You are sweeter than first love [entertainment circle]

Although most of the time Li He is very apprehensive, but deep down in his heart, he is very envious of the way he and An Le get along.

Li He grew up in an orphanage when he was a child, and later went to the home of his adoptive parents, but that family did not bring him much sense of home.

In Li He's childhood, he didn't have a pair of parents who guided him to have a correct view on love, so after getting to know Jian Jihong, he did many things that he thought were good but actually hurt Jian Jihong.

He never felt that there was anything wrong with what he did, until he saw how An Le and Yu Yanqing got along, and then he suddenly realized that he had done a lot of wrong things back then.

He didn't know how to treat his lover.

Fortunately, it is not that he has no chance to make up for it. Time has given him training and growth, so that after he and Jian Jihong meet again, they can be more honest and know how to love each other better.

The next day is the shooting period, because An Le is the assistant singer and has the status of the lead singer of the system, so he is a special guest on the music show.So at the very beginning, he didn't wait in the waiting room with the players of "Non-Stopping", and had a separate waiting room.

Li He and the others remained the same, waiting in the waiting room.

The fifth round of the competition is eight out of ten. The later competitions of "Non-Stopping" are much more brutal than before. They are all single-player competitions, and once the votes reach the end, they will be eliminated. It is not like before, and there are still pending and resurrection.

Mistakes go away and everyone has to tighten that rope in their heads.

As usual, everyone drew lots to determine the order, and Li He ranked third this round.

This time he was ranked higher, and his pre-match interview was much earlier than usual.

After the interview team saw that Li He was in place, they began to ask questions according to the script: "Mr. Li, I heard that you have invited a mysterious guest this time, can you tell everyone about it?"

This was agreed by the program team before, and they want to use this interview to introduce the origin of An Le. Li He truthfully said that An Le is his friend, including the identity of the lead singer of the other party's system.

The interview team nodded in satisfaction, and then asked: "What song does Teacher Li plan to sing today?"

Li He said: "A classic old song, "Song of Thousand Thousand Que".

The interview team asked: "I heard that you didn't choose "Song of Thousand Thousand Que", why did you suddenly want to sing this song?"

Li He explained: "At that time, I was having dinner with two friends. We talked about the song selection. I don't know who released this song, but I just heard it. It's a very nice and classic song. , and the other is because this song hides a lot of our youthful memories."

Speaking of this, Li He was in a daze for a moment.

Even Jian Jihong didn't know that besides the chorus he had sung with him at the Christmas party, he also accompanied Li He through another important moment.

That was the day when Li He made up his mind to drop out of school.

That morning, Li He went to the hospital. The doctor urged Li He to make a decision, whether to have an operation, whether the operation and other expenses can be paid, and when.

If you don't have surgery, you need to bear the risks of using other treatments, and the ever-changing problem of high cost payment.

At that time, Li He had already rejected Bai Jing's check once, and asked countless people to borrow money, including his dean and some brothers and sisters who had been in the orphanage.

But he only borrowed [-] yuan.

Li He didn't quite remember how he walked out of the hospital that day, but he knew very well that he didn't dare to go to the oncology department to see his mother, because he was afraid that he would not be able to save her, the feeling of powerlessness.

At that time, he was struggling, but he didn't dare to tell the person he loved the most, what kind of suffering he was going through.

Because he was afraid of losing Jian Jihong forever while losing his mother.

At that time, the song "Song of Thousand Thousands of Ques" sounded on the side of the street, like an inappropriate piece of background music, adding an unconcealable absurdity to Li He's return journey.

"Teacher Li?" The call of the interview team brought Li He back from his memory, and Li He smiled embarrassedly, signaling to continue the interview.

Li He answered the following questions quickly. After the interview, Li He went to the backstage to meet An Le and prepare them for the stage.

Li He is wearing a pure white suit today, which is a difficult color to control, but Li He is white, with a slender waist and long legs, and has a good temperament. He looks like he is shining when he wears it. An Le can't help but see him Whistle: "Little Prince."

Li He smiled shyly: "Brother, don't talk nonsense."

An Le usually likes to wear more casual and sporty clothes. Today, to go on stage, she also changed into a starry sky blue suit. Her full chest muscles tightened the collar of the suit, which made her blood boil. Zhang's sexiness.

Such a person playing the violin is really a sight.

"Let's go, it's our turn." Li He held the microphone tightly and walked onto the stage with An Le.

In terms of arrangement, directors Li He and Yang Yi made some changes, but generally kept the style of that era.

As soon as the prelude came out, the audience in the audience could almost hear what song Li He was going to sing, not to mention how Li He would perform it, just the appearance of this song was enough to make them shout excitedly.

"Looking back slowly, it used to be a night that belonged to each other." Before Li He opened his mouth, he wanted to turn his gaze to the auditorium, but when he sang this lyrics, there was only one person left in his eyes, " Honghong is still you, giving me the sunshine in my heart."

