accidental marriage plan

Ji Ze didn't fall asleep all night. When he closed his eyes, he felt that Lu Chizhi would come to find him. When he opened his eyes, he found that he was no longer in that dream.

Lu Chizhi who kissed him in the hospital seemed to be imagined by him. Today when he saw Lu Chizhi, Lu Chizhi didn't even want to give him an extra look.

He might as well have never had it.

His heart was scratched by the tip of a knife, and Ji Ze never knew that when people said they were distressed, it was this kind of physical pain, not pretentious, but real pain.

Ji kept opening and closing his eyes repeatedly throughout the night. He got up just after dawn, and stood alone in the yard for a long, long time after washing.

Finally at seven or eight o'clock, Ji Ze walked towards Lu Yuan's house with heavy steps. When he reached the door of Lu Yuan's house, he realized that he was not gathering at Lu Yuan's house today.

After hesitating for a moment at the door of Lu Yuan's house, Ji Ze walked in, but there was no one in the yard. Ji Ze didn't know which room Lu Chizhi lived in, and he didn't know who to ask, so he finally went to Lu Yuan's room.

Lu Yuan was a little surprised when she saw Ji: "Brother Ji, why did you come here so early?"

Ji Ze made a not-so-good expression, and reluctantly said: "I woke up early in the morning, I forgot that I didn't gather at your place today, are you going to Ren Ran's side? We can go together."

Lu Yuan didn't know what was going on between Ji Ze and his brother, but he felt that his brother probably didn't know about Ji Ze's other ambiguous partners. He was quite entangled and wanted to ask how Ji Ze replied on WeChat. things, but can't ask about other people's privacy.

After a while, Lu Yuan choked out a sentence: "Brother Ji, if you don't like my brother, don't force yourself." Otherwise, his brother will know that he has other plans. According to his brother's personality, Ji Ze probably has nothing to do with it. The good days are over, "If you have any difficulties, you can tell me." He can't control his brother, but his father can still do it, right?

It's a sin, a sin, he actually gave Ji Ze priority in this matter, his brother must not know, otherwise he will kill Ji Ze first, and then kill him.

Sad people.

Ji Ze was startled, not quite understanding what Lu Yuan meant: "Why do you say that?"

As soon as his words fell, Lu Chizhi's voice came from outside: "Lu Yuan, you are here..."

As soon as Lu Chizhi walked to the door, he met Ji Ze's eyes. Ji Ze stared at him without saying a word, and Lu Chizhi also looked at Ji Ze: "Come here to find Lu Yuan?"

Before Ji Ze could open his mouth, Lu Yuan took the words: "Ji Ze called me to eat together, brother, will you come with us too?"

Lu Chizhi withdrew his gaze: "You guys go, I won't go, let me use your shaving water."

Lu Yuan hurriedly went to get the shaving water: "Then what do you want to eat?"

Lu Chizhi took the things and left: "Don't worry about it."

The person at the door disappeared, Ji Ze lowered his eyes, and the pain in his heart surged again. Lu Yuan looked at him and hesitated for a moment and asked, "Brother Ji, why don't you talk to my brother?"

Ji Ze nodded: "You pack up and call me, and then we will go there together."

When he arrived at the door of Lu Chizhi's room, Ji Ze looked at the back of Lu Chizhi who was looking for something, and called softly: "Senior."

Lu Chizhi didn't turn around right away, turned around and looked at Ji Ze after digging out the clean clothes from the box, and looked at Ji Ze with a scrutiny: "Did you sleep last night?"

Ji Ze didn't shake his head or nod: "I didn't sleep well."

Lu Chizhi's eyes became lighter: "I'm not welcome here?"

Ji Ze shook his head quickly: "No, senior, I'm not used to sleeping here."

Lu Chizhi didn't speak anymore, and the two stood silently for a while, Ji wanted to ask Lu Chizhi if his liking caused Lu Chizhi trouble, but he was afraid of getting an affirmative answer, which would break the last trace of balance.

Lu Chizhi was most afraid that Ji Ze would look at him like this. He was about to speak when Ji Ze asked softly, "Senior, did you sleep well last night?" The conditions here are not very good, and Lu Chizhi's room is also very poor It was simple, without even a bathroom, and Lu Chizhi's boxes were just randomly placed on the ground. Standing here, Lu Chizhi himself was out of tune with the environment here.

"Just ask me these?" Lu Chizhi asked back.

