Turn around

Lin Sen graduated from junior high school with excellent grades, plus a golden passing certificate for piano, and was admitted to a provincial key high school.Although it's not too far from home, the school wants students to spend all their time studying. It is recommended that students live on campus, whether they live in the city or in the surrounding areas.Lin Sen really wanted to experience the independent life of living in school, and his parents also supported him, but Lin Sen didn't expect that Si Lan, who had always been on his side, jumped out and strongly opposed it.

Si Lan is one and a half years younger than Lin Sen, so he is naturally one grade lower than Lin Sen. In the past, he studied consecutively in the same school for primary and junior high schools, so the difference of one year does not matter. But now, if Lin Sen lives in the school, he is one grade lower Si Lan can only see him twice a month.

Si Lan didn't explain to Lin Sen the reason why he didn't want him to live in school. Lin Sen and his parents only thought that they had a good relationship with each other. Oh, it's not that I come back twice a month.Who knew that Si Lan, who had never been very clingy to Lin Sen, was extremely stubborn, and in the end was forced to cry and begged Lin Sen to wait for a year, and after a year, the two of them would live in school together.It was rare for Lin Sen to see Si Lan in such a hurry that he couldn't care less about living in school, so he immediately put his arms around Si Lan's shoulders and patted his chest to promise that he would never live in school.

It was also at that moment that Lin Sen saw Si Lan wipe away his tears and raised his head to smile at him. There were still tears on Si Lan's face, pearls shone in his eyes, and with a wet smile, Si Lan said to Lin Sen: "Lin Sen, thank you."

A place in Lin Sen's heart was inexplicably arched, as if something had been buried, and it was about to break out of the ground.

The next day, Lin Sen handed in the application for day study without hesitation, but Lin Sen thought twice about the reason for the day study, and wrote "the piano room at home is well-equipped and convenient for practicing piano".

Si Lan's high school entrance examination scores were not as good as his family had imagined, and he narrowly passed the key score line. However, the bald old principal smiled with a stack of award certificates for paintings.Originally, if Si Lan applied for a special student in the art class, let alone he passed the high school entrance examination, with these certificates to support him, even the principal would need a zero score in the high school entrance examination.The old headmaster's decades of educational experience told him that generally students with good literature and art scores are in a mess. Last year, Lin Sen was only a special case, and he would not find a second one even with a lantern. In the end, there was another one this year. Si Lan, the headmaster only thought that he had found a treasure, and wished to confess them.Later, when I read Si Lan's information, I found out that Lin Sen and Si Lan were actually brothers. The principal hurriedly invited the Lin family's father to the school. His father's face was flushed with praise, and he immediately agreed to speak as a representative at the freshmen's parent meeting, talking about his own education. child's experience.Lin Sen and Si Lan were taken as exhibits for public display.Lin Sen was so embarrassed that he wanted to put his head in his crotch, but Si Lan, who was always indifferent, was uncharacteristically standing beside Lin Sen, smiling gracefully and noblely into the thousands of eyes of the new students and their parents.When Lin Sen saw Si Lan's appearance, he was unwilling to be outdone, and immediately gritted his teeth and went all out, thinking, "Look, look, see enough, no one is afraid of anyone!"

That day, the smiles of these two boys stained the hearts of countless young girls, and even Papa Lin suddenly realized that his two sons had turned out to be so handsome.

After that day, Si Lan secretly asked a freshman for a photo she took that day standing with Lin Sen. The girl hurriedly agreed, but Si Lan just smiled at the photo and solemnly put it in his wallet. in the mezzanine.Many years later, Lin Sen also saw this photo, and realized that at that time, when both of them were only sixteen or seventeen years old, the way he and Si Lan smiled side by side already had the feeling of being old forever.

Although Si Lan had just passed the mark in the senior high school entrance examination, his grades in high school were unexpectedly good, and Lin Sen couldn't keep up with him in his first year of high school.Teachers and classmates were surprised and surprised. Some said that he made up his mind to pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger during the senior high school entrance examination. A grade is skipped as soon as the final test is passed.He didn't want to stay with Lin Sen for another year. When Lin Sen went to college, it would be useless for him to cry any more.

