You are sweeter than first love [entertainment circle]

After that, Li He was like a walking dead, even when he got off the stage, he staggered and almost fell down.

He didn't even notice how many points he scored, and after the performance, he didn't even dare to look at Jian Jihong.

An Le was the first to notice that something was wrong with him, and immediately stopped the camera from following him, and dragged Li He to the lounge.

"Slow down." An Le helped Li He sit on the sofa, reached out and touched Li He's forehead, "Where's your medicine?"

Li He shook his head.

An Le asked again: "Where is the medicine?"

Li Hehong stared silently.

An Le frowned, and her tone became serious: "Li He, where is your medicine?"

……

This night is destined to be extraordinary.

Half an hour after the concert, Li He was sent to the hospital for treatment due to a sudden high fever and was unable to continue filming.

Tomato, who was originally at the end of the crane, was put to death and survived, and unexpectedly sat on the golden seat of the fifth round.

And Wu Size, who was always joking and joking, had the lowest number of votes, missed the top eight in the country, and burst into tears on the stage.

After the filming ended, He Jun, who was determined to withdraw from the competition, stopped Jian Jihong, who was rushing to the hospital, and wanted to talk to his mentor.

But just after he said that he planned to retire, he was overheard by Wu Size, who was passing by unintentionally, and rushed in to make a big fuss.

But Li He didn't know anything about it, he buried himself in the quilt, closed his eyes, and refused to respond no matter what the people around him said to him.

Like a curled up hedgehog, refusing to reveal his weak side.

After Jian Jihong comforted He Jun and Wu Size, he immediately drove to the hospital, but there was nothing there because Li He never went to the hospital.

At this time, Jian Jihong had to help Li He, not let the program team find out that he didn't leave because of a fever, so he could only send WeChat in the car over and over without a reply, and make phone calls that had already been turned off.

At this moment, Jian Jihong seemed to have returned to ten years ago, when Li He had just left for a few days.

At a loss, heartbroken.

His complexion became extremely bad, and he sat in the back seat of the car without saying a word.

The assistant huddled up in the driver's seat in fear, and didn't even dare to ask where he was going next. Jian Jihong was rarely so angry, but every time he showed such an expression, it meant that the other party would be there for a long time. Bad temper to the extreme.

He didn't dare to touch the mold at this time.

At this moment, Jian Jihong's cell phone rang, and the caller ID showed an unfamiliar number.

According to Jian Jihong's current temper, this ringtone will definitely make him "explode".

"Hello." Jian Jihong said under pressure, "Who is it?"

The voice on the other side was a little familiar, obviously Jian Jihong heard it not long ago.

"Hi Jian Jihong, I'm An Le, Li He is here now, he's not in good condition, do you want to see him?" An Le asked.

Jian Jihong immediately replied: "Yes."

Jian Jihong realized that he was too excited when he said the words. After coughing lightly, he slowed down his voice: "How is he?"

An Le didn't answer directly: "You'll know when you come here, I'll send you my home address, pay attention to your WeChat."

Jian Jihong can only say yes.

Knowing that Li He was really uncomfortable, instead of leaving without saying goodbye again, Jian Jihong's mood was no longer as bad as before.

After receiving the address, Jian Jihong let his assistant leave first, and drove to An Le's house by himself.

After arriving at An Le's house, Jian Jihong greeted the other party, and then found Yu Yanqing in the living room who had just been to his family's banquet not long ago.

Yu Yanqing nodded to him, did not speak, turned to continue watching TV.

"Li He is resting in the guest room now." An Le said, "I have a few words to ask you before going in."

Jian Jihong actually didn't want to waste time talking to An Le, he just wanted to go into the house to see Li He, but An Le was so big and big in front of him, Jian Jihong could only stand still.

"Did Li He talk to you about the time he left, and what was the specific situation?" An Le asked.

Jian Jihong pursed his lips and shook his head.

An Le understood, and asked again: "Then after he came back, has he talked to you about his current situation?"

Jian Jihong stood there without moving, neither shaking his head nor nodding.

An Le understood what he meant.

Just when An Le was about to explain, Jian Jihong suddenly said, "Director Tong told me."

An Le froze for a moment, nodded and said, "Well, well, I'm just worried that you don't know, and you will be sad because of his attitude after you go in. He is not willing to talk to people now, and we need a little more patience."

"I won't." Jian Jihong said with a stiff face.

An Le patted Jian Jihong on the shoulder, he was older than Li He and Jian Jihong, he always treated them as younger brothers, naturally he also wanted them to be well.

"Then go in." An Le said, "There is a bathroom in the room. I have prepared a new set of clothes for you in the bathroom. If you don't mind, you can directly stay here today."

Jian Jihong was stunned, he didn't expect An Le to be so caring.

