nothing to talk about this kind of thing."

This confession finally caused Ming Chong's rationality to completely collapse!He got up abruptly and strode to Wang Heng. His eyes were already red with anger, and he just wanted to kill this person!Make a fist and hit it!

Wang Heng also knew that Ming Chong would not let him go easily when he said what he said today. He was restrained by bodyguards, so he could only watch Ming Chong attack him.Ming Chong had experienced this kind of powerlessness before... He did something wrong, but it didn't make sense for Ye Ming to bear it for him.

He laughed at himself, not intending to fight back at all.

Seeing that the fist was about to land on Wang Heng's face!Ye Ming grabbed Ming Chong's wrist, his eyes were slightly cold: "Stop."

Ye Ming didn't use much force. Ming Chong could have easily thrown him away, but he didn't do that for some reason... He turned his head slowly, his face tensed, his voice hoarse, his eyes painful: "He did to you Such an excessive thing, are you still defending him?"

Ye Ming's expression was calm, and he smiled faintly: "I don't care about what happened five years ago, what else do you care about? Don't forget, we have nothing to do with each other anymore."

Ming Chong's face turned pale.

Ye Ming looked at him indifferently, and said: "Besides, what you are doing now is ten times worse than him, what right do you have to blame him?"

These light words pierced into Ming Chong's heart like a sharp arrow. He had just received so much information and was already in a state of confusion. These words were like the last straw that broke the camel's back!Made him almost unsteady on his feet!

So from the beginning to the end, was he the one who misunderstood Ye Ming?

Are these things true?But what's the need for Wang Heng to lie to him, and pour such dirty water on himself just to help Ye Ming excuse?

Ming Chong's heart was in chaos, and he could hardly think for a moment. He wanted to believe Wang Heng's words, but he felt that it was too ridiculous. If he admitted it, he would completely overthrow all his cognitions over the years!

If it was just a misunderstanding from the beginning, then what is the unwillingness and pain of the past few years?Is it just a joke?

A layer of fragility appeared in Ming Chong's eyes, he suddenly didn't know what to say, and finally he just murmured: "Why didn't you tell me..."

Seeing his appearance, Ye Ming sighed softly, "Five years have passed, and you are still so impulsive... If I told you back then, what would you have done?"

Ming Chong's fists were clenched, of course he wanted to kill that bastard!

Seeing this, Ye Ming showed a hint of understanding in his eyes, and said: "You will go to trouble him, but at that time you won't be able to please him...so I think it's better not to tell you, and I think I can handle this well I don't want to cause a gap in your heart and affect our relationship because of this matter. Now it seems that I was wrong. Concealment will only make your misunderstanding deeper."

Ye Ming turned his head and said to Wang Heng: "I blamed you at the time, but after all, nothing happened in the end after being a lover... Besides, there are some things that are too pretentious, and in the end it's just that everyone's faces are not good-looking. , That's why I didn't say it, it's not all for you."

He has already passed the age of impulsiveness and naivety, when his mind is only full of love, and he no longer looks at things in black and white, but is more inclined to weigh the pros and cons.

That matter was told, it was nothing more than a loss for both Ming Chong and Wang Heng. Ming Chong was not Wang Heng's opponent at the time, and the trouble with Wang Heng was likely to be self-defeating, and the trouble was too stiff. In the end, he and Wang Heng Wang Heng didn't even have any friendship to meet, and everyone lost face... So at the time he thought it was the best choice not to say anything and let this matter pass by.

It's a pity that it's still going on to this day.

Hearing this, Wang Heng was both guilty and lonely. After all, Ye Ming thought more about Ming Chong, but he could only say: "I'm sorry."

Ye Ming shook his head, turned his face slightly, and gave Ming Chong a wink at an angle that he couldn't see, and said: "I don't care anymore, let's go, thank you for what you did for me... But we The fundamental reason for breaking up has nothing to do with you."

Wang Heng saw the suggestive look Ye Ming gave him, and immediately understood what Ye Ming meant.

Today, it is not good for him to stay any longer. Now that Ye Ming's whereabouts are confirmed, he can only find a way to save him by leaving. After all, he cannot guarantee that Ming Chong will be able to let him go all at once.

