Difficult office romance

Hearing Ke Ran's words, Cen Jing slightly dilated his pupils.

He thought Ke Ran would shirk, but he didn't expect Ke Ran to accept it so quickly.

Is it so frank?

The next second, he heard Ke Ran say, "You just did a lot of things wrong."

what?

Although he did do many things wrong, it is a good result that Ke Ran can accept his apology...

But why did Cen Jing suddenly suspect that this was a new routine?

Sure enough, Cen Jing heard Ke Ran follow up and said, "So you have to correct your attitude. You can't help me cover up the mistakes I made."

Why didn't he find Ke Ran so stubborn before.

"Okay, I also accept your apology." Cen Jing said, "But what's the point of us struggling with this now?"

Ke Ran was silent for a while before replying, "No breaking, no standing."

"From now on, let's look at the problems that happened in this relationship as objectively as possible, and don't cover up ourselves or the other party." Although he said that the word "objective" is somewhat untenable, but Ke Ran still seriously suggested to Cen Jing.

Cen Jing didn't rush to answer.

He took off his glasses slowly, wiped the lenses with the bed sheet, and put them back on the bridge of his nose.

He took out the phone from his coat pocket, clicked on the screen and confirmed that there were no unread messages, locked the screen again, and put it on the bedside table.

Then he looked at Ke Ran and said in the same serious tone, "Okay."

"So Cen Jing. You have to listen carefully to what I said about my apology. After listening, you can decide whether to forgive me or not." Ke Ran said.

"Okay." Cen Jing nodded.

How could I not forgive you.

"I admit, I was quite hypocritical during that time." Ke Ran took a deep breath and said, "I still don't know what the reason is, maybe it's because we were too smooth sailing together, maybe it was the dispute at work that made me feel You don't care about me anymore, and there may be other reasons I haven't thought of yet."

"This should be a very common reason, but it's not scientific at all. After all, there are not a few couples or even husbands and wives like our awkward period, and they also know what they did wrong." Cen Jing also seriously explored .

"However, it is unnecessary for us to find out the exact reason now." Ke Ran said.

"After all, this difficult problem has developed to have universal value." Cen Jing smiled wryly.

Ke Ran looked at Cen Jing and said: "Actually, looking back now, isn't it smooth sailing? Both the smooth sailing and the twists and turns of the relationship are worth cherishing, because what people should cherish is the 'feeling', not the front. attributive."

He even thinks that the smooth sailing relationship is more worthy of being cherished, and the harmony of mind has never been a high probability thing.

Ke Ran went on to say, "And it was only after I went to another team that I realized how good it is to have someone willing to spend time arguing with you at work. You are the best instructor."

Hope my gratitude doesn't come too late.

Ke Ran said to Cen Jing, and Cen Jing smiled back.

Taking a deep breath, Ke Ran said: "But at that time, I chose the most wrong way to solve the anxiety in my heart. I magnified and intensified conflicts to find a sense of existence and breakthroughs. Of course, losing my temper can relieve people's psychology in the short term. The pressure, so I mistakenly thought that I was looking for the right way. I don’t know how to control, and you just accept it, which leads to my intensification.”

"I have always accepted it, but in fact there is something wrong."

Cen Jing felt that it didn't feel good for Ke Ran to blame him for all his mistakes.

It was only after the separation that he realized that he couldn't feel the pain of another person.

If Ke Ran still couldn't feel his emotions during the time they were together, then although he felt that what he did was the best for the two of them, he still needed to make corrections.

From the second Ke Ran was hurt by his calmness, this is not an optimal solution.

"But it's your way of not hurting me."

What Cen Jing didn't expect was that Ke Ran agreed with him.

Can it be regarded as... the end of all hardships?

"Tell me honestly, can you really change your emotions or even your character for me?" Ke Ran asked seriously.

He knew it was not so easy to be "willing to come".

Cen Jing bowed his head and remained silent for a long time, but during the waiting time, Ke Ran did not feel panicked at all.

He knew that the longer he thought about it, the more truthful Cen Jing's answer would be.

All he wants is truth.

Finally, Cen Jing raised his head, and looked at Ke Ran with black eyes, with undisguised tenderness and firmness in his eyes.

Ke Ran rebuilt his confidence for him. He felt that compared to half a year ago, Ke Ran who was sitting in front of him at this moment must be able to understand him.

Ke Ran also stared fixedly at Cen Jing, the halo that once disappeared appeared behind him again, but the light outside the window had clearly dimmed.

Cen Jing knew that this was his own psychological effect, but he did not reject this slightly silly psychological effect.

