Bear Diary

Saturday, November 2009, 12

Xiaotao's school held a sports meeting yesterday.Originally, I was supposed to go to the gym, but after finishing my work in the afternoon, I remembered that talking to him the night before seemed a bit serious, so I thought about going to see him.

Xiaotao mentioned to me about the sports meeting before, and also said what event he would participate in.But I didn’t have much interest in sports, and I was busy with other things at the time, so I didn’t remember it.I only know that he plays basketball well, but there won't be any large-scale basketball games in this one-day sports meeting, right?Go check it out, I bought a sports drink and some snacks as a treat for him.

Their school is a famous school in Chengdu. It is very beautiful and there are many people. When I arrived, I was running a race. I didn’t know how many meters it was. I saw a few energetic children running wildly with their feet open. I seemed to be attracted by this vigor The atmosphere is infected.I was thinking about whether to call Xiaotao, otherwise where would I find so many people?Unexpectedly, a passing child found me, and it turned out to be Xiaotao's classmate who had swam with me before, and he just happened to be able to take me there along the way.

Xiaotao was originally participating in sprinting. When I saw him, he had already changed into shorts and running shoes. It seemed that I came at the right time, and it would be him in a while.To my surprise, he actually cut his hair, and now his hairstyle is about the same short as mine.I first distribute snacks and drinks to the students in their class.Xiao Tao was very surprised and asked me why I came here.I laughed and said to feel the youthful vitality of the child, so as not to grow old too quickly, then handed him a bottle of sports drink, and then asked him how he cut his hair?You won't really listen to me like that, will you?Xiaotao took the water and said that he thought his hair was growing too long and would affect his vision, so he cut it off.I patted him on the shoulder and told him to cheer up later, and I cheered him up from the side.Their teacher came over and asked Xiaotao politely who I was. I was thinking about whether I was a friend or something, but Xiaotao just said I was his brother.Oh, of course I am happy.

Xiao Tao went to prepare.Their teacher is a young girl, probably not as old as me. She probably wanted to get close to me when she saw me for the first time. When she heard that I was his brother, she took the initiative to chat with me.She first said that Xiaotao's parents were very busy at work, and she thought that no family members would come to see him compete, and then she hinted that she should communicate with the children more and spend more time with him when she had time.I said that my uncle and aunt are a bit busy at work, and I will spend more time with him in the future.Now I understand a little bit why Xiaotao took the initiative to mention the sports meeting, but unfortunately I didn't realize it at the time, but it's good that I'm here now.The teacher said that Xiao Tao is very lively and can unite his classmates. He is very active in school activities and is a good boy.I was waiting for her but, and sure enough, her "but" came.She said that Xiaotao tends to wander off in class, and he doesn't like to learn knowledge that needs to be memorized or boring.I said trouble her to worry more than usual.

I found a few classmates I knew and asked them to follow me to cheer Xiaotao together for a while. Unexpectedly, one of them was the monitor, and their class had a unified arrangement for cheering.I said I would join in too, the monitor said yes, and then handed me a small trumpet that could be played.

The race started, and it was an 800-meter race. Xiaotao was number 3, and he stood out from the crowd in the third lane. Heh, of course, it might just be my personal feeling.As soon as the starting gun was fired, the eight children rushed out like arrows from the string. Xiaotao was tall and long-legged, and he rushed to the top three in less than half a lap. It seemed that his explosive power was good.My eyes fell on his shoes with green patterns, and they alternated quickly, leaving a beautiful green smear in my eyes.In the last half lap, I started to fight for endurance.It turned out that the kid in the first place obviously lacked stamina and slowed down, but Xiaotao kept it better.But it turned out that the second guy started to speed up.In the end, Xiaotao came in second with a very small gap, but I still think he is the best.Only after the end did I know that the one who took the first place was also in their class.

It was late at the end, and Xiaotao and a few classmates who got good grades were talking about celebrating.But a few said that the parents disagreed, and when they seemed to give up, I went up and said that I would treat Xiaotao to celebrate, and all students are welcome to come.I'm not showing off, it's because everyone only has No.1 in their eyes, and I think Xiaotao looks a little depressed.When I do this, he naturally becomes the focus.

I took a group of kids to a buffet at a hotel where the company entertains clients, which was convenient and inexpensive.However, many children should be here for the first time, and they seem very happy.I have heard several classmates ask Xiaotao about me, but Xiaotao still says that I am his elder brother.

Usually on Friday Xiaotao would go back to his parents' house directly, but last night he said he didn't want to go back and thanked me for the treat.I laughed and said that I can't let you call me brother for nothing, right?It's only natural for a brother to invite a younger brother.

Xiaotao seemed to be still in a state of excitement. When he got home, he kept telling me about these interesting stories about the sports meeting, and then he started to talk about other school life, all with a beaming look.It's the first time I've seen him talk so much at once, but I don't find it annoying, it reminds me of my middle school days.