Si Lan never told Lin Sen and his parents about the grade skipping. It wasn't until the day before the grade skipping test that Si Lan knew she was 100% sure, so she called home to inform the elders.The two parents knew very well that their children only knew how to advance and retreat, so they naturally had no objection to Si Lan's decision, and they passed after a few instructions.Then, Si Lan excitedly ran to Lin Sen's class and handed him over, saying, "Lin Sen, I'm going to take the skipping exam tomorrow, and if there are no accidents, I will definitely pass."

Lin Sen was surprised for a second, and asked, "Why skip a grade?"

"Nonsense!" Si Lan rolled his eyes and said, "Of course I go to college with you."

Lin Sen was naturally very happy, and said, "Okay, then you have to take the test tomorrow." After a pause, Lin Sen smiled mysteriously, leaned into Si Lan's ear and said, "It just so happens that on the weekend you finished the test, I will I'll take you to meet my girlfriend, I just got married, don't tell my parents..."

"I'll take you to meet my girlfriend..."

"I'll take you to meet my girlfriend..."

"My girlfriend..."

Si Lan heard herself answering in a surprised voice: "Okay!" Then she smiled joyously like a red lantern in the New Year, and said goodbye to Lin Sen. When she turned around, her face turned cold. "Plum blossoms fall in May in Jiangcheng", Si Lan thought that May can really be this cold.

After sitting in the corner of the campus for two hours, Si Lan called home, and it was Si's mother who answered the phone.As soon as he heard his mother's gentle voice, Si Lan's tears flowed down his face, but his voice was still steady, and he said to his mother lightly: "Mom, I decided not to go to the grade skipping thing I mentioned just now." I passed the exam." Mama Si was taken aback, asked the reason, and gave the microphone to Papa Lin who happened to be at home.Si Lan tried her best to control her voice, and said, "Dad, I'm sorry, I suddenly want to play for another year, and I don't want to go to college so early, let me be lazy for a while." Father Lin asked strangely: "No one is forcing you Skip a grade, didn’t you say you wanted to be in the same class as your brother?” Si Lan said, “I’m sorry again, Dad, I really don’t want to take the exam tomorrow.” Father Lin pondered for a while, then asked, “Si Lan, what happened? Something's wrong, tell me the truth?" Si Lan felt that he was about to lose his hold, so he said in a hurry that nothing was wrong, and hung up the phone.There were tears on the phone, and Si Lan wiped them away with his sleeve.It was the first time after two years that Si Lan shed tears again.

On the weekend, Lin Sen sent a text message to Si Lan, asking Si Lan to wait for him at the entrance of the coffee shop in the pedestrian street. Since Si Lan passed the high school entrance examination, the two began to live on campus. Lin Sen had to wait for his girlfriend first, and then go there together.Si Lan replied a "OK" text message, then dressed carefully, packed up her things and left the school.

Lin Sen held his girlfriend's hand, saw Si Lan standing quietly at the door of the coffee shop across the road, saw Lin Sen and the others, Si Lan smiled from a distance, and waved: "Brother!"

Lin Sen froze for a moment, then froze in place for a moment, Si Lan's mask-like smiling face went straight into his heart.The girl gave him a strange look, Lin Sen came back to his senses, smiled at the girl, and walked towards the coffee shop.

"Si Lan, why don't you go in, it's a hot day..."

Si Lan smiled and said, "It smells strong inside, brother, you know I don't like the smell of coffee."

Lin Sen froze again, because he completely forgot that Si Lan hated coffee, and just smelling it could cause insomnia all night, so he set the place at the coffee shop just to cater to his girlfriend's preferences.Besides, Lin Sen confirmed that Si Lan called him "brother".

Before Lin Sen could react, the girl beside him had already stepped forward with a smile, took Si Lan's hand affectionately, and said, "Let's change places, I didn't know you don't like coffee, and Lin Sen didn't tell me " After finishing speaking, he turned his head and gave Lin Sen a look of resentment and resentment.

Si Lan frowned imperceptibly, and pulled out his hand calmly. Lin Sen's face was not very good, and he pulled the girl to his side, and he took a step forward.Si Lan glanced at Lin Sen, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, which seemed a little mocking.

"No need, let's just stay in this coffee shop. I have a lot of homework tonight, so it's just refreshing." Si Lan said lightly.

