rainy tonight

"Scared," Yan Jun said. He looked at the person in his arms through the flying raindrops, as if looking at a lost and recovered treasure. His eyes flickered a little, and he whispered, "I'm afraid you don't like me. He ran too far, and I couldn't even catch up with him."

Chang Jiayu bit the tip of his nose with his teeth, a little reconciled, but also a little annoyed and said: "Wherever I can go, you can find me wherever I go, even if you come out in the rain in the middle of the night, you have to come out to find me .”

When he said the last word, his voice broke. He felt a little embarrassed and struggled to get down.

Yan Jun hugged his body tightly and didn't let go, kissed the corner of his mouth, and said softly: "I'm sorry." But he couldn't let go, even if he just watched from a distance and didn't disturb him, it was better than regretting life alone Much more, but the current situation obviously gave him a surprise.

Chang Jiayu asked: "Then how did you know I would be here? You watched me? Why did you come here with an umbrella?"

After receiving a series of questions from him, Yan Jun answered one by one: "No, I will go downstairs to you if I can't sleep for a while during this time, and it just happened to happen today. I have read the weather forecast and it will rain at night, so I took it with me."

"You have insomnia? How long has it been?" He remembered that Yan Jun didn't have this symptom before, so he looked hard at the other person's eyelids and touched them with his hands. He did feel a few folds, and his heart fluctuated with those folds.

Yan Jun said: "You're not by my side, I often can't fall asleep. I used to do this occasionally when we were not together, but it's much better to have you by my side."

Chang Jiayu just leaned on him and didn't answer, Yan Jun didn't feel tired at all, just hugged him like that, his exposed skin was chilled by the cold rain, but his heart had never been so warm.

After a while, Chang Jiayu struggled to go down again, Yan Jun looked at the night sky, put the person down from his body, picked up the umbrella that fell on the ground, and propped it on top of Chang Jiayu, exposing most of his body , but I didn't seem to notice it.

"I'll take you back."

Chang Jiayu glanced at him, raised his hand to hold the umbrella handle and straightened it, took a step forward, turned his face away uncomfortably: "Let's go back together, don't bother to open an umbrella for me."

Yan Jun restrained the urge to hold him in his arms, afraid of scaring him back to the original point, he still had to take it step by step.

The two walked slowly like that, and returned to Chang Jiayu's apartment.

"It's raining, you have to take a hot bath before going to bed when you go back, so as not to catch a cold, don't lie on the bed with wet hair, you will have a headache..."

Hearing the people around him talk for a long time, Chang Jiayu couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, fearing that Yan Jun would see him, so he pressed down.

"I see, you go back quickly."

Yan Jun asked: "Is there any class tomorrow morning?"

"Is there something wrong?"

"If there is, I will take you to school."

Chang Jiayu put his hands in his pockets, lowered his head and kicked the corners of the floor tiles, muttering, "What are you giving, I'm already an adult."

"I'll see you off." Yan Jun only insisted, he regretted his clumsy speech, he was not very good at saying those provocative love words, Fei Dong is good at this, he has to ask for some advice if he has the opportunity.

He took a step back and whispered, "I'm really going in."

Yan Jun also took a step forward, pecked his forehead, and said softly: "Okay, good night, have a good dream."

"...Good night." Chang Jiayu replied vaguely, then turned and entered the door.

After turning on the light in the room, he stood in front of the full-length mirror, looking at himself looking very embarrassed after being drenched in the rain.

After a while, Chang Jiayu put on his clothes and walked into the bathroom. The warm water poured down from the top of his head, driving away the chill on the surface of his skin. He raised his head and rubbed his face vigorously against the water.

While lying on the bed, his hair was dried, he hugged his knees and leaned against the head of the bed, the light in the room was dim, and the hour hand of the clock pointed to three o'clock, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.

Everything that happened tonight was so sudden, Chang Jiayu scratched his hair with his hands, resting his head in a daze.

He didn't expect that he would run willfully on the deserted road in the middle of the night, that it would rain, that he would meet Yan Jun, and that he would lose his mind and kiss him passionately in the rain.

Now thinking of the scene at that time, he can still feel the electric current flowing through the bones and blood, bringing a secret sense of trembling.

He had already calmed down at this moment, and he had no regrets about what happened an hour ago.