Ming Chong's current state is obviously very wrong, and he seems to have fallen into some kind of paranoia. He can even do this kind of thing, which cannot be speculated by common sense.

Wang Heng paused, and said to Ming Chong: "I'm just here to talk to you today, think about it carefully, don't continue to embarrass Xuanwen, no matter what happened back then, at least he didn't really hurt you, right? ?”

Ming Chong's eyes were dark, and after a long time, he let out a breath: "Take him out."

Those bodyguards immediately took Wang Heng out, and then closed the door.

Until there were only the two of them left here, Ming Chong turned his head to look at Ye Ming, his lips were pursed into a straight line, his expression was struggling in pain, and he said slowly: "Why didn't you tell me earlier, then I wouldn't..."

Ye Ming laughed before he finished speaking, and he raised the corner of his mouth: "After you came back, did I apologize to you? Did I explain it? But you wouldn't believe it, so why don't you add this unspeakable Reason, you will believe it? Instead of thinking that I am making up an even more ridiculous reason to deceive you?"

Ming Chong only felt his blood run cold all over his body. If Ye Ming had come back to him and told him these things from the very beginning, would he really believe it?Probably just like what he said, he felt that he was making up reasons... The scene he saw with his own eyes made distrust and suspicion rooted in his heart, and this was the real reason why he didn't want to believe Ye Ming.

And Ye Ming's insincere words at the beginning made him think that he didn't love him enough.

Because he believed the so-called facts in his heart, he turned a blind eye to so many truths... Ye Ming obviously denied it.

Ye Ming didn't mean to blame him, but calmly said: "Besides, only Wang Heng and I knew what happened back then, and there is no basis for what we say. I'm afraid you don't really believe it now, do you? You just I just feel that Wang Heng has no reason to lie to you."

Ming Chong's lips moved, his eyes were slightly red, and after a long time, he said hoarsely: "Wang Heng said...you told him that you wanted to settle down with me, was it true?"

Ye Ming was silent for a moment, then nodded.

Ming Chong suddenly let out a miserable laugh, if all this is true, and he just stubbornly believed that this person betrayed him, didn't love him, and finally did these things because he saw some appearances...

What are these?It's just a big joke!

This man loved him already, and he could have had his five years ago, but because of his ridiculous doubts and fragile self-esteem, he abandoned all of them.

what is this? ! ! !

[Ding, Mingchong blackening value -20, current blackening value 25]

Ming Chong clenched and loosened the hand hanging by his side, he looked at Ye Ming fixedly, with a certain kind of fragility in his eyes, "Then you said you love me...is it true..."

This time Ye Ming didn't answer for a long time, and when Ming Chong waited until he was almost desperate, he finally spoke, his voice was calm but there was a certain unquestionable meaning, he said: "I loved you."

When Ming Chong just came back, he loved him and tried to get him back...but after going through so many things, he might not be able to continue this relationship.

Just as he couldn't go on with Ming Chong back then, he can't do it now, trust is the most fundamental issue between them.

There are many lovers in this world who can't make it to the end, it's not a single person's fault, sometimes, maybe it's just a misunderstanding, a lie...or a blunder.

Ming Chong staggered and took a step back, those mere words almost crushed him to pieces.

It caused him ten thousand times more pain than Ye Ming saying that he didn't love him.

What did he do?Ye Ming obviously said that he loved him, and he explained it to him, why didn't he believe it at the time?Why do you want to do such a thing?

It was he who pushed the man away with his own hands.

Ming Chong's eyes were red, and a look of despair, madness and paranoia appeared in the bottom of his eyes, and his voice was hoarse, and he said slowly, "We... can start again."

This time I won't misunderstand you easily.

Ye Ming smiled, and that smile was a bit cold, and he said: "Ming Chong, do you understand? No matter how many times we do it again, we will never be able to. You believe me today, what about tomorrow, the day after tomorrow? ? One month later, one year later?"

"Can you guarantee that you won't doubt me again because of some clues? Can you guarantee that you won't doubt my mind again?"