"It's like shedding silly tears, I hope you can be sympathetic and forgive me."

"Leaving you tomorrow morning, the road may be lonely and long."

Leaving was a tough decision like cutting flesh and bone. When Li He returned to school from the hospital, he was notified by the teaching director to let him go to the office.

In the office, he met Jian Jihong's mother. For Li He, who had just returned from the hospital, the 20 yuan was an unimaginable temptation for ordinary people.

As long as he takes the money, he won't have to borrow money everywhere, and he can save his mother and end the current predicament.

But he can't.

A person will encounter countless temptations and shortcuts in his life. It doesn't matter if he is selfish, even at this moment he has his mother waiting for him to save his life, but he has not accepted the money.

After graduating from high school, Li He and Jian Jihong spent three months working around the clock in order to enter the Yuncheng Conservatory of Music.

But when he decided to leave, it was only a moment.

Li He was in a trance that day, from the hospital to the school, as if like a dream, he would no longer be a student of the conservatory.

Li He did not tell Jian Jihong that day that after he handed over the check to the dean, he did not leave the main teaching building, but climbed up to the rooftop.

At that time, Li He was standing on the rooftop, looking at the soft white clouds and the playground where pedestrians came and went, for a moment, a question arose in his heart.

——I don’t know what it would be like to jump down at this time.

Li He stood there blankly, his body was so close to the edge of the teaching building that he could fall down if he took a step forward.

He stared under the teaching building in a daze until he saw Jian Jihong.

Jian Jihong still looked like a frizzy big boy, holding a basketball and laughing and playing with the people around him. Li He watched him, and a sense of powerlessness spread from his heart and soaked into the marrow of his bones through his limbs.

Why me?Li He took a deep breath, he suddenly felt the pain in his heart, and even breathing became difficult.

Li He pressed his heart hard, and his rationality went offline in this second. His instinct made him take out his mobile phone and call Jian Jihong out of breath.

Li He lay on the railing, saw Jian Jihong took out his mobile phone, threw the basketball in his hand to the people around him, and went to the side to answer the phone.

"Little Sydney, what's the matter, do you miss your husband?" A familiar and warm voice came from the receiver.

Standing on the ninth floor, Li He could only see the figure of the other party from a distance, but couldn't see the other party's expression clearly.

But Li He knew, even the moment Jian Jihong answered the phone, he knew what kind of expression Jian Jihong would have now.

He knew how Jian Jihong's eyes were shining, he knew how slightly the right corner of Jian Jihong's mouth was raised, and he knew Jian Jihong's raised eyebrows.

But Jian Jihong downstairs didn't know anything.

He didn't know about the great changes in his family, he didn't know that he was about to go through the procedure of dropping out of school, and he didn't know that he would no longer be able to pursue his music dream with him.

He was kept in the dark and knew nothing.

Jian Jihong didn't hear Li He's reply, and asked softly on the other end of the phone: "Little Xueli, where are you, do you want your husband to come to you?"

Li He burst into tears. He looked at Jian Jihong under the tree, shook his head constantly, and finally hung up the phone resolutely before he lost control of himself.

Li He saw Jian Jihong tilting his head and poking his cell phone, as if he wanted to call back, but was stopped by the people on the court.

Jian Jihong still didn't call again in the end. He lowered his head and fiddled with his phone a few times before waving to the people on the field and running in.

Li He looked at his back, the phone vibrated suddenly, it was a text message from Jian Jihong.

"Sydney baby, my husband is going to play ball first, and I will take you to eat your favorite mutton rice noodle at night. Be good, miss you love you!"

Li He stared blankly at the text message, and suddenly couldn't control it anymore, he knelt down and hugged his head, and let himself cry until his heart broke on this deserted rooftop.

Li He kept murmuring his apologies, holding the phone tightly with both hands, but he still didn't tell Jian Jihong about it.

At that time, Li He left the most vicious words in his heart with the greatest apology to his lover.

——I'm sorry, if leaving without saying goodbye will make you hate me, and this hatred will make you remember me for a long time, then please forgive me for being selfish and willful now, I really really don't want you to forget me.

……

"In an instant, there are too many things to talk about, but it's a pity that we are about to be on each side, so I have to stare deeply at this moment."

Li He's eyes were warm, he knew that the person he was most sorry for in his life was Jian Jihong, he was the one he loved the most, but he caused him the most unforgivable harm.

"In the future, even if there are thousands of songs, they will float on my road in the distance."

"Even if there are thousands of evening stars in the future, they will be brighter than the moon tonight."

"It's not as beautiful as this night, and I can't wash away what I think about tonight."

"Because I don't know when I will sing with you again."

Li He looked at Jian Jihong in the distance, but a burst of despair suddenly appeared in his heart.

Perhaps he is the most unqualified person in the world to sing with Jian Jihong again.

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