Autobiography of a beast

The boy did not go up the mountain until after a while.It almost caused me to be ridiculed by Lu Shuyitong again, thinking that I was lying to him again.After all, in his heart, my reputation is terrible, and there is not even a half-truth.

Fortunately, the boy came back in time to save me and restore a little bit of my status.

I didn't go eyeballing them on a date.After all, it's their own business, and we can't just follow along blindly.Knowing that the boy went up the mountain and met Lu Shu, I went down the mountain with confidence.Leave this side of the world with them for safekeeping.

Alas, brush away the dust and dirt, leaving no credit or fame.It was probably me.

I came back late that night on purpose.Consciously leaving enough time for them to reminisce about the past, it can be said to be very understanding.But he never wanted to come back, but saw that silly boy Lu Shu poking at the riverside for a long time without moving, covering his face.

I walked over for a long time, but I didn't see any reaction from this fool.Puzzled, he pushed away his hand covering his face and asked him what's wrong.He didn't answer me either.Just looking at me annoyed and giggling for a while, as if I was suffering from hysteria, it made my heart jump.Then take a closer look, it's amazing.A gash was cut on his face, and some beads of coagulated blood stuck to the wound and would not fall.I was terrified:

"Who did this?! Who was it?!! He dared to hurt you! Don't you know how to fight back?! A majestic beast was injured like this by someone!"

I looked at his face, and tremblingly reached into my pocket, trying to find some medicinal materials to apply to him.Ignoring my flurry and panic, that fool Lu Shu returned to his soul slowly.He even looked at me with a happy smile and asked me:

"You often say that you like someone, what does that feel like? I really want to know now."

I thought to myself, I really am a fool, I don’t know how to cherish myself, and I still want to like others.Seeing his sincere desire to know the answer, I could only answer him helplessly while spraying herbs on his face:

"If you like someone, you will unconsciously want to see him, unconsciously want to get close to him, want to be with him forever, and don't want him to suffer even the slightest bit of harm, even if you exchange your own life for his. Life, and will not hesitate half a minute. It's like..."

"Like what?"

"Forget it, I can't tell. If you have a chance, you can feel it slowly..."

After painting his face, I didn't bother to accompany his boyish heart overflowing with honey, so I went back to rest by myself, leaving him alone by the river in a daze.He is so stupid, out of sight and out of mind, I have an appointment with a girl to listen to the music the next day, so I don't have time to waste time with him.

After a long time, I haven't seen Lu Shu and I deliberately avoided him.After all, we are both very busy right now.I was busy looking for my new round of love, feeling the ups and downs of the world; he was busy confirming his heart and further developing this heart.

None of us have time to talk to each other.

When I saw Lu Shu again, just by looking at his words and deeds, I could tell that they were in love with each other.Suddenly a little envious.

And Lu Shu may also be immersed in his beautiful love and can't extricate himself. Even I nagged in his ear for most of the day.Seeing how his left ear goes in and the right ear goes out, he doesn't care what I'm talking about, I can only sigh "Friends are too big to stay"!It's hard for me to worry about him all day, this guy doesn't appreciate it at all!

However, being a soldier in this chaotic environment in the north has to be said to be a high-risk occupation.If you are not careful, you may die.

Long after I let them develop on their own.When I was drinking tea and listening to the music in the tea shop, I suddenly heard that a general was badly injured by the enemy's revenge and was on his way back.All of a sudden, people around you started talking about each other. They were concerned about what happened to the general, whether he would die, whether the border gates could be held, and whether the enemy would rush in... Listen, they don’t know. I was stunned by the words that suppressed my voice, the person who is called the general, could it be...

I panicked, and quickly dropped the teacup in my hand and rushed to check around the military tent.

Sure enough, it was him!

How should I tell Lu Shu now!I was so anxious that I was sweating profusely.I don't know what I am anxious about, and I didn't hurt people.

After hesitating again and again, I didn't come up with a good idea after thinking about the rhetoric for a long time.Simply tell Lu Shu directly.But you have to hold him steady...

Thinking in his mind, he returned to the forest with the wind on his feet, and easily found Lu Shu at a high place on a hillside.The guy was holding a teacup and staring at a crow on a branch in the distance.

