I exchange my innocence for ten years for your constant companion

Stay until the appointed time Thurs. afternoon.I went to the student activity center, the counseling room.

Very simple, very comfortable furnishings, rattan chairs, and a pot of green radishes on the glass table top.

Teacher Shi: "You are promising, do you have any troubles to come to me?"

I was still a little cautious: "Uh..."

Teacher, I took a paper cup and got me a glass of water and put it in front of me.

Me: "Well, thank you teacher."

Teacher Shi: "Oh, have we met before? I think you look familiar."

Me: "Yeah, yes. The teacher taught me psychology last semester."

Teacher Shi: "Oh, no wonder."

Teacher Shi: "Then we are promising, what troubles do we need to tell the teacher?"

Teacher Shi: "Can you tell the teacher what you are worrying about?"

Me: "Well, it's like this. It was just a few days ago, the weather was good, I took the quilt, bed sheets and so on to wash and dry them."

Teacher Shi said with a smile: "Yes. It seems that our promising students are very clean."

Me: "Well, it's okay. My grandparents love cleanliness, so I also like cleanliness. Sometimes, occasionally, I have a little cleanliness."

Teacher Shi: "Oh, did you grow up with your grandparents? Your parents...uh, that..."

Me: "Well, I was brought up by my grandparents. My parents were busy making money at that time, and they didn't care much about me. I was more obedient."

Teacher Shi: "Oh, oh, are your parents working outside the city or..."

Me: "I just work near my home to earn money, and I didn't go to other places."

Teacher Shi: "Oh, oh, you can still see it sooner or later?"

Me: "Yeah."

Teacher Shi: "Oh, you continue."

Me: "I took the quilt to dry, and then I took a nap on my roommate's bed."

Teacher Shi: "Yes."

Me: "It's not good after sleeping. After sleeping, I don't know why, but I always want to climb on his bed to sleep."

Me: "I still want to hug him and sleep with him. I've been annoyed recently. I don't know if I like him."

Teacher Shi: "Oh, so, such a situation."

Teacher Shi: "Then do you miss his bed? Or do you miss him?"

Me: "Huh?"

Teacher Shi: "Teacher said this, if he goes to sleep with you on your bed, or you go to sleep on his bed, which one would you accept?"

I said seriously: "I don't want him on my bed, I despise him. I don't want him to come on my bed."

Teacher Shi: "Uh, oh. Then you, the teacher thinks so. If you just like his bed, then you can apply for another bed."

"Uh, he said that too." I was a little emotional, "But I don't want it, I don't like it. I sleep in my own bed and it's very comfortable, don't change it with him."

Teacher Shi: "Uh, okay. Then let's think about it from another angle, why do you like his bed? What aspect of his bed do you like? For example, the pattern and color of his bed sheets."

Me: "Oh. Well, let me think about it"

I calmed down a bit: "Maybe his bed is softer and warmer than mine. Because that day I just planned to remove the mat and replace it with sheets."

Teacher Shi: "Oh, good. His bed is warm and soft, isn't it?"

Me: "Well!"

Teacher Shi: "Then is there any way we can make your bed so soft and warm?"

The teacher is guiding me to think and guide me.

Me: "Oh, that's it. I don't think it's necessary, but you can try it."

Teacher Shi: "Well, then you like his bed, just because his bed is softer and warmer than yours."

Me: "Well... I don't think so. I want his bed, and I want him. I think he will be very comfortable to hold, and he will be very comfortable to hold in my arms."

The teacher is a little -_-｜｜

Shi: "Uh, that's it. The teacher's words may be quite straightforward. We are all adults now!"

Me: "Yeah, it's okay."

Shi: "That day, when you were taking a nap that day, did he do anything to you? Did he hug you, or did you want to hug him?"

Me: "No, he didn't do anything, just lay there and slept. I wanted to hug him."

Shi: "Oh, then did he do that to you, either that day, or before or after that day, did he do anything to you?"

"Ah? What?" I said, "No, no. We are innocent!"

Shi: "Oh. The teacher thinks this way. You said before that you grew up with your grandparents. Let's just ask, can you buy a pillow or something? Isn't there a girl who buys a pillow and sleeps with it? .I think you can try it, so you should sleep better at night. I think your complexion is not very good, so you should not sleep well at night."

Me: "Ooo."

The teacher suddenly said: "Does he have a girlfriend? Just your roommate, does he have a girlfriend?"

Me: "Yes, there should be. Yes!"

Shi: "So are they on good terms?"

Me: "I think it's fine. My roommate sometimes doesn't come back at night!"

Shi: "Oh, that's it. Do you have a girlfriend? Or do you have a crush on a girl? Or have you ever liked a girl?"

Me: "Uh, yes!"

I was a little excited: "Yes. On the Mid-Autumn Festival this semester, a girl gave me a gift. I am very happy. We are classmates and we have a good relationship. I returned a succulent to her."

Me: "I'm bothered about this too recently. I don't know if she likes me. If she doesn't like me, why give me something?"

Teacher Shi smiled: "Uh, it seems that our promising classmates are very simple."

Shi: "Teacher, let's talk about the previous things first. You don't like your roommate. As for the bed, you should try the method the teacher just said. It should be useful. If it doesn't work, come to the teacher again, okay?"

Me: "Yeah, ok, that's ok."

Shi: "Well, okay. Then let's talk about you and that girl."

Shi: "Giving people things, gifts, etc. does not necessarily express liking, and it does not just convey love. We give gifts to others in many situations."

Me: "Oh?"

Shi: "Look. You just said that you have a good relationship and are in the same class. Then is it possible that she just gave you a gift for the friendship between classmates?"

I thought hard: "Is that so?"

Shi: "Well, yes. It does not mean that she likes you. Of course, the teacher does not deny this possibility. But the teacher thinks that we still need to observe again. Our promise must be attractive. If If she really likes you, then she will definitely make the next move."

Me: "Oh, that's it. What the teacher said makes sense."

Shi: "Yeah, that's why I said you are very simple!"

I was relieved: "O(∩_∩)Ohaha~"

The teacher looked at his watch: "Well, we still have some time. Do you have anything else to do?"

I have."

Shi: "Okay, tell me."

Me: "I've had the final exam recently, I'm a little annoyed, I have a lot of exams, and some of them need to be retaken..."

……

The author has something to say: Yesterday afternoon.

Chen smiled strangely and said to me, "Hey, does it hurt?"

I nodded: "En. It hurts~~"

He: "Hee hee, do you feel nothing when you wake up in the morning, and gradually it hurts more and more?"

Me: "Oh, yes!