save him

2015. 10, 22

Yan Yu walked aimlessly on the street, there were various shops and a wide variety of goods, he couldn't find a suitable birthday gift for Ji Li.

After hesitating for a while, I entered a jewelry store.

"welcome."

……

"I want to buy a pair of rings."

"It's not a marriage proposal, it's just a couple ring."

"One big and one small, the smaller one is a circle smaller than my finger."

"Do you need to make it custom-made? Then I will wait a few days and pick it up."

"Engrave two letters on the ring," Yan Yu casually smiled, "Y and J."

2015. 11, 1

Ji Li held a small birthday party to celebrate his first birthday after the age of 20, and only his roommates and Yan Yu's roommates were invited.

In KTV, after drinking for three rounds, everyone gave their gifts one after another.

game discs, watches...

Gao Feng was the best, he gave a little yellow book, and explained with a smile: "I read it first, there are all kinds of poses in it, feel free to use it."

"Thank you, it's practical enough!" Ji Li looked at Yan Yu with ambiguous eyes.

What Liu Li sent was an MP3 filled with crazy English downloads in the memory. After drinking, he became more courageous: "It sounds good, it's very helpful."

"Wow, you are torturing me." Ji Li accepted.

Another roommate of Ji Li from the same department as him gave this professional book: "The principles of fashion design in it are very useful, don't just focus on English, it will be wasted."

Ji Li: "How can this be? I learn English for my major. I might be able to study abroad in the future."

Gao Feng put his hands on Yan Yu who had not moved: "Mr. Yan, as a family member, why don't you give gifts?"

"Yes, no matter what, it should be a big gift."

"Will you send me a real estate certificate? Hahaha?"

Amidst the jokes, Yan Yu touched the velvet box in his trouser pocket, and said: "The gifts you all gave are too serious..."

"Your gift is not serious?" Ji Li sat next to him, expecting, "Could it be a sex toy?"

There was another commotion, and everyone laughed and scolded Ji Li for his open-mouthed character.

Yan Yu took out the velvet box in his pocket, unfolded it in front of Ji Li, and the box instantly became very quiet.

Ji Li was stunned.

Yan Yu opened the box, and there were two simple platinum rings inside, which looked extraordinarily beautiful under the dim light.

"Damn?! Playing so big?" Gao Feng took the lead in applauding, "You have to kneel on one knee to propose marriage!"

"Marriage proposal, marriage proposal!"

Yan Yu's cold face rarely showed a bit of shame, he hadn't planned to think about it, but in this situation, this thought came naturally, and when he was about to say it, Ji Li stood up.

"What?" Ji Li smiled, "How can such an expensive thing be used as a birthday present? Forget it, Brother Yu, take it back and return it, it's too wasteful."

The box fell silent again, Yan Yu squeezed the box tightly, knowing that Ji Li's actions meant that he would not accept it, but he didn't understand the reason.

"Sing!" Ji Li walked to the karaoke machine and clicked a song with a cheerful melody.

The others didn't know why, so they had to follow suit.

Yan Yu felt his whole body cool down a little bit. He thought he knew Ji Li very well, but when he looked again at this time, he seemed to know nothing.

Did Ji Li never think about his future?

Will not……

2015. 11, 12

After that birthday party, the two tacitly acted as if nothing had happened, and they often ate together, took walks and went to the library as usual.

It's just that I don't go to open classes very much, and a professor who knows the two of them well asked what happened.

"The last school year, I'm too busy." Yan Yu's answer was impeccable.

Some thorns are buried in the heart, even if they are deliberately forgotten, they will be very uncomfortable from time to time.

Annoyed, he put down his pen and went downstairs to pick up a one or two-day express delivery. Among the messy and useless letters, a transoceanic mail caught his attention.

After returning to the dormitory, he tore it open and found that it was an admission letter for studying abroad at a prestigious university in country Y, with a time limit of two years.

Yan Yu never applied to this school, but there is another possibility, that is, his mother did it on her own initiative.

Not wanting to make a call, Yan Yu sent Yan's mother a concise and clear rejection text message, turned off the phone and continued to brush up the questions.

Before dinner, like a habit, he brought food for Ji Li who didn't ask him out for dinner.

"Without my brother Yu, I might have eaten one meal a day!" Ji Li was satisfied with eating a balanced meal.

At this time, Yan Yu always helped him read some test questions within his ability, and asked: "What meal?"

"Dream Naton!"

"Then haven't you starved to death many times before?" Yan Yu said.

"Just kidding," Ji Li said, "Anyway, I can't do without you now."