After taking a shower, he still had no intention of stopping, and asked me if I had participated in a sports meeting when I was studying.I thought about it and said that I have never been able to exercise since I was a child, but I still participated in it once in elementary school.He looked very interested and quickly asked me what I was participating in.I said it was the 400-meter sprint.He asked again what ranking he took.I said that I have been chubby since I was a child. If it weren't for the fact that I couldn't get people to participate, I, the monitor, would not have gone in person.As a result, Xiaotao persisted and asked how many people had won, I coughed in embarrassment and said that I was the last one.Xiao Tao really laughed out loud, I was depressed...

It's time to go to bed, and we're talking head to head across the wall.Today Xiaotao felt as if he had been beaten with chicken blood, and he had no intention of going to sleep at all.It made me yawn again and again, and I couldn't help telling him to go to sleep.

He was quiet for a while and called me again: "Brother Chen...are you asleep?"

"Come on. Don't talk."

"Are you cold?"

"Are you cold?" The temperature has dropped drastically recently, but I have some super expensive far-infrared heat therapy mattress bought by my mother, so I don't feel much.

"A little bit, my mother told me to go back and get the electric blanket today..."

"Then you still say you won't go back? I'm dizzy..."

"Hey, I'll come and sleep with you, your bed is so wide and warm." Laughing smugly.

I really don't think of myself as an outsider... "I don't sleep well, I won't be responsible if I overwhelm you."

"Not afraid!"

"Do you snore?"

"Do not hit!"

"Then... well..." I said while putting on my underwear, I have always had the habit of falling asleep.

With my permission, Xiaotao ran over in his panties yelling "It's so cold, it's so cold", and got into my bed at once, his little feet were icy cold.I couldn't laugh or cry and said you bring your quilt over, he curled up into a ball and said it would be warmer.Helpless, I had to warn him not to kick the quilt or move around.As a result, he snatched the cuddling bear from my bedside and said he wanted to hug it to keep warm.After hugging for a while, he said, doesn't Brother Serena have a bigger one?It must be more comfortable to hug, but it's a pity that he moved away, saying that he misses him a little bit.I didn't speak, because I didn't know what to say.

Xiaotao didn't feel sleepy yet, so he asked me a strange question: "Did Brother Chen play with his girlfriend when he was in middle school?"

"You little doll, do you think about something crazy all day? Go to sleep."

"Stingy, say Hasa."

"No, no, I was not like you are now." These words are a bit old-fashioned. When I was in middle school, falling in love was nothing new.

"Then sister Yang is your first girlfriend?" It's really a pot that you can't open.

"I'm just good friends with her, go to bed quickly, don't think about anything messy."

"Really? No wonder it means you don't look very close. Ouch!" He was hit on the head by me.

"Why are you interested in Uncle's love life? Then do you have a girlfriend?" I didn't gossip so much, I just replied casually.

"Not now."

"Before?" This got me interested.

"Well. When I was in junior high school."

"Cut~ little baby, let's play house."

"No, she was in college at that time."

"No? How old are you and how old is she?" I was surprised.

"I'm 15, she's 18."

Super sibling love, I'm dizzy.Then Xiaotao told me about his short love history.

Xiao Tao met the girl when he went to college to play ball. At that time, he dropped the girl's phone with a ball. He didn't know if it was broken, so he left the phone to the girl and said that if it cost money to repair it, he would tell him.Maybe that girl had developed a good impression of Xiaotao's demeanor, and she didn't ask him to pay for it, but started to make contact with her.According to Xiaotao, the girl grew up very small, and she didn't look like she was 3 or 4 years older than herself.I asked to what extent has it developed then.Xiao Tao paused for a moment, I thought he was unwilling to say it, but after a while he threw out the word "kiss".

I said, "You are fiercer than me, are you really talking?"

"I don't know that Sazi is real. Anyway, during that time, I always wanted to be with her. No matter I was Sazi, I always thought of her. I have never done this before. I don't know if this is true?"

My heart skipped a beat, why am I not like this to someone? "Then why are they divided again?"

"Is it still the age gap? She said she wanted to find someone older than her who could take care of her."

"Then you just let her go? Listen to how much you like her."

"At the time, I thought she was right. I couldn't take care of her as she wished. She should find someone better." At this moment, Xiaotao made me feel more mature than ever. "But now, I might not have a choice."

"What would you do now?"

"I think I will continue to be with her." Xiao Tao said very plainly, but it was like a huge boulder hitting my nerves. "The person I like, I have to give her happiness with my own hands. I don't believe there is anyone who can do it better than me." After finishing speaking, he smirked like a child again, as if for saying such disgusting words. Excuse me.

My shock is indescribable. I thought over and over what this 16-year-old child said, only to find that I was the one who was more childish in comparison.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Xiaotao thought he said something wrong.I said it's fine, it's fine, I didn't expect you to have such a mature view of feelings, you would be a good man.Hearing me praise him so much, he showed the pride of a child.I said go to sleep, go back tomorrow and bring the electric blanket, next time I won't let you squeeze me.He said, cut ~ cheapskate!