Want to Ascend? Then Fall in Love

Xinyu is unfamiliar to Shen Qingxian.

For a very long time, he thought that he would never step into this place in his life.

Thinking about it now, maybe the self before the amnesia gave a hint to myself, and rejected it because of fear.

Of course now he likes this place very much, and he likes the people around him even more.

Gu Jianshen, who was in a state of mind, didn't know what Shen Qingxian was thinking, he couldn't help but want to look at him, and there was an inexplicable familiarity when looking at him.

Although you are old, your demeanor will not change.Even if the skin loses its luster, even if the eyes are not so bright, even if the wrinkles creep up the corners of the eyes, the beautiful outline, elegant posture, and faint smile at the corners of the lips all outline the magnificence of youth.

What's more, in the cultivation world, age has never been a problem.

It must be some kind of accident to grow old like this.

Gu Jianshen asked him, "Did something happen to you?"

Shen Qingxian thought for a while and said: "The mentality of my practice is very strange, it makes people not be emotional."

Gu Jian was taken aback for a moment, and asked, "Did you fall in love with someone?" It was strange, but there was a bit of bitterness in his mouth when he said that.

Shen Qingxian glanced at him, then lowered his head and laughed again: "Yeah, falling in love with someone, falling in love to the point of passion, falling in love to the point of being backlashed by the way of the mind, has made this ghostly appearance."

Gu Jianshen looked at him, his heart felt as if it was tightly clenched by a hand, and there was an indescribable suffocating pain.

He frowned and said, "You suffered backlash because of him, what about others?"

Shen Qingxian didn't make a sound.

Seeing that the suffocation in his deep chest turned into nameless anger again, he said, "Could it be that he abandoned you?"

This time, Shen Qingxian didn't have time to speak, so Gu Jianshen said angrily again: "How can such a wolf-hearted person deserve your affection!"

Shen Qingxian laughed inwardly... Is it okay to scold myself like this, Comrade Gu Dashen!

Of course he didn't smile on his face, Shen Qingxian shook his head and said: "No."

Gu Jianshen didn't know why he was so angry, the strange thing was that he still felt very unwilling.

Why did he fall in love with such a person who abandoned him, why did he fall in love with such a person who abandoned him, why did he end up like this for such an unworthy person?

These thoughts lingered in his mind and occupied his heart, but after thinking about it carefully, Gu Jianshen felt that he was too inexplicable.

Meeting by chance, a few words, where did he get these thoughts?

Maybe it's because of resentment... Anyone who faces such an injustice will feel resentful.

Shen Qingxian paused and said: "I left him, I have no choice but to leave him."

When he said this, Gu Jian was stunned, and then he felt an indescribable pain, as if someone had planted poisonous seeds in his blood a long time ago, and now they were awakened, like thorns. Like crazy vines, it tightened his internal organs.

Gu Jianshen said, "You...don't want him to see you like this?"

Shen Qingxian said: "Well, I hope to keep my best time in his heart."

You look good now too... Of course Gu Jianshen didn't say anything.

Shen Qingxian said again: "I want to leave him, and I want to forget him, after all, we can't be together."

Gu Jian's thin lips moved, but he didn't say anything.

Shen Qingxian didn't speak again, the two of them sat quietly like this, looking at the big orange-yellow wheat waves in front of them.

Shen Qingxian said: "It's really beautiful here."

Gu Jianshen said, "It's also my first time here."

Shen Qingxian smiled and said, "Thank you for bringing me here, and thank you for sitting with me for so long."

Gu Jianshen knew that he was going to leave, so he couldn't help saying: "Forget about him, so that your mind can stop regurgitating, you can continue to practice, you can..."

"I can't forget him myself, but..." Shen Qingxian said in a low voice, "My master will help me seal up the memory related to him."

Gu Jianshen was obviously relieved: "That's fine, after all, we have to look forward."

Shen Qingxian glanced at him again, and said slowly: "I'm leaving."

Gu Jianshen said, "Can we meet again in the future?"

Shen Qingxian lowered her eyes and said, "I will practice in seclusion. If there is a chance, we can meet."

When we were about to part, Gu Jianshen still asked, "What's your name?"

Shen Qingxian looked at him, starlight seemed to rise in his gray eyes, he said softly: "I wrote a note and put it under the leaves, you can open it after I leave."

Gu Jian's heart twitched, and he asked him again: "Have we never met?"

Shen Qingxian said: "...Instead of asking about the past, it's better to look forward."

After saying this, Shen Qingxian left.

Gu Jianshen found the small note, the handwriting on it was clean and elegant, and it was simple and clear.

--goodbye.

——Shen Qingxian.

Just five words, only one sentence and one name.

Gu Jian stared deeply at the words Shen Qingxian, and gripped the paper tightly.

He is the arrogance of Wanfazong, the Daoist Lianhua of the Dao of Heaven.

After walking a little far, Shen Qingxian said to Gu Jianshen who was outside his heart: "Send me to become a saint."

Gu Jianshen: "..."

Shen Qingxian said softly: "Hurry up, I want to see what will happen."

They cannot change the past, but they can simulate another possibility through the illusion.

Shen Qingxian wanted to see it.

Gu Jian sighed deeply, and followed his wish: "Okay."

A few years after he sent Shen Qingxian to his state of mind, that is when Shen Qingxian became a saint.

Shen Qingxian only felt his body fall, and then his tiredness disappeared, and his body was as light as a swallow.

After being sanctified, the body is indeed much more comfortable.

As soon as he left the customs, countless people came to congratulate him.

