as you wish

Shu Ya was taken aback, she likes to be free?

Hanging up the phone, the whole person curled up on the sofa, shrinking himself into a shell as if he was hiding from too many things.

She couldn't imagine, if she really fell in love with An Xian, how would she deal with herself?Thinking of this, she might not even dare to face her. She is a woman, and she is also a woman. How can she like her?

Maybe the imaginings at this moment are just my own deliberate reminders. In fact, I don't like her?

I can't help but think of those two women in the restaurant, they are so enviable standing together, but can I be like them?I haven't paid attention to these before, but it doesn't mean I don't know the difficulty of this road. This road requires two people to walk firmly together. If there is a problem with either party, this road will fork.

Shu Ya felt a little ridiculous, what's the use of thinking so much?Even if he really likes her, what about An Xian?how does she feelDoes she just regard herself as the most ordinary friend?

And that man...

The mild sunshine in the afternoon came in from the window, and An Xian sat by the window to read a book. She knew that reading in the sun was bad for her eyes, but at the moment she didn’t have any desire to read a book. Even if she was holding a book, the content inside was a I didn't even read the words.

And the culprit who made her restless has not appeared in her usual seat for more than a month, and An Xian felt a little uncomfortable.

Frowning, he put down the book, looked up at that position, there was already a couple sitting there, but it wasn't the one he wanted to see.

Discomfort, worry, even An Xian herself doesn't know why she has such emotions, she hasn't been here for so long, what's wrong with her?Or, does she not want to come to this restaurant at all?

An Xian picked up her phone and opened WeChat, staring blankly at the profile picture, a sunset, a lonely tree, looking a little lonely under the dusk.

Suddenly sighed and put the phone upside down on the table, what happened to me?It's just an ordinary friend, what's the point of being so caring?

However, since we are friends, it is always right to care about it, right?

An Xian felt that she was in a daze. Now sitting here every day, she would subconsciously look up to see if the woman was here. After finding nothing, she couldn't help but feel a little lost. Sometimes the habit is really scary. She has become accustomed to seeing the smile on the woman's face as soon as she looks up, or the slight frown when she is sitting there dealing with work matters, every bit makes her feel pleasing to the eye.

An Xian struggled here, but Shu Ya didn't feel better. She had been in a trance for more than a month. She didn't dare to go to An Xian, so she could only retract herself into a protective shell, and even used a lot of work to paralyze her. I wanted to make myself have no time to think about it, but Shu Ya found that the more she suppressed, the stronger the desire in her heart became, and she even came to the restaurant uncontrollably several times, watching forever but not daring to step on it. further.

"Manager, your complexion is getting worse and worse recently, you should go back and rest for a while, it doesn't matter if you put these things aside for a while." Cheng Xiao looked at Shu Ya worriedly, and didn't know what happened to her during this time , working overtime desperately, and even the air pressure of the whole person is not right.

Shu Ya rubbed her temples, every nerve seemed to be expressing exhaustion, today she didn't insist anymore, but left the company after saying something and called, and drove around the street.

I don't know how long she looked at the restaurant in front of her, but Shu Ya suddenly smiled wryly, why did she come here, she shook her head and prepared to drive away.

knock knock knock

Shu Ya looked at the woman outside the window in amazement, her delicate eyebrows were slightly frowned, she seemed a little displeased, she didn't even know when An Xian came here.

"Why don't you go in when you're here?" An Xian looked at the silent woman in the car, her face was pale and she looked haggard, what did she do during this time?

Shu Ya was silent, she didn't know how to answer her.

"Get out of the car, it's not safe to drive in your current state." An Xian said gently.

Shu Ya followed behind An Xian, she didn't even know how she got out of the car so obediently and followed An Xian, when she woke up, she followed her into the restaurant and sat down in a lounge.

"It's a bit noisy outside, please be quiet here, do you want to eat anything?" An Xian asked, flicking the broken hair on his forehead.

Shu Ya shook her head, expressing that she didn't want to eat anything.

"I haven't been here for a while, what are you busy with?"

Shu Ya suddenly felt sad, why didn't she want to come?It's just what kind of identity do I have to be able to talk and laugh with you freely?

"Well, I've been quite busy recently."

An Xian frowned slightly, somewhat dissatisfied with Shu Ya's attitude.

An Xian looked at her quietly without speaking, like a silent oppression, Shu Ya's face turned pale, and she avoided her gaze and chose to be a shrinking turtle.

Seeing how she was escaping, An Xian sighed softly, and didn't force her anymore, "You take a good rest here first, this is my lounge, no one will bother you."