"I have also experienced so many things, and after thinking about it for a long time, I finally figured out what the most critical problem between us...is the lack of trust.

Life is very long, we will meet many things, many people, one day, there will be conflicts between us, we will quarrel, we will get angry... There will be times when we can't understand each other. "

Ye Ming looked at him deeply, "At that time, can you still say for sure that you won't misunderstand or doubt any more?"

It's not that I can't love you, it's that you don't believe in my love for you. It's not a day's cold, maybe it's been a long time ago... deep down in your heart, you never really trusted me, although it's not all It's your fault that my past and actions make people untrustworthy...but my heart for you is true.

It's a pity you don't believe me.

And I'm tired of your paranoia.

Ming Chong looked into Ye Ming's eyes, he had never realized so clearly for a moment that he might really lose this person.

But this time, he couldn't blame Ye Ming for half a sentence, he was the one who made the most mistakes.

He suddenly remembered that scene back then, even after more than 1000 days and nights, that scene was still deeply engraved in his mind, he even remembered every expression on Ye Ming's face, every change in tone.

At that time, he only felt anger and pain, but now that he thinks about it, Ye Ming is probably also very bored.

Because I refused to believe him, refused to understand him, and pestered him endlessly, I said that out of impatience... But I didn't care about his feelings, and walked away without even a chance to redeem him. Don't leave it to him.

Ming Chong closed his eyes, he suddenly felt a little hot in his eye sockets, the person I love the most... I didn't have to lose you at all.

He really wanted to step forward to get close to that person, but he couldn't move his feet or raise his hands.

They are obviously close to each other, but they seem to be separated by the end of the world.

Ye Ming showed a self-deprecating smile, raised his eyebrows and said to Ming Chong: "If you trust me this time, then let me go. Don't worry, I won't hold you accountable."

After all, you are also someone I loved.

Ming Chong's hands hanging by his side were clenched tightly into fists, trembling slightly, and intense pain and struggle flashed in his eyes, after about a full minute, he slowly raised his head and said, "I can't let you go."

Ye Ming was really surprised this time, because seeing Ming Chong's appearance just now, he thought he had figured it out, and immediately said coldly: "If you don't believe Wang Heng's words, you will continue to take revenge on me."

Ming Chong's face turned pale: "No..."

Ye Ming said: "What is that for?"

Ming Chong laughed miserably, why?

Because I can't lose you, if you leave this time, I'm afraid you won't even look at me again, this time... I don't even have a chance to save you, this time you really don't love me anymore.

But I can't lose you.

Ming Chong looked at him, his eyes were tender and sentimental but mixed with pain and regret, and his voice was low: "Because I love you."

Ye Ming was startled for a moment, then sneered: "What tricks are you playing again, or do you think the three words 'I love you' are the gold medal for you to avoid death by hurting others at will?"

His eyes were a little cold: "Mingchong, you should be almost done, don't keep pestering me to make me look down on you."

Ming Chong closed his eyes, looked down upon... that's right, I've done so many excessive things, it's normal for you to think so.

After a while, Ming Chong opened his eyes. He seemed to have made up his mind. He walked slowly to Ye Ming, stretched out his arms to hug the person in front of him, and said in a hoarse voice, "I know you won't forgive me. , but this time I won't doubt you, I won't hurt you again, except let you go... I will listen to you, okay?"

"do not leave Me."

There was a hint of pleading in his voice, all ridiculous self-esteem was thrown aside at this moment, as long as he could keep this person, he would do anything at all.

Ye Ming was extremely disappointed, he shook off Ming Chong without hesitation, and said coldly, "I'm tired."

After finishing speaking, he turned indifferently and went upstairs.

Ming Chong didn't come up to look for him that night, he just stood at the door, staring ahead through a door, as if he could look at the person he loves in this way.

He stood like this all night.

………………

When Ye Ming woke up the next morning, Ming Chong was no longer there.

[888: You have run out of hole cards, and you still have 25 blackening points left. 】

【Ye Ming: I haven't used it up yet. I still have a hand of good cards waiting for him. Now it's finally my turn to make a move^_^】

[888: ... Isn't this just a misunderstanding? 】

[Ye Ming: If there is no misunderstanding, create a misunderstanding. If there is no hole card, create a hole card. Prescribing the right medicine is the truth. Look at me~ I promise to let Xiao Ming relax, believe that I love him! 】

【888: But you don't love him at all. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

What if his system always tells the truth?

