his substitute

Xun Musheng put Chi Yu, who was sweating profusely, on the back seat of the jeep, and then stood beside the car with a blank expression, looking dully at the person lying in the car, repeating what the other party said not long ago in his heart.

"Wen Yun, he's gone."

It's not that he didn't think about it before, but he kept it firmly in his heart and didn't dare to think about it.At this time, the conjecture was confirmed by Chi Yu, it was like a sharp sword hanging over the head finally fell, and the severe pain hit, completely cutting off the waiting and virtual image of more than ten years.

He suddenly felt very cold, so cold that his whole body became numb, as if his heart had suddenly cooled down, so that the blood flowing through his heart seemed to have been frozen.

It was very strange that Ye Fenglin sometimes mentioned that Wen Yun might have passed away, and when he was most negative, he would think about that, but then he would deliberately deceive himself - impossible, Wen Yun must still be there.

But Chi Yu, who was in a coma, completely believed what he said. He didn't even subconsciously refute. When it was crushed, he staggered and ran, trying to gather the fragments together, but the fragments continued to shatter in his hands until they turned into crystal dust.

He couldn't retrieve anything, the dust drifted in the air, and disappeared into the blue sky, as if it had never existed.

The weather at the end of winter was still hovering around zero degrees. He took a deep breath, and the cold air entered his lungs, which made his shoulders tremble.

This, he thought, was about punishment.Punish him for finding so many lovers in the name of "Missing Wenyun", but never gave his heart.Wen Yun should hate this kind of hypocrisy the most.

Thinking about it again, I felt that I was being sentimental.How can there be any punishment, he is not even qualified to be punished by Wen Yun.All of this is nothing but his brazen extravagant delusion.

"Get in the car?" Zhou Chenzhong greeted with a serious face, "Chi Yu's situation can't be delayed any longer."

Xun Musheng came back to his senses, his face was pale, the whites of his eyes were bloodshot, his eyes fell on Chi Yu again, and he let out a suppressed sigh, "I won't go."

Ye Fenglin frowned: "Mu Sheng?"

Xun Musheng closed the car door and said in a hoarse voice, "I want to calm down by myself."

Zhou Chenzhong didn't wait any longer, the jeep drove out of the manor, made a bend on the tree-lined road, and disappeared from Xun Musheng's sight.

Xun Musheng took a few steps back, resting his right hand on the sculpture in the garden, and pressing his left hand on his heaving chest, panting desperately.

But no matter how hard he breathed, the oxygen seemed to be unable to enter his lungs, and the feeling of suffocation brought him dizziness. He gritted his teeth and bowed more and more.

After a while, dot-shaped water marks appeared on the ground. I don't know if it was the cold sweat falling from the forehead or the tears falling from the eyes.

His hand holding the sculpture had white knuckles, and the other hand clenched into a fist, pounding heavily on his chest.

The butler rushed over, but he didn't dare to get close, and stood a few steps away and called softly, "Mr. Xun."

Xun Musheng couldn't hear anything, and only the sound of quicksand was left in his ears - the castle he built with handfuls of fine sand was collapsing, and he couldn't stop it, he was choked by the sand blown up by the strong wind and couldn't breathe , watching the castle dissipate, is like watching Wen Yun's figure fade away, and finally merge into the dazzling light.

At this moment, he completely lost Wen Yun.

Only one agarwood bead returned to his hand.

In the past few days, he has been carrying the wooden beads with him, put them in the palm of his hand, stared at them for a long time, put his fingers together, put his fists between his eyebrows, closed his eyes, and met Chi Yu's gentle eyes.

Those eyebrows and eyes were indifferent at first with a bit of shock, but later the shock faded, and they no longer refused to be thousands of miles away, and later, a soft smile gradually appeared in the eyes, like the spring light in March, Brush off the crumbs of snow.

Xun Musheng was startled suddenly.

Chi Yu was lying in the special ward of the military hospital. He had already woken up, but he still refused to speak, his face was pale and his expression was deathly still.