"Later, accompany me to a place." She didn't ask Shu Ya for her opinion this time, because she knew that if she asked, she would probably get a rejection answer. Thinking of this result, An Xian pursed her lips and didn't mind. So gentle.

"I..." Shu Ya wanted to refuse, but after seeing An Xian gave her a rare look, she couldn't say anything.

After An Xian went out, Shu Ya sat on the sofa, blankly like a puppet.

Shu Ya patted her face, and smiled self-deprecatingly, is she like this, is she still herself?

At five o'clock in the afternoon, Shu Ya raised her eyes to look at the woman standing in front of the vegetable stand. She was wearing a white shirt with the cuffs gently rolled up twice, revealing her fair forearm. Shu Ya couldn't move her eyes.

Suddenly Shu Ya really wanted to tell her what she was thinking, that she liked her, not between friends, but because she wanted to be with her for the rest of her life.

Shu Ya is also afraid, she is also afraid that her relationship will end without a cause before it even started, she also wants an answer, instead of being endlessly trapped in her own emotions and being a fool who dare not face the answer.

"What are you thinking about? So engrossed." An Xian raised his hand and waved lightly in front of her, and said with some concern that she was really abnormal today.

Shu Ya grabbed her hand, wanting to blurt out, she stopped abruptly when she saw her gentle eyebrows and eyes, swallowed all the words, no, do you really want to pull her in?Are you ready for her rejection?Even if you don't refuse, are you ready to have a girlfriend?

"What's wrong? Is something uncomfortable?" An Xian frowned slightly, and raised her hand to touch her forehead.

"No, have you bought anything? Go back when you're done." Shu Ya avoided her outstretched hand, and naturally took a box of tomatoes from the shelf beside her, and pushed the shopping cart towards the cashier.

An Xian stood where she was, frowning and looking at her back, with doubts appearing in her eyes, she always felt that the relationship between the two of them had changed, and she had become a little evasive.

Seeing Shu Ya waving in front, An Xian sighed softly, picked up the chuckle on her face and walked towards her.

"What do you like to eat?" An Xian put the things she bought back into the refrigerator one by one, and invited her to eat at home. It was also a sudden idea before. If she didn't stop, she would probably run away again.

"I'm not picky eaters. I'll eat whatever you do." Shuya folded her arms and leaned against the kitchen door. Looking at the busy figure, she suddenly felt a sense of satisfaction and stability, a very stable, very down-to-earth feeling. A large part of the reason for liking An Xian.

Going forward to take the vegetables in her hands and cleaning them, it's not good to let her do everything by herself when coming to dinner, and the two of them are busy for dinner together, which makes her feel a strange sweetness in her heart.

In the end, An Xian didn't cook too many complicated dishes. A small stir-fried yellow beef, a steamed sea bass, plus a pot of scrambled eggs with tomatoes and kelp bone soup cooked by Shu Ya, three dishes and one soup are more than enough for two people.

"Do you want some wine?" An Xian took out two wine glasses, shook the bottle of red wine in his hand, with a little smile on his face.

Shu Ya looked at the wine in her hand, then at the dishes on the table, immediately burst out laughing, nodded with a smile, "Okay!"

An Xian helped her pour the wine, then poured it for herself, picked up the glass and shook it lightly: "Now that I realize it, except for the night you got drunk, I don't seem to have seen you drink since then."

Talking about that night, Shu Ya raised her hand and touched her ears in embarrassment. The self that night was really hard to describe...

"There's still something to drink. After all, in today's society, how can one live without alcohol?"

An Xian was silent, then raised a glass with a smile to signal to Shu Ya, took a sip of the wine and said nothing.

Afterwards, the two of them ate, and the wine was sipped by you. Unknowingly, the bottle had bottomed out, Shu Ya blinked, and looked at An Xian opposite, as if covered with a thin layer of white mist. She couldn't see clearly like seeing flowers in a fog. She didn't know whether she was really drunk, or just because the atmosphere was so good, she couldn't help but want to get drunk in it.

"What? Are you drunk?" An Xian raised his hand and shook it lightly in front of her. Seeing her staring at him blankly, a smile could not help but appear on the corner of his mouth. This man is really unexpectedly cute.

Shu Ya stared at her blankly, her mild eyebrows and eyes were stained with a little smile, and there was a faint smile on her face that fascinated her. For a moment, she couldn't tell whether it was reality or a dream. If it was a dream, then It should always be like this.

"An Xian..." Grabbing the hand swaying in front of her, and putting her cheek close to her palm, Shu Ya whispered softly.

"Huh?" An Xian was taken aback for a moment, watching Shu Ya's actions, his gaze sank slightly, and an unknown brilliance flickered in his eyes.