Feather to Luoshui, the wind does not blow

The gray light was so blurry that I could only see the outline.Compared with three years ago, she has changed a lot.She is a lot taller, her face has grown wider, her eyebrows are like swords, her starry eyes are shining, she still likes to press her thin lips, she has an expressionless face, but I can feel her panic.She has also matured a lot, with a fierceness in the wind and dust.But she is still that Ayu.It's the gentle and awkward Ayu who likes to look at me silly, makes me laugh, and puts me to sleep.

Later, I heard that she no longer punishes evil everywhere.She hid and became a monk.The needle on the compass has not rotated since then.I, too, never heard from her again.

The jade pendant hasn't shown any abnormalities since she left, and the emperor seems not to be so busy anymore.Wan Li was already a big dog, and his shiny black hair felt more comfortable to the touch.The flowers in the imperial garden have bloomed a few more times, but the person who watched the flowers with me will never come again.

People become different, today is not yesterday, sick souls are often like swings.The sound of the horns is cold, and the night fades away.Afraid of people asking questions, pretend to be happy with tears.Conceal, conceal, conceal!

That's how I feel.I envy the sun in that day, which can sprinkle its own light everywhere on this land.You can see all the scenes in this world, and you can warm everyone on this earth.

After Feng Dao Changxian left, my father found the best doctor in Yegan to treat me.Although it is not as long as Feng Dao, it is not a problem for me to live a few more days.It's just that I didn't expect that after living for a few more days, I would reach the age of cardamom in a blink of an eye.That's when I thought it was heaven not forgetting me, but I found out later that everything was preordained.If it wasn't for Ah Yu, if it wasn't for that jade pendant, I'm afraid I would have already been a pile of loess.

People are always greedy.I have not seen her since the news came that she had become a monk seven years ago.People who thought they would die at any time can actually live to adulthood, which makes me more and more greedy for this world of mortals, and more and more unwilling to die like this.Father didn't know when he started to see him less.My body is getting worse and worse.I know that this time I really want to leave.However, I am so reluctant.A bold idea appeared in my heart-I'm going to find her!I have lived all my life so that my father can have a family, but in the end, I want to live for myself, even if it is only for a while, even if I die on the way out of the imperial city, I still want to find her.I want to see her for the last time, I want to tell her that I miss her very much, I want to tell her that it's not that I didn't want to keep her ten years ago, but I'm afraid that she will be sad if I die in front of her.I want to find her, even if I die halfway, it is better than dying quietly in this palace.

I only brought four attendants, packed up my things, chose the route out of the palace, and picked out the people my father stayed behind when my father left the imperial city, and drove all the way.Wan Li seemed to sense something strange about me, and never left me. I had no choice but to take it with me.I dare not follow the official route. Although my father is not in the imperial city, when he finds out that I'm missing, he will definitely conduct a search. The official route is too conspicuous.I didn't dare to stop, my body couldn't stand the bumps, and I couldn't delay the time, so I had to gamble.

Following the direction of the compass, we rushed all the way to the border, because my body couldn't hold on anymore, so I had to take the flat and short official road in the end.When I arrived at Qiuyang City, I was already in a coma.My waking hours are getting shorter and shorter, and Wan Li often licks my cheek, trying to wake me up, but I can't feel it.The bones all over his body seemed to have been crushed by a carriage, and the blood foam in his mouth could not be spit out.

After resting in Qiuyang City for a day, I rushed to Fengling Mountain, but before I reached the foot of the mountain, I heard the exclamation of the palace people nearby, I only felt that my vision became blurred again, and I reached out to touch , blood red eyes.Really, don't even give me this last chance?I just want to see her once.

Wan Li howled in a low voice, and pulled my body that was lying on the side. I only felt that all the bones in my body were melted away, and the viscous scarlet liquid occupied all my senses.This time, it's really over...

I'm sorry, father; and that idiot who forgot me, I really really miss you so much...

I thought I was just a straight line that would be broken at any time, but I didn't expect to be picked up by her to become a picture scroll; I thought I could face life and death calmly, but I didn't expect that when I really faced death, I would be so unwilling; I thought I could go from waiting to pursuing at the end of my life, but I didn't expect that I was destined to die while waiting like this.

The spring breeze blows the stamens red again, and you have also added a new year. Time will never come back, and I am no longer here.I can't travel thousands of miles with you, see thousands of mountains, and jump across the sea... Goodbye, Ah Yu.

Just when I thought everything was over, I didn't expect that this was the beginning of another story.

When I opened my eyes again, I was no longer me.