Ji wanted to ask if he could ask anything else now?But he couldn't speak, his heart was blocked and uncomfortable, and he stood still and didn't speak.

Lu Zhizhi's calm voice came: "You can ask me after you think about it."

Ji Ze stopped asking, walked quickly to Lu Chizhi's side, raised his arms and hugged Lu Chizhi, buried his face in his chest: "Senior, don't be angry." He hugged him a little tight, as if he didn't want to be pushed away by Lu Chizhi.

Lu Chizhi let Ji Ze hug him, he didn't raise his hand to hug him back, and he didn't push him away, as quiet as a sculpture.

I don't know how long it has passed, Ji Ze raised his head and looked at Lu Chizhi, just right into Lu Chizhi's calm and self-sufficient eyes, his eyes are always so dark, as if they contained the entire ocean and universe, but without fanaticism and liking, Ji Ze's heart sank Sink, sank all the way to the deep sea.

Lu Chizhi finally moved. He raised his hand and touched Ji Ze's face, then lowered his head and kissed Ji Ze. It was a very restrained kiss. After a long time, it was just lips touching lips. Ji Ze raised his hand to wrap around Lu Chizhi's neck. Wanting to deepen the kiss, Lu Chizhi backed away.

Then, Ji Ze heard Lu Chizhi's calm voice, and Lu Chizhi whispered in his ear: "I want it."

Ji Ze squeezed his thumb and index finger together tightly. He was sure that Lu Chizhi didn't mean that, because there was no trace of passion/desire in Lu Chizhi's voice. He looked at Lu Chizhi, wanting to know what he meant.

Lu Chizhi's hand penetrated into Ji Ze's clothes, touched the warm and smooth skin, then slowly moved upstream, put the other hand on the back of Ji Ze's head, then moved closer to Ji Ze, and whispered in his ear : "It won't delay your going to dinner, okay?"

Ji Ze's first reaction was to turn his head to look at the open door, and then he suddenly turned his head to look at Lu Chizhi. He still only saw Lu Chizhi who was always calm and calm, but there was a lot of coldness and coldness in that calmness. anger.

Ji Ze took a step back, Lu Chizhi's hand slipped out of his clothes, without any hesitation, his throat moved, and he said in a trembling voice: "I, I understand."

After speaking, he turned around and walked out, staggering and stumbling, his already thin body looked even thinner.

Lu Chizhi stood still, his face darkened, as if a mountain rain was about to come.After a long time, he closed his eyes resignedly, took out a cigarette and lit it. He really didn't know what to do with Ji Ze.

In the past few days, he has been thinking whether he agreed to Ji Ze too quickly, and Ji Ze didn't even say it clearly. There is still a lot of leeway between the two of them, and they can take their time.He couldn't help it, he wanted Ji Ze, just like in the past 30 years, he reached out and took it when he wanted it, and he had already thought about all the plans for the future, and he promised everything he could give to Ji Ze , gave.

He couldn't even tell Ji Ze that we should try first, because Ji Ze was too pure, and he was humiliating him by saying that.

He wanted Ji Ze, so he never thought about being separated from him.

But he forgot that he may not be included in Ji Ze's future life plan.

Ji Ze is like a person who was forcibly brought into his own world. He is obedient, well-behaved, not noisy, and he accepts everything he gives, without his own opinions or opinions.

In Ji Ze's world, he seemed to be the only one, and Ji Ze took him too seriously.

When he pressed Ji Ze, he was actually asking himself. When he asked this question, he couldn't listen to Ji Ze's voice. As long as he heard Ji Ze's voice, he would soften his heart. Ji Ze changed him into a different look. , and also changed myself without the original appearance.

This is not normal.

He was angry not because Ji Ze had no bottom line for him, because he knew that he had no bottom line for Ji Ze either.The root cause of his anger is that he doesn't know what kind of dangerous things Ji will do because he loves him.Going to an uninhabited deep mountain at five o'clock in the morning in Lindong, a remote mountain village, may be a small thing to Ji Ze, but Ji Ze doesn't know how worried he is, so worried that he asked him angrily why he did this Do.

Ask him where the bottom line will be because he loves him.

Just this sentence, Ji Ze thought it was his questioning of this relationship.

Ji, on the other hand, doesn't believe him from the bottom of his heart, doesn't believe in the future he promised him, and doesn't believe in his seemingly sudden love.Ji Ze loves him in his own way, but he wants Ji Ze to get rid of these things, and he doesn't want Ji Ze to take any risks for him.

