save him

2016. 5, 21

A day that I will never forget no matter what, Ji Li became my boyfriend on this day.

He is really very courageous. After he has a different feeling for me, he will not hold back his aggrieved feelings, and he will not act like the people on TV and stage a scene of bitter and secret love.

Ji Li's point of view is probably: Before the love is getting stronger, speak out quickly, Yan Yu agrees, then stay together, disagree, and don't feel too sad.

I'm a little curious, what would happen if I rejected him?

This assumption is untenable, I fell for Ji Li at a glance...

……

Yan Yu walked on the peaceful streets, retro European-style buildings abound, and no one here cheered for this unimportant day.

Walking into the coffee shop, I ordered a cup of black coffee without any flavoring, and took a sip. The bitterness made my taste buds numb, and I was extremely energetic.

Ding dong.

It was a new text message with an unfamiliar number, but it came from a familiar city. After clicking on it, there were only a few words.

Brother Yu, happy holidays.

Yan Yu clicked his tongue, put down the phone, picked it up in less than a second, clicked on the reply box, and thought hard about the input method.

The newly awakened head was in chaos.

Happy holiday.

Will it appear too cold?

Ji Li, happy holidays.

Still very nonchalant.

Dear Ji Li, happy holidays.

... No, they all broke up. It's too strange to add this prefix.

Yan Yu frowned, facing the phone, his face was as cold as ice because of the haste to reply.

The seat opposite was pulled away, Yan Yu came back to his senses, saw Yun Fu who hadn't seen him for a long time, she smiled softly: "What are you worrying about?"

Yan Yu raised his head from the phone, he was not too surprised to meet her here, and said slowly: "A person who is the most important to me."

"Oh?" Yun Fu said with crooked eyebrows, "Is it because of that important person that you are so engrossed in looking at the phone?"

The waiter brought a cup of milk tea, and Yun Fu chatted with him while drinking.

"Well." Yan Yu felt that there was no need to hide, so he roughly explained what happened.

Yun Fu stirred the milk tea with a straw: "You think Ji Li is not the kind of person who plays around with feelings, think about it in another way, then maybe there is some reason why he decided to say such a thing, and then think about it more deeply. , maybe he is doing what he thinks is good for you."

"What do you mean?" A thought that made him happy flashed through Yan Yu's mind.

"It's because he might be forced to break up with you because of certain things. He sent you a text message, saying that he still cares about you, but he doesn't know how to express his feelings, or dare not express it." Yun Fu didn't care at all about his liking for men. , said with a smile, "But you give up so easily, isn't it inappropriate?"

"It was he who said those words. When he sent me to the airport, he obviously had a chance to keep me."

"If he was really playing with you, why would he send you to the airport and witness you leave?" Yun Fu said, "Are you looking for excitement?"

Yan Yu stood up fiercely: "Thank you."

"You're welcome, I'll just talk about it casually." Yun Fu said, "I'll pay the bill, and you can treat me to dinner next time."

Walking on the street, Yan Yu couldn't wait to call Ji Li, and it took several beeps before someone answered.

"Hey."

Ji Li's voice sounded lazy and uninspired, as if he had just woken up from a dream.

Yan Yuxin raised her throat: "It's me."

The breathing on the other end of the phone became heavier, and Yan Yu heard the sound of lifting the quilt.

"Yu...Brother Yu, happy holidays hahaha, you don't have to take that text message to heart, it was sent in groups."

"In these years," Yan Yu said with a low smile, "you can still receive handwritten greetings, thank you."

"Damn...how did you know?"

"Because I'm smart."

"Is there a problem?"

Ji Li coughed, not like pretending, Yan Yu paused.

"What I'm going to say next is a multiple-choice question. You can only choose the answer you think is right."

Without waiting for Ji Li to start, Yan Yu continued: "Is it true that you broke up with me?"

Ji Li took a deep breath and said, "Yes."

"Do you still like me?"

"do not like."

"Oh," Yan Yu couldn't help sneering when he heard his decisive answer, "Are you lying?"

"No."

"Do whatever you want, the last question, I won't bother you after asking," Yan Yu made up his mind, "Do you want me?"

Standing on the street in a foreign country, Yan Yu stopped, holding his breath, waiting for the answer that might break his heart.

Time passed by bit by bit, and the pedestrians beside him walked wave after wave. If it wasn't for Ji Li's breathing, Yan Yu would have thought he had hung up the phone.

"...Thinking, thinking hard." When Ji Li said this, he was like a child who had done something wrong, and he didn't dare to vent his anger.

After Yan Yu heard it clearly, he hung up the phone immediately. The person who put the big stone on his heart removed it with his own hands. An uncontrollable smile overflowed from the corner of his mouth. He looked at the time. It was five o'clock in the afternoon in country Y, eight Hour difference.

I accidentally disturbed my boyfriend's sleep.

To apologize, then go back and be with him.

Yan Yu didn't bring any luggage, bought a ticket for that night, and desperately wanted to get closer to Ji Li.

May 5 is his lucky day.

2016. 5, 22

"Brother, you called me and said you arrived at the airport. I almost thought it was a scam call." Gao Feng drove the car, carrying Yan Yu who had returned after a long journey.

"Yeah." Yan Yu closed his eyes and rested his mind, without a trace of sleepiness, his mind was full of Ji Li.

"Where are you going? In City S, should I take you to play?" Gao Feng drove aimlessly, waiting for the next instruction.

