as you wish

Shu Ya sat at the dining table, watching her busy in the kitchen, suddenly there was a faint warmth surrounding the space, she frowned, why did she always focus on her?

"It's ready to eat." An Xian put the breakfast on the dining table, simple toast poached eggs, plus a glass of pure milk, the breakfast was complete.

"Thank you." Shu Ya picked up a piece of toast and hesitated for a while, her fair face suddenly blushed a little, and said with a little hesitation: "I made you laugh last night, I'm here to tell you if there is any trouble for you I'm sorry, I hope you don't take offense."

An Xian raised her eyes and looked at her with a smile, the moist luster in her eyes looked very gentle, she shook her head and said: "There is nothing troublesome, you are still very good when you are drunk."

Seeing her quiet and sober appearance now, An Xian suddenly felt a little regretful, was the person who stood in the dark and said to her aggrievedly last night that she was afraid that she would not want her really the one in front of him?

Shu Ya is a little embarrassed, she is 28 years old, yet she is still called good-looking, it always sounds like she is pretending to be tender.

"By the way, I often see you coming to our store, but I still don't know how to address you." An Xian said suddenly, after this night, the two of them had a bit of a relationship.

"Shu Ya, Shu Lang's Shu, Anya's Ya."

"Gentleman Anya, it seems that they still have high expectations for you." An Xian put her hands on her chin and looked at her with a smile.

"I'm not a gentleman, I'm a little girl." Shu Ya smiled and blinked, "I don't know about you, Boss An?"

"Me? The single name is Xian, Xian Yun Ye He's Xian."

"The name suits you very well." Doesn't it?In her opinion, Xianyun Yehe is talking about her, reading the book she likes, sitting there with a peaceful appearance.

After breakfast, Shu Ya packed up the dishes and took them into the kitchen, "You've already made breakfast, I'll wash the dishes." Putting the apron hanging on the side around her body, it really felt like a long time no. It's been too long since I've been in the kitchen.

An Xian rested her chin on her hand, looked at the cartoon apron in the kitchen that didn't match her temperament, and felt that this division of labor was very much to her liking. Thinking about it, when he had dinner with Yuan Junxi before, he never proposed it. Actively doing the dishes.

"What are your plans later?" An Xian asked.

"Me?" Shu Ya took a paper towel to wipe off the water stains on her hands, frowned and smelled the clothes on her body, and said with a little embarrassment: "I may have to go back to take a shower and change clothes later."

"Well, I'll go to the store later. I'll take you there where you live."

"Don't bother, you can go first if you have something to do, I'll just go back to the hotel and get the car and go back by myself." Shu Ya politely refused, she had already troubled her enough, she was embarrassed to continue.

Back at her home, Shu Ya's first move was to rush into the bathroom to take a shower. The smell of alcohol on her body always reminded her of her indulgence last night. She was indeed too careless. Fortunately, she met An Xian last night, otherwise I dare not think about the consequences.

Leaning on the sofa, Shu Ya felt exhausted for a while, she didn't want to go to the company, and she felt a little at a loss when she stayed at home and did nothing.

What is she doing now?

Shu Ya couldn't help thinking of that gentle and elegant person in her mind, should she be sitting by the window and reading a book now?

His fingers bounced unconsciously on the sofa, but in the end he couldn't resist the inexplicable desire in his heart, so he got up, packed up and went out.

When I came to the restaurant, there were only a few people in twos and threes since it was not time for dinner, Shuya found her usual seat, ordered some snacks and then quietly listened to the music in the restaurant, but she felt a little bit lost in her heart , she didn't see An Xian.

"Ah Ching..." Suddenly the music in the restaurant stopped, and a female voice sounded, Qingqing Lingling was very pleasant to the ear, revealing a slight sense of alienation, but when calling this name, the inside But it is full of lingering nostalgia.

Shu Ya looked up, and saw that there was already a tall and slender woman sitting in front of the piano at the place where the piano was placed in the restaurant, the corner of her mouth raised into a faint smile.

"Today marks our fifth anniversary together."

"I have always had a wish, and now you have fulfilled it for me."

"Actually, I've wanted to sing a song to you all these years, but I'm a little embarrassed. Today, I want you to listen to me."

Shu Ya looked at the beautiful woman sitting in front of the piano, with her slender and beautiful fingers resting on the black and white keys, it seemed like a work of art, but, Ah Qing?The name sounds a bit like a woman's name.

"I know you have endured too much with me, and you have given up too much. I dare not promise you too many sweet words. I only have one sentence. If I accompany you in the days to come, I will lose you. Use me to slowly make up for it, people say never forget the original heart, I love you as before."

Shu Ya watched in shock as a woman came out and sat beside the woman playing the piano, looking at the woman with soft eyes, her eyes were slightly red.

Really a woman?Then, are they, aren't they?

......

"I want steady happiness

can withstand the cruelty of doomsday

in the restless night

can have a home

I want steady happiness

can touch with both hands

Every time I reach into my arms

have your temperature"

......

