I exchange my innocence for ten years for your constant companion

Coming out of the counseling room, I feel very happy, the sun is shining, and everything in the world is beautiful!

I was very happy for the next few days.Even the weather is starting to warm up.

It will probably be next Tuesday after the counseling. Even though I have been weak since I was a child, I only wore three thin clothes.

It was sunny outside, and everyone put the quilts on the balcony to dry.But I couldn't cheer up a little bit, and my heart was depressed.There are probably two days in every month.Girls have their periods, and I heard that girls' tempers will become very bad and capricious during those few days.I'm not a girl, but there are always some days in a bad mood every month.

When I was in high school, brother Liu, who was repeating, came to my class and studied with the class. I heard that he didn't want to stay in the repeating class.At first glance, I thought he was handsome, probably because of a good eye, but then I gradually made friends with him, and we had a good chat.I didn't ask about him.I just asked him which school he wanted to go to, and he said he wanted to go to Jiangcai.Later, I deliberately looked for his name on the red list, and he really entered Jiangcai.Naturally, my name was not on the red list, and I didn't fill in my volunteers.

I remember my elder brother Liu introduced himself like this: "I like to watch "Dream of Red Mansions". I have read both novels and TV series many times. I like Sister Lin very much, but gradually my temper has become a bit like her. I often feel depressed from time to time. Very annoying!" After hearing this, he laughed loudly and said, "Hahaha, this is the first time I've heard someone say that about myself, hahaha..."

I'm in a bad mood and can't do anything.Lost energy in class, don't want to listen, don't even want to play with mobile phones, just want to sit in a daze, my mind is empty, don't think about anything, just be empty.

By the end of the eighth class in the afternoon, he picked me up to the fitness club in the morning, and he only wore two pieces.I sat in his back seat silently, with my hands in my pockets, without saying a word.

While waiting for the traffic lights, he broke the silence.He smiled: "Huh? Why are you so 'quiet' today?"

I suddenly became excited, and thought about it: "Oh? So you don't like the 'safe' me, hee hee (ω<)"

I put my hands in his pockets and "fumbled" hard on his upper body.He was driving a small e-Donkey, so he could only "submit obediently"...

Chen: "What are you doing...Okay, stop making trouble...If you make trouble again, throw you here!"

He's getting a little angry.

I said angrily: "Humph, just throw it away, I'll just walk over by myself!"

His tone became serious: "Since you can walk over by yourself, why take my car!"

Me: "I... I'm just lazy, anyway, there is a ride, so why not take it!"

He suddenly exploded: "Okay, come down, walk over by yourself! Come down!"

He parked the little electric donkey by the side of the road.He was really angry, I just found out.I was instantly "honest"!

He: "Come down, walk over by yourself!"

I quickly pulled my hand out and put it back in my pocket honestly.He muttered and begged for mercy aggrievedly: "I was wrong! I don't dare anymore...don't dare anymore..."

After a while, he said seriously: "Stop making trouble? Be honest?"

Me: "Well, well!"

He: "Okay, let's go."

He started the little electric donkey, and I sat obediently in the back seat of him, not daring to speak.

After a while, I tentatively said, "Just now... did I... touch something that shouldn't be touched?"

He said in a strange tone: "...you, what do you mean?"

I really don't think I touched something...

I pressed against his back: "Oh...then...sorry"

Him: "Yeah"

The atmosphere fell into silence until they arrived at the fitness club.

A few days later, on the way to drive me to the gym, he said: "I still think I should apply for an annual card. I told the sales manager that I will apply for an annual card in a few days. What about you? You how to think?"

I lowered my head and scratched my fingernails: "Oh, okay, it's up to you. I don't plan to apply for an annual card. I spent three hundred at a time, and my heart hurts..."

I put my hand down, raised my head and looked at the sky that was about to be full of black clouds, and my voice became smaller and smaller: "I plan to use up this secondary card first, and there are quite a lot of classes recently."

He: "Well, it's expected, then...you can go with Huihui from now on."

I lowered my head: "Um...OK."

The author has something to say: If there are too many at once, the thinking may be a bit confusing.I'm trying to make things coherent.