Don't think I'm just a sheep

"Written by someone else? Who?" Xu Shunli looked at him suspiciously, "Jing, your transition album is very important, you should think about it and don't mess around."

"Brother Xu, let me tell you straight, those words were left by a family member who is very important to me. Ever since I debuted, I wanted to reinterpret them in the form of songs one day. The company is willing to do better, even if it doesn't It’s okay to be willing, I signed a five-year contract with the company, and I will release this album after the contract expires.”

There are so many popular singers like Zhuo Yijing who want to sign with his company, and he is fully capable of establishing his own company. Whether to renew the contract with Bai Qi is entirely up to him.

Xu Shunli's face darkened, "Jing, are you threatening me?"

"No, I don't mean anything else by saying that. I have seen what Brother Xu has done for me these years. Bai Qi is a good company. I just want to make this album well. Don't interfere too much in the matter."

"Okay, I understand what you mean. Isn't it that you have to use the five lyrics written by your family no matter what? I will be responsible for coordinating this matter, and I will also find the best arranger for you."

"Thank you Brother Xu, don't worry, I hope more than anyone else to make this album a good one."

Zhuo Yijing got up and walked to the window, snow began to drift outside at some point, dotted the branches and treetops, like carving lace on the original monotonous world, and the scenery became exquisite in an instant.

Through the window, he lightly tapped the ice flakes on the glass, and felt a cool touch from his fingertips.

"It's snowing, the first snow this year is a bit late." Zhuo Yijing laughed, the sharp edge that had just flashed away had completely disappeared, he turned his head, and said to Xu Shunli like a chat: "Actually, those words are not What about the lyrics?"

"Ok?"

"It's a love letter, a love letter from the distant past, five ancient poems, five modern poems, it's a dialogue through space that has gone through hundreds of years."

"This theme is not bad." Xu Shunli's eyes lit up, "So the main line of this album can be said to be the resonance of ancient and modern emotions."

"No, it's not resonance, it's a continuation from ancient times to the present. The deepest love can overcome time, ethics and even the natural laws of life."

Zhuo Yijing's eyes are deep and deep, but what is in her eyes is no longer the faint sadness of the past, but a kind of nostalgia full of warmth, "How long do you think a person can really love another person? Five years? Ten years? A lifetime? No, in my opinion, love is the most beautiful eternal flower, it will not wither or wither, maybe time will cover it with heavy dust and make it no longer bright, but as long as it is washed by a rain, it will be I can go back to my prettiest form.”

Then it continues to grow in the sun, becoming stronger and stronger, its roots are firmly planted in the ground, and the flowers bloom in the air, so that every passing traveler can sincerely sigh, 'Look, that is Love, so beautiful, so sweet, so alluring. '

"I didn't realize before that you are such an idealized person, Ah Jing." Xu Shunli was stunned for a long time, then shook his head and said, "Even if there is such a great love in the world, how many people can get it?"

"Most people haven't reached the right age, find the right person, and live their whole life together, or they can't even live their whole life."

Zhuo Yijing knows that he has this kind of love, he loves the soul of that person, whether it is Zhuo Lin, Jiang Dong or Liang Yusheng, no matter how much pain and waiting he has experienced in the middle, the only certainty is that he still loves him '.

His love will not be buried by time, nor will it disappear because of the cycle of life and death.

But he naturally couldn't say these words to others, and finally just smiled lightly, ending the topic.

"By the way, Brother Xu, please help me make an appointment at the recording studio on the fifth day of junior high school. I want to record the first song of the new album."

"So urgent? Are you ready?"

"Well, I've almost written the lyrics and music, let's get acquainted, and I just entered the recording studio on the fifth day of the new year."

Liang Yusheng was born in the first month of the lunar calendar. Zhuo Yijing had already planned to give him the first song of the new album as a birthday present.

Just like the first birthday they spent together in that life, Zhuo Lin gave him the first love letter...

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On New Year's Eve, Zhuo Yijing finished her performance in the live broadcast of the Spring Festival Gala, and did not stay in the venue to enjoy other shows, and left directly after changing her clothes.

There are still more than two hours before the Lunar New Year. He thought that this year would pass peacefully, but when he turned on his phone, he saw that Weibo had already exploded.

A Weibo account exposed that Baiqi Media's artist Long Jiu relied on unspoken rules to gain a position. He spoke convincingly, and there were even many photos to prove it.

After the incident was posted on the Internet, it quickly fermented, and the accounts of those who claimed to be "in the know" continued to release new so-called "evidence".

It caused an uproar on the Internet for a while. Long Jiu is the best-developed newcomer signed by Baiqi Media this year. No matter what the purpose of the whistleblower is, this disturbance will directly affect the company's reputation.