I complained about that crow for no reason.It's annoying to come to report a funeral at such a time.

I stopped at a distance from him.Taking a deep breath, he walked to his side and looked at the black crow in the same direction as him.

He opened his mouth without saying anything:

"What are you looking at?"

"Look at that crow, I always feel depressed today, as if something is about to happen"

After finishing speaking, he tilted his head and looked at me steadily, trying to pick out something from my eyes.

I was confused by his probing eyes looking for a definite answer, so I avoided his eyes and continued to look at the crow:

"What can happen, don't think about it"

"Why are you back at this time? Is there something you want to tell me?"

As if I didn't get through what I just said, he kept staring at me without turning an eye.

I sighed, turned around, pressed his shoulders and looked back at him, and told him word by word:

"He's injured, seriously. He's on his way back"

"Want to see him?"

After finishing speaking, he seemed to not understand what I said, thought about the meaning of these few words, and then shook his head:

"Impossible, I checked the antlers this morning, he's fine"

As if he wanted to prove his words were right, he cast perception again.His face also turned pale with his movements.He kept chanting in his mouth:

"Impossible, impossible, he has antlers on his body, and my blood, it can always protect him, impossible..."

As if to find a fulcrum to support his messy emotions.Lu Shu held my arm tightly.He kept telling me it was impossible over and over again.

I can't bear it, I should tell him tactfully...

Ruthlessly interrupting his muttering, looked into his eyes and asked him:

"Do you want to go down the mountain to see him?" I think this is the only thing that can comfort him at this time.

Sure enough, after a long time, I struggled for a long time.He nodded at me, holding back the tears for a long time, which slid out of his eyes following his movements.I felt a little distressed, and reached out to wipe away the tears he shed.Pulling him up, he rushed towards the military tent where the young man was sent.

This time it was indeed seriously injured, and it seemed that he had been poisoned by some strange poison. The people around him were helpless and groaned, as if he had already left them.Even the rough man who helped me last time grabbed a military doctor by the collar and asked something loudly.Then, before he finished listening to what the person said, he hurried away from the door.After a while, all the people in the room withdrew, only me, Lu Shu, and the boy lying on the bed were left in the room.I turned my head to look at the door of the tent, trying to ignore the awkward reunion of the two.

Originally, I wanted to bring him to meet the young man, to reassure him, so that the relationship between them could continue from beginning to end, but what I didn't expect was that that fool Lu Shu would cut off his own horn to cure him of poison.It really almost pissed me off on the spot.If I hadn't reacted quickly and stopped Lu Shu's action in time, he might have cut himself directly. Thinking about his decisive action just now, I was still afraid for a while.Cutting off the antlers is tantamount to sacrificing half of one's life, and if one is not careful, Lu Shu's life will also be in danger.

I was angry with him, but I couldn't stop him.

What he said would restrain his feelings, but he didn't expect his heart to be moved.

When he sat on the edge of the bed and looked at me with his helpless and firm eyes, I knew that I would definitely help him.Help him to hurt himself.

He actually told me that I didn't tell him, if he really liked someone, would he rather trade his life for his?What's more, it's just cutting off the horn, and it won't really die.

Hearing him say that makes me want to slap myself twice.Let me talk nonsense.However, Lu Shu believed my words for the first time, and I couldn't take back what I said or press his head to make him forget, I could only accompany him to go crazy.Watching him turn into a hand knife, cut off his antlers with his own hands, to save the half-dead person lying on the bed.

As for me, I could only stare at him without blinking to protect him, for fear that something might happen on the way and hurt his life.He cut it so decisively, I really felt distressed to death, as if he had cut my body one by one with a knife.How painful it must be for a divine beast to cut off its horns!But he didn't seem to feel it himself.

The man was saved, and my heart was cut to pieces, bleeding profusely.

Seeing him put away his gestures, lowered his head and touched the young man's face on the hospital bed, he could no longer support himself and fell back.

I hurried up to catch Lu Shu, who was as weak as a broken arm, and picked him up and hurried to the forest.In the end, he still didn't forget to turn his head and stare at the comatose young man, wishing that he could just sleep like this and forget about waking up.