The moment he saw Lu Chizhi, the corners of Ji Ze's eyes could no longer hold back the moisture, and there were countless emotions and grievances rolling in his heart, like a child who was bullied but couldn't find his parents to complain. Clenching the soft flesh in his mouth close to his lower lip, he controlled the shaking of his shoulders, trying to calm himself down.

The next moment, Ji withdrew his gaze and continued walking forward.

Lu Chizhi also looked at Ji Ze. He had been with Ji Ze for a long time, and even the camera found his presence, but Ji Ze never thought of looking back.He seems to have decided that he has already left, so he has been chasing his steps, never thinking that he might be right behind him.

Ji Ze lowered his head and walked closer and closer, but he didn't stop when he passed by him, and he didn't even give him a look, just passing him by.Lu Chizhi looked at Ji Ze, didn't call him, and followed him up.

The two walked one after the other, neither of them spoke, just walked forward in silence.

Because of Lu Chizhi's presence, the camera did not step forward to disturb, but followed behind the two of them. Seeing Ji Ze raised his hand and wiped his face, he also saw Lu Chizhi walking faster, but still did not go forward to Ji Ze's place By his side, he just silently followed behind Ji Ze.

Ji Ze was crying with tears all over his face. He didn't want to make a move to wipe the tears, but there were too many tears on his face, he couldn't help it, he couldn't even see the road ahead.

The heart was no longer so tense, and the whole body trembled slightly because he wanted to suppress crying.But the more it was like this, the more uncomfortable it was to hold back, Ji Ze only felt that the whole chest was swollen and painful.The fresh air I breathed in seemed to be tingled with thorns, and every part of my body felt extremely uncomfortable.

Not far behind was the sound of moderate footsteps, and Ji knew that Lu Chizhi was following behind him, and when he quickened his pace, Lu Chizhi would also speed up.Ji Ze wanted to get rid of Lu Chizhi, but he couldn't get rid of him after walking a long way.

It wasn't until Ji Ze's mood stabilized that Lu Chizhi walked quickly with Ji Ze in parallel. The two still didn't speak, and Ji Ze didn't look at him. Lu Chizhi looked ahead and walked forward steadily. There is a faint momentum to lead Ji Ze forward.

After walking for a long time, Lu Chizhi raised his hand to hold Ji Ze's hand, but Ji Ze didn't resist, and let him lead him obediently, still not looking at him or the way, as if wherever Lu Chizhi led him, he would where to go.

Lu Chizhi stopped, and Ji Ze also stopped because of his strength. He watched Lu Chizhi walk in front of him, then took off his shoes, half-kneeled in front of him and said, "Ji Ze, lift your foot."

Ji Ze looked down at Lu Chizhi. He had never seen Lu Chizhi like this. In his impression, Lu Chizhi never bowed down for anyone or anything.

Ji Ze raised his foot and asked Lu Chizhi to take his slippers. The next moment, he put on Lu Chizhi's shoes, warm and comfortable.

Until both feet were put on Lu Zhizhi's shoes, Ji Ze's mood gradually calmed down, but he still didn't want to look at Lu Zhizhi.

Lu Chizhi led him to walk forward slowly. Although neither of them spoke, Ji Ze still felt the helplessness and concern from Lu Chizhi.

After walking for some time, Ji Ze heard Lu Chizhi ask in a low voice: "Ji Ze, is it so difficult to trust a person?"

Is it hard to trust someone?Ji Ze didn't know that he had already learned how to force his mother to divorce when he was just in junior high school. He stood in the small kitchen at home and looked at Zhou Xi with a knife, and said to Zhou Xi with unprecedented calmness and reason: "Mom! , or I die here today, or you go to sue for divorce."

Zhou Xi hugged him and cried that day. She was always soft-hearted, weak and strong. At that time, Ji didn't understand why she was crying. It was obviously a good thing, but how could she cry so hard.