But now, Ji Ze even...even accepts all the harm he caused him, and Lu Chizhi feels heartache like never before, and there is nothing he can do.

In the past, when he didn't realize that he liked Ji Ze, he felt helpless about many things about Ji Ze for no reason, but now thinking about many things about Ji Ze before him, he felt rejoicing, but also angry, as if it was because of him. Ji Ze suffered so much because he didn't protect Ji Ze well.

Now, besides Ji Ze, besides anger, he is more afraid. He can protect Ji Ze, but he can't guess what dangerous things Ji Ze will do for him.

Ji Ze seems to be obedient, but in fact he is very assertive. He is afraid that if he can't take care of him alone, his children will be hurt in places he can't see.

Ji Ze can have no bottom line with him, but he doesn't want it to be like this.

But he really had nothing to do with Ji Ze. Seeing Ji Ze's heartbroken eyes, he compromised for him.

He was in a hurry.

He should be more restrained.

Lu Yuan finally tidied herself up and walked to Lu Chizhi's room. Seeing that Lu Chi was the only one, she asked suspiciously, "Brother, where is Ji Ze?"

Lu Chizhi put out his cigarette and said calmly, "Let's go."

"Why are you two arguing?" Lu Yuan didn't want to know, but couldn't help asking.

"Go ahead, stare at him and tell him to eat more." Lu Chizhi's voice was slightly heavy and helpless, "He will definitely not eat again in the morning, you go and watch."

"Brother, do you understand or not? It's up to you, and..." Lu Yuan felt that his brother was too hypocritical, and he looked like a straight man who didn't understand anything, but he was beaten by his brother before he finished speaking. broken.

"Lu Yuan, I don't care about any conflicts between you and Ji Ze, don't show him face." Lu Zhizhi half ordered.

Lu Yuan felt that there was no way to communicate with his brother, so she simply agreed: "That's fine, I'll go."

When we arrived at the eating place, Ji Ze was not eating, but was helping with chores. Lu Yuan served him some food and asked him: "Did my brother provoke you again? Don't talk to him, he has something wrong. "Secretly, he already felt that Ji Ze and his brother might be together because his brother forced Ji Ze.

Ji Ze didn't know what Lu Yuan was thinking, shook her head, and said, "It's okay, you can eat quickly, don't worry about me."

Ji Ze himself ate some hastily, and then when it was time to divide the tasks, Ji Ze was lucky, and he was drawn to exchange the status of a party member in a village, and he held a meeting in the village committee office all morning.

At noon, I went to the director's side for a tour, and after making sure that I had nothing to do, I went home directly.

Unexpectedly, someone at home put a box of self-heating rice for him on the table, Ji Ze picked it up and looked at it, thinking of the small self-heating pot that Lu Chizhi gave him when he was on the mountain, his heart was alive again like a pool of stagnant water When he got up, he took two steps back and forth with the self-heating rice, and then saw a note floating on the ground, he bent down to pick it up, it was a note that Ren Ren had left for him, it might have been blown to the ground by the wind just now Aside, he didn't notice.

Ji Ze put the heart back into his body, installed it, and tightened the screws to prevent it from coming out again.

The note said: Ji Ze, Mr. Lu brought a lot of self-heating meals. Everyone went to get them from him at noon. I will help you too.

No matter what.

Under normal circumstances, if the place of work is far away, the person who replaced the identity would not come back for lunch. I didn't expect that they all came back today.

Ji Ze put away the note and didn't eat the self-heating meal, he had no appetite.

Throwing himself on the bed, Ji Ze was in a daze, Lu Chizhi was not far away, it was hard for him not to think of Lu Chizhi, as long as he got up and walked out of the house, he could see Lu Chizhi in 5 minutes, but he couldn't go, Lu Chizhi would not happy.

Probably because he was too tired, Ji Ze finally couldn't take it anymore, and fell into a deep sleep until he was pushed awake.

Ji Ze woke up suddenly, got out of bed and asked Ren Ran who called him, "What time is it?"

"Ji Ze, don't worry, the director said that we will be recording the routine this afternoon, and we won't be doing any tasks." Ren Ran said while looking at Ji Ze's back as he went to the bathroom to wash up.

Ji Ze thought for a while, and instead of asking Lu Chizhi directly, he said, "Have everyone gone to Lu Yuan's place?"