I still liked it in the first place, the first time he was tempted, the first time he kissed and made love. Even if he was deeply hurt by the other person, the loveliness never melted away, and it still remained in his bone marrow .He thought he had forgotten, but with just one glance, those memories were awakened, and when he leaned over to hug Yan Jun, he completely understood that there was still love in his heart.

So there's nothing to be pretentious about, and it's not bad to admit.The only thing that makes him uncertain is whether this self-compromise can reap true love, or step into a deeper quagmire.

If he did it again, he doubted whether he would be able to get out of the haze like the first time.

Try again, Chang Jiayu thought as he fell into a drowsy sleep.

Even though he slept late, he woke up earlier than usual the next day.

In the living room, Qin Ming also got up.The two put the hot sandwiches on the table, Qin Ming took a cup of hot milk, and came abroad, Chang Jiayu's lactose intolerance didn't get better, he poured half a glass of orange juice, and sat at the dining table with Qin Ming Have a meal.

Halfway through eating, Chang Jiayu turned on his phone and saw the text message from Yan Jun at 04:30 in the morning.

"Baby, what time will I pick you up?"

"Cough cough cough—cough cough—" Chang Jiayu choked.

Qin Ming immediately handed him a piece of paper: "Don't eat too fast, there are still two hours before class."

Chang Jiayu suppressed the itching in his throat, took the paper and said, "Well, I know, thank you."

He wiped his mouth carelessly, absentmindedly ate the remaining half of the sandwich, drank the last sip of orange juice, and picked up his phone to answer the text message.Walking too fast, almost brought the stool down.

Qin Ming glanced at him inexplicably, and said with a smile: "What's the matter with you today, it can't be that someone confessed to you in the text message that they want to chase you again?"

He remembered that Chang Jiayu had collected flowers for more than a week, and he also knew that many people in the school were very interested in his excellent roommate.Having said that, he quite liked the aroma of the purple tulips, and it was a bit regretful that it disappeared suddenly.

Chang Jiayu glanced at him: "No, don't talk nonsense."

An hour and a half later, Chang Jiayu walked out, and under the steps, Yan Jun's car was already parked there.

He was wearing a light gray knitted sweater and a black overcoat with a straight neckline and an outstanding temperament.

Chang Jiayu's heartbeat couldn't help but speed up for a moment, and Yan Jun walked over immediately when he saw him.

Qin Ming poked his head out from the house, watched the two people interact naturally, got into the car, turned the corner at the street corner, and drove away quickly.

He touched his nose and muttered: "I also said that my guess was wrong, obviously it was."

At noon, Yan Jun picked someone up to have lunch together. Chang Jiayu had no class in the afternoon and wanted to visit his residence, Yan Jun readily agreed.

What he rented was an [-]-square-meter room with three bedrooms and one living room, and the decoration was simple.

Chang Jiayu didn't sit on the sofa for a while, when a jingle bell came from behind him, he turned his head and saw the Alaska running out from the inside.

It was very excited to see Chang Jiayu, but after a brief moment of excitement, it remembered that the other party deliberately turned a blind eye when it met before, and restrained its initial excitement, wagging its tail and tentatively circled around the person twice.

When Chang Jiayu bent down and touched the hair on the top of its head with his hand, it immediately cheered up, and with all its hind legs, it leaped into Chang Jiayu's arms, wagging its tail, and its warm tongue Quickly licking his chin and cheek.

"Okay, okay," almost unable to withstand such enthusiasm, Chang Jiayu held the dog a little further away, stretched his neck and laughed, "Hey, don't lick me."

After playing with the dog for a while, he remembered something, turned his head and asked, "What's its name?"

"It's called Dudu," Yan Jun said, "you can change your name if you don't like it."

There is no need, Chang Jiayu said: "Just call it this."

His name is Dudu, and he looks chubby, which fits his actual name very well.Thinking of this, he smiled for a moment, and rubbed Dudu's head with his hands.

Yan Jun stared blankly at the smile on the corner of his mouth, and felt that it was a very correct choice to consign the dog here, and he would treat Fei Dong to dinner again if he had the chance.

"Move to my place, it's more convenient." After the dog ran to the toilet, Yan Jun walked to Chang Jiayu and sat down and said.

"I just paid this month's rent, and I live well in the apartment, so there's no need to move here."

