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Fei Dong remembered for a long time the day he first met Song Fanqing.

After retiring from the army, he did not directly inherit the family business like other playboys, but started his own business.Later, the business developed slowly, and it took five years to master the bar economic chain in City B, and it was prosperous.

Fei Dong didn't stay in the army for a long time, and he lost contact with most of his comrades after he left, but he always kept Song Yu's contact information. The other party once blocked a near-fatal shot for him in a field exercise. Fei Dong always remembers this kindness.

After Song Yu left the army, he became an anti-narcotics policeman. His work was very sensitive, and there were not many opportunities for the two to contact each other.

Who knew that seeing each other after two years of separation would already be at the other party's funeral.Song Yu passed away due to illness, and passed away lightly, leaving behind his wife and children.After hearing the news, Fei Dong hurriedly left to attend the funeral, where he also met his benefactor's son.

At that time, Song Fanqing was only 13 years old. Because of his poor nutrition, he was small and thin, and looked like a child of about ten years old.

Fei Dong watched him stand behind the pillar, silently listening to the relatives talking about him in front of him, his face did not have the lively emotions that he usually had at his age, it was faint, as if they were not talking about himself.

Those words were too much, Fei Dong didn't hold back, and taunted him.

After those people left, he turned his head and looked at the thin boy beside him.Song Fanqing's eyes were very clear, he didn't look like Song Yu very much, he was delicate and delicate, and Fei Dong fell in love with him almost instantly.

Orphans and widowed mothers can't survive in big cities, so he helps them a lot.Song's mother is a relatively strong woman, and she only accepts the most basic help, and Fei Dong also helps to the extent she can accept it.

The biggest help was on Song Fanqing. When he was free, Fei Dong would drive to Song's house and sometimes accompany the child to do homework.

Song Fanqing only started to grow in the second year of junior high school, and he was still a pudding when the two met.The chairs at home did not match the height of the table. Seeing that he was uncomfortable sitting, Fei Dong hugged him on his lap. Occasionally, he would give advice when Song Fanqing was not sure about the topic, but Song Fanqing later Said that the suggestions he gave were basically wrong answers.There is no way, who made him get the lowest grades in the class when he was a child.

Having gotten along a lot, he also felt a little bit like a father. Song Fanqing was the first in the class and won the award. He also felt quite proud in his heart. Later, he pushed the boat along the way and naturally recognized him as a godson. He loved him very much on weekdays.

Fei Dong gave Song Fanqing the key to his own house. Once the latter came to look for him. Fei Dong was lying on the bed and fell asleep in a drowsy state, exhausted. The cold feeling on his forehead woke him up. Seeing Song Fanqing sitting on the edge of the bed, frowning, pursing his lips, like a little adult.

"Godfather, you have a fever," he whispered, "your forehead is very hot."

Song Fanqing fetched a thermometer, took Fei Dong's temperature, and gave him antipyretic medicine according to Fei Dong's wishes, and brought him warm water to feed him.

Fei Dong swallowed the medicine and water together, and there was a gentle pat of the palm on his back, Song Fanqing was afraid that he would choke.Fei Dong hadn't been treated like this before, he wanted to laugh and was touched, he squeezed his fair face with his hands, and said in a hoarse voice, "Why are you so sensible? Huh?"

Around that time, he had identified this child, thinking that it would be a very happy thing for him to accompany him to grow old slowly.No matter how unrestrained and uninhibited people are, they also need this kind of caring company.

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After the high school entrance examination, Song Fanqing seriously thought about himself and Fei Dong.

What he always thought was similar to family affection turned into another kind of emotion, which made it impossible for people to accept it immediately.If Fei Dong knew, he would probably find it inconceivable.

It's just that he didn't intend to escape, and wanted to wait.

Fei Dong has a lover, even if he wants to show his heart, he has to wait.

It's just this waiting, that's one year.He wouldn't take the initiative to ask. Fei Dong didn't know until he broke up with his predecessor for a long time, and the other party had already developed another relationship at that time.

Even Song Fanqing himself has to admit that Fei Dong is almost undecided in love.

Most of the people with him are the same kind of people. If they like it together, they break up peacefully if they don't like it. He never thought of spending his whole life with one person, because the length of love he has experienced is too short to touch. to eternity.

Song Fanqing realized this more clearly during the long wait, and felt more and more sad.

The time when I really woke up was in the winter of the second year of high school.

Fei Dong celebrated his birthday at the end of December, and Song's mother gave him a bag of fried buns. Fei Dong liked this very much, so she asked Song Fanqing to send it to him on his birthday.The gift he gave himself was a ring, which he bought with the pocket money he had saved, and it was actually a little selfish.Later, when I thought about it, I felt that the original self was a bit ridiculous, how could a ring catch love.

About half a month later, Song Fanqing accidentally opened the trunk of Fei Dong's car, only to see that the bag of dried buns was safely placed inside, surrounded by all kinds of exquisite gifts, the price Both are expensive, but obviously not being used by those who accept them, and will probably be thrown away soon.

Hearing Fei Dong's cry, Song Fanqing just woke up like a dream, took something and handed it to him, and then he was depressed all the time. Fei Dong thought he was sleepy and sent him back.

He didn't see what he gave among those gifts, but it must have been the same result.

It was only at this point that he admitted that he was waiting for a hopeless answer.

Even though Fei Dong also likes men, he has no extra affection for him, this is one of them.

Even if they are together, they can't last long, this is the second.

He has always been rational beyond his age, even Fei Dong thinks so.After thinking through many aspects of the matter, Song Fanqing understood that his best choice was to give up.

In order to suppress the ridiculous feelings in his heart, he began to alienate the other party as much as possible.At the beginning, Fei Dong only felt a little bit, but thinking that he was about to enter his third year of high school and studying very hard, he naturally didn't have so much time and was not in the mood to laugh with himself.

If he wasn't around, he had to find a gadget to accompany him. One of Song Fanqing's rabbits died, so he added another one.

Later, this feeling of alienation became more and more obvious. It wasn't until Song Fanqing entered the third year of high school that he was besieged by a group of poor students and almost beaten by a group. Others told him about it, but Song Fanqing didn't even mention it, so Fei Dong felt something was wrong. .

He asked people to teach those children a lesson, and he didn't do anything, but it was enough to make them afraid, but he said helplessly in front of Song Fanqing, "Why don't you tell godfather, I feel so bad when something happened."

Song Fanqing also felt uncomfortable. He thought he was not so obvious, but in fact, Fei Dong found out.

He liked Fei Dong's flamboyant smile, and didn't want him to become more cautious when talking to him.So at Fei Dong's house, Song Fanqing didn't want to hide anymore when he heard him speak in such a lonely and humble tone.

He leaned over and pressed a kiss on the other's lips like a sacrificial offering.

At that moment, he was trembling all over, and there was a voice in his heart saying, if this is the case, everything should be over.