Bear Diary

Monday, August 2009, 7

Recently, my mood has been a little unstable, sometimes bold and sometimes circled.In order to prevent myself from going further and further down the abnormal path of split personality, when I was lying in bed at night, I squeezed the time of several handsome men to think about the reason.After much deliberation, my tried-and-true “Hypnosis of Counting Handsome Guys” all failed.Just when I was about to declare to become a national treasure, I finally came to a conclusion—couldn’t it be loneliness?But I don't panic, because I have long been used to this staged loneliness.

Went to PUB with a couple of colleagues on a Friday night.If a peerless otaku like me hadn't been embarrassing to a certain level, he wouldn't participate in this kind of activity, even though it was to celebrate the promotion of a big sister.In fact, there is really nothing to play, just friends and friends gathering to drink and gossip.While everyone was giving mixed reviews about my new goatee look, I caught a glimpse of a person looking at me diagonally.

The young man is very handsome, with dark skin, looks very energetic, and looks young.There are 4 or 5 girls sitting around him, and he is the only guy. I don't know what the relationship is.He is obviously the protagonist of that small circle, and the little girls all smile so sweetly, but he himself has a bit of a nasty smile.

He met my eyes, and he didn't look away. He boldly looked at me, with a half-smile on the corner of his mouth.Looking at his eyes, I always feel that he has something to say to me.I didn't realize my gaffe until my friend asked me why I was in a daze.cough!What a mess, is it really spring?

On Saturday, I originally wanted to stay at home and watch Xianjian 3, but in the afternoon I became inexplicably in a trance.Still thinking wildly: I don't know what that handsome guy was doing yesterday?Will you go to that PUB tonight?The look in his eyes last night really seemed to be interested in me... I couldn't sit still when I thought of this, and finally I really ran to that PUB alone.

The result can be imagined... I ordered a glass of wine, sat at the bar, and laughed at myself as crazy.

Just when I was about to leave, someone suddenly patted my shoulder. I turned my head along that shoulder, but I didn't find anyone, but there was a sly laughter from the other side.

"You?" The person in front of me is not the handsome guy who made me feel uneasy all day, who else could it be?I didn't expect him to come!

"Hey, it's me." He still smiled wickedly, but his voice was unexpectedly thick and magnetic.

From this close look, he is at most 20 years old, right?Cool short hair, the sparkling earrings on his ears are particularly dazzling against his wheat-colored skin.The slim T-shirt was bulging by him, and he looked like he often went to the gym.I suddenly had a dry mouth, and quickly poured down the remaining liquid in the cup.

You can't blame me for being cruel or coquettish. If a person like me who has reached a certain status wants to take the initiative to talk to someone, it would simply insult the spirit of our geeks.

Fortunately, the handsome guy was more proactive and introduced himself without waiting for the silence.Let's call him Serena for the time being. He is 22 years old this year and is a senior student in C University. He is about to graduate.

"Oh, hello...my name is Chen Haonan..." Well, with the burning feeling of my whole body now, I think I am almost like a boiled crab now.Damn it!Who told me to be like this when I was excited, and my skin was still so white. "Heh, I didn't expect this wine to be a little crooked (a little powerful)."

The rest of the chat was in a state of him asking me to answer, until he was sure that my family was innocent and of good character, he suddenly changed the subject and asked: "Your girlfriend Nan? Didn't you come today?"

"Girlfriend?" I was taken aback. When I reported my background just now, I really didn't say that I have a girlfriend. "I don't have it."

"Isn't he the one who sat next to you yesterday?" He smiled wider and wider, revealing a row of white teeth.

yesterday?Halo... "Don't talk nonsense, they are all married, and we are colleagues." No matter what he said, let's clear it up first!

"Haha." He laughed out loud. "Are you really 25? You don't look like that at all, why are you so cute?"

"Don't say the word 'cute' to a man older than you..." Anyway, it's completely popular, and I'm not afraid of boiling water now. "Call me brother!" I emphasized the word "brother" even though I knew it was useless.

Sure enough, he laughed even louder...

It's not that I have an old-fashioned poor chat plot, I really think his hearty smile seems familiar.