Feather to Luoshui, the wind does not blow

It seems to have returned to a year ago, the cold land, the dilapidated straw mats and the unbearable hunger.But the difference is that there is no anger that makes me hesitate, only delicious food and invitations from the devil.I stepped on the road, following its invitation.Do I want to enjoy this feast?Or, for what?I'm alone... But haven't I always been alone?I am here, what am I looking for?I saw a human being, a human being who was full of spiritual energy and weak as meat on a chopping board.This is the devil's paradise, how can there be human beings?However, she is so delicious.Wanted, ate her.Imagine that with a light stroke of my teeth, I can break the thin layer of skin and elastic blood vessels, the scorching temperature, delicious blood, I want to crush her, I want to destroy her.However, it seems that there are still some things to do if you want to get her.That unsightly boa constrictor must do something to tell it that she is mine.

It annoys me that it's not easy to deal with, and all I can do is lick my lips over and over to assuage my longing for that human.It's just that she exudes an aura that makes me want to get close to her, and makes me desperately want to have her.I stretched my limbs wantonly and tried my best to warn the python, but the result was not good.I can feel its powerful spiritual power, but it is far less attractive to me than that human being.I don't know how long it took, but that guy suddenly became stronger.Why?Still not ready to give up?It drove me into a deep pit, but doesn't it know that zombies don't feel pain?The distance between that human being and it is getting closer, it is provoking me, and I am angry.I know that it is night, because there is a far and constant power gushing out of me.But that python seems to have been favored by the night, so I can't hit it anymore.It rolled me into the tail, I didn't hurt, but it was so uncomfortable, the closer I was strangled, I could even hear the squeezing sound of the bones in my body.But, that human!

I don't know what happened, but I am indeed flying towards that human being!That annoying python is still around, I must kill it!kill it!I want to tell it that this human being is mine!

I raised my hand, feeling like it penetrated the flesh and blood, but at the moment when the heat was sprayed, there was a strange yet familiar feeling that swept over my heart and even overwhelmed my killing intent and pleasure of destruction.what am i looking forAm I looking for her?I turned out to be not alone... Is this a dream?Isn't this a dream?

She said, Ziluo, give yourself a chance.She said, Ziluo, do you want to go with me to stop that monster?She said, Ziluo, I am here.How could this be a dream?How can this be a dream?But if it wasn't a dream, what did I do?

I called her name, and the girl who used to be radiant and smiling like a flower was now lying in my arms covered in blood, gassy and pale.Zombies obviously don't feel pain... Why did I feel heart-piercing at that moment?The person I want to pursue with all my might, the person I want to be with forever and ever, the person I love to the core of my bones...Why should I!Why……

Compared to that python spirit, I hate myself more.I recalled what she had taught over and over again, but all I could do was to follow my instincts, to be cruel to it in the simplest way, and to be cruel to myself.

The python spirit is not as ruthless as mine, but it knows where my weakness is.That's right, that's the person lying in the ruins, like a piece of paper butterfly, swaying and falling towards the smelly red.How could I let her be infected with that filth alone?This time, I have to follow closely.

I can no longer distinguish between dream and reality, and I can only hear a sound of questioning in a trance.She asked, Ziluo, who are you?who I am?In fact, this is the question I have been avoiding.How should I face myself when I have changed my identity from heaven to earth?I am a zombie, this is an unchangeable fact, but am I no longer Lan Xi, no longer Ye Ziluo?I can't deny these identities, but what am I?I thought of the bamboo hut on Fengling Mountain, of the cold girl in gray robe with happy eyes because of me, of her unwavering trust in me when she was in the inn, and of her innocence when she fell into my arms. The corners of the blood-red mouth curled up slightly.She said, it is enough for you to remain the same Ziluo.That's right, whether it's Lan Xi or a zombie, I'm me, and that's enough.

I opened my eyes, and at that moment, I thought I was in a dream again.She was so familiar with a voice that she couldn't be more familiar with, she asked, Ziluo, do you know who you are?