Shu Ya watched quietly, suddenly feeling sad, in fact, people often don't want much, just like them, what they want is just a smooth and stable life, like many couples who enjoy happiness in the ordinary, but what? ?Just because they are all women, this kind of stable life seems to be a luxury. Others can easily have it, but they have to spend a lot of effort to get the most ordinary treatment, even the most ordinary, insignificant There is no treatment.

"Seeing them, how do you feel?" Suddenly a soft voice sounded, Shu Ya turned her head, and at some point An Xian had come and sat opposite her, looking in that direction with her.

"I feel very unfair." Shu Ya lowered her eyebrows slightly, her heart was full of sour thoughts, not only because of this, but also because of too many injustices in this world.

"But where does so much fairness come from?" An Xian looked over there, the woman playing the piano was holding another woman's hand and knelt on the ground on one knee, holding a ring in the other hand, and she was actually proposing marriage .

Shu Ya sighed softly, looked up at An Xian's gentle eyes, and asked softly, "Then why did you allow them to propose marriage here? Aren't you afraid it will damage the restaurant's reputation?"

An Xian looked back at her, curled her lips and said with a light smile: "They are free to do whatever they want, as long as it's not causing trouble, I will support it with all my strength, and there are others who have the right to propose in public, why can't they?"

"And..." An Xian suddenly sighed and said, "I know a little bit about them, look at that corner over there, isn't that little girl very cute?"

Shu Ya looked for the place An Xian said, and saw a little girl sitting obediently on the seat, looking at the two women smiling happily, like a little sun.

"That's their daughter."

Shu Ya was surprised, but then relieved.

"Although they have been hindered by too many people and even ridiculed them, they have to admit that they have indeed lived an enviable appearance."

"You will also have an equally ordinary and happy life." Shu Ya looked into her eyes and said seriously, she really thought so, in her opinion, ease is worth having.

An Xian sighed softly, shook her head and did not speak. Didn't she look forward to it in the past?All the previous fantasies have been worn away little by little in life, and even the broken ones can never be picked up again.

Shu Ya frowned slightly, not understanding why she looked like this.

Then the days slowly passed by, and Shu Ya also developed the habit of going to the restaurant every day, and she became more and more familiar with An Xian, and during this period, she also saw the frequent appearance of the man who came to An Xian before, Although Shu Ya didn't ask An Xian about him, she felt inexplicable displeasure in her heart, and this displeasure even accumulated deeper and deeper as time went by.

"What? You don't seem to be in a very good mood today?" Sitting in front of her, An Xian couldn't help but feel a little strange seeing Shu Ya's obviously gloomy appearance, and didn't understand what was wrong with her.

"It's okay." Shu Ya was secretly startled, why did she care so much about this?Even when An Xian was talking to that person, he could feel deep displeasure. He frowned, but he didn't dare to look directly at An Xian's probing eyes, and even wanted to escape in a panic.

"I'm sorry, I suddenly feel a little uncomfortable, so I'll go back first." Shu Ya avoided her sight, grabbed the bag beside her and wanted to leave.

"Uncomfortable? Where is it uncomfortable?" An Xian grabbed her wrist and asked nervously, "Do you need to go to the hospital?"

"No, no need." Shu Ya felt her wrist caught by An Xian suddenly seemed to be on fire, and she subconsciously shook off her hand, but at the same time she felt a little bit regretful, Shu Ya was in a bit of a mood Luan, without saying anything, turned around and left quickly.

An Xian looked at her empty hand in astonishment, what happened to her?

Shu Ya left the restaurant and drove back home. As soon as she entered the door, she threw herself into the sofa, frowning tightly, she was a little confused about her thoughts.

"Weiwei" Shu Ya called a friend who was far away abroad. She was in a mess at the moment, but she couldn't organize her thoughts.

"Miss, don't you check what time it is." The person on the other end of the phone rang with an obviously sleepy voice, "Speak quickly if you have something to do, and fart quickly, if it's not a big deal, you'll die for 5 minutes first Apologize."

Shu Ya didn't respond, she was obviously used to her, she frowned and said, "I feel very disturbed and irritable now."

"Feel chaotic and irritable?" Weiwei on the other end of the phone yawned and said, "What are you doing so carelessly?"

"I, I see that one person feels uncomfortable when they are in contact with another person, and I really want to separate them." Shu Ya whispered.

"What?!" There suddenly screamed over there, and Weiwei's head also woke up in an instant, and she said inconceivably, "Are you jealous?" Don't blame her for making a fuss. My friend, he just died before holding hands, and Shu Ya, who didn't respond when she saw her partner making out with other women, would be jealous because of others?

Shu Ya: "..."

jealous?Is this what jealousy feels like?But why should she be jealous?

"You won't fall in love with him, will you?" Weiwei asked cautiously, she still doesn't understand that she is so young?If you want to make her fall in love, it must be a huge project!

The author has something to say: The original idea of ​​this article comes from this song. Steady happiness, nice to hear, but also an enviable life, not too much, just a plain one is fine, There is a harbor when you are tired, and there is a space for people to rest.