"If you're hungry, you can take whatever you want from the refrigerator in the kitchen. There are WIFI passwords and home addresses on the table in the house. You can also choose to order takeaway." An Le said, "Treat this place as your own home, and Lao Yu and I don't care about it." You guys, just come out and call if you have something to do."

Jian Jihong nodded slowly, and belatedly said, "Thank you."

An Le laughed: "You're welcome, let's go in."

After An Le left, Jian Jihong slowly opened the door.

He found that the room was very dark, the lights were not turned on, and the curtains were drawn tightly. There was not even a trace of light inside, like a dark cave with no way forward, which was frightening for no reason.

And the place where I stand is the only light source.

At this time, he heard small and weak sobbing sounds from inside, like a wounded animal panting in pain, making Jian Jihong's heart twitch violently.

He realized that it was Li He who was crying.

A few days ago, he accompanied Li He back to Jiangcheng, and talked with Teacher Tong alone for more than half an hour. During that time, Teacher Tong seemed to think that Li He had told him everything, so he talked about Li He's psychological state bluntly.

It was then that Jian Jihong found out that Li He suffered from severe depression. In the past ten years, as far as they knew, he had attempted suicide three times.

Jian Jihong didn't know why Li He kept it from him, and to be honest, when Teacher Tong told him, he still thought that Teacher Tong was joking.

How could it be possible, every time he saw Li He, he looked so good, always smiling, even more cheerful and lively than ten years ago, and made so many friends.

How could he have depression.

But Teacher Tong told him that seeing is not necessarily believing, and Li He is on the verge of collapse at any time.

Jian Jihong uncontrollably recalled what he did after Li He came back. It turned out that his harm to Li He was much more serious than he imagined.

So what happened today to make him behave like this all of a sudden?

Jian Jihong couldn't figure it out. They had a good conversation before the competition, and they sang very well.

But Teacher Tong also said that sometimes a small matter that may seem insignificant to them is enough to crush a depressed patient.

Jian Jihong withdrew all his thoughts, closed the door and walked in lightly.

It was too dark inside, he thought about turning on the light, but he was worried that it would irritate Li He, so he could only take out his phone and simply light it up.

Jian Jihong turned his head and found a big bag lying on the bed, and there was a sobbing sound from inside, he knew that Li He must be buried under the quilt.

Jian Jihong didn't know what he should do. He checked a lot of information on the Internet. Before today, he thought he could handle this unexpected situation, but when he walked up to Li He, he found that the information was information. The brain thinks it will, but the body doesn't know anything.

Finally, Jian Jihong took off his own clothes, put on the pajamas that An Le had prepared for him, and carefully lifted a corner of the quilt.

In the darkness, Jian Jihong clearly saw Li He froze suddenly, staring at him with big bright eyes, terrified.

Jian Jihong didn't speak, he moved very slowly, but he couldn't resist getting into bed and sleeping next to Li He.

Li He began to show resistance, shrinking back and hiding.

Jian Jihong grabbed Li He's shoulders and hugged him in his arms.

He felt Li He trembling, very violently.

An Le said that now Li He is unwilling to speak.

Jian Jihong thought, then he would quietly accompany him, hug him, and let him know that he would always be by his side.

If he doesn't want to talk, then he doesn't talk.

At this time, Jian Jihong heard Li He whispering in his ear continuously and in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Jian Ji Hongfu realized what Li He was talking about like a soul.

The incident ten years ago was not only a thorn in his heart, but also to Li He, it was like a rusty knife. It had been cutting and grinding his flesh and blood for ten years. stop torturing his nerves.

Every time Li He apologized, he added countless vicious adjectives to what he did in the past.

Li He said that his crime was unforgivable, that he was unforgivable, but when he said these four words, he must be yearning for forgiveness deep in his heart.

But Li He felt that he was not worthy of this desire, so he wanted to put the unforgivable on the surface and say it over and over again.

I was telling him, and I was telling myself that this matter really cannot be forgiven.

It seemed that this could put more shackles on himself, preventing him from getting out of the vicious circle of atonement.

These shackles kept him awake at night, and he was frightened at all times, even when communicating with him, he felt like walking on eggshells.

He has been punished.

Jian Jihong thought.

He blamed Li He for ten years, now Li He has been punished long ago.

Jian Jihong's eyes were a little hot, he had imagined countless times, if Li He returned to his side, how he would "torture" Li He.

But how could he do it? Every time he said those harsh words to Li He, it hurt Li He's heart and rotted in his mind.

It was a pointless two-way torture, and he didn't want to continue.

Jian Jihong hugged Li He tightly in his arms.

Li He was still trembling and saying sorry, Jian Jihong pressed his head on his shoulder, blocked Li He's non-stop confession, turned his head and leaned into his ear, every word, gentle and firm Say, "I forgive you."

"Li He, I forgive you."

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