beautiful with you

"Xiao Tang, please sort out the information for me."

"Boss Che, it's on your desk."

Secretary Tang looked at Che Jingye who was frantically rubbing his temples with some doubts. His boss made frequent mistakes today and his efficiency was extremely low.

"Xiao Tang, postpone the afternoon meeting."

"Ok?"

"I didn't have a good rest last night."

"Then Miss Shen invited you to dinner, are you...?"

"Push it."

After Che Jingye assigned a lot of tasks, he returned home.After losing one person, Che Jingye thought he was very comfortable, and he had no burden to do whatever he wanted. He would stay out at night if he wanted to.No more having to face a hesitant face just because you are 3 minutes late.

After Chi Shuang couldn't talk to him, Mr. Che Jingye took the initiative to pack up Chi Shuang's things on a rare occasion—he threw away all the things that Chi Shuang hadn't had time to take away.

Che Jingye closed the shade, and then laid himself down on the bed.Although Che Jingye is a senior in appearance and temperament, but he has a good face but a heart that doesn't like to clean up.If it weren't for Chi Shuang's worrying for so many years, he might not be sure what he would live like.

Che Jingye is rough, people naturally have no sense of time.I closed my eyes and lay down until eight o'clock in the evening.

He took off his tie and turned on his cell phone, which was full of calls from a contact named "Miss Shen".That was his blind date. During dinner last night, he had made it clear that there was no possibility for him and her, but this Miss Shen was still chasing after her.Che Jingye felt irritated and directly moved this "Miss Shen" into the blacklist.Che Jingye looked at the time and found that it was quite late.Had to get up and make dinner.Chi Shuang used to do it for himself.

He can't cook.Looking at the ingredients placed on the dining table, he immediately became troubled.He couldn't help but think of Chi Shuang's stubborn answer after asking twice - "I'm not coming back."

He has to admit that Chi Shuang is impeccable except for a little flaw in his personality.He only thinks of Chi Shuang when he needs Chi Shuang.He suddenly felt like laughing, but he felt tight in his chest when he smiled, so he stopped laughing.

He stood silently for a while, resigned to his fate and put the ingredients back into the refrigerator in an orderly manner.He chose to take a shower and go straight to sleep.

Water poured down from overhead, and a slightly psychedelic mist rose from the bathroom.Che Jingye squinted his eyes and remembered that he took Chi Shuang to get his tattoo done.From the beginning to the end, the anesthetic was not administered. It was summer and it was on the inner thigh. Chi Shuang lay on the bed throughout the summer and did not dare to wear pants.When he said he was going to have his tattoo removed, Chi Shuang didn't even resist.Looking at him with a pair of dark eyes, he nodded very obediently and silently.

He thought of Chi Shuang's father when he was in prison.He remembered how anxious Chi Shuang was when he came back from a visit while crying.The contradictory expression and his dismissive affection all appeared in Chi Shuang's eyes like a clear spring lying on a stone.But he, Che Jingye, laughed at that person as being affectionate, but he was proud of that person's devotion to him.

He remembered how his mother was covered with a white cloth, her withered and yellow cheeks gradually blending into the ruthless whiteness.He hates, he wants to hit someone, he can't stand Chi Shuang's innocent and unclear face of grievance and affection.He remembered that on the first day after his mother's first seven years, he dragged her into bed viciously.They didn't have sex, so he beat them hard.

He ignored Chi Shuang's yelling in his ear at the time, and when Chi Shuang saw that he had calmed down slowly, he still squeezed him shamelessly with his lower body.How much Che Jingye hoped that Chi Shuang would be afraid and hate him and clamor to resist, but Chi Shuang didn't.He didn't even cry out once in pain.

He looked at the viciousness and cautiousness in Chi Shuang's eyes, and suddenly evil thoughts arose.He remembered that he almost smothered him to death under the pillow that night.When he noticed that Chi Shuang's hand pushing his shoulder was gradually losing strength, he hurriedly removed the pillow and withdrew from the person's body.But he didn't notice the slightest bit of resentment from Chi Shuang's teary eyes, on the contrary, it was an indescribable grievance and flattery.

He looked down at the person lying on the bed coughing dryly, and he didn't quite understand his mood at that time.Are you afraid?Do you have any regrets?Are you unwilling?Are you laughing at yourself?Are you disappointed?All or none.He let Chi Shuang drill into his arms, leaned on his shoulder and took small breaths but stubbornly did not shed a tear.

He remembered that he had been holding Chi Shuang in the middle of the night, as if he was holding a baby.

what happened to him?Che Jingye didn't understand either.