Ren Ran looked at him mysteriously, and after confirming that Ji Ze understood what he meant, he stood at the door of the bathroom and whispered, "But I heard that he seems to be leaving."

Ji Ze was stunned: "So fast?"

"I just came to see my younger brother. He's gone for a couple of days. He must be very busy, right? When I came here, I saw them preparing the car. Would you like to go over and say hello?" Ren Rancai said. After seeing Ji Ze, he dropped the towel in his hand and ran outside without changing his shoes.

"Ji Ze? Where are you going?" Ren Ran shouted.

While running with his slippers on, Ji Ze replied, "I'll go and have a look."

Ji Ze's footsteps were a little messy. When he ran to the door of Lu Yuan's house, he looked around. When Lu Chizhi came, he drove a few cars and they were gone. He stood on the empty concrete road and could hardly react for 2 minutes. After he reacted, he turned around and ran to the village committee, wanting to borrow the village van, but the village car was not available, so he hurried to find someone to borrow an electric car, and the two cars he found were not at home. He couldn't wait any longer, turned around and ran towards the entrance of the village, knowing that he couldn't make it in time, but he still didn't stop his steps.

Because of running too fast, Ji Ze lost one of his shoes. He only realized it after two steps. He turned his head and went back to put on his shoes. His feet were hurt by small stones on the ground, but Ji Ze didn't stop and kept running. He kept running, and there was a camera behind him. The camera didn't know what he was going to do, but he didn't even ask. He just ran forward in a hurry.

After passing the village entrance, he still didn't see Lu Chizhi's car, so Ji Ze slowed down a bit and continued walking forward in a daze, but already knew that he could not catch up with Lu Chizhi.

For so many years, he seems to have been chasing Lu Chizhi's pace. Lu Chizhi stopped and waited for him, but it was only a short moment, and he left his world quickly at his own pace.

Ji Ze couldn't stop and had no destination, he just wanted to move forward, as if he could feel better this way.

He knew he shouldn't be like this, he was very embarrassed now, he looked ugly, and wanted a group of people to run after him, but he was too uncomfortable, stop, he was afraid that he would lose his composure.

After walking for a long time, Ji Ze heard someone calling him: "Ji Ze, where are you going?"

Ji Ze turned his head and looked at the panting staff members: "Sorry, let's go back, do you want to take a rest first?"

"No need, as long as you have nothing to do, you can go wherever you want." The camera brother is only worried about Ji Ze, and will not interfere with where he is going.

Ji Ze nodded, and walked back drowsily, who would have thought that just as they turned a corner at the intersection, Ji Ze saw a person standing in the other direction at the corner.Lu Chizhi stood there looking at him, with a straight posture and steady eyes, as if he was waiting for him to turn around.

The cameraman said in a low voice, "Mr. Lu has been with us for a long time."

The author has something to say:

Revised the part of Xiao Lu's confession, and clarified why Xiao Lu was angry ~ and why Xiao Ze had this attitude ~

Today is another day of bad reviews for Xiaolu, from now on it will be sweet!real!There will be a lot of confessions in the next chapter!

Xiao Lu is a bit tough in doing things, he believes in what can't be broken and what can be established, he wants Xiao Ze to figure it out for himself~~ This problem between two people will happen sooner or later, this plot is not today but also tomorrow, Xiao Yu is happy, happy

Originally, I wanted to go to the preview of the next issue, but after looking at it, I really didn’t save the manuscript, and there will not be enough words for tomorrow, so I will write the day after tomorrow all night today~

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Lu Chizhi stopped, and Ji Ze also stopped because of his strength. He watched Lu Chizhi walk in front of him, then took off his shoes, half-kneeled in front of him and said, "Ji Ze, lift your foot."

Ji Ze looked down at Lu Chizhi. He had never seen Lu Chizhi like this. In his impression, Lu Chizhi never bowed down for anyone or anything.

Ji Ze raised his foot and asked Lu Chizhi to take his slippers. The next moment, he put on Lu Chizhi's shoes, warm and comfortable.

Until both feet were put on Lu Zhizhi's shoes, Ji Ze's mood gradually calmed down, but he still didn't want to look at Lu Zhizhi.

Lu Chizhi led him to walk forward slowly. Although neither of them spoke, Ji Ze still felt the helplessness and concern from Lu Chizhi.

After walking for some time, Ji Ze heard Lu Chizhi ask in a low voice: "Ji Ze, is it so difficult to trust a person?"