Yan Yu opened his eyes, looked at the busy traffic outside the windshield, and said, "Where is Ji Li now?"

"In your heart." Gao Feng said greasy words, not shy at all.

Yan Yu glanced at him with sharp eyes.

"Now he is in City S, and he has a good job as a designer." Gao Feng corrected himself.

"Take me to his house," Yan Yu said, "his company is also fine."

"I actually don't know where he lives. Let me call and ask." Gao Feng parked the car on the side of the road and called Ji Li, but no one answered.

I played several times in a row, and it was always like this.

Yan Yu tried to use his mobile phone to call someone close to Ji Li, but only Liu Li connected instantly.

Liu Li didn't need Yan Yu's perfunctory at all, and went straight to the point, he answered what Yan Yu asked, and Yan Yu soon knew the address where Ji Li's house number was detailed.

When the car slowly stopped in front of the old community, Yan Yu said: "Thank you, you can go back."

"Call me when you're done working," Gao Feng said, "Let's have a meal together, it's been a long time since we got together."

"Ah."

After entering a unit building, Yan Yu walked quickly with every step, climbing up the stairs on the sixth floor made him a little out of breath.After sorting out the grooming, ring the doorbell and wait with bated breath.

Not at home?

Yan Yu rang the doorbell again without giving up.

Not long after pressing the button, there were rustling footsteps coming from the poorly soundproofed door.

After the door opened, Yan Yu showed his long-lost reunion smile at the right time, but because of the person he saw, his cheeks gradually froze, and he didn't know what expression to use to express it.

The door was opened by a very pretty girl.

"Are you looking for Ji Li?" When the girl spoke, her voice was soft, which made people feel uneasy.

"Well," Yan Yu said in a low voice, "is he there?"

"No, I'm too busy these days," the girl invited, "Why don't you come in and wait for him, he should be back soon."

"No need," Yan Yu felt that his taste buds were a bit bitter, and it was very difficult to speak, "Your name...what's your name?"

"My name is Lu Siyue." The girl said her name unpreparedly.

"Well, take care of him."

The girl tilted her head in response.

When Yan Yu went down the stairs, he still walked very fast, his mind was in a mess.

This should be Ji Li's girlfriend, right?Ji Li would not take anyone home casually, let alone keep them at home with such peace of mind.

pretty good.

Yan Yu stood downstairs for a long time, and finally just looked up at Jili's house, and left with a wry smile.

What are you being passionate about...

Gao Feng was a little surprised and rushed to the barbecue restaurant where Yan Yu was. He didn't eat the meat skewers piled up on the table. He had already drank several bottles of low-alcohol beer.

Gao Feng opened a bottle with his teeth and clinked glasses with him: "Have you had a fight? Didn't go well? It can actually make you drink away your worries."

"I didn't see him." Yan Yu took a sip of his wine.

"Then why do you feel that your mood is so much below zero?" Gao Feng said carelessly, "If you like it, just make it clear, what kind of man is a cowardly man."

Yan Yu smiled: "Lu Siyue, is that his girlfriend?"

Gao Feng was stunned for a while, then remembered the name: "It should be, this is the one I told you about, the girl from the same club as my girlfriend, and she looks quite pretty."

Yan Yu stared at the wine cap on the ground, picked it up and held it in his hand to play with.

Seeing that he was silent, Gao Feng suddenly understood: "Could it be that you went to Ji Li's house and only saw Lu Siyue?!"

Yan Yu threw the wine cap at him: "Smart."

Gao Feng caught it in a hurry, saw that it was a wine cap, and threw it away: "This, it doesn't explain anything, you can go to Ji Li, he will definitely be able to explain."

"Do you need to explain to my ex-boyfriend?" Yan Yu felt that he was a bit stupid again, "That's it, as long as he lives well."

"Besides, as he said, what future do the two men have?"

"When I saw Lu Siyue, I was not reconciled. Looking back now, it was a blessing and approval. That girl is not bad."

"It's just a little uncomfortable," Yan Yu took a sip of wine, "Do you understand that feeling of loss? My heart is empty because of one person."

Gao Feng's love went smoothly, and the words he said were all useless words of consolation. Yan Yu didn't listen to a word, and took out his mobile phone to book the nearest ticket.

Before putting down the phone, a text message from Ji Li was sent.

–Brother Yu, have you come to see me?

Yan Yu replied without hesitation.

-yes.

After Yan Yu replied, he blocked all of Ji Li's contact information. At this moment, the emptiness in his heart filled his whole body.

2016. 7, 1

A month passed in a daze, and half of the course was completed. It turns out that I really have the talent for reading. It only takes one year to complete the two-year course.

Rubbing his sore shoulders, Yan Yu went to the cinema to watch a not-so-good movie, went to a coffee shop to meet a not-so-good friend, drank a cup of not-so-good coffee, and made an appointment to listen to something... Pretty good concert.

Shu Yang's music makes people relax physically and mentally.In the first half, he was concentrating, and in the second half, Yan Yu suddenly entered a relaxed state because he forced himself into high pressure for a long time, and fell into a deep sleep logically.

After the concert, it was a friend who woke him up.

"Sorry." Yan Yu apologized hoarsely.

"It's okay," said the friend, "just relax and don't make yourself too sad."

Hearing these two words, Yan Yu was stunned for a moment. It turned out that he was still sad, but he was just trying to numb himself...