I can clearly hear the sound of those fresh hearts beating in my chest, I am very hungry, and I am obsessed with the hot blood.I know it's wrong to do this, but I can't restrain the hunger that emanates from the bone marrow and spreads throughout every inch of my body.

As a last resort, I can only leave and hide myself.But hunger torments me all the time. Fortunately, there is always food in front of me.I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know who I am, I'm just hungry, resisting and rejoicing at the food.

I don't know how long after such days, the first light appeared in the dark cave.It was a man in Taoist robes who walked in.I can't see her appearance clearly, I can only hear her strong heartbeat and fragrant blood.The big dog is by her side, is this the food he brought me again?But my intuition told me that she was dangerous.

I didn't know what to do, but a silver light flashed from her hand, and she nailed the big dog to the wall.She killed the big dog!I am very angry, no matter how powerful she is, I will kill her!Later, when I thought about what happened at that time, I was afraid and blamed myself for a while. When the person I had been thinking about finally appeared in front of me, I wanted to kill her!But her surname is Feng, no matter how unreasonable I am, she still subdues me.

She took me out of that dank cave, and trapped me in another cave.She fed me her blood, talked to me, or stared at me without moving.Her face became clearer and clearer in my eyes, I could see her haggard and pale appearance, I could feel her melancholy and sighs, and there was a kind of distress in my heart. Can't break through a thick layer of shackles.

I remembered her taste, and it was the best food I ever ate.But I don't want to treat her as my food.I vaguely remembered that one afternoon, when the sun was just right, a little girl with an indifferent face came from the depths of the flowers, staring at me boldly and blankly.I was so happy for the first time.But the little girl is gone, and I can't find her no matter what.what do I do?I want to see her again, see those shining eyes resting on me again, and she will show her silly and cute appearance again.

When did she grow up?Why is her face so pale?Her eyes no longer shine brightly, she seems to be very sad... Ayu, is that you?I couldn't help calling her, did you come to find me?I tried hard to call out her name, but it was so hard.is that my voice

I saw her turn around and grab the iron fence, her face was full of joy and disbelief, and her eyes sparkled again.Weeping with joy, this may be the most appropriate description.I still stiffened my neck and wanted to call her again, but I couldn't make a sound anymore.She was lying on the iron gate like that, with tears in the corners of her eyes and white fingers. Was she doing it for me?

I was brought out of the cave by her, but I am still afraid of the sun.She took me into the house and closed the doors and windows tightly.She still fed me blood to help me practice, and the fragmented memories broke free from the confinement, and slowly pieced together.

Is it a trick of good fortune?The person I was chasing finally appeared, but I was no longer me.I was obviously dead, but I came back to life?No, not alive, I am still a corpse, but a conscious corpse.It was hard and taut, with fangs and sharp nails like daggers.It no longer hurts me, and not only can I stand up, but I can even walk like a fly.It's become powerful and strange to me, is this still me?Under such power, what is hidden is the desire for flesh and blood. What I hate in my heart is what my body yearns for.I have, become a devil.She is a descendant of the Feng family, a model monk, a monk who seeks the Tao, and the patron saint of the people.What am I?The poor princess before, the bloodthirsty evil now?How can I face her?

But she didn't say anything, and hung the pendant I was holding back around my neck, and just put the compass back.Because she said, I don't need it anymore.Thanks to her efforts, I could clearly feel the changes in my body, as if my frozen body gradually became conscious, I could lift my legs and walk, and I could hold a sword with bent arms.His voice gradually returned to the state before his death, but his face remained pale.The fangs can be put away, but the steel knife-like nails can't be helped.Although I am no longer afraid of the sun, I can still feel my body's resistance to it.In general, I'm starting to look more and more human.

She said, I look like a zombie.It is because the obsession persists after death, and when a chance is given, the body changes, and finally becomes ossified and becomes a zombie.Because it is transformed from a corpse, it is addicted to human flesh and blood.Only when you have cultivated to a certain level can you feel the aura between heaven and earth, eat the dew and drink the moon.She wants me to practice hard, get rid of the evil nature in my body, and then return to the original Ye Ziluo.

obsession?Is it the obsession to find her?But how is this possible?I'm still dead, how is it possible to change back to the original me?I owe a huge blood debt, and I have to drink her blood to maintain consciousness. I just want to see her before I leave. How could it be like this?I can't figure it out, maybe my desire to see her again is deeper than I imagined.I hate myself, how can a dead person exist in the world again?I should have personally pierced my chest with a mahogany sword, and then be buried in Fengling Mountain together with Wan Li.However, I am so reluctant.

