Retrograde

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"It's nothing difficult, but it's a little more troublesome to dissolve the relationship." Zhao Jili put down the cup in his hand, gently propped his chin and looked at Qin Jueheng: "Today, now, does President Qin have time?"

Qin Jueheng's breathing was slightly stagnant, and after waiting for a few seconds, he replied softly: "...Yes."

"Then let's do it later." Zhao Jili tapped his cheek lightly with his fingertips, and turned his smiling eyes on Qin Jueheng's face twice: "My household registration is still with Mr. Qin. Don't forget to bring it for a while."

Qin Jueheng replied very lightly, and picked up the bag beside him.

"President Qin doesn't need to show such a desperate expression, does he?" Zhao Jili followed suit and stood up.She has grown a lot over the years, and today's heels are slightly higher than Qin Jueheng's. For a while, the two faced each other, and their eyes were completely level.

Qin Jueheng took a step back slightly, and silently raised his eyes to look at Zhao Jili's face.

Until now, Qin Jueheng has not fully realized her growth.

Zhao Jili has grown up, and he is no longer the child who once completely relied on him, nor can he be restrained by himself.She has become an independent adult who can be independent even if she leaves herself.

After growing up, she finally fulfilled the wish she had planted since she was young, and finally left herself.

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The reconciliation this time is not a reconciliation.No one wins, and even both sides lose.

Zhao Jili couldn't tell what she had cut off, and she didn't want to think about what she would lose after that-but she knew that this twisted and hopeless relationship must come to an end.

Years of oppression and restraint finally dissipated. For the first time, she truly escaped from the shackles that she could not escape. She was no longer bound by a suffocating relationship, and no one was always oppressing her. Always trying to control her words and deeds.

The reconciliation between the two went smoothly, Qin Jueheng really did not interfere with any of her choices, and the atmosphere of the final relationship between them was silent but tacit, which made Zhao Jili doubt whether all this was true in a certain moment of ecstasy It ended so peacefully.

"I returned the key to you and put it on the porch."

With his back to the door of the room, Zhao Jili arranged a stack of supporting documents neatly, opened the drawer on the left side of the desk, and searched for something.

Qin Jueheng stood quietly outside the door without answering.

She looked at Zhao Jili quietly for a moment, and then said after a while: "Aren't you afraid that I will go back on my word?"

Standing by the desk, Zhao Jili glanced back at Qin Jueheng when he heard the words.

"Don't be afraid, because you don't know how to do it." Zhao Jili dispelled her expressionlessly, and pushed the packed things to the other side of the desk, his movements were crisp.

"But I never said that letting you go means I will give up." Qin Jueheng leaned against the door, raised his hand casually, and stroked his smooth nails: "If you want to leave, wherever you want to move, as long as I want to know, and I still can."

"Ha." Zhao Jili heard the threat in Qin Jueheng's words, smiled lightly, and put down the things in his hand.

"Boss Qin means," she walked towards Qin Jueheng and leaned in front of her, "I've made it this far——do you still want to keep me?"

The distance is very close, and the faint smell of perfume penetrates into the sense of smell.Qin Jueheng remembered that this smell was the perfume she personally picked for Zhao Jili.

Suddenly, I felt a little relieved.Qin Jueheng stretched out his hand to hold Zhao Jili's elbow, and the two looked at each other closely.

"I like you, Zhao Jili." Qin Jueheng's voice was very soft, like the kindest and gentle innocent girl in all fairy tales, or like a frightened and wronged deer in the forest in the early morning. His expression was fragile in the light, and he looked completely harmless: "But I can't keep you."

Her tone was whimpering and sighing, as if she had experienced some unbearable and hopeless ending, just one glance was unbearable for no reason.

Zhao Jili stared at her expression for a moment, and couldn't help but pursed his lips and laughed.

----Why does this person always have such an innocent and wronged expression on his face no matter what he has done, no matter how greedy and selfish he is in his heart?

Zhao Jili still remembers many times when Qin Jueheng cried inexplicably, though not hypocritically, but quite abruptly.

Seeing Qin Jueheng, whose expression and posture were completely soft and showing weakness, Zhao Jili gradually remembered a summer night with tulips on her face. The first time she kissed Qin Jueheng out of anger and helplessness, the other party's eyes Obvious fragility.

When a dead leaf falls to the ground, the memory passes by like the wind for a while, turning the pages of the book up and down.

Zhao Jili vaguely remembered the night that was sealed in the depths of his memory, and recalled the cold tears of Qin Jueheng that fell on his cheeks at a certain moment at that time.

Many memories flooded to his heart, making Zhao Jili clearly realize that behind Qin Jueheng's strength and desire to control, there is actually another fragile and soft side.

----She is very fragile, and she is also very good at showing weakness. She can even shed tears in front of you very easily.

But why is she vulnerable? Why does she feel hurt?

For a long time, Qin Jueheng has always been able to restrain Zhao Jili with overwhelming means. No matter how soft and stubborn Zhao Jili behaves, no matter how indifferent and rebellious, he will always succumb to Qin Jueheng's almost forceful means in the end. Down.

Thinking of this, all related memories are not pleasant.These years have been spent time and time again in almost tortured patience and submission. Qin Jueheng's love is too suffocating and too deformed, not at all the kind of tenderness that Zhao Jili expected.

Thinking about it, Zhao Jili looked at Qin Jueheng distraughtly, thinking unwillingly and impatiently in his heart--when I didn't even cry, why should she cry before me?

She is clearly not a completely weak person.She is hot-tempered and irritable, proud and considers herself superior to others, and has a good upbringing, but she is always a spoiled child of a family in her bones.

Why on earth does such a person shed tears in front of me who is obviously weaker?

"---You can't keep me." Zhao Jili stared at Qin Jueheng for a moment, then stretched out his hand to push her away, turned and returned to the desk.

"I think you may have realized it." Zhao Jili looked back at Qin Jueheng who was standing there indifferently, "Actually, you have never really understood my thoughts."

"You think I will love you, you think that one day I will become what you want and what you expect, and you think all my rebellion and indifference are just temporary." She tidied up the last thing she wanted to take away Put it on the side of the desk, and leaned slightly on the edge of the desk: "Do you think so, auntie?"

Qin Jueheng's expression was still very clear, she sighed slightly, and did not answer Zhao Jili's question.

"Then I want to tell you, I'm not strong, nor indifferent." Zhao Jili put his hands on the table, raised his chin slightly, paused for a moment after speaking, pursed his lips and looked at Qin Jueheng outside the room .

"I have had boundless hopelessness, I have had the urge to struggle and struggle, and I have never, never wanted to be reconciled. When I was a child, I didn't understand why. I would feel pain and pain because of you. Desperate, and don't understand why I'm bound by something I can't see."

"I just know, it's weird." Zhao Jili seemed to be trying to remember something, his slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and his expression looked innocent: "---It's always been weird, suffocating and unable to see the future, This is your 'love' to me, your promise to me."

"---Your promise, children don't believe it. It's vague and hopeless. Auntie, do you think I'm a fool?"

Zhao Jili smiled, jumped off the table, took a few steps forward, and leaned against the door one step away from Qin Jueheng.