It was only after he met Lu Chizhi that he slowly understood that Zhou Xi cried because her son, who had given everything for her, had finally grown up and understood her hardships, as well as her suffering. Her son not only knew how to love her She is still trying to find a way for her.

Ji Ze has never trusted anyone except his mother since he was a child. Every time he tried to get help from a trustworthy person, he always got a cold and merciless rejection. For a long time, he I always thought that the only ones I could rely on in this world were myself and Zhou Xi.

Later, he met Lu Zhizhi again.

If his mother's death is used as the dividing point, the rest of Ji Ze's life is actually related to Lu Chizhi.

At that time, his mother was living in the intensive care unit on Cuihu Road, and the family's money would not last long. He stood at the door of the doctor's office and repeated his words, trying to delay the payment with some touching words, but he was rejected after saying a few words. The doctor interrupted kindly.

The doctor made a call and went out to briefly tell the other party about Ji Ze's situation, and then asked Ji Ze to wait and see.

Ji Ze still remembered the watery light from the watered green plants in the office that day, which was incompatible with the cold environment, just like him, standing there desperately waiting, just waiting for a ray of light.

When the phone rang, he seemed to have finally found the Gudu boat, rushing towards him in the tide.

He saw the doctor pick up the phone. Strangely, he also heard Lu's calm voice on the phone: "I will ask someone to dial the fee. It is based on saving people. If you have any questions, you can call me directly."

After hanging up the phone, the doctor told him that he didn't have to worry about the medical expenses, and all the expenses would be borne by Cuihu Road.

It might be lucky for him if things just stop there.If he owes money, there will always be a day when he will pay it off, but what he owes Lu Chizhi is not just money.

Lu Chizhi helped him drive away those relatives who were indifferent and mean to him and his mother since he was a child, hired a lawyer for him, and gave his mother the last justice.

Every time he walked in the hot sun, the lawyer would tell him that they didn't need to compromise and that they could win.

Later, her mother died of organ failure, and even the money for the funeral was paid by Lu Zhizhi.

Those relatives in the family went to the funeral and went to his school to make a scene, as if they wanted to let the whole world know about this scandal and make the whole world despise him, and they tried everything to force him to submit.

Just when he thought he couldn't hold on any longer, people from Lu Chizhi's faction came again and asked him if he wanted to transfer to other places to study. Ji Ze persisted for so long without crying, but he cried that day.

He doesn't understand why life treats him like this. He has never tasted the sweetness that his mother said to persevere until the end. Life only gives him suffering and betrayal, and the person who gave him the greatest kindness turned out to be a stranger.

He felt that all of this was ironic, but he was overwhelmed by it all, unable to turn over or refute.

Lu Chizhi asked him if it was difficult to believe in a person, but Ji really didn't know, he believed in Lu Chizhi, but he didn't know if Lu Chizhi would wait for him.

He just loves Lu Zhizhi stupidly, as long as Lu Zhizhi is willing, it doesn't matter if he takes everything away from him, because it was originally given to him by Lu Zhizhi.At that time, he was ready to change his life for another. It was Lu Chizhi who pulled him back from the abyss and let him go to a new environment. For a long time, Lu Chizhi was responsible for his living and study expenses.

Lu Chizhi put him in a safe environment, and then seemed to forget his existence.He was the only one thinking about repaying his kindness day and night, and followed his steps like a madman, and then...his eyes fell on Lu Chizhi, and he couldn't take them away.

Lu Chizhi... in his world represents too many things, light and brightness, warmth and kindness, beauty and sincerity, and even everything that represents life.

He didn't know when Lu Chizhi would take back his love, and in what way he would separate from him. He didn't think about it, but Lu Chizhi forced him to think about it. Now he gave Lu Chizhi a card, which made him very dissatisfied answer sheet.

