Difficult office romance

Ke Ran admitted that his heart beat faster at the moment.

Cen Jing would not be able to control his emotions because of such a shallow reason, Ke Ran expressed his doubts: "And then? Do you have something to say to me?"

Cen Jing looked at Ke Ran, and two different emotions of hesitation and firmness gradually spread in his eyes.

After a long time, he nodded.

"Then just say it." Ke Ran breathed a sigh of relief for some reason.

"But your attitude just now really made me—" Cen Jing regretted halfway through speaking, and said again: "I didn't control it well just now, sorry."

"You can't stand my attitude just now, right? You must let me see your temper well?" Ke Ran looked at him amusedly and said.

Cen Jing seemed to have been hit, and he didn't know if it was because of the alcohol, his mood fluctuated a lot tonight, and it was even beyond his control just now.

Thinking back to himself just now, he felt a little regretful.

"Isn't this a complete way to vent your emotions?" Ke Ran's voice came.

Lighthearted, without anger.

Did I vent my emotions just now?

After losing his temper at Ke Ran uncontrollably, why didn't Ke Ran lose his temper?

No, he was also angry. He and Ke Ran had only experienced a serious conflict 2 minutes ago.

But now hearing such a relaxed sentence from Ke Ran, Cen Jing felt that this feeling seemed not bad.

Arguing and looking at each other is better than at least looking at each other calmly.

Cen Jing looked at Ke Ran. Ke Ran, who was sitting not far from him, seemed to have completely let go of his defenses. The light composed of street lamps, car lights and electronic display screens outside the window hit Ke Ran's body, coating him with A soft outline, like the effect after feathering.

Cen Jing felt that he had found his little sun again in the middle of the night.

No longer glaring, only the warm little sun.

Well, it is Little Sun version 2.0.

Cen Jing made a definition in his heart.

It may be that he is not sober after drinking, it may be that it is too cold in winter, or it may be that the dust floating in the air has an illusion effect. At this moment, Cen Jing seemed to be bewitched, and walked forward in two steps, hugging Ke Ran tightly .

It was Ke Ran who was confused by the sudden hug.

Thinking back, he didn't say anything strange just now.

Cen Jing was still immersed in the hug, and even took a deep breath from the side of Ke Ran's neck.

Ke Ran was shocked, a numb feeling crawled all over his body along his neck, and goosebumps were sending out a strong warning.

With a calm tone, he reminded, "Cen Jing, what are you doing?"

Cen Jing woke up instantly, he quickly let go of Ke Ran, and sat back on the bed.

With the completion of this set of movements, Cen Jing also made a decision in his heart.

The hug just now felt so good. In less than ten seconds, Cen Jing felt that he was completely filled.

I am "Que Ke Ran", he thought.

I don't want to wait any longer, no matter whether Ke Ran thinks he is forcing people or not, Cen Jing wants to do everything possible to keep Little Sun 2.0.

After being quiet for a while, Cen Jing spoke.

"Koran."

"Ok?"

"There's a lot I'm doing wrong."

"What did you say?" Ke Ran frowned and looked at Cen Jing.

"In our previous relationship, I didn't give you enough sense of security. I thought my calmness in love was good for you. I thought that emotional disputes were the product of impulsiveness, so I put it aside, I Ignore. I can suppress my emotions, but I don't realize that you may not be able to."

"What do you want to say?" Ke Ran was at a loss.

"I'm reviewing." Cen Jing pushed his glasses.

"Ah?" Review what?Am I the Dean of Students?

"Then I hope that you can come back to me after I finish my review."

After finishing speaking, Cen Jing clasped his hands tightly, put his elbows on his knees for support, and looked at Ke Ran steadfastly.

Wait, how did it get to this point? !

Koran opened his eyes wide.

Why did you say this all of a sudden!

Although I am also worried about why you haven't raised this question recently!

……

How about taking advantage of the situation and agreeing?

Ke Ran stopped the "yes" he was about to say.

He came here tonight to talk about serious business. Although he gave up a dozen or twenty minutes ago, it doesn't mean that he can't make up his mind now.

"Cen Jing, I heard your self-criticism just now."

First, respond positively.

"I'm very happy that you can reflect so much for what I want."

Second, we must have a correct attitude.

"But I don't want to come back to you based on your self-criticism."

Finally, make a point.

Although this view does not sound clear at all.

After Cen Jing listened to Ke Ran's three separate sentences, his movements did not change, but his eyes moved away.

He thought the result would be different this time.

Ke Ran, who came over immediately after receiving his call tonight, gave him a great impulse. Although there was a quarrel later, Ke Ran's relaxed tone gave him confidence again after the quarrel.

He expressed his emotions. Didn't Ke Ran accept the emotions he expressed just now?

Although he didn't know how to express his emotions, wouldn't it be good to speak out?

He thought it was a good sign, and Ke Ran realized it, so Ke Ran said that sentence so easily.

So is it all his self-indulgence?

