beautiful with you

Chi Shuang got up from the bed and took out a pack of cigarettes from his pants pocket, lit one and bit it between his lips even though he couldn't even flick ash.He remembered that every time Brother Jing Ye got annoyed by him, he would go back to the balcony and lock the door to smoke. At that time, he would always stick on the door and persuade that person to say that smoking is not good, Brother Jing Ye, President Che Jing Ye Will yell at him, can you leave me alone.At that time, Chi Shuang would always feel aggrieved and blamed himself, so he quickly coaxed Brother Jingye, if you are really angry, just beat me up.He would always hear a very soft "hum" from the balcony, and he would think it was stupidly, but he would never think that Brother Jing Ye was really tired of him.

It was probably the moment when a long section of soot fell freely and burned his phalanx that aroused all his negative emotions.

Chi Shuang clutched the sheets and cried, buried his head between his knees, and bit his arm so as not to cry.He never made a sound when he cried, and there was nothing special about him other than twitching of his shoulders and irregular breathing rhythms.If it wasn't for Che Jingye, no one would have noticed that he was crying before.

But at this moment he wanted to shout, he wanted to be hysterical, he wanted to throw things, he wanted to swear.He is so wronged.

At dawn, Chi Shuangshuang's boss asked for leave.Drowsily slept all day.During the period, he woke up and slept and woke up again and again, which made him a little confused when it was a dream and when it was reality.

In a half-dream and half-awake state, he remembered a long, long time ago, when Che Jingye was still trying to coax him to let him go.But Chi Shuang just kept silent and stared with big eyes.No matter how bad it is, I went to kiss Che Jingye, and called "Husband Husband" in his arms.

In the past, every time Che Jingye coaxed him, he would hold him in his arms and kiss each time the two of them were done. If it wasn't for the fact that Che Jingye realized that this would not allow him to let him go, he would be bored every time he was done. Turn your back on him, and he believes it.He also wanted Che Jingye to love him.

Later, Che Jingye discovered the letter tattoo of Che Jingye's name on the inner thigh, and Che Jingye hated him even more.As long as Chi Shuang said yes, Che Jingye would give it with a little retaliation—no foreplay, not even the most basic kissing and touching.Naihe Chi Shuang gritted his teeth and refused to scream even if it hurt.This annoyed Che Jingye again and again.

Later, after Che Jingye took his father off, the first thing he did was to take him to have his tattoo removed, but Chi Shuang didn't resist.Chi Shuang is allergic to anesthetics, so he didn't even use anesthetics when he got his tattoo removed. It hurts, Chi Shuang remembers it clearly.Perhaps seeing the comfort and pride in Che Jingye's deep eyes and the annoyance he didn't understand, he held his breath tight and didn't let himself cry.

Che Jingye hates him, he knows it, and so does Che Jingye.