He slowly expressed his true thoughts, "Over the years, my successes and failures have shaped my character, whether it is calm or mature, the reason you say you can't see my emotions is because I have developed Habit - I don't allow myself to be too excited. Maybe it's because I feel that being excited and emotional is naive." With a chuckle, Cen Jing continued, "I know that maybe I am prejudiced. Emotional is also a common character, and it is also Modeled, in many cases, direct expression of emotion can get better results. Like our dispute?"

"Yes—" Ke Ran lazily drew out the tone.

This is the first time I have talked about the previous dispute tonight, but the atmosphere is the most relaxed. Perhaps the temperature of the air conditioner was quietly raised by Cen Jing, but Ke Ran still felt a little warmth.

"But just like you can't change your impulsiveness, it's hard for me to change my calmness."

"understand."

"That's why I...that's why I said 'I can do anything' when we broke up, but it was my indiscriminate words." Cen Jing admitted.

"I've thought about this before." Cen Jing said, "You've been trying to break my calm, you said you thought of me losing control of my emotions, it seems that we can stand on the same level in this way. I've been thinking, you Is it my calmness or my pride that you want to break? The same height you want, do you want you to go up, or should I fall?"

The tense atmosphere came to an abrupt end.

Ke Ran was stunned.

Cen Jing was a little embarrassed and a little regretful.

He thought that Ke Ran had thought of these things, that's why he was so tolerant and peaceful and even accepted the few words he said before with a little bit of relief. Then Ke Ran, who he wanted to say next, could naturally think of it. .

However, the fact is that he seems to have made a very wrong decision.

At this point, a good defense attorney decides to keep his mouth shut.

But Ke Ran came back to his senses first, "It seems to be..."

Cen Jing was relieved after confirming that there was no negative emotion on Ke Ran's face.

"Did I want to take a shortcut back then?!" Ke Ran said incredulously, "How did I come up with this method? If I succeed...then our family's future is unimaginable...Argentina among humans?"

"Argentina?" Cen Jing wondered, what did Ke Ran think of?

"Regress from a developed country to a developing country."

"... Are you sure you didn't say this to the Argentine government?"

"...Don't worry, I can't even speak Spanish."

The two faced each other and nodded seriously, as serious as a meeting between the leaders of two countries.

One is wearing pajamas and the other is wrapped in a blanket. Now the leaders of the country can have a pajama party?

"Although I didn't think that much at the time." Ke Ran first got out of the role-playing and returned to the topic, "But it doesn't rule out the possibility that I have the kind of thought you said, and the more I think about it now , the more I feel that possibility is great."

He said, "When I broke up, I was thinking, I was so sad, why are you not sad? I even thought about this issue with resentment."

"I'm also having a hard time." Cen Jing frowned, and explained to Ke Ran in a panic for a while, "I was very sad when we broke up, and even for a long time afterwards. I just..." His expression Looking weak, "I just didn't show it..."

I didn't show it again.

Ke Ran stretched out his hand to wrap the blanket, stood up from the chair, slowly moved towards Cen Jing's direction, and finally squatted in front of Cen Jing.

Ke Ran stretched out his hand again. Although he didn't know what the other party wanted to do, Cen Jing still bent down in cooperation with his intuition.

Then he felt Ke Ran's warm palm pressed against his forehead, and his thumb was slowly gliding across his brow.

"Don't frown, that's just my momentary thought, I don't think so now. It's not that you didn't show your emotions." After seeing Cen Jing's expression improved, he said again: "This is what I want to say to you." Apologize for the second thing."

"Not only did I wrong you, but I also ignored you."

Although he was puzzled, Cen Jing didn't immediately ask Ke Ran what negligence meant, "You get up first."

He stretched out his arms and grabbed Ke Ran's shoulders, pulled Ke Ran up, and then pushed Ke Ran to the side of the bed to sit down, and the two faced each other sideways.

Ke Ran didn't refuse, and in order to sit comfortably, he even raised one foot and bent his knees on the bed.

"Why do you say you ignored me?" Cen Jing then asked.

"You clearly have so many small emotions, frowning is doubt or worry, dilated pupils are sad or unbelievable, bowing your head in silence is sad or thinking about countermeasures, turning your head to one side is embarrassment or holding back a smile, and after slightly raising your lips, you are still in a hurry. You may be pursing your lips because you want to laugh but feel that it's inappropriate...and you are looking at me with a little aloofness now, which is usually because you are shocked or moved."

Stretching out his hand and shaking it in front of Cen Jing, Ke Ran asked, "Which one is it?"

"All."

Cen Jing smiled, this time it was a very ordinary smile, and he could feel his happiness without any analysis.