I'm greedy, and I'm not willing to just see her.I want to see her every day in that little bamboo house.She said, as long as I cultivate to a certain level, I can gather spiritual energy by myself.This means that I can stay by her side without hurting her.This kind of temptation makes me selfish and gives me hope. I want to stay by her side.

She taught me a lot of Taoism, but I am a zombie, Taoism itself is against the body.Although harmless, the learning process is extremely slow because it goes against the body's instincts.I know my body is resisting, but I have to learn.I know that I have more power at night, and I don't need to work from sunrise to sunset like humans.I practiced over and over again with unprecedented concentration and effort, and brought this strong body to the extreme.

Ayu is really a very gentle person.She would tirelessly teach me Taoism over and over again, and would run around picking spirit herbs to make medicine for me.She is a person who doesn't like to eat meaty and greasy food, but because she wanted to feed me blood, she ate greasy meat for a long time.She thought I didn't know, but I could smell it—zombies have a good sense of smell, too.

My memory is always confused, but I recall more and more past events.Looking at her thin figure, the already wide Taoist robe made her even thinner.In the past, she was always radiant and full of youthful pride.Although emotions are not often displayed on his face, and his expression is alienated, but in fact he is just an awkward child.Now, she has grown up, tall and tall, with handsome eyebrows and star-like eyes, but she no longer has the air in her memory.She is still expressionless, but she is no longer pretending to be calm, but the precipitation that has been honed over the years.What had worn away her pride?What made her sad?She must have suffered a lot during the ten years of wandering alone, but no one can tell.

Once the days are full, they will pass quickly.Just when I got used to the daily practice and could see her gaze when I turned around, she told me that she was going to the capital.The capital of the country... Hearing this again, it seems like a lifetime away.But, I don't want to leave her anymore.

I know she's worried about me.Worrying that I would go back in such a human, ghost-like appearance, and I couldn’t bear to revisit the old place, but things have changed.In fact, the magnificent place, for me, has not much feeling.Before meeting her, it was just a cage that imprisoned people; after meeting her, it was just a box carrying memories.Seeing things and thinking about people is just thinking about people. Now that I have found people, why bother to look at those old places again?There, except for the father, there is nothing worth nostalgic and concerned about.But he is the only person I care about but can't face.Even so, I have to go.

Ah Yu didn't insist any longer and just followed me.In fact, she can't worry about me, right?Is it because you are worried, or because of something else?It's because my foundation is still unstable, so it's worrying.Because in fact, I am indeed a person who makes it hard for her to let go.

It was only a few days before I went down the mountain, and I ate the cooked food with five grains because of my bravery, which seriously injured my vitality.She wants me to drink blood to replenish qi again. I hate myself so much, but what can I do?At that time, all my comfort to myself was gone, and I clearly realized that I was a zombie. No matter how hard I tried to look like a human, I couldn’t change the fact that I was a zombie, and I couldn’t hide the fact that I was a zombie. the nature of blood.I scolded myself why didn't I die?Lai here to implicate her?I really wanted to cry a lot, only to realize that crying is already a luxury for me.There is really no going back, I am no longer human, and I will never be human again.

Ayu interrupted my confusion in such complicated thoughts, and told me lightly and firmly, I can.She wanted me to give myself a chance, and she believed in me.What made her trust me like this?Even I can't believe in myself like this, but she can choose to believe in me so firmly.Seeing me reflected in those twinkling eyes gave me an urge to work hard and be worthy of her trust.For such a good person, to stay by her side.She can always make me feel at ease, perhaps, this is the strength her trust gives me.She held me in her arms, her arms were so warm.

The road to the capital was very slow. She took me through streams, mountains and rivers, through maple forests, across the sky, to one town after another. There were lively and interesting markets, and some were strange and hard to see The customs, the simple and hospitable people, let me for the first time, truly understand the beauty of this territory of Yegan.

How could I have imagined that when the death I had been waiting for finally came, it would not be a long sleep, but a rebirth?With a sound body, but accompanied by evil power.No longer having that prominent position, but in exchange for freedom and her.

Ayu has been wearing that light gray Taoist robe, I know, that is the style that Daoist Fengyun used to wear before.She was going to Qianyang to meet her father, also because of the big monster ten years ago.Ten years ago, a person as powerful as Daoist Fengyun fought against that big monster, and in the end he only destroyed its body in the end when he risked his life, and in just ten years, it made a comeback.A Yu was only seven years old back then, and now he is seventeen, so what are his chances of winning?Thinking of this, I suddenly felt lucky again, even though I look so inhuman, I can still help her!If her body was as fragile as before, I am afraid that she could only hear some fragmentary gossip about her in that palace.But now, I can follow her, fight with her, and even die for her again.