But when he saw Lu Chizhi at the intersection just now, he understood a lot. Lu Chizhi forcefully made him understand one thing. Just like Zhou Xi, he would not leave him alone easily.

The shoes under his feet were very warm, and Ji Ze's heart gradually warmed up, but he still didn't think much about Lu Chizhi.

The two walked all the way back to Ji Ze's house. Lu Chizhi arranged for Ji Ze to sit by the bed, then asked someone to turn off the camera, walked back to the room, picked up the towel that Ji Ze had randomly thrown on the bed, and went into the bathroom.

Ji Ze looked at the slippers that Lu Chizhi was wearing, and then looked away. Some thoughtful revenge made Lu Chizhi's feet cold.

Lu Chizhi first boiled a pot of hot water, mixed it with a little cold water in a basin, wet the towel with hot water, wrung out the towel before going out to Ji Ze's side, first helped Ji Ze wipe his face, Ji Ze But obediently, she didn't look at him, but let him manipulate her.

After wiping his face, Lu Chizhi bent down and grabbed Ji Ze's right hand, and carefully wiped every finger for him, but Ji Ze still didn't move. After wiping his right hand, Lu Chizhi bent down to take his left hand again. Ji Ze slightly flattened his lips, resisting him in this silent way.

After wiping his hands, Lu Chizhi went back to the bathroom and poured all the remaining hot water into the basin, then soaked the towel again, walked back and half-kneeled in front of Ji Ze, and said to him, "Ji Ze, stretch out your hand. "His voice was soft, as if coaxing Ji Ze.

Ji Ze lowered his eyes, stretched out his hand, and saw Lu Chizhi put the towel in his palm.

Lu Chizhi lowered his head and took off both of Ji Ze's shoes, and then took away the hot towel in Ji Ze's hand. Ji Ze looked down and saw a candy in his palm, so he wrapped it gently .

Lu Chizhi unfolded the towel to cover Ji Ze's feet, but Ji Ze hid for a while.

"I have a new towel." Lu Zhizhi explained, and then Ji Ze stopped hiding. He wrapped Ji Ze's feet with a hot towel and put them on his knees. After warming for a while, the towel was not hot But Ji Ze's feet were still cold.He took away the towel and put Ji Ze's feet in his arms, fearing that he would catch a cold, so he wrapped them with his coat again.

"Ji Ze, did you forgive me so easily?" Lu Chizhi always had a nice voice, and when he asked this question, he was also soft, as if no matter what he said, he was coaxing Ji Ze.

Ji Ze didn't look at him, glanced aside, and didn't answer.

"Want to talk?" Lu Chizhi asked again.

This time Ji Ze was finally willing to face him squarely, but still didn't speak, just looked at him with calm eyes and no emotion.

"Ji Ze, I'm very worried about you." Lu Chizhi didn't turn around or be tactful, "In my opinion, if you lose your phone, you lose it. You can borrow someone else's phone in private. You don't want to use Fafa's phone, Xu Li is the person I gave you, his can always be borrowed, you are too careful, I understand that you don't want to leave anyone with a clue, but even if something happens, I can cover it for you, what are you afraid of Woolen cloth?"

"Just to talk to me a few more words, you ran up the mountain alone before dawn in the morning. If Xu Li hadn't gotten up early to follow you, would you have gone alone?" At this point, Lu Chizhi wanted to teach Ji a lesson A few words, but held back, "If you have an accident, have you ever thought about my feelings?"

"Even if you are sure that there will be no accidents, will I not worry about you?" Lu Chizhi looked into Ji Ze's eyes and knew that he didn't understand why he made such a fuss: "Do you think those who love adventures are the last Are they the ones who are worried about their safety? No, the ones who are worried about them are their families and lovers who are always behind them."

"I am the same, if you do some dangerous things, I will be very worried, very scared, very angry, and want to ask why you do it. Moreover, these dangerous things are unnecessary in my opinion .”