What do I see?Is it a fairy?The pair of light blue amber-like pupils that are close in front of me clearly reflected my appearance, but it didn't need to be like this, I also knew that I was fascinated by her obsessively staring at her.The person in front of me has erect fox ears, fluffy tail, slightly spread wings, fluttering gauze sleeves, creamy white body with three thousand splashes of blue silk, the whole person is shrouded in a kind of softness, which makes me never move again. Do not open your eyes.

She called me softly, and only then did my thoughts return to my mind.Is her injury all right?Before I could speak, she was still obsessed with the question.I know, I am Ye Ziluo, a zombie.I answered her question like this.But she denied my answer, half demon and half dead?what is that?The jade pendant around the neck answered my answer.

Escaping is never the solution to a problem, facing it is the only way.I'm glad that she made me realize who I really am and face up to my own heart.

How could the black python be an opponent?Ayu can let it be wiped out just by raising his hand.It annoyed me with its rude words, and Ayu stopped me, but he started to fight himself.The black python's reliance really shocked me, but it couldn't change its fate of being destroyed.However, something in my heart also collapsed.

My father, the emperor of Yegan Kingdom, ascended the throne at the age of eight, and his country name was Xingyue. The name of the country is Xingyang, Xingyang is 16 years old, is he going to destroy his country with his own hands?She said that a king is like a bright moon and a concubine is like a star, so his country name is Xingyue; he said that he doesn't want a sky full of stars, but only one, so he changed his country name to Xingyang.My royal father, he only wanted one person in his life, but how could he, how could he...

In order to bring his mother back to life, he would actually listen to the evildoer.Thinking back to the days before I left the palace, he had already made up his mind to use Ayu to sacrifice that demon to help it become a demon.

All my worries and hesitations seemed to be a joke when I remembered it.Ayu said that the most important thing is his own heart, otherwise, people will become demons.His obsession with his mother has already driven him into a demon.But I thought again, isn't my life just for one person?Ayu took me into consideration and didn't pursue further, but just blocked the news.

A Yu asked him whether the incident ten years ago had something to do with him, and I held the last hope in my heart.He denied it, but I still believed him.Facing that man, I thought about countless possibilities after uncovering the cover-up, but got a scene that I couldn't imagine anyway.It is not I who is asking for forgiveness, but he.The one who cannot choose to forgive is not him, but me.He knows how important Ayu is to my heart, he knows his daughter so well, but in front of the mother, nothing compares to it... Am I angry?But what right do I have to be angry?How much did he pay for it?How can I be angry?But I don't want to see him again.

When Ayu took me away, I looked back at the palace, it was golden and majestic.But it was also empty and cold.Finally, I am no longer His Royal Highness Lan Xi. At that moment, Lan Xi truly died, and I was just Ye Ziluo.I held Ayu standing on the sword and flew for a long time, I still have her, right?

Returning to Fengling Mountain, it seemed as if he had returned to his life a year ago.The difference is that I am no longer that stiff and clumsy zombie.My Taoism has become more and more impressive, and Ah Yu can finally stop feeding me blood, and get used to the temperature of the sun and hers.In front of that bamboo hut, we opened up an open space and set up graves for those people who died in vain because of me.This guilt can never be washed away. Keep it in your heart and keep it in mind. With this intention is the best repentance.That's what Ayu told me.

Next to the bamboo house, there is a small grave where Wan Li's ashes are buried.Ayu said that it was three feet tall, with scarlet eyes, and the breath of corpses in its heart, and did many foolish things for me.Wanli, when he walked with me, he was still a puppy that reached to my lap, how could there be such a big change?It must have suffered a lot for me.I remember that it was a stupid dog that couldn't even beat a rabbit, but it committed so many murders for me.I'm most sorry, that's it.