Being rejected, Yan Jun was a little disappointed, but he didn't try to persuade him any more, just grabbed his hand and kissed him.

We ate dinner outside, and we chose a nearby Chinese restaurant.

The Chinese food in foreign countries is not very authentic, but the price is very expensive. Chang Jiayu doesn't eat much, but this time he tasted the noodles in this restaurant, and he still thinks it is average.

What I didn't expect was that I ran into an acquaintance when I was about to finish eating.

Fred was very happy when he saw Chang Jiayu, and gave him a hug with a bright smile.Some time ago, he had to devote all his attention to the project he completed with his tutor. He was exhausted by the tedious derivation of physical formulas every day, and he could only temporarily put aside emotional matters.

Not long after being freed at this time, I saw the person I liked again, and my mood suddenly improved.

He chatted with Chang Jiayu for a few words before he noticed Yan Jun standing beside him. Realizing that the two of them had dinner together, Fred blinked and noticed something: "Is this your new friend John?"

Chang Jiayu was still hesitating how to explain the relationship between the two of them, Yan Jun extended his hand generously, and said in a deep voice, "Hello, I'm Jia Yu's boyfriend, Yan Jun."

Fred opened his mouth, but he didn't speak for a long time. After regaining consciousness, he seemed to have fallen from heaven to hell.

When did John have a boyfriend?Why doesn't he know? !

Oh, by the way, he spent a month doing a physics project... the damn experiment report, Fred held Yan Jun's hand in tears.

Filled with affection by the phrase "boyfriend", Fred left quickly, and Chang Jiayu glanced at Yan Jun when he sat down: "What are you laughing at?"

Yan Jun said calmly, "I'm happy."

"Happy?" He didn't understand what to be happy about.

"He likes you and is pursuing you. This has always made me very uneasy, but now I don't have to be afraid."

"..." Chang Jiayu lowered his head and took a bite of the steamed dumpling.

In the evening, Yan Jun sent people to the door.

The night was as cold as water, he was reluctant to let go, and there was no one around, so he leaned over and hugged Chang Jiayu's waist, bringing him into his arms, kissing his ears and the side of his face, and finally Sighing in my ear: "Baby, I don't want to be separated from you for a second."

Chang Jiayu's face burned, and he said awkwardly, "Don't call me that."

"What's that called? Jiayu? It seems to be no different from anyone else." To confirm the relationship again, Yan Jun wanted to use more intimate titles, more intimate words and actions to confirm that the child has returned to him, and it is enough The special title of intimacy also means that the relationship between them is different from others.

On the other hand, when he subconsciously typed these two words at four o'clock in the morning, he felt love surging in his chest, which made him want to treat each other more tenderly, and make others understand his own feelings.

Chang Jiayu didn't continue to correct him in the end, acquiescing that he could call himself that.

When parting, Yan Jun tenderly kissed his lips infinitely: "Good night, see you tomorrow."

Before going to bed, Chang Jiayu received a text message from Fred, who asked him sadly why he chose another person?It's not a vexatious tone, but I just want an answer.

But it made Chang Jiayu a little stunned. Only then did he realize that he had never thought about this question.

Why does he like Yan Jun?

Before meeting the other party, he had never experienced the so-called feeling of heartbeat. He didn't know how strong the feeling of loving someone, wanting to hug and kiss, and wanting to be more intimate with the other party was only after he fell in love with Yan Jun. of.

He didn't reply to Fred's text message right away, but sat cross-legged by the window, watching the stars and lights in the night sky, and the randomly distributed lights in the block, and sat quietly for a while.

He remembered when the two met for the first time, among the crowd, he picked each other almost at a glance. At that time, he thought it was a coincidence, but now he vaguely thought, maybe the confused man in the bar In the evening, the dandelion seed named favorite had already taken root in his heart.If there is no subsequent encounter, the seeds may rot, turn into ashes and disappear, but in fact there is no such thing.

By coincidence, they were destined to meet again, and that little seed got a chance to germinate and grow until it grew into a towering tree.

The roots of that tree were strong and powerful, and had penetrated deeply into his flesh and blood, so even after being devastated by more than one torrential rain, it was still able to spit out greenery and glow with new vitality in the new spring.

When it was almost midnight, Fred heard the vibrating sound of his mobile phone, and he picked it up to have a look.

"I don't know either. From the moment I met him, I was doomed to have nowhere to escape."