"Before you had conflicts with Huo Qishen, the most fundamental reason was because of me. I didn't think about this issue before, because I think you were all wrong in that incident. You believed in your own power too much, and you put He pushed into a corner where he had to fight back, his character is already paranoid, and you are a gambler, no matter what the final result is, I will not be surprised." Lu Zhiyi grabbed Ji Ze with one hand Holding his fingertips, "But now that I think about it again, I feel that everything is Huo Qishen's fault, and people's hearts may be biased. I have known him for more than ten years, and I can't make up for it." The short time you've been together."

"Do you know when I decided to sever ties with Huo Qishen?" Lu Chizhi suddenly asked an irrelevant question.

Ji Ze shook his head, he answered Lu Chizhi, but he didn't want to make a sound, he didn't want to speak at all.

It's not that he doesn't want to talk to Lu Chizhi, it's just that he simply doesn't want to talk.

It may also be that he just wanted Lu Chizhi to coax him.

"You ran down the mountain by yourself that morning, and I asked Jiang Shaoting where you were, and Huo Qishen answered me. At that time, I felt that I couldn't be friends with him anymore." Lu Chizhi thought of the scene that day, "Ji Ze, you I don't know, I was seldom angry since I was a child, and I seldom had mood swings, but that day I was really angry, angry with you, and also angry with Huo Qishen."

"At that time, I didn't quite understand why I was angry with you, but why I was angry with Huo Qishen was intuitive, because he made you risk your life to do something meaningful to you."

"You see, I took you into my heart at that time, but I didn't understand it myself. I was just so angry because you put myself in danger, and it's the same this time." Lu Zhizhi pinched Ji's fingertips The time is also gentle, as if afraid of hurting him, "This time the matter is obviously not as serious as the last time, but I am many times more angry than the last time."

"Ji Ze, you will not be alone in the future, can you think about me before you make any decisions?" Lu Chizhi asked Ji Ze seriously in a soft voice.

Ji Ze looked at Lu Chizhi with his big black eyes. After Lu Chizhi said so much, he heard it in his heart, and he didn't want to avoid this question anymore. He asked Lu Chizhi: "Lu Chizhi, do you want to know why I have no bottom line for you? ?”

He didn't call Lu Chizhi senior, but directly called his name. At this moment, he didn't look up to Lu Chizhi, as if Lu Chizhi was an insignificant person.

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Small episode · school

Ji Ze finished the college entrance examination. Because of his good grades, he can choose from the top ten universities in China. He originally chose another school under the guidance of the teacher. On the day of filling out the application form, his classmates asked him to go to the Internet cafe to check the information together. The classmates opened After reading the promotional page of Nantah University carefully, Ji Ze flipped through the news in a bored manner, then accidentally caught a glimpse of his classmate's computer, and said, "Don't move."

The next moment he snatched away the mouse from his classmate, and then turned back to the previous photos. He saw exactly the side face of Lu Chizhi in one of the photos in a bunch of photos. It was just a side face, but Ji Ze knew that person It was Lu Zhizhi.

Ji Ze ran back to school like crazy, and revised his application for the exam again.

07856, Nanjing University.

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"I don't like this." Ji Ze seemed to be evaluating something objectively, "I don't like it very much, don't do this in the future."

He was as confident as Lu Zhizhi said in the bedroom that day that he didn't like his daughter sleeping on his bed, full of confidence.

"Okay, I got it, this is the first and last time." Lu Chizhi smiled, thinking that Ji Ze was so cute, "Do you want me to write you a letter of guarantee?"

Ji Ze was a little annoyed and refused to talk to Lu Chizhi anymore, he wasn't joking with Lu Chizhi.

Unexpectedly, Lu Chizhi actually took out the pen and paper to write. After writing, he folded it into a heart and put it in his palm. When he was writing, Ji saw the words on it. Lu Chizhi wrote: Baby, I love you .

She wanted to trick him into forgiving him easily.

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