Look at each other

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"Mom, I won't go, I want to see her."

She turned her head and looked at me with shocked and bewildered eyes, as if I was no longer the daughter she knew, but a stranger. "Even if we object, you still want to see her? Even if it will aggravate your father's condition, you still want to see her? Even..." She choked up, her eyes filled with infinite desolation, "Even if you knew that I would Sorry, you want to see her too?"

Our voices were not loud, but we did not deliberately lower them. People passing by in the corridor looked at us more or less curiously. play to comfort their barren lives.

I tried my best to avoid being distracted by other people's eyes, so I calmed down and repeated my mother's words with difficulty. "I'm going to see her, even if you object, feel sad, or even hate me, I'm going to see her."

My mother's face gradually turned gray, her lips trembled uncontrollably, and she said nothing.At this time, a familiar thin and weak voice suddenly came from the crowd behind, "Please step aside."

I turned around abruptly, just in time to see Xiaoxiao struggling to push through the crowd, trying to squeeze in. Seeing that I was staring at her, regardless of the crowd, she waved at me childishly, smiling with crooked eyebrows.

At that moment, all the noisy surroundings gradually faded away, and the whispers, malicious gazes, condemnation of conscience, sadness and anger of relatives that bothered me disappeared in her soft, wave-like eyes, and were smoothed and captured. cured.It seems that there are only two of us left in the world, our eyes are focused together, inseparable.

end.

little letter.

Dear Laining,

How to write the beginning of a letter without falling into a rut?This is not the first time I have written a letter to a Chinese teacher, so I don't feel ashamed, but I still can't find a good or correct way to open it.It's like I haven't found a way to keep love fresh so far.

In fact, I had been vaguely aware of your liking for me a long time ago, but since the night when I was drunk, this guess has almost been confirmed, while my attitude has become much more ambiguous.You are very warm, this kind of warmth drives me close to you, but it also makes me afraid, I no longer have the courage to break through the south wall and not turn back, so I carefully observe you, secretly guessing how long you can warm me, when should I see you Just accept it.

In fact, my first impression of you was not good when we met for the first time. At that time, like all other adults, you put on a sophisticated posture, were polite, and preached, but as time got longer, I found that You have a child in your heart, she carries all your simple kindness and most essential purity.I hope she can shine and not be overwhelmed by your circumstances and education, I hope that one day she will be unshackled, and that I can contribute even a small amount to her freedom.

At this moment, you are sitting opposite me, concentrating on writing the letter at hand, with a smile on your face that even you may not be aware of.Who will you write to again?will it be meI really want to hold time and let it stay in this moment forever.But we can't stay, and we are always pushed and pushed by various foreign objects to go on, to meet a happy or unsatisfactory ending.But Lai Ning, you also know that we only have one chance to be who we like.

The author has something to say: Finally, relying on my weak willpower to write the first novel in my life, I still have 13 points for my plot handling and writing style (cover my face), and I have to think about it when I look back.In fact, the original intention of writing this article at the beginning was to vent a kind of emotion, and to think through a truth by self-reliance through writing.There is another important reason, as I said to my friend at the time, although I have let go of the previous relationship, but only after this article is over, that relationship is really over for me. Yingtian's love and resentment also came to an end.In fact, few people in reality can be as lonely and courageous as Xiao An and Xiao Xia, but just like Xiao Xia wrote at the end of the letter to Xiao An, "But Lai Ning, you also know that to be who you like, we There is only one chance.”