Because of Su Bai's relationship, Long Jiu was considered one of Zhuo Yijing's few friends in the circle. He was a little worried about them, but the caller kept saying that the line was busy, and finally turned off the phone, so he had to send a message first.

"Brother Zhuo, shall we go to the hotel? Or go home?" Seeing that he hadn't spoken since he got in the car, Jiang Lizhi asked.

"Let's go to the hotel. There is still work tomorrow morning, so you won't have to go back and forth."

Since many people came from other places, the organizer arranged a hotel nearby for the artists participating in this performance. There will be a lot of work waiting for him tomorrow, and Liang Yusheng is not at home, so Zhuo Yijing is too lazy to go back to the villa.

"it is good"

At this point in time, there were almost no other people or cars on the road, only the snow that hadn't melted in time was swept to the side of the road and piled up into hills, reflecting the festive red lights all over the street, making it look extraordinarily lonely.

Zhuo Yijing stared out the window for a while, feeling bored, "Xiao Jiang, aren't you going home for the New Year?"

"Well, since I came out with my family... I haven't celebrated the New Year at home." Jiang Lizhi was a little sad after speaking, and forced a smile, "Brother Zhuo, how about you?"

"Me, my parents are both dead, and I have no other relatives."

"Sorry... I, I don't know."

"It's okay, they have passed away for a long time, and I have long been used to celebrating the New Year alone. So you see, at least your parents are still there, even if you are angry, it is only temporary, don't really stop seeing each other just because your parents don't understand. "

"I understand, I think they will accept my sexual orientation one day, and then I will show Brother Xu to them."

When Xu Shunli was mentioned, Jiang Lizhi paused a little embarrassedly, and when the car was almost at the hotel, he remembered and asked, "By the way, Brother Zhuo, if you are alone, would you like to watch the new year with us?"

Because Xu Shunli has an elderly person in his family, Zhuo Yijing doesn't let him work with him during Chinese New Year every year, and it's the same this year. For this kind of reunion festival, being with family is naturally more important than work.

"It's my negligence. Actually, you don't have much to do at night. You should go to his house to have a New Year's Eve dinner together. Take me to the hotel and you go there quickly. I won't be a light bulb. Live well, What about our first Spring Festival together?"

"No, no, no... I don't have the nerve to have a New Year's Eve dinner with grandma and the others. They are all so old and can't stand stimulation."

At this time, the car had already entered the underground parking lot of the hotel. Zhuo Yijing took out two red envelopes from his backpack and handed them to Jiang Lizhi, "New Year's red envelope, bring the other to Brother Xu for me, happy new year."

"Thank you Brother Zhuo, brother Zhuo's album will be a hit next year, he will become more and more popular and handsome, happy new year~"

"The mouth is quite sweet, that's all right, go and spend New Year's Eve with Brother Xu."

After the farewell, Zhuo Yijing turned around and left, the smile on her face gradually faded, finally showing a bit of vulnerability in the empty parking lot.

As a goat demon, he has never seen his parents since he was born. He lives alone in the forest, carefully avoiding humans and various ferocious beasts every day. It seems that loneliness is his normal state.

But Zhuo Lin gave him endless love, let him taste the warmth of the family, and because of this, when he returned to the state of being alone again, he felt extremely desolate.

"Brother Zhuo, wait!" The elevator was about to close, but was suddenly blocked by a foot. Jiang Lizhi appeared in front of the elevator, panting slightly: "That... just, brother Xu called just now, there is something wrong with the hotel , I didn’t arrange your room, I’ll take you back to the villa.”

"Okay, I'll trouble you then." Zhuo Yijing froze for a moment, without showing any dissatisfaction, and quickly stepped out of the elevator.

Jiang Lizhi walked behind him to the car, wiped the sweat from his brow, and at the same time silently apologized in his heart to the hotel who was responsible for the blame.

On the way back to the villa, the two of them didn't speak. Zhuo Yijing gradually felt a little sleepy after the car drove for a while. The work has been too intensive recently, and there is not much time left for him to rest.

Xu Shi saw him yawning from the rearview mirror, Jiang Lizhi said: "Brother Zhuo, why don't you go to sleep for a while, I will call you when we arrive."

"Row."

Zhuo Yijing fell asleep in a daze shortly after finishing her reply.

I don't know if it's really too tired, this time I slept very deeply, and then opened my eyes, in the dim light, I saw the gray ceiling in the bedroom of the villa.

He sat up in a daze, just strangely, the next second his whole body was hugged into his all-too-familiar chest.

"I thought you wouldn't wake up until the New Year. Fortunately, there are still 10 minutes. Happy New Year's Eve, Ah Jing. I'm back to accompany you to celebrate the New Year."