Want to Ascend? Then Fall in Love

Both of them remembered everything. In fact, Shen Qingxian could return to reality, return to Gu Jianshen's side, kiss and hug him well, and talk to him well.

But he didn't go out. He not only wanted to see Gu Jianshen at this time, but also wanted to find him.

The regrets of thousands of years ago have already come true, and changing the state of mind cannot change the reality.

But how can there be such a big difference between state of mind and reality?

After all, it is a regret. Instead of letting it go like this, it is better to change it so that you can recall something different when you recall it again, so that the regret is not so regretful, and the loss is not so lost.

Gu Jianshen, who was out of his mind, said, "Come out."

Shen Qingxian said: "Wait."

Gu Jianshen: "..."

Shen Qingxian said softly: "Let me see you again."

Gu Jianshen didn't make another sound.

Shen Qingxian took this step, following the footsteps in his memory, walking towards his heart.

In his state of mind, he was still suffering from Feng Xinjue's backlash, just like back then, he got older every step of the way, his skin lost its luster, his body became more and more tired, and everything in front of him became blurred and gray.

Back then, he was so courageous, uneasy, and disbelieving, probably related to his old body.

After becoming like this overnight, how can I have the nerve to meet my lover who is in full bloom?

Looking at it from a distance, and hearing such words again, how can I have the courage to ask questions again?

The fear that had accumulated to the extreme finally collapsed completely because of the sentence "I have never seen it before", which knocked him down.

People with stubborn personalities have such shortcomings. They can be fearless for what they believe in, they can go forward bravely, and they can be desperate.

But those who are too strong are easy to break. Once the faith collapses, everything that was abandoned before will swarm in, mocking, satirizing, and eroding him.

People who were so brave and fearless suddenly became the most vulnerable cowards.

Unable to take a single step, unable to say a word, he could only return to his own territory, licking his wounds decadently and in vain.

Shen Qingxian followed Lan Fuguo down and found the little white dumpling that had been discarded.

The glutinous rice balls in the third realm are innocent and innocent, they don't understand the human heart or the world, they live happily in their own small world.

Coming to this strange world, this little white glutinous rice ball is at a loss, but fortunately, there are two people he knows.

But soon one of them left, and the other left too. The helpless little group looked at the countless humans, completely at a loss as to what to do.

This is not its world, this is not its kind, the only two people it is familiar with have left it.

What should it do?

Shen Qingxian held it up in distress: "Okay, okay, it's okay."

Although he knew that this was just Xiao Xia Ting in his mind, Shen Qingxian was filled with guilt when he thought of what the child had suffered with them.

He couldn't remember these anymore, and later took Xia Ting as his apprentice, although he was kind to him, but he was always a little cold.

Xia Ting is no longer this helpless and weak look, he also locked up his whole heart, although he taught him earnestly and gave him the best, but after all it is different from the beginning.

Shen Qingxian sighed lightly, and said in a low voice: "I have wronged you."

Xiaotuanzi's mind had just opened up, he only knew that he saw familiar people, only knew that those who had left would come back, so it clung to him tightly, afraid that he would dislike him, and also afraid that he would leave again, so he just whimpered uncomfortably.

Shen Qingxian didn't notice this back then, but now he knows.

"Cry." Shen Qingxian coaxed it, "It's okay to cry."

In the end, he was just a child, a very small child, and when he heard him say this, his suppressed anxiety and fear broke out completely.

It clung to Shen Qingxian's palm, crying loudly.

Shen Qingxian's gaze was extremely gentle: "Don't be afraid, everything is over."

Comforting Xiaotuanzi, Shen Qingxian took it into the Xinghai together, walked past Luanjin, and came to the Heart Domain.

Along the way, he has become an octogenarian.

At that time, Shen Qingxian didn't dare to look at him, but at this moment, Shen Qingxian took a serious look.

It doesn't look good when you're old, no matter what.

Whether it is a human being or an animal or even a plant, when they are old, they will look like a person to shy away from.

Shen Qingxian looked at herself in the water mirror fixedly, without blinking her eyes.

At this moment, Gu Jianshen, who was out of his mind, said, "It's very beautiful."

Shen Qingxian was amused by him: "You're taking a big joke."

Gu Jianshen said: "No matter what you look like, you will always look good."

Shen Qingxian said: "Sweet talk."

Gu Jianshen didn't say anything more.

Shen Qingxian jokingly said: "I'll go to the banquet to find you later like this, do you think you will let someone kick me out?"

Gu Jianshen said, "No."

Shen Qingxian said: "It's okay, I won't be angry if I get kicked out, after all, you have already forgotten me, and I have become like this again."

Although they forgot about each other many times and fell in love again many times, but every time they reunited, he was the prettiest person, and he had a certain amount of capital to make Gu Jianshen fall in love again, but now he looks like...

Shen Qingxian actually didn't want to meet Gu Jianshen in this appearance. When the banquet was about to start, he would ask Gu Jianshen, who was out of his mind, to help him. Anyway, it was already like this, so it would not be difficult for him to make him younger .

He wanted to send warmth to Gu Jianshen in his heart, not to scare him.

But he didn't mention it now, mainly because he wanted to take a good look at himself at this time, walk this road again, and free himself from this anxiety.

It's all over and there's nothing to be afraid of.

Shen Qingxian was good at accompanying Xiao Tuanzi, and when he thought of the Tuanzi shyly following him back then, he felt very distressed, and couldn't help but want to make it up.