Zhou Chenzhong tried to communicate with him, but he didn't even move his eyeballs, and his reaction was extremely slow, as if his soul had been lost, and what was left in the ward was just an empty shell.

The attending doctor called Zhou Chenzhong away, holding the physical examination report in his hand, with a serious expression on his face.

Chi Yu's current state is very bad. She has barely eaten and drank very little water for three days. She has also suffered a huge mental shock, and her physical indicators are not normal.

The doctor meant that the psychological intervention was suspended.

Zhou Chenzhong nodded: "I understand, you have worked hard these few days. He has no family members. I will accompany him as a family member. Is it okay?"

The doctor agreed, sighed, and said, "Fortunately, he doesn't reject the treatment, we use medicine..."

Before the words fell, the nurse's voice came from the ward: "It can't be withdrawn! This one can't be withdrawn!"

Zhou Chenzhong and the doctor rushed over immediately, only to see two nurses surrounding Chi Yu, and Chi Yu was tearing off the fixing tape on the infusion needle stiffly.

He was not manic and anxious like other patients who resisted the treatment. He never used violence from the beginning to the end, he didn't speak, and his expression was indifferent, but he turned a blind eye to the nurse's obstruction, as if he was deaf and blind.The fixing tape was torn off and the needle was pulled out. It did not prevent the nurse from inserting the needle again, but the needle was buried and continued to be pulled out.

The nurse looked at Zhou Chenzhong and the doctor as if asking for help, Zhou Chenzhong patted Chi Yu's back, shook his head at the doctor after a while, and said softly: "It seems that the intervention cannot be postponed."

At night, Xun Musheng stood in the corridor outside the ward, looking at Chi Yu through the glass window of the door.

Chi Yu was sitting on the bed with her head bowed. She was wearing a hospital gown and had no infusion. She lay her hands flat on the quilt and remained motionless for a long time.

Xun Musheng also watched without moving.

It took him an afternoon to calm himself down, but he still couldn't sort out those complicated emotions.Ye Fenglin sent the ward number, he stared at the phone for a long time, and couldn't sit still for the rest of the time.

The hospital seemed to have tied an invisible thread around his hand, and he couldn't help but not go.

In fact, he arrived long before dark, but never went upstairs.

Going to see Chi Yu now, why?

I want to ask how Wen Yun died?

I want to ask what you did, why did you take Wen Yun's place?

I want to ask what is your relationship with Wen Yun?

It doesn't seem to be.

People are gone, and no matter how many questions you ask, you can't bring the dead back.

To Chi Yu, he used to be furious, but standing by the door, looking at the emaciated person inside, his anger quietly turned into other emotions.

Chi Yu raised his head slightly, and he quickly avoided it.Chi Yu didn't look towards the door, but just stared straight ahead, not knowing what he was looking at.

Xun Musheng pursed his lips, his heart twitched for no reason.

"Here we come." Zhou Chenzhong came out of the elevator, "How long have you been standing?"

"Just arrived." Xun Musheng said.

The two walked towards the office, and Zhou Chenzhong said: "He is not in a stable condition now, and he is supported by drugs."

Needless to say it too clearly, Xun Musheng also understood that Zhou Chenzhong was asking him not to use Wen Yun's matter to influence Chi Yu.

There was no one else in the office, and Zhou Chenzhong said again: "I know you really want to find out about Chi Yu's identity. As his psychiatrist, I do know something, but I have no right to disclose it to you. If he wants to say it in the future... "

"Forget it." Zhou Chenzhong stopped in the middle of speaking, and murmured: "It will be good if it can be cured."

Xun Musheng frowned, and said after a few minutes, "I'll come back tomorrow."

After days of infusions and injections, Chi Yu was no longer as weak as when he was just sent to the hospital, but his body was healthy, but his spirit was still hopeless.

He resisted Zhou Chenzhong's enlightenment, and the psychological medicine had little effect, the only effect was to make him fall asleep reluctantly.