Fengling Mountain has already had a few heavy snowfalls, and the whiteness of the mountain seems to have washed away all the filth in the world.Ayu said that it has been a long time since I went to the noodle restaurant in the mountains.We stepped on the creaking thick snow and walked all the way, watching a few snow rabbits popping out of the mountain forest occasionally, or a few crisp birdsong coming from deeper, quiet and peaceful.The noodle shop was covered by heavy snow, and it was only when we got closer that we saw the hidden shop.

The moment I stepped in, warmth invaded my body.The middle-aged man who opened the door flashed into the room, leaving only the middle-aged woman and A Yu on the side to greet each other.Ah Yu seldom eats meaty food. I remember her taste was light when she was in the palace, and later on, she must have become a monk.The proprietress was still hesitating that the meat reserve was not enough, but was interrupted by A Yu, and only wanted two bowls of noodles in clear soup.

That bowl of noodles was really delicious, since she returned to Fengling Mountain, she must have eaten this kind of food all the time.After the proprietress brought out the noodles, she also entered the back room, and there were only the two of us left in that small room.The fire in the charcoal basin was crackling, and the soup pot in the house was also emitting white smoke. I just felt a peace that I had never felt in my heart.Ayu ate neatly and quietly, I glanced at her secretly, but I felt a sense of fullness in my heart, it was really strange, she had already picked half of the noodles.

Before leaving, the proprietress gave us a lot of red paper and a big bag of dumplings.It turns out that the Chinese New Year is coming soon.How does the Chinese New Year feel?It is to wear gorgeous costumes and eat the New Year's Eve dinner with the emperor, and then look up at the fireworks exploding outside in the palace, listen to the blessings of the palace people, and finally lie on the huge Say to yourself on the velvet bed that you have to work hard in the new year.It's such an unlikable feeling.But what about this year?

Back in the bamboo house, Ayu started to tidy up the house.I thought, this is the third time to celebrate the New Year with her.However, this is the first time to really celebrate the New Year with her.I actually started looking forward to it.

We went to the market together, bought bowls and chopsticks, bought new cloth, bought headgear, put window grilles on the house, cleaned it thoroughly, used all the red paper sent by the proprietress, and decorated the house beautifully. beaming.Counting the days, New Year's Eve came just in time.

As the evening approached, Ah Yu polished new ink and wrote a new couplet profusely on the red paper on both sides of the door frame of the bamboo house.Feng Yu Hanxi, Luoshui Tianyi.Is it what I understand?Could that piece of light feather that stopped in Luoshui be her?

She took me to Qiuyang City to watch the fireworks.It's the first time I've seen these up close.The bustling crowd below is very lively, adults, children, girls and young people, all of them have happy smiles on their faces.This is happiness.Those fireworks are gorgeous and dazzling, and the surrounding noise is abnormal, but it makes me feel peaceful and calm after the excitement.I want to thank her, and I am also grateful for my persistence and persistence.She said, I am her friend.Is it all from friends?What a fool.

I suddenly didn't want to stay any longer, I wanted to go back to the bamboo house, a place just for the two of us, and spend our New Year together.But later I found out that my omnipotent Ah Yu was at a loss by a bowl of dumplings.I couldn't laugh myself, and seeing her embarrassed face, I realized that she could be so cute.She tried to keep a serious face, assured me that she would succeed, but finally smashed the bowl to pieces.Did this idiot think he was a zombie?Just drop the bowl of boiling water on your hand!I hurriedly looked at her hands, but found that she was standing there blankly, without moving.There was still the dumpling that she had let her eat before in her mouth.The first time I saw her expression like this, I suddenly had a bold idea.Anyway, the whole army of dumplings has been wiped out. It's not too much to eat half of it, right?In the end, I can only remember what the proprietress's dumplings taste like.After all, the aftertaste is long.

The Spring Festival couplets outside the door also had a horizontal comment. I even doubted that guy Ayu did it on purpose, but after all, he wasn't really a fool.What is happiness?I think happiness has nothing to do with status.At least for now, I am a zombie that everyone avoids, but now, I am very happy.