Yan Yu paused his writing hand.

2015. 12, 3

"Okay! Wait for me!" Ji Li put down the phone.

Yan Yu woke up a long time ago, and has been lying down with Ji Li in his arms, afraid of getting up and waking him up.

The bed in the male dormitory is quite big, and it is not too crowded for two people to lie on it. Ji Li turned over and got out of bed, and said sleepily, "Brother Yu, I have to leave earlier."

"Ah."

When Yan Yu wanted to ask something, Ji Li had already hurried out the door.

2015. 12, 4

"Brother Yu, I'm going to retreat for a few days, so don't worry about me for a few days."

Yan Yu put down the phone that had been beeping for a long time.

2015. 12, 10

Yan Yu understood all of Ji Li's actions, even if he didn't tell him the reason, but he couldn't bear not seeing him for a few days, and it was only a bedroom away.

After wandering in the corridor countless times, Yan Yu knocked on the door of Ji Li's bedroom, and it was Liu Li who opened the door.

Seeing him, Liu Li trembled in shock, and said timidly, "Ji Li is not here."

"Then I'll go in and wait for him." Yan Yu stretched out his hand to open the door.

Liu Li couldn't stop him, so he retreated to the corner and stood there.

Yan Yu looked back and forth between Ji Li's desk and bed, and came to a conclusion: "Ji Li hasn't come back for a few days?"

"It's been a few days..." Liu Li didn't dare to lie in front of Yan Yu.

Yan Yu frowned: "Where did you go?"

"Go back, go home."

"Tell the truth!" Yan Yu urgently raised his voice, with a bit of sullenness.

"Doctor, hospital."

……

When Yan Yu found Ji Li in the hospital who was eating apples to do the problem, Ji Li's eyes were full of surprise.

"Brother Yu, sit down."

Yan Yu stood by the bed, looking back and forth at him: "Where is the injury?"

Ji Li pointed to his abdomen and back and said: "It's all skin trauma, and then he was kicked twice. The doctor insisted on hospitalizing him for observation for a few days."

"Did you fight with those rooster heads?" Yan Yu said coldly.

Ji Li took a bite of the apple, smiled and said, "That group?"

"Don't interrupt." Yan Yu saw that he was fine, and his tone was a little warmer, "Is it because of Liu Li?"

Ji Li shrugged: "Yes, I can't understand how they always bully honest people."

"Why didn't you call me?"

"I'm afraid you'll get hurt," Ji Li said, "I won't feel bad if I get hurt, but I will feel bad if you get hurt."

No amount of reproach could be said, Yan Yu reached out and rubbed the top of his head.

2015. 12, 22

After passing CET-[-], Ji Li relaxed a lot and stuck with Yan Yu every day.

Ji Li squatted down while clutching his stomach.

"What's wrong?" Yan Yu asked worriedly.

Ji Li stood up again, with a better complexion: "It's okay, I'm probably hungry."

"There is still a way to go to that store," Yan Yu said, "Then I will carry you?"

Ji Li shook his head and said with a playful smile, "Let's go, I'm freezing to death."

Yan Yu wrapped his hands into his own, pretending to be stern and said: "Are you still fighting?"

"No more, no more."

"Did you suffer?"

"I got it, I got it."

"Do you know what's wrong?"

Ji Li raised his angular face and said with a smile: "I don't know, dare to ask Brother Yu, what's wrong with my little brother?"

After thinking about it, Yan Yu said, "Don't call me to fight."

Ji Li let out a burst of uncontrollable laughter, while Yan Yu still looked serious.

"Brother Yu, do you remember 2012?" Ji Li said, "Didn't the world end at that time?"

Yan Yu thought of a funny scene: "Well, the supermarket will be emptied then."

"Maybe," Ji Li said, "is it true?"

Yan Yu scratched the back of his hand: "Then why are we still here?"

"Hmm..." Ji Li rubbed his chin, "Maybe it's a freshman. Everyone has been a freshman since that day. Today we are all three years old."

"Childish." Yan Yu said in his mouth, agreeing with Ji Li's thinking in his heart, and regarded all bad things as an experience and a rebirth.

"Actually, I'm one year younger than you," Ji Li said, "You should let me go, I'm your younger brother."

"No." Yan Yu denied

Ji Li let out a sad "hmm".

"Are you my boyfriend, or a boyfriend who has touched and kissed and slept with?" Yan Yu said seriously.

Ji Li smiled: "The game has started again."

"what game?"

"Compare who is more shameless game."