Ming Chong came back at noon, and his attitude towards Ye Ming has changed a lot. Although he has been very kind and gentle to Ye Ming during this time, he always seemed strong and could not be refused... Now it seems that he has returned to five years ago , even more accommodating and tolerant towards Ye Ming than five years ago.

Ye Ming's attitude was indifferent, he didn't even bother to look at him more, and no matter what Ming Chong said to him, he didn't even bother to answer.

Ming Chong really wanted to get close to this person, but he was reluctant to force him to do anything, and endured so much hardship. At night, he wanted to hug Ye Ming and make out with him, but Ye Ming's cold eyes made his whole body stiff and helpless.

After a while, he looked at Ye Ming with pleading eyes: "I'm sorry...how about you beat me up to vent your anger?"

Ye Ming also laughed angrily, he squinted his eyes: "I still say the same thing, either let me go, or I have nothing to say to you."

Sadness appeared in Mingchong's eyes, I'm sorry...this is the only thing I can't promise you.

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Since that day, Ming Chong tried every means to please Ye Ming, but Ye Ming didn't even give him a smile again, which made Ming Chong feel very frustrated, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't make up for the mistakes he made.

And Ye Ming's character has always been not good at making things happen. When he loves you, he can love you with tenderness and tolerance and do his best. Once he gives up, he is more heartless than everyone else.

Ming Chong felt powerless and desperate. He once thought that he didn't care whether Ye Ming loved him or not, as long as he could have this person anyway, but when the truth was revealed, when he knew that Ye Ming had really loved him... Only then did he realize that losing Ye Ming's love made him almost unable to breathe in pain.

He really couldn't care less about it.

What he really wants...is Ye Ming to love him, this is what he desires most in the bottom of his heart, and it is this desire that prompts him to do wrong things again and again.

That day, Ming Chong accompanied Ye Ming for a walk in the garden, and suddenly a siren sounded harshly outside, Ye Ming's eyes finally changed a little, it seems that Wang Heng saw that Ming Chong still did not let him go, and finally chose to call the police!

Ming Chong also heard the voice, but his expression was calm, and he didn't show any panic, which surprised Ye Ming a bit.Did Ming Chong really give up?

The police car stopped at the entrance of the villa. Wang Heng came in with two policemen. When he saw Ye Ming, he immediately showed excited eyes, "Xuanwen."

One of the policemen came over and politely said to Ming Chong: "Excuse me, are you Mr. Ming? Someone called the police and said that you illegally detained others."

Ming Chong's expression was calm and indifferent. He glanced at Ye Ming and said with a smile, "It's nothing."

Ye Ming sneered and stood up on his own initiative: "He doesn't allow me to leave here, please take me away."

Ming Chong put his arms around Ye Ming's waist, and said in a gentle and pampering tone: "Stop making trouble, it's not good to get the police here for a small matter." He said to the police: "He is my lover. , I quarreled with me before, so I got angry and asked people to call the police, there is no illegal detention at all, I am really sorry to let you go for nothing."

The policeman was expressionless, and he asked Ye Ming again: "Is that so?"

Ye Ming showed anger in his eyes, "No, we broke up a long time ago! I don't want to stay here at all!"

Wang Heng also stood up and said: "Don't believe Ming Chong's words, he is the one who won't let Xuan Wen leave here."

The policeman looked at them, then gave Wang Heng a meaningful look, and said with a businesslike attitude: "But we didn't see any forced behavior. This gentleman seems to be in good mental and physical condition. If it's just a couple It is not easy for us to intervene in disputes, do you have any other evidence to prove that this is illegal detention?"

In fact, they had been instructed long ago that this matter was just a formality, and the emotional disputes of the owner were not their responsibility... But some people called the police, so they had to go with Wang Heng for this trip, and it would not be true Go against Ming Chong.

Wang Heng is also a person who has been through society for a long time, so he instantly realized that something was wrong.

