Bear Diary

Saturday, November 2010, 8

After the outburst on Friday, I got out of the company and sat in the car, but my mind was completely lost.Where should I go?I was driving aimlessly, the phone was already turned off, I don't want to explain now, and I don't want to see Xiao Jiang's text messages.I shouldn't blame him, after all he is single, he has the right to pursue anyone, the fault is me who is ambiguous.But I really can't talk to him now.

Unknowingly, I drove downstairs to my mother's house.I opened the door and went in, but my mother was not at home, only my grandma was alone, saying that she was doing lunch.Seeing that I was in a daze, grandma quickly pulled me to sit down and asked me what was going on.I said it's okay. Grandma obviously knew that I wasn't telling the truth, but she didn't continue to ask, but asked me if I had breakfast.I shook my head, grandma stood up and said she wanted to get me something to eat.I tried to stop her, but she told me to sit and leave it alone.

The chaotic state of my mind made me lose my sense of time. I don’t know how long it took. Grandma brought a big bowl of hot tomato and egg noodles to me.Holding this bowl of steaming noodles, I felt a sore nose.

"Chisa, aren't you hungry? Hey, why are you crying? This baby, alas...something happened, tell grandma. Did someone bully you? Grandma asked him..." I Biting her lips to keep herself from crying, she threw herself into grandma's arms, sobbing like a child.Grandma touched the back of my neck distressedly and said "it's all right"...

When I calmed down, I felt embarrassed instead. After washing my face, I picked up the bowl of noodles that were no longer steaming.Grandma sat beside me and watched me eat with a smile, and gently supported my back.

"Grandma, can I come back and stay for two days?"

"Isn't this your personal home? Can it be done?"

I'm really cowardly. At this time, I just want to hide at home, like being bullied by children when I was a child. Do I still expect my grandma to help me avenge me?Maybe it's like what my grandmother used to say, no matter how tall and tall I am, in the eyes of her and my mother, I will always be a child.

But I told my grandma that I can't tell my mother about my crying, I don't want her to worry.Grandma agreed, but after a while she asked me why, so I had no choice but to prevaricate, just using the resignation as a shield.In the end, grandma concluded: Don’t do it if you’re not happy with it. Working under someone else’s hand, it’s hard not to get angry, and it’s not like our house can’t afford to eat.I smiled, and answered secretly in my heart: Don't worry, grandma, your grandson is not so weak, it is your tomato egg noodles that give me strength.

When my mother and sisters came back from shopping, they were surprised to see me there. When they heard that I had resigned, they immediately carried out the fine tradition of breaking the casserole and asking the end.After listening to my understatement, her magical sixth sense began to flash. "Did you get a new girlfriend? Had a fight?"

I almost dropped the TV remote in my hand. "You mean Sazi? What the heck!"

My mother rolled her eyes at me: "You were born by me, don't I know?" Is it really the knowing son Mo Ruomu?

This scene is common, and my mother keeps asking, but I just don't ask.There was really no other way, so my mother had no choice but to give up, but finally said: "As long as the quarrel is not an irreversible matter, just communicate more, don't both sides hard, one side must bow first, you are Men, sometimes you have to be a little more responsible." I didn't respond, but I listened carefully.Later, my mother talked about today's shopping, and I went in one ear and out the other.

Then my mother mentioned about learning to drive: "The coach praised me for driving very steadily."

I said: "Doesn't that mean you drive slowly? Ouch!" I was knocked on the head by my mother.

"The coach also said I should have learned it long ago."

"Don't you think you're old? Oh! If you hit your son again, you'll lose your mind!"

Home is really a magical place, which can make me forget those difficult hurdles, although it is temporary.

"Is Xiao Jiang busy recently? If you're not busy, invite someone over for dinner. The last time I had a meal, I got someone else in the hospital. This time, I have to make up for it."

"Oh……"