Bear Diary

Wednesday, August 2011, 1

My body seemed to be put into a tight box, and I couldn't move.

At that time, the world in my eyes was like a series of montage movie shots with lomo effect, each person dragged afterimages dangling in front of my eyes, but soon turned into a blur of white flowers, no longer can not see clearly.There was a lot of voices in my ears, but I couldn't hear what was being said, because my mind was full of buzzing voices.

I don't know how long this state lasted, it should be very short, but even the concept of time is vague, I think it seems as long as several hours.Then I heard someone calling me.

"Brother! Talk! Talk to me! Brother!!" With this voice, a face appeared in front of my eyes, with dark skin and an anxious expression, covered with snow foam, staring at the already big eyes Stare at me.

I opened my mouth for a long time before I could say a few words. "I...it's fine..." The numbness in my body hadn't faded away, I struggled to sit up first, but my whole body hurt when I moved.Looking at the crowd, half of them are foreigners.I heard a 5- or 6-year-old blond boy next to me tell his mother that this uncle can fly.The woman told her son that the uncle accidentally fell... There was also a Chinese boy asking if he wanted to call an ambulance... I'll go!No matter how painful it is, I have to stand up. "Ben, help me..."

Ben quickly supported me, and I was supported by Serena and Ben from left to right to stand up. Lina wanted to come to help, but Serena pushed her away.The action is very rude, completely different from the usual meticulous care for Lina.So except for himself, all three of us were taken aback by his actions, especially Lina, who was completely flabbergasted.

"What are you doing?!" It was the first time I saw him say this to Lina. "I dragged her to skate together." I really hate men being rude to women, even in this situation.Besides, I'm telling the truth.

Lina covered her face and began to cry, whispering sorry repeatedly intermittently.

I shook off Serena's hand, limped to Lina's side, and told her not to cry.Who knew that when I said this, she cried even more fiercely.When Ben and I were at a loss, it was Serena who came over to comfort Lina, and she calmed down a bit.

"Ben, please take me back to the hotel first." It's better not to disturb them.

After confirming again and again that I was fine, I told Ben to go back to rest, he should be tired after tossing around for so long. Ben said he would come to see me after dinner, let me have a good rest, and call him if I needed anything.I won't be able to confirm the injury until I'm alone.

I took off my down jacket and sweater, and my right shoulder hurt, but I couldn't see anything in the mirror, and there were no bruises, maybe it was a muscle strain.There was a long scratch on the neck, but fortunately it did not bleed, probably from a dead branch on the ground.I got a big bruise on my left calf and that's why I'm limping.After confirming that there was no potentially fatal injury from ruptured internal organs and concussion, I sat on the bed and thought about how I fell, but I only remembered that I tripped on something.In any case, it was a blessing that there were no serious injuries.

Then the messy thoughts in my mind came out again.Someone knocked on the door, I opened it and it was Lina.Her eyes were still red, and when she saw that I was about to cry again, she stood at the door and said sorry to me several times.I was most afraid of girls crying, so I hurriedly said that I was fine, and that I insisted on skating, and it was my own fault.It took a lot of coaxing to make her give up her posture of flooding Jinshan with water.Worry~ I am a wounded person, let me take a rest.

"Where's Serena?"

"As soon as he came back, he locked himself in the room, and I didn't dare to talk to him. Eric has never been so fierce to me..." Lina said, her eyes turned red again.

"It's okay, he must be so nervous because he is worried about your safety. He will come to coax you in a while." I forgot to check my heart just now, and there was a sharp pain.

After seeing Lina off, I called Ben again and said that I wanted to sleep, so I don't need to call me for dinner.Then I took two painkillers and fell asleep.

When I woke up from the bizarre dream, it was already dark outside, and the snow started to fall again at some point.The room was also dark, I endured the aches and pains all over my body and got up to turn on the desk lamp.After drinking two glasses of water dryly, I felt hungry again, so I went out to find something to eat.

I took a look at the deserted restaurant, but there was no one there, so I simply ran to the bar on the lower floor of the hotel.

It was already past ten o'clock in the evening, and the bar was busy.I found a seat at the bar and ordered a cup of Xiaoxuan. I wanted to order shredded squid to go with the drink, but after thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't remember how to say that word, and I ordered popcorn.

The bar is not big, but there are many people. There is a man singing on a small stage in the center.The light was very dim, and he couldn't see the man's appearance clearly. He played the guitar and sang an unknown English lyric song in a slightly hoarse voice, which was quite tasteful.