Ye Ming struggled violently, trying to get rid of Ming Chong's control, but Ming Chong didn't seem to use much force, but he couldn't leave his embrace, directly pressed his face into his embrace, and said softly: "Don't make trouble. gone."

Seeing this, the policeman smiled, "Sorry to bother you, but we're leaving now."

Unwillingly trying to pester Wang Heng, he was also invited out by the bodyguards. Before leaving, he struggled and shouted angrily: "Ming Chong, don't go too far!"

Ye Ming was full of hope that he could get rid of Ming Chong's control this time, but his hope had just been raised and then dashed.

He finally understood how Ming Chong would let Wang Heng leave so easily, and didn't try to divert himself. It turned out that he had already arranged everything so that he could not escape!There is simply no one else who can help him!

Ye Ming's chest heaved uncontrollably, the anger and despair in his heart finally made him lose his composure, and said coldly: "Young Master Ming's majesty is really admirable!"

Seeing that Ye Ming was angry, Ming Chong immediately showed a flattering expression, and said softly, "As long as you don't leave me... I will always listen to you from now on, and I promise not to make you angry again."

Ye Ming said sarcastically: "Young Master Ming's love, I'm afraid I can't bear it!" After speaking, he shook his hands and left.

Ming Chong looked at Ye Ming's back, and his eyes flickered with sadness.

He actually doesn't have any feelings for the Ming family, and the reason why he spares no effort to climb up is just to have the ability to have this kind of person one day, so that he won't feel the powerlessness at the beginning.

But if he could...he hoped he would never have to resort to such means.

Ye Ming seemed to be really angry this time, he didn't even eat dinner and locked himself in the room, he didn't want to look at Ming Chong again!

Ming Chong felt so guilty, he didn't dare to bother Ye Ming.

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[Ye Ming: Xiao Ming is still not very enlightened, his personality is too paranoid, he just doesn't understand that some things are useless by force. 】

【888: I don't think he minds. Anyway, looking at him like that, I don't expect to win your heart. 】

【Ye Ming: Then how can I do it!It's a crooked way to just want the body and not the mind!I have to teach him well, loving someone like this will not lead to good results!Love shouldn't just be possession. 】

[888: ...] Listening to this scumbag's analysis of how love feels like a fucking dog.

The next morning Ming Chong stood in front of Ye Ming's room for a long time again, but he had company matters to deal with after all, so he couldn't stay here forever.After hesitating for a moment, he still walked in and said, "I'm going out for a while today."

Ye Ming looked at him sarcastically: "I don't care where you are going."

A hurt look flashed across Ming Chong's eyes, he closed his eyes, and forced a smile: "When the busy days are over, I'll take you out for vacation, okay?"

Ye Ming let out a soft sneer, and didn't reply.

Ming Chong pursed his lips and did not speak. Ye Ming's behavior made him feel like a huge stone was pressing on his heart, and he could hardly breathe, but he would never let go of this person no matter what.

After Ming Chong left, Ye Ming sat quietly in the room for a while, and after about an hour, guessing that Ming Chong would not be able to come back for the time being, he got up and went to the first floor.

He stood in front of the closed gate with a prominent camera on it.

Ye Ming suddenly smiled, and there was a trace of determination in this strange smile.

He raised his head slightly, without even looking at himself, he casually picked up the fruit knife from the table, slowly and forcefully cut into his wrist bit by bit, blood gushed out crazily, but Ye Ming didn't seem to feel the pain at all, Eyebrows slightly raised, with a smile in his eyes, he slightly curled his lips towards the camera: "You can't keep me down."

The author has something to say: Xiaoye: I cut it.

888: Cut it off.

Xiaoye: I really cut it!

888: Quickly cut.

Xiaoye: I really really cut it!

888: Pain shielding has been activated for you long ago, do you still want to cut it or not?

Xiaoye: But I still feel scared QAQ

888: Then don't look at it, cut it with your eyes closed, and it will pass without feeling it. (I envy the host of 444 every day)

Xiaoye: (⊙v⊙) Makes sense! (looks up at the camera)

Ming Chong: Ancestor, why don’t you cut me off?