In fact, Shen Qingxian was just making up for the regrets in his heart, the real Xia Ting didn't have these memories.

But back to reality, he will treat them well.

Once he has untied his heart and regained his feelings, he will become a better master and give them real care and love.

Shen Qingxian wandered casually in his mind, waiting for the chance to meet Gu Jianshen.

It stands to reason that he should have waited until the banquet started, and then mixed into the crowd to meet him like he did back then.

But this time...

He just went to buy a Qiankun bag to coax the dumplings, but when he went out, he saw a man in red.

Shen Qingxian: "!" He hurriedly asked Gu Jianshen who was outside his mind: "What's going on?"

Gu Jianshen, who was out of his mind, answered the question irrelevantly: "No matter what you become, I will recognize you."

Shen Qingxian's heart trembled, and when he turned his head, he found that Gu Jianshen in his heart was looking at him.

Coincidentally, Shen Qingxian was hit by someone because he was in a daze. He is in such a mess now, how can he stand it?Immediately will fall.

Gu Jianshen's eyes were quick and his hands were quick, and he suddenly supported him: "Be careful."

Shen Qingxian: "..." Okay, so embarrassing!He lowered his head almost instinctively.

Some people around recognized Gu Jianshen, and they exclaimed, "Saint Jiuyuan!"

Gu Jianshen had already held Shen Qingxian's hand, and said in a low voice, "There are a lot of people here, let's change to another place."

After the words fell, he had already led Shen Qingxian away from the noisy crowd.

However, being taken along on a journey, Shen Qingxian panted slightly, it was really "it's useless to be old".

Gu Jianshen carefully placed him on a soft couch: "Sorry, I didn't hurt you, did I?"

Shen Qingxian shook his head.

Gu Jianshen looked at him for a while, and finally said, "We... have we met before?"

Shen Qingxian clenched his hands violently, and he asked Gu Jianshen who was outside his mind: "Are you manipulating him?"

Gu Jianshen said: "I can only bring him in front of you, nothing else can interfere."

Shen Qingxian's heart trembled, and he whispered: "Do you know that I won't go to see you like this?"

Gu Jianshen said, "Don't be afraid, no matter what you become, as long as you come to me and let me see you, I will never let you go."

Shen Qingxian's chest was instantly filled with soft honey, and he couldn't help but say: "Bastard!"

Gu Jianshen still saw through, and he saw through his thoughts...

Shen Qingxian refused to leave the state of mind, and wanted to see Gu Jianshen in the state of mind again. Of course, he felt that it was a pity for the two of them to miss each other so much, and wanted to make up for it here.But in fact he has a knot of his own.

He didn't want to see Gu Jianshen like this because he felt that if Gu Jianshen saw him like this, he would be treated indifferently, and he wouldn't take a second look at him.

The phrase "light clouds cover the moon, and the flowing wind returns to the snow" does not refer to the old man in front of him.

Obviously, Gu Jianshen saw Shen Qingxian's concerns, so he brought Gu Jianshen in front of him, and let them meet like this.

No matter how many words, it is better to witness with actions.

——No matter what you become, you are always beautiful.

This is not a sweet talk, but his true heart.

Although he forgot him and every little thing they got along with, he couldn't forget his love for him.

Memory can be erased, but the emotion imprinted on the soul is vivid.

Time after time, constantly stacking and accumulating, it seems to be love at first sight, but in fact it has long been unforgettable.

Shen Qingxian smiled sincerely, and asked Gu Jianshen who was outside his heart: "Aren't you afraid that you despise me?"

Gu Jianshen said: "No, I know myself."

Shen Qingxian found it quite interesting, and he said, "Then let me see, what will you do when faced with me like this."

Gu Jianshen, who was out of his mind, didn't say anything.

Shen Qingxian glanced at Gu Jianshen in front of him, and said softly, "We've never met before."

"Really?" Gu Jianshen said, "I always feel very familiar."

Shen Qingxian said: "You are so young, I am so..."

"You can't say that," Gu Jianshen said, "Maybe I'm much older than you."

It's a pity, you are younger than me!Hey... Shen Qingxian remembered that Gu Jianshen really didn't seem to be younger than him, the one-year age difference was forced on him by him!

Shen Qingxian pulled back her thoughts with a guilty conscience, and decided to keep this little secret forever.

Gu Jianshen sized him up for a while and said, "I'm not proficient in medical skills, but it seems that your spiritual field is blocked, is it because of the backlash of your mind?"

Shen Qingxian: "..."

Gu Jianshen said again: "My father is proficient in medical skills. If you don't mind, I'll take you to show him, okay?"

Shen Qingxian looked up at him, and asked him again: "Don't you really think I'm scary like this?"

Gu Jianshen didn't dodge his eyes in the slightest. He looked at Shen Qingxian for a long time, and then said with a little embarrassment: "I think...you must be extremely beautiful when you are young."

Shen Qingxian was poked by his appearance, and hit his heart hard.

He smiled, a shallow but comfortable smile appeared on his aged face.

Shen Qingxian said slowly: "Can you sit with me for a while?"

Gu Jianshen didn't understand, so he asked, "What?"

Shen Qingxian said: "Just sit for a while."

Gu Jian had doubts in his deep eyes again: "We knew each other before, right?"

Yes... I know it, I have known it many times.