The three of them were sitting by the window in the coffee shop, drinking coffee and chatting about some things.Si Lan was in a good mood. He drank the coffee he hated the most without frowning, and kept talking about Lin Sen's embarrassing things when he was a child. It was a little strange, but at this time Si Lan was acting perfectly normal again, so he gradually let go, exposing Si Lan's old background, the three of them sat in the coffee shop for several hours, and came out when it was getting dark. Lan went straight home, and Lin Sen naturally returned after seeing his girlfriend home, so the two broke up at the entrance of the coffee shop.

When Lin Sen got home, there was no one at home. He was very surprised and called his mother, but Si's mother told him that Si Lan had vomited as soon as he got home and was now in the hospital.

Lin Sen felt his mother's voice became distant. He thought, why did Si Lan go to the hospital? After thinking for a long time, he finally recalled that Si Lan held it gracefully in his hand and drank it one mouthful at a time. Black coffee that he never touches.

Lin Sen jumped up, dropped the phone, and ran to the hospital. When he arrived at the hospital, he saw Si Lan sitting in the corridor playing a bottle, with his mother by his side. When Si's mother saw Lin Sen coming, she didn't think there was anything wrong. She told Lin Sen that Dad had just Let's go, then tell Lin Sen to look at Si Lan a little bit, and go out to buy something by himself.

Lin Sen stood in front of Si Lan, Si Lan looked pale, raised his head to look at him, and smiled slightly.Lin Sen felt a pain in his heart and asked, "What's going on?"

"It's nothing. I probably really can't drink coffee. When I got home, I felt uncomfortable in my stomach, so I vomited it out. After I vomited, I felt much better." Si Lan said flatly.

"You know you can't drink it, why do you want to drink it?" Lin Sen felt an unknown fire in his heart, and he didn't know where it came from.

"Conscience, I didn't know I couldn't drink coffee. I never drank coffee before. But I know now." Si Lan laughed heartlessly.

"What did the doctor say?"

"Stomach cramps, it's nothing serious, it's just irritation. I'm really fine, brother, don't worry." Then, Si Lan changed the topic, and began to happily say that Lin Sen's girlfriend was good-looking and good-natured, but Lin Sen He didn't hear a word, and when his mother came back, Si Lan stopped talking, smiled slyly at Lin Sen, and said, "Brother, don't worry, I will never tell my parents about your girlfriend. Go back quickly, I still have homework tomorrow, so I'll go back after finishing this bottle."

Mother Si walked in, only heard the second half, she agreed very much, and told Lin Sen to go home first.Lin Sen agreed in a daze, then turned and left.

All I could think about was that he was calling my brother, he was calling my brother.

Originally thought that he only called him brother because his girlfriend was by his side to save face, but unexpectedly, he actually started calling him brother.

I used to want him to call me brother so much, don't always call me Lin Sensen, but when I really called out this sentence from his mouth, brother, Lin Sen heard it in his ears, but it seemed like a piece of his heart had been dug out .

Where did something go wrong? It was just that after a seemingly pleasant meeting, he changed from Lin Sen to an elder brother.

That night, Si Lan went home, and no one mentioned the incident after that. Si Lan didn't say anything, Lin Sen didn't ask, and the elders in the family couldn't figure it out. It seemed that it was an accident of eating the wrong food, and it passed away.

But Si Lan and Lin Sen knew that the relationship between them was different. Although they still looked very close, they were still good brothers every day, but the feeling of tacit understanding had been cut off. Start cautiously.

Lin Sen broke up with his girlfriend very quickly, and soon made a new girlfriend. Every time Si Lan saw Lin Sen changing girlfriends, he would make fun of him loudly, but he was not making fun of Lin Sen, but his brother.Summer vacation is coming soon, Si Lan signed up for the oil painting summer camp, and has been training intensively for a month and a half. As soon as the vacation is over, he applies for day school because of poor health, and Lin Sen still lives on campus.

The situation that Si Lan tried his best to avoid is now happening leisurely, the two of them meet two or three times a month.

Lin Sen knew that Si Lan had changed since his illness, but he couldn't say exactly what was different.Si Lan's speech and demeanor did not change, but he always avoided him vaguely, but he was so calm that Lin Sen didn't even have a reason to stop him from asking.

But he didn't know the struggle Si Lan was going through right now.