Bear Diary

Monday, August 2010, 4

Recently, I have seen some people in the company have very unpleasant faces, which makes me very annoyed at work every day. Maybe it is really about time.

After Serena heard my first love story, the first thing she said was to ask me what it feels like to think about it now.I said I'm not sad, but I'm not happy either. It's just an important memory that contains all kinds of flavors.

Serena thought about it for a long time before coming to a conclusion: "Either I'm not in love, or the conversation will be that vigorous."

I laughed and said, "Is it a good thing to be a big fan? Then the two of us are going to be a big fan?"

He said: "It's almost worse than the life-and-death parting between you and her, and it's a big deal."

I laughed at him stupidly: "I would rather grow old together with my lover in an ordinary way, than want those life-and-death partings to be vigorous."

Later, I discussed how I felt towards girls. I said that I just didn’t want to spend so much time dealing with the relationship with women. Men and women are unlikely to get the same answers in some concepts, so they can be friends, lovers, and colleagues.But getting along with two men will not make me think so much. I don’t need to be strong all the time. I can talk to them about what I’m really interested in, such as basketball, fitness, cars. Men are brothers, lovers, best friends , and they can play all these roles simultaneously.

Cough~ In fact, I can't even explain this feeling clearly. Serena was stunned for a long time, and I probably didn't understand it very well.But he came to another conclusion: I can still have XXOO with women.I'm dizzy...

Serena laughed and played with me, for a moment, I suddenly saw Fangfang's shadow on him.It's not that they look alike, but their smiles give me warmth like spring breeze or sunshine.Maybe that's why I was drawn to Serena the first time I saw him.Heh, this idea seems a bit silly.

Serena went home last week. When he came back, he told me that his grandparents who settled in the UK will return to China for a period of time in May. It seems that he is also very close to the two old people.But Serena is very worried about how to explain our relationship at that time.I said that the elderly have lived abroad for so long, so they should be more open, right?Serena shook her head again and again, saying that her grandparents were more conservative than his mother.I had no choice but to comfort and say that the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge. Didn't we make your mother start to change?Believe that the future is bright.

It's just that Serena still looks worried when she mentions this these two days.