Seeing Yan Tianrui and Seventh Senior Brother again, Shen Qingxian was very emotional. He said to Gu Jianshen, "Thanks to you." Otherwise, these senior brothers would have died in vain in that battle.

Although the senior brothers also died one after another after 5000 years, as a monk, ending in the Dao of Cultivation can be regarded as a fulfilling life.

And Gu Jianshen saved the entire Wanfa sect.

If Gu Jianshen hadn't saved these people and protected the entire Wanfazong, the consequences would have been disastrous.

Perhaps Shen Qingxian's master would have a knot in his heart because of this, and he would not be able to ascend to the ascension; maybe the Heavenly Dao Society would decline, and there would be no leader; maybe even the six Heavenly Dao sects would cease to exist.

More importantly, Gu Jianshen left Shen Qingxian with thousands of years of warmth.

Even though Shen Qingxian didn't want to accept anyone anymore at that time, there was still a warm sun around him.

Just like a frozen person, it is quite different to be thrown into the eternal cold and surrounded by warm flames.

When Shen Qingxian thought about it like this, he felt that his chest was filled with longing, and he said, "I'm going to find you!"

He believed that Gu Jianshen was waiting for him.

Even if I can't remember anything, no matter what I can't find the lost memory, even if they have no choice but to separate.

But as long as we meet--

"Light clouds cover the moon, and the wind returns to snow."

Gu Jian, who was in a state of mind, looked at him in a daze and murmured softly.

When Shen Qingxian heard what he wanted to hear the most, he rolled his eyes with a smile, and was about to approach him.

A strong pulling force came over, and Shen Qingxian left the state of mind.

Suddenly returning to reality, he still hasn't recovered.

Immediately afterwards, a fiery kiss came. Although Shen Qingxian was annoyed at him for pulling him out, his body could not refuse.

Gu Jianshen clasped the back of his head hard, kissing him until he was out of breath.

When she could catch her breath, Shen Qingxian glared at him: "I don't want to come out yet."

Gu Jianshen fished him over, kissed his fair neck and said, "Why, what else do you want to do with him?"

Shen Qingxian was stunned for a while, and after a while, he came back to his senses, and said, "Are you right? Isn't that you?"

As the God of jealousy, Mr. Gu deserves his name: "You can still eat your own vinegar."

Shen Qingxian was amused by him and laughed out loud: "You are not ashamed!"

Gu Jianshen was already picking up people's clothes: "It's okay to be ashamed, I can't lose you."

These words made Shen Qingxian's heart soften, and he didn't resist much at first, but now he was pandering.

Gu Jianshen didn't care about the foreplay anymore, he just wanted to want him well, hug him well, and love him well.

The sweetness of the two of them can be described as hearty.

After it was over, Shen Qingxian said: "I haven't talked enough with you yet." He only listened to what he wanted to hear the most, and he hadn't been able to say anything to Gu Jianshen yet.

Gu Jianshen said, "I'll tell you what you want to hear."

Shen Qingxian believed in his evil!He pressed Hu Lai's hand and said, "Who wants to talk to you, an old rascal!"

Old Gu, who had completely let go of the burden of "sanctification", pressed forward and said, "Let's not talk about it, let's continue to do it."

"Eh..." Shen Qingxian wanted to push him, but this guy really made a fuss, how could he push him away.

Later, Gu Jianshen still said a lot...

While keeping his waist down, he whispered a lot into Shen Qingxian's ear.

How could Shen Qingxian understand?But in fact, there's no need to listen too clearly... He knew what Gu Jianshen would say to him, and Gu Jianshen also knew what he wanted to hear.

They have said those words many times, and every time, they stabbed into their hearts word by word.

He loves to hear it because he loves him.

He will say, because he loves him more.

No matter what happened in the past, fortunately, they are hugging each other tightly now.

In fact, Shen Qingxian is very clear that the last state of mind cannot exist, it is a real illusion.

Even if he went to find Gu Jianshen back then and had such a talk with him, they would never meet again after sanctification.

Because it is impossible for him to be holy.

Just forgetting Gu Jianshen is not enough, what really pushes Feng Xinjue to the peak is desperate love.

At that time, Shen Qingxian was really disappointed in this relationship, she really felt that she had paid for it wrongly, and she was really afraid of this gorgeous but destructive "love".

This is the root of his sanctification, not simply forgetting Gu Jianshen.

If it was enough to forget, then how could they have missed it for so long?

When the two hugged each other intimately, Gu Jianshen said, "I'm sorry for making you so sad."

He saw everything that happened in Xinjing, Shen Qingxian's despair after hearing those words, his despair to the point of destroying the gold and silver nest with his own hands, and the look of despair when he was found by Daoist Shangxin.

He saw it all, and just thinking about it for a while made him feel his heart was smashed.

The person who held it in the palm of his hand, held it in his mouth, and put it on the apex of his heart actually suffered such pain. Gu Jianshen only wished that everything would be imposed on him a hundred times and a thousand times, instead of letting Shen Qingxian feel the slightest bit.

Shen Qingxian was very annoyed and said, "My gold and silver den!"

After his memory was sealed back then, his master said to him like this: "Indulging in vulgar things all day long, not concentrating on cultivation, I have already set your cave on fire, and I will stay here on Wanxiu Mountain from now on. If you are not a saint, don't go down the mountain! "

That's why Shen Qingxian decided that it was his master who destroyed his gold and silver nest. Once he recognized it, it was thousands of years old!

Gu Jianshen kissed him and said, "I will decorate the Ideal Palace like..."

Before he finished speaking, Shen Qingxian suddenly turned to look at him: "Speaking of which, the golden Bululu you promised to make for me!"

Gu Jianshen: "!"

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