On the way, when people saw Ayu's Taoist robe, they were full of respect.I often think that this is the kind of person who used his own blood to transform me from a zombie who drank blood into Ye Ziluo who yearns for human beings.God is really good at making jokes, but this is really a joke that is not funny at all.She is the descendant of the Feng family who exorcises demons and defends Taoism, and is a seeker respected by everyone, but she uses her body to feed a zombie.If it is known, it will be unimaginable consequences for her and the Feng family.But she always said, I am different.

In fact, later on, I also felt that this was different.Ayu said what a zombie should look like, but seven out of ten I am different.I don't have long hair, I don't smell rancid, and I'm not afraid of ordinary evil spirits. I'm a zombie that doesn't look like a zombie.She always said that I was also a monk, that I practiced the Taoism of the Feng family, and that I would definitely become a very powerful monk.I know she is comforting me, but because of her words, I can always feel at ease.The pendant hanging around my neck has the power to calm my mind and clear my head at the same time.This is wrong, I told myself, but I believed her again, I didn't believe myself, I believed her.

She can go to Qianyang all the way to Qianyang with Yujian.The closer I get to Qianyang, the more often I think about the past.After mentioning his mother, he will put away the peace and kindness that has always been on his face in front of me.He said that from now on, no matter whether it is a monster or a monster, a ghost or a devil, he will be punished upon seeing him.That day was the Queen Mother's memorial day, and he pointed his sword at the sky, roaring in front of the Queen Mother's spiritual tablet, his eyes red.That day, he killed the murderer who killed his mother, and used the most cruel way to skin and bones, to kill the soul, to make it disappear completely in this world, and to ashes.Of course, he won't let me see these.I only saw him holding a blood-dripping sword, kneeling in front of the queen mother's coffin, and the oath he said to the queen mother.My royal father...my only relative...what should I do?

Ayu brought me a bamboo hat.When I saw him again, I almost didn't recognize him.Old and twilight, these words, how can I not help but use them to describe him?Ayu used my word "Luo" to hint at him, but he didn't have the time to guess the word riddle.I thought he was worried about the people who worked at night, but I didn't know that he was doing something even more outrageous.In fact, I once thought that if he really wants to beat me or kill me, I will accept it willingly.But I didn't expect that it wasn't me he wanted to kill.The disappointed person turned out to be me too.

In the palace, Ayu and I were arranged in a side hall of the royal father's bedroom.I only took a quick glance at my former bedroom, as if it had been forgotten by time, just like in the past.But that has nothing to do with me.

In the few days in the palace, apart from discussing matters with him, Ah Yu used the elixir that was rewarded for cultivation.I once protested that the war was coming, so don't feed me blood, but she said that she would work hard if she wanted me, and wanted me to fight side by side with her.Fighting side by side... Isn't that what it means for me to be by her side all the time?In fact, when I thought about it later, I realized that she planned to die by herself from the very beginning.

I was in panic all the time in the palace, I thought about countless possibilities, all kinds of possible situations after my father knew the truth, and how I should improve my ability to help Ah Yu.It was only later that I realized that all of this was wishful thinking on my part.

My only family member, my father, the man whose love was killed by a monster, would he actually want to use Ayu to sacrifice to the blood pool and help that big monster become a demon?As for Ah Yu, that silly girl, she just wants to help me as much as possible, and then face everything alone.

When I left the palace, I thought I would never come back again, I had no face to face him, and I still thought about his hatred at that time.It's impossible to say that you don't want to get his forgiveness, Ayu understands me too well.But I still couldn't open my mouth to tell him, I am Ye Ziluo, and I am a zombie now.Maybe I don't tell him, let him keep a glimmer of hope, I just need to watch him silently, and being with Ayu, this is the best ending.It's just that in my heart, I still can't help being wronged and sour.I wanted to cry a lot, but I could only grab the people around me and sob, and in the end I could only blame the wind on the cloud, it was so gentle.

When I arrived in Pingyang, I only felt that a certain impulse that had been suppressed in my body was constantly being awakened. It was a kind of temptation that even the jade pendant around my neck could not keep me awake.Ayu kept talking to me along the way, and I felt a little bit at ease when I listened to her voice.I am actually afraid, I am afraid that I will not be able to stand those temptations and turn into a bloodthirsty zombie, I am afraid that Ah Yu will disappoint me, I am afraid that I can't help her because of the strength of that monster, I am afraid of silence, I am afraid Close your eyes, I'm so scared, so scared.

I am a zombie, but I have a long dream.I obviously don't need to sleep, but why did I feel sleepy at that moment?