Retrograde

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Qin Jueheng stood outside the door, lowered his eyelashes and listened quietly, not knowing what to think.

"Or it's because you know I'm a child, that I'm best controlled, that I'm more ignorant and immature than any mature woman you've ever come into contact with, that's why you dare to say that to me over and over again. What are you afraid to say to them?"

"----Say you like me, say you love me, say you will always be with me forever, say you will give me everything."

Zhao Jili sneered, looked at Qin Jueheng's gloomy complexion, and continued talking.

"You tried your best to make me into the shape you wanted, and put me in the cage you arranged, but you still said to me——Look, this golden cage is so beautiful, I will give it to you Everything is so comfortable and safe."

"Qin Jueheng, what do you think of me? Or do you think that no matter who you want to play with, as long as you bully and knead hard enough, no matter what you want, it will eventually become what you want? "

"I'm afraid, and I'm also afraid of this kind of spoiled love. I'm afraid of the way you look at me through the gap in the cage. The kind of love that is full of appreciation, the kind of love that believes that I can never escape, and is tainted with perverted possessiveness. love."

"---Is this love? What kind of love? Do you love my youth, or my skin?"

Zhao Jili's attitude was not impulsive. Although her words were full of sharp attack power, when Qin Jueheng looked up, her face was still calm.

That's what she thought.Qin Jueheng looked helplessly at Zhao Jili in front of him, bit his lip, wanted to explain something several times, but found that she had nothing to say.

The possessive desire, the desire to control, and the distorted love that wished Zhao Jili could only be by his side for the rest of his life, these were all true and irrefutable.

The shocks he had received these days were all mixed into Zhao Jili's words at this moment, entangled with each other and spread, making Qin Jueheng feel confused and almost at a loss.

Qin Jueheng suddenly felt a little confused, she covered her eyebrows with her hand, lowered her head, and stopped looking at Zhao Jili.

Wrong, everything is seriously wrong, everything is not like this, and will not change to be like this.

"However----" Zhao Jili looked at Qin Jueheng's obviously speechless reaction, and felt a little stuck in his heart.She had a playful look on her face, she was honest and honest for the first time, and finally she couldn't help saying what she didn't think to say: "But I think, maybe I like you too."

The voice of this sentence was very soft, and Zhao Jili's words were both true and false, and it was difficult to distinguish the truth from the truth, but as soon as Fang uttered it, Qin Jueheng still visibly stiffened.

"No matter how you treat me, no matter how strong the hurt you bring me, I always have your gentle appearance in my heart."

Zhao Jili's tone was mischievous and cunning, and what he said made Qin Jueheng feel extraordinarily distorted: "That's the way I like it, and it's you I'm attached to."

"But when I woke up, I knew that our relationship was too distorted. As long as one day you looked at me through a cage, as long as one day you looked at me from a high place, it would never grow, and it would never grow. Can wither and die like now."

Zhao Jili took a serious look at Qin Jueheng, picked up the neatly packed things, and started to walk downstairs.

When standing by the door, Zhao Jili looked up at Qin Jueheng who was still standing there, with a calm expression.

"---- So I thought, maybe I love you too, but this is the end of all this sick and twisted relationship. Let's not see each other again, at least not to see each other again."

The author has something to say: What can I say, Mr. Qin has really gone too far all along.

Whether it's possessiveness, control, or a personality that likes to escape and is particularly irritable, in short, it shouldn't be like this at all when you like someone.

By the way, the predetermined plot is for the party who made the most mistakes to redeem and recover. The author's point of view is that Mr. Qin is much more wrong, so the keynote of all the following plots is Mr. Qin chasing his wife. It will only be available after the overall strategy is successful (it should be right)

So ladies and sisters who are looking forward to seeing Zhao Jili crazily chasing after President Qin, you can quickly adjust your mentality.Because of that--impossible hahahahahahahahahahaha (run away)

Chapter 40

What does this sentence mean?

Recently, Qin Jueheng seems to have entered a cloud-shrouded maze, his mind is always lingering on the words Zhao Jili said before he left.

Those words seemed to appear suddenly between dream and waking in a certain night, and suddenly fell out of the memory that Qin Jueheng deliberately avoided and bypassed, and suddenly fell into a calm and waveless deep pool, and fainted An unquenchable ripple.

And the ripples are abrupt and difficult to dissipate, and they linger in my mind day and night.

----As long as one day you look at me through the cage, as long as one day you stand on a high place and look down, it will never grow, and it will only wither and die like it is now.

----I think I may love you too.

These words seem to be the most straightforward and obvious refusal, even the words "like" and "love" are like the prank Zhao Jili has always been good at, with a hazy atmosphere of ambiguity.Qin Jueheng still remembered the calm expression on Zhao Jili's face when she said these words, and also remembered the vague playfulness in her tone.

But in these days that have passed for a long time, whenever Qin Jueheng vaguely recalled it, he always seemed to feel that it was more than that.

Now that things have come to an end, it has become meaningless to imagine how much Zhao Jili actually likes her, but she can always vaguely sense that something is wrong in her heart, and she feels that the ending of everything should not be just like this.

Zhao Jili's departure was very sudden and very serious. In the past two years, even though Qin Jueheng still sent gifts to Zhao Jili every New Year's Day, she never received any news or reply from Zhao Jili.

Qin Jueheng didn't know how to choose between an awkward relationship that he didn't want to break, and a sweetheart who was far away in California and couldn't really let go.Whether it is to really let go of Zhao Jili or continue to pretend nothing happened, it seems that it is not a pleasant choice.

All actions need to weigh the pros and cons, and Qin Jueheng started to avoid this trade-off again.

This kind of evasion lasted for more than ten years, starting from a summer night when the veil was raised and the sound of the piano was implied, she evaded her love for Zhao Jili.And in the many moments of the relationship, she evaded to understand Zhao Jili's true feelings, and always insisted that she likes herself like a cover-up.

Now, more than ten years later, she began to escape to face the broken relationship with Zhao Jili.Avoiding total severance also avoids trying to start over.

But thinking of Zhao Jili, Qin Jueheng knew in his heart that she must be doing well.

Life in Los Angeles must be fresh and colorful. In a city that is both artistic and free, without the strict shackles and all kinds of inescapable ties, maybe Zhao Jili finally started to get in touch with everything he really wanted.

Maybe even fall in love with someone else, and live a life that is still impressive without me.

Every time Qin Jueheng thought of this, he couldn't restrain the mixed feelings in his heart.

Maybe she can easily know how Zhao Jili is doing recently, or she can get any news she wants in just one phone call.But day by day, as Zhao Jili's aura and sense of presence became weaker and weaker, Qin Jueheng also began to become more hesitant.

At the end of her hesitation, she finally remembered the problem that she hadn't thought of for a long time, and finally gradually began to realize that there might be room for change in everything.

The lingering memories of these days seemed to remind her of something, pushing other possibilities to her heart.

----Zhao Jili hates her arrogance and her ability to cover the sky with one hand, Qin Jueheng has always been aware of it.But in the past, that was the only way she could keep Zhao Jili, and it was also the only way she could maintain that relationship.