Bear Diary

Thursday, August 2010, 8

Just as Xiao Jiang bumped into it, I heard the sound of the elevator door opening.

How I wish it was the talkative fat woman upstairs in the elevator!

In fact, Xiao Jiang's slap was not accurate, not only did not kiss my mouth, but also hit my tooth, which hurt very much.But for Serena, who saw this picture just after getting out of the elevator, it was impossible for her to be in the mood to study it.

"You are in the claws!!" Serena's speed was no less than a sprint of [-] meters. The moment Xiao Jiang heard the voice and turned back, Serena's fist was already in front of him.Xiao Jiang dodged instinctively, his fist missed his chin, but hit his shoulder, and he took two steps back.

"Serena, you..." In this situation, I didn't know what to say for a while.

"Damn it?! Why did I come back? If I don't come back, I won't be able to see your real face!" Xiao Wei said angrily, but her face looked like she was about to cry.His eyes are so painful, and my heart hurts like it's about to break. "It turns out that you and Wu Yang are the same kind of person..." The last sentence was spoken weakly.

"It's not like this!" My eyes were already hot in disappointment.

I stretched out my hand to pull Serena, but as soon as he backed away, I made nothing.Serena took a few steps back in this way, then turned around and walked quickly to the elevator, desperately pressing the buttons, as if she didn't want to stay for a second, and wanted to escape from this place as soon as possible.I chased him and tried to make him listen to my explanation, but Serena never looked me in the eye again, and kept shaking my hand away.After struggling for more than ten seconds, seeing that the elevator hadn't arrived yet, Serena didn't wait any longer and ran to the stairs.

"Brother Chen..." I was about to chase, but Xiao Jiang stopped me.He didn't make a sound while all this was happening, and I certainly didn't have the energy to pay attention to him. "I'm sorry..." Is he sober?I'm sorry, is it because you treated me like that just now, or because you let Serena see you?Forget it, I have no place in my head to think about this.

"You go, I don't want to see you." Just when the elevator arrived, I entered the elevator without looking back.

When I got out of the elevator, Serena just came down in front of me. When he saw me in front, he looked up and was stunned. I could clearly see the tear stains on his face.He definitely didn't want me to see him, he lowered his head and wanted to pass by me.I grabbed him hard, afraid that he would throw me off again, but this time he did not shake off after two shakes. "Serena, listen to me..."

"Say son? Say he seduced you? Are you forced?" Serena sneered, but still didn't look me in the eye. "Or do you mean that you are just infatuated for a while, and you only have one time? These are all leftovers from Wu Yang's tricks." He tried hard to get rid of me while talking.

Seeing that he was about to break free, I went up and hugged him tightly. "I haven't talked to him once, really, you believe me."

Serena struggled twice, but didn't break away, feeling a little helpless. "Let go! Does this look good? Paws?"

The lights at the stairs were very bright, and the security guard in the mail room next to us looked at us with a dumbfounded look.

"I won't let you go! I'll let you go and leave!" I refused to let go no matter what I said, and hugged me tighter and tighter.

"Are you going to strangle me?!"

When I heard Serena screaming in pain, I relaxed my strength, but in order not to let him go, I still hugged him. "Serena, I was wrong, you believe me, I really have nothing to do with him."

"Let me go, I'm not leaving." Serena's tone became much calmer, I looked up into his eyes, he didn't seem to be lying, so I let go of him, but still held his hand. "Brother, you said you have nothing to do with him..."

"That's right! I really don't have to let it go!" Seeing that Serena began to believe it, I was so excited that I wanted to jump up.

"Listen to me. You said that you have nothing to do with him physically, I believe you. But don't you have a little more affection for him than a friend?" Serena's plain words were like a heavy hammer It made my mind go blank, as if a meth had been thrown into my skull, and I was at a loss for what to do. "Brother, you are so kind, you are so kind to everyone, and I don't feel that you have exceeded the limit of friends. You know that every time you go out to play with him, why do you always ask me? I am just afraid that there will be Such a day."

"Then...you...why didn't you remind me." I was like a child who did something wrong. "I treat others out of friendship, and I only have you in my heart...Really...I will change it in the future!"

"Brother, do you remember what you said to me before? You said you like me being lively and outgoing, like me running around, like the way I play basketball, like all of me. I am the same for you, I like everything I love you, I like to see you sitting blankly in front of the computer drawing pictures and playing games, I like to shake your tie and jacket everywhere when you get home, and I also like to eat those dishes that you cook that are not delicious but full of love..." There was something flickering in Serena's eyes, I knew he was trying to endure, and he swallowed a choked sob. "And what I like the most is that you are so kind, you are so kind, and you are so sincere to others... How could I tell you to get rid of your greatest strength?" Serena rubbed her chest, looking very uncomfortable.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault!" My voice was already trembling badly. I didn't expect that the principles of being a good person and treating people with sincerity that I have always believed in would lead to today's situation.

"I was overreacting just now. When I found out about Wu Yang, I didn't react so strongly, haha." Serena's voice suddenly softened, but she said the last thing I wanted to hear. "Brother, let's separate for a while."

"No! Serena, I was really wrong! You just forgive me once, just once!" I have never begged, or begged anyone since I grew up, but for Serena, for our relationship, I will not hesitate . "Didn't we agree that no matter what happens, we will not give up our relationship easily? We have gone through so many difficulties to be together, why... how..." I couldn't continue.

"Brother, listen to me, let's separate for a while. You have not been in contact with this circle for a long time, and I was the only one in contact with you from the beginning to the end, so what happened today. I don't blame you, really. So I hope that we will spend this time apart, you can see more and get in touch, maybe you will meet someone you like more." I looked at Serena in surprise, his eyes were not turbulent, and there was no smell of anger in his words, but I I really can't believe this kind of words came out of Serena's mouth.

For a while, both of us lost our language.After a stalemate like this for an unknown amount of time, Serena helped me up and held his hand tightly. "Brother, I won't be here in the future, you have to take good care of yourself, don't think you are fat anymore, eat well for three meals, and go out for activities when you have time, the best is to stick to the gym, don't stay at home..." Xiao Wei's voice became smaller and smaller until I couldn't hear his words clearly.Just when I wanted to get closer, he pushed my hand down, and my heart was pushed down the abyss. "Brother, I'm leaving." Then Serena didn't look back, and the back figure that I was familiar with but loved just disappeared from my blurred vision.

Damn me, I'm always so slow-witted, it's like this for Xiao Jiang, it's like this for Serena, even now my urge to burst into tears comes a step behind.I sat on the stairs on the ground, crying like this for the first time in my life, crying heartbreakingly, crying with snot and tears, crying like a child...

I don't know how long I cried, but I couldn't cry anymore, and the crying turned into sobbing.I buried my head in the crook of my arms, my body still trembling uncontrollably.Someone tapped me on the shoulder, but I didn't have the strength to look up.Xiao Jiang's voice: "Brother Chen, I'm sorry...I..." Xiao Jiang's voice was cautious and full of guilt.

My brain became dull like a short circuit, and I don't know how long it took before I could say a word. "I don't blame you...you can go..." Xiao Jiang wanted to say something, but I waved my hand weakly to stop him. "Don't talk about Sazi, you go, let me sit alone for a while..."

I thought he was gone, but after a while someone patted me on the shoulder again. "I told you to get out! Did you hear that?!" I raised my head and yelled.It turned out that it wasn't Xiao Jiang, but the security guard in the mail room, who was scared back by my sudden yell.

"Brother, are you okay?" the security guard asked timidly with a northeast accent.

"It's okay..." I replied weakly, got up and entered the elevator.