Although he tried his best to control it, Cen Jing still inevitably revealed his frustration.

Is it because he hasn't had time to adapt to his original rhythm after the small emotional outburst just now, Cen Jing sighed exhaustedly facing the wall, unable to express himself.

After being discouraged, he couldn't control it anymore, and sighs kept slipping from Cen Jing's lightly opened lips.

Seeing Cen Jing like this, Ke Ran couldn't bear it anymore, why he tried to avoid it as much as possible, he was still hurting Cen Jing.

Say a few words, what do you say quickly, Ke Ran kept saying to himself in his heart.

But when I opened my mouth, it seemed like I couldn't make a sound, and my brain went blank.

Why don't you just go up and give Cen Jing a hug, or a kiss, or even a deep touching, as long as Cen Jing can stop sighing.

As long as Cen Jing no longer uncontrollably let the sense of powerlessness ravage the entire room.

While Ke Ran was thinking like this, Cen Jing spoke, his voice was very low, and there was something magnetic about it, "I'm going to the living room."

Hearing it, Ke Ran felt harsh in his ears.

"The living room is cold."

Can't stand being together anymore?

Rather than letting Cen Jing go out and stay for him, it is better for him to go home directly.

Do you just give up on the matter that you finally made up your mind to?

"I'm going to smoke a cigarette and I'll be back soon." Cen Jing said.

Oh.

Well, then I won't give up.

For the first time, Cen Jing smoked two cigarettes in just 5 minutes.

It was very hard to put out the cigarette butt twice.

It didn't take long, but he felt that the lights outside the window were extinguished a lot at this moment, leaving only the street lights reflecting on the ground, which made people feel lonely.

Not to mention warmth.

Ten minutes later, when Cen Jing returned to the bedroom again, Ke Ran's mood gradually calmed down.

"Anyway, it's still a bit late, so let's stay here." Cen Jing said as he walked in.

After finishing speaking, as if afraid of Ke Ran's misunderstanding, he added, "I'll go clean up the guest room."

Cen Jing finally officially admitted that he had a "guest room". Thinking of the reason for the admission, both of them felt a little sad.

Ke Ran's hands hanging on both sides of his thighs unconsciously tightened his pants.

Cen Jing shouldn't be like this, he looked deeply at Cen Jing.

This kind of loneliness, even with some unconfident emotions, shouldn't appear in Cen Jing.

"Let's talk about it." Without directly expressing his opinion on Cen Jing's words, Ke Ran spoke.

"it is good."

Cen Jing sat back on the bed.

More than 20 minutes ago, he tried to "force" Ke Ran, but obviously he failed.

Tonight's suggestion, whether Ke Ran accepts it or not, he can't use his words to influence it.

Cen Jing handed Ke Ran a blanket that he brought from Sofa Mountain just now, and Ke Ran obediently covered himself without asking the reason.

Cen Jing finally sat down, looked at Ke Ran, and motioned for Ke Ran to speak.

Ke Ran's expression was a bit serious, and he didn't know what to say, but it was definitely not what he wanted to hear.

Then Cen Jing heard Ke Ran's inexplicable sentence——

"sorry."

"what?"

Why did Ke Ran say sorry?

Are you apologizing for rejecting him?

unnecessary.

And it's often more uncomfortable to add a sentence of sorry at this time, right?

I'm sorry, you are a good man.

I'm sorry, but I still can't fall in love with you.

I'm sorry, there's nothing more possible between us.

……some type of.

It sounds pitiful, but it is alienated and cruel.

But Ke Ran thought that Cen Jing didn't hear clearly, so he slightly increased the volume and slowed down his speaking speed, as if he had made up his mind, he repeated seriously: "I'm sorry."

Cen Jing exhaled lightly, and said, "No need, there is no need to say sorry for what you said just now."

"Ah?" Ke Ran's expression was obviously stunned for a second, and then he quickly understood, "Oh."

"I'm not apologizing for what I just said," Ke Ran said.

Then why are you apologizing for no reason?

Did something happen?

Or is it--

I'm sorry, did I fall in love with someone else?

Before Cen Jing could ask his doubts, he heard Ke Ran say: "I'm apologizing for what I did during that time, after being with you and before breaking up with you."

Why is everyone starting to reflect on themselves tonight? Is this some kind of review meeting?

Cen Jing thought with a wry smile in his heart.

"No, you haven't done anything to apologize for before."

Ke Ran's sudden apology made it difficult for him to understand for a while, but Cen Jing still said so.

Even he used to complain more or less about Ke Ran's cruelty, childishness, and vexatiousness.

But he didn't care about anything, as long as Ke Ran was willing to return to him, he was willing and willing to try to accept these shortcomings of Ke Ran.

It's a pity that these pleasures are useless.

I still can't get you back.

Cen Jing said: "It's me who should apologize, I have done a lot of things wrong. You are right, a mature person may not be able to maturely manage a relationship—"

Before Cen Jing finished speaking, Ke Ran said, "I accept your apology."