Classmate Li Zhuangsheng doesn’t want to be reborn

When Hu Mengdie was in elementary school, she watched an episode of Ultraman Tiga on a friend's TV, and she has never forgotten it.

However, she had been strictly disciplined since she was a child, and due to various reasons, she was beaten black and blue by reality, and it was only after she returned to her hometown that she remembered to complete the complete collection.

At first, she watched the eighth episode of Tiga. It was quite weird and had a bit of Western horror. It scared her so much that she was afraid of lollipops for a long time.

When you look at it as an adult, the story of this episode is quite simple. It is a witch monster using candy to abduct children, and Ultraman defeats the monster.

It was such a simple story that she remembered for more than ten years.

"That kid's dream belongs only to him!"

"Children don't need to dream. Until they grow up, they just need to be manipulated like dolls and toys."

"Where did you get the kid?"

"I threw them into the grave of dreams."

Seeing this sentence again, she curled up on the bed, grinned, and cried silently.

She may have had a dream before, but what is her dream now? Some people die in their twenties, and the rest are just zombies waiting to be filled with the last handful of soil on their graves a few decades later.

The right to choose is a luxury for Hu Mengdie. Her life path has been planned by her parents since she was a child. She even has no control over what kind of clothes she wears, what kind of friends she keeps, and what kind of hobbies she has.

She didn’t know what a dream was, and even learning to dance was her father’s choice. Her father is a conservative and face-saving person. Although his family conditions are very ordinary, he insists on paying her registration fees for more than ten years.

The reason is simply that her father hopes to hold his head high during her talent show and show off his beautiful and capable daughter to everyone.

Hu Mengdie later thought that maybe she could be a dancer in the future. After all, dancing was her only specialty... But under her father's arrangement in high school, she still chose liberal arts. Because her father felt that art students were not good at this time, and only those with poor grades studied art, even though the teachers felt sorry for her.

The father is so arbitrary and never cares what his daughter thinks. Hu Mengdie's high school love was probably the only fierce resistance she ever made in her life.

Unfortunately, the outcome of this rebellion was even worse.

Hu Mengdie had no idea of ​​falling in love at first. She often received various snacks and stationery from boys since she was a child. She received a steady stream of love letters from junior high school, but her tutor was very strict and she did not dare to disobey.

But Hu Mengdie finally accepted Qi Haoyu's pursuit.

She was moved by the fact that the other party had been sending breakfasts for more than a year. Her friends were always making noises around her. In adolescence, she was also curious and longing for love, and she was eager to "touch her father's territory"... In short, due to various factors, she Next, she "braised the disdain of the world" to date her boyfriend.

The early stage of the relationship was really sweet, and she once dreamed about how romantic and beautiful it would be to go from school uniform to wedding dress in the future.

She wants to use time and the ending to prove her father's objection is wrong.

As a result, this only proved that the father was "right".

Exhausted both physically and mentally, Hu Mengdie quit her job in a big city not long after graduation and came back dejected as a loser.

She has no dreams anymore, and is only confused inside.

Looking back on the first half of her life, it seemed that no one cared about her thoughts, whether it was family members, boyfriends, or even those suitors.

She knew she was beautiful. As a child, she thought this meant privilege and wealth. But when she grew up, she realized that others cared more about her face than her inner world.

Is this considered a gain and a loss? She always preferred to be an ordinary-looking girl. Of course, it doesn't matter. She doesn't even know what her inner world is like now.

She looked at Tiga quietly, and the heroine Lina shouted anxiously: "Ultraman Tiga, save the children!"

"Ultraman Tiga, please save the children." She followed softly.

……

The day she established her relationship with Li Zhuangsheng, she actually had a premonition.

Two days ago, Li Zhuangsheng had just shared the good news of "coming ashore" with her, and she knew that this day was coming.

During the subsequent date, she was thinking about this the whole time. Sure enough, after scratching a scratch ticket, it was time to face their relationship.

"Is this how we...can be considered dating?"

he asked cautiously.

Although she was well prepared, Hu Mengdie was still slightly stunned.

Shopping together, watching movies together, eating together, drinking milk tea together... Why can't it be considered a relationship?

But do we really want to have such a relationship? The fear and fear of the failure of her last relationship were still deep in her heart.

But Li Zhuangsheng is really good. He is like a warm stove, always warm and warm, but never burning.

Before this, Hu Mengdie always felt as if she was not a person, but a rare toy that was in short supply, and others were vying to buy it, just to get their hands on it as soon as possible.

Others are only asking for kindness from her.

She understood what these people were thinking, and she felt disgusted, so she could only pretend to be aloof and boastful to prevent them from succeeding.

Li Zhuangsheng is not like others who just want to take advantage of her as soon as possible. He will patiently listen to every word she says, take care of her feelings, keep her preferences in mind, and affirm every word she says. , but occasionally he would put forward objections without any flattery.

Li Zhuangsheng has read a lot of books, and no matter what he says, he can pick up a lot of weird knowledge. For example, when she said that a comet hit the earth and wiped out the dinosaurs, he explained that the comet brought not only destruction but also rebirth, and then introduced her to the significance of the Younger Dryas incident caused by the comet impact on human civilization. Influence, and finally even elaborated on the principle of living in sorrow and dying in happiness.

When he spoke, his eyes were as clear as water, the water contained light, and he was full of energy. Just like the boy who looked up at the sunset back then.

She didn't understand it completely every time, but she liked to watch Li Zhuangsheng talk incessantly. She thought it was very cute. She could see that the other person was trying his best to make her understand, without any desire mixed in.

Li Zhuangsheng is still a very attentive person, and the other party will even notice her menstrual period and order her a cup of warm red date milk tea, with the half sugar she is used to...

She never mentioned these things on her own initiative, relying entirely on Li Zhuangsheng's observation. For a time, she thought she had met a secretive love expert, but later she realized that it was because of Li Zhuangsheng's sister... This was one of the reasons why she hated Li Xiuyu.

It's really amazing. Even though they had only been in contact with him for less than three months, her mind was filled with the goodness of Li Zhuangsheng.

Faced with Li Zhuangsheng's words that were no different from a confession, Hu Mengdie was speechless for a moment. She didn't know whether she should date him so hastily or whether she could become a qualified girlfriend. She didn't even know if she liked him at the time, let alone "love".

But the uneasiness and fear in Li Zhuangsheng's eyes reminded her that if she didn't give a positive answer immediately, the other party would run away without looking back, or even never appear in front of her again.