After singing for a while, I noticed that the person who sang just now was drinking beer at the bar not far from me.He was also looking at me, and when his eyes met, he raised his bottle to greet me, and I did the same as a gesture of politeness.Then he came and sat next to me, and I saw him clearly, a typical Eurasian.

His first sentence was "Iknewyou." I couldn't figure it out.

"H□□ewemetbefore? Sorry, my English is not good."

"This afternoon, at the ski resort, you fell. I was right next to you. Are youalright now?"

My secret name is Falk, this time I am really ashamed and ashamed.

The handsome mixed-race guy is named Andrew (follow the little angel in "A Handsome Man Falling from the Sky", you can cheer for the easter eggs!), his father is British, his mother is Hong Kong, and he came to the UK when he was a teenager, so Chinese is no problem at all .That's how we got to know each other.I said he sang very well, and he said thank you. He was studying here, and he came to this bar to sing and work after school.

At this time, a female singer on the stage just finished singing a fast song, and she didn’t know whether she wanted to organize an event to enliven the atmosphere or something, so the song ordering session began. An old lady ordered "Hotel California" very painfully, maybe this It reminded her of when I was young, I saw the uncle next to her kissing her.

I casually said that I don't know if I can order Chinese songs. Andrew said that they also know a few Chinese songs, such as "The Chinese" and "Descendants of the Dragon".I shrugged and said forget it.But he seemed to be very interested in this topic, and asked me what song I wanted to order, and let me talk about it.I said Stefanie Sun's "Encounter" will definitely not play. Andrew raised the corner of his mouth and said that my younger brother is not talented, but he just knows how to play, and then asked me if I could sing.I said yes, why? Andrew asked if he would go up and sing by himself, and he would accompany me for free.

Of course not!Don't you feel ashamed enough?Resolutely refuse!

Who knew that Andrew maintained his connotative smile, ran to the stage and said a lot of words quickly, and then following the direction of his finger, the eyes of people in the bar focused on me like a spotlight.

I wipe it!What's happening?

Then Andrew told me to go up, and the people around me started booing, so I was forced to go on stage.

"What are you doing?" I didn't quite understand what Andrew said before, so I asked awkwardly.

"I introduced to you that a Chinese friend wants to sing a Chinese song, and everyone welcomes it." Why do I suddenly feel that this girl is so embarrassing?

"I can't sing well."

"You have come up, just sing, everyone will not be picky." Then he said a few more words in English, and the people below clapped and booed again.

Die and die!No one knows me anyway, so it can't be more embarrassing than being a "flying bear in the snow mountain" during the day. "Then don't we need to check the key first?"

"Sing with your key, I will follow you." It turned out to be a master.

I suddenly want to say a few words first, although I know that no one in the audience can understand, but it doesn't matter. "My best friend and brother are getting married at Christmas, and I want to give him this song." Andrew heard me say this, translated a sentence, and the people below began to look around.I hurriedly added: "No, he'snothere. I'm going back to China in two days and I can't attend his wedding, so I want to keep this blessing." Then I cleared my throat and let's sing!

Along with my voice, the melody also flowed from Andrew's fingertips. Regardless of whether there was a pitch or not, and whether the rhythm was accurate, the audience listened quietly.

hear the winter leave

I wake up in a certain month

think i wait i look forward to

The future can't be arranged rationally

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Cloudy evening car window

There is someone waiting in the future

look left right

Love has to turn a few corners to come

What kind of dialogue will I meet whoever I meet

The person I'm waiting for is how far into the future

I hear the wind from the subway and the sea of ​​people

I stand in line holding the number plate of love

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Cloudy evening car window

There is someone waiting in the future

look left right

Love has to turn a few corners to come

What kind of dialogue will I meet whoever I meet

The person I'm waiting for is how far into the future

I hear the wind from the subway and the sea of ​​people

I stand in line holding the number plate of love

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I fly forward across a sea of ​​time

We are also often hurt in love

I saw that the entrance of Lumeng was a bit narrow

it's a beautiful accident, that I met you

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One day my mystery will be revealed

Everyone was really supportive. After I finished singing, the applause was very warm, and some people whistled.I bowed to everyone and stepped off the stage. Andrew ran over and said that I sing very well. I laughed at myself and said that I still know what level I am, but I am just riding a tiger.But Andrew said he was serious, and I sang very emotionally.All I can say is thank you.He wanted to buy me a drink, I said I should buy him, thank him for helping me with the accompaniment, but it was too late, next time.