This is not a good sign.

Eight years ago, what "cured" him was not the guidance from the outside world, but the imagination in his heart.Now that his imagination is completely shattered, and the blows come one after another, it is really not easy for him to come out.

Xun Musheng came every day, but never entered the ward, and left after watching at the door for a while.

The paper couldn't hold fire, Xu Cheng found out about Wen Yun's hospitalization not long after, and asked what was going on, Xun Musheng didn't want to explain, Xu Cheng was anxious and angry, and shouted: "What did you do to him?"

Xun Musheng couldn't listen to such words, as if he had committed a heinous crime and Chi Yu was innocent.

Why?Things have developed to such a point, who is innocent and who is not guilty?

Ye Fenglin persuaded Xu Cheng to leave, saying that Wen Yun had a mental problem and could not be stimulated anymore, Xu Cheng was still shouting through the door of Xun Musheng's office: "I shouldn't have introduced him to you in the first place! An easy person, I wanted to help him, but I pushed him into the fire pit!"

Xun Musheng smashed the computer screen to pieces.

Could it be that Chi Yu was the only one who was pushed into the fire pit?

Regarding Wen Yun's absence, the New Media Department has different opinions, most of which are not so nice.Liu Cun listened secretly and didn't stop him, but Li Xiao couldn't take it anymore, slapped the table and got up, scolding: "He can't come because he has something to do. client?"

Li Xiao has always been very imposing, but when he yelled out a curse, the chattering people immediately fell silent.But she didn't feel relieved, and the doubts in her heart deepened.

Wen Yun's leave was requested by Xu Cheng. Li Xiao hesitated again and again, and finally couldn't hold back, and asked Xu Cheng about Wen Yun's situation.

Xu Cheng just came back from Xun Musheng's company. He was extremely bored, but he couldn't disclose Wen Yun's hospitalization. He forced a smile, "It's okay, he hasn't been in Zhongcheng recently."

Li Xiao frowned, not believing it, but Xu Cheng's attitude made it difficult for her to ask more.

A week later, Chi Yu left the special ward and was taken to a psychological clinic by Zhou Chenzhong.

But after more than ten days of treatment, Chi Yu's mental condition still hasn't improved significantly.

Xun Musheng didn't understand what kind of mentality he was in. He obviously had resentment towards Chi Yuxin, but he still went to visit him every day, and never saw each other.

If you don't go, your mind will not be at peace.But if you go, the mood will become more manic.

One day, Zhou Chenzhong called and asked to meet for a detailed discussion.

Xun Musheng was a little surprised.Since Chi Yu was admitted to the hospital, Zhou Chenzhong has been reluctant for him to have any contact with Chi Yu, why does he want to see him now?

"Chi Yu needs you." Zhou Chenzhong cut to the chase in the simple tea room.

Xun Musheng was puzzled, "Do you need me?"

"I tried a lot of methods, but none of them could help him." Zhou Chenzhong said: "I hypnotized him later, only to realize that..."

Xun Musheng's hand holding the teacup trembled.

"He has you in his heart." Zhou Chenzhong said solemnly, "Now, you may be the only one who can help him."

The room was quiet, and Xun Musheng's right hand froze in mid-air.

The flow of time suddenly became extremely slow, and it took an unknown amount of time before Xun Musheng put down the teacup, with an uncertain expression on his face, and what he said chilled his heart.

"Sorry, I have no obligation to help someone who has cheated on me."

Zhou Chenzhong stood up, "He never lied to you!"

"Really?" Xun Musheng smiled, but the smile was extremely bitter, and he didn't know whether it was Chi Yu or himself who was laughing.

The atmosphere became awkward, and after a while, Xun Musheng also stood up and took his clothes, "Uncle Zhou, I have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

Zhou Chen raised his voice, "Musheng!"

Xun Musheng walked towards the door, his back was determined, he didn't stop, he didn't look back.