My heart beats for you under the moonlight

Wen He turned around and touched her forehead: "You just had a fever, do you feel better now?"

She sat up and leaned against the bed: "I went to see Zuo Yueyao." She didn't want to hide anything from Wen He. This was the most basic respect for him.

Wen He didn't feel anything strange. He just smiled calmly: "You said you would try it, but you didn't tell me when to start trying it. Before you start, you can meet anyone without telling me."

His calmness was beyond her expectation, and he deliberately brought up another topic that would make him uncomfortable: "What if I see him again after this starts?"

Probably not expecting her to ask this, Wen He was stunned for a moment before saying, "Then I might be jealous. Of course, it's not impossible if we just get along as friends."

Su Xian's mood improved slightly, and she smiled helplessly: "How generous can two people who have treated each other sincerely be friends? I am a narrow-minded person. Even if you are willing, I still can't be friends." I am willing."

"Fool." He cursed lightly, but Wen He smiled shyly.

Zuo Yueyao closed his eyes tightly and lay on a strange bed. He could clearly hear the movement around him, but he was unwilling to open his eyes. It was not until the conversation between He Xinwan and his mother gradually dissipated that he slowly opened his eyes. Looking at the unfamiliar room, he took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and started smoking slowly.

He drank a lot, never so much before. He always felt that something was struggling from the deepest part of his heart, and then slowly passed away. He wanted to catch it, but he couldn't.

Everyone thought he was drunk, but in fact, he was awake all the time. He just wanted to hear what the woman would say and do.

But the result disappointed him.

The woman he had been obsessed with for so long just gave him up to someone else. He was brought home by He Xinwan and lay on her soft bed. The quilt exuded a faint fragrance, but it made him feel cold and nauseated. .

His life has always been decided by himself, but was his persistence and decision right or wrong?

He Xinwan returned to the room and saw the man leaning on the bedside smoking. He walked to the bedside and opened the window: "Auntie asked me to take good care of you. You can sleep here tonight. There are many rooms anyway, so I will sleep." Just a guest room.”

"Thank you." He really didn't have the energy to bother, and wanted to have a good sleep. Maybe when he wakes up tomorrow, everything that happened today will become unimportant.

"Yueyao." He Xinwan stood beside him, speaking softly with a mix of distress and confusion: "Are you really that unable to let go of her? You have also seen that she doesn't really want to be with you. Why are you so insistent?"

The cigarette quickly ran out, and Zuo Yueyao took out another one.

He Xinwan sighed deeply: "I can't judge whether it's right or wrong about feelings, but by now, you should be awake. Feelings are about mutual support and should not rely solely on your persistence. , how long are you going to be like this? I heard that you were absent from the academic exchange meeting held by the hospital a few days ago. Yueyao, this is really unlike you. You clearly know that the man named Ni has always been dissatisfied with you. , why did you give him this opportunity for academic exchange? If you are unhappy, can't you wait until the exchange meeting is over?"

He remained silent, his frown filled with sorrow and sadness.

For the first time, He Xinwan saw how lethal love was. She thought that what she insisted on was love. Only then did she realize that what she insisted on was just her wishful thinking. Zuo Yueyao's boundaries for her , is always limited to the relationship of friends, and his feelings for Su Xian are true love.

"Auntie... wants to bring us together." He told the truth, and suddenly he lost the desire to persist. "I know that my colleagues in the hospital will compare me with her in private and say that I I am more suitable to be your girlfriend. When I heard this, I was actually quite happy, but I know better than anyone else that in your heart, I am far inferior to her."

"Sorry." What else could he say to her besides this?

"I should apologize to you." He Xinwan smiled bitterly: "For the trouble I have caused you." As if grabbing the last life-saving straw, as if with a sense of luck: "Yueyao, I only recognize you today. Let me ask you seriously, is there really no possibility between us?"

"No."

He answered without hesitation. The last life-saving straw was torn off in an instant, and his heart fell to the bottom, "Why? I think I am no worse than her."

"You are no worse than her, and you are even better than her in many aspects, but this is not a condition that I will like." Finally realizing that the continuous smoke was not appropriate in the boudoir, he used his fingers to stub out the cigarette butts without a trace. Can't feel the burning caused by the high temperature: "I always thought I liked her because of her innocence and cuteness, her understanding and tolerance, and her unyielding efforts. After meeting her again, she changed and became complicated. She is a bit more indifferent, and even sometimes willful and domineering, but I found that I still like her. It turns out that what I like is her. No matter what she becomes, I will still like her."

This sudden explanation, which was equivalent to a confession, made He Xinwan both envious and a little sad.

"You're right." After a moment of silence, Zuo Yueyao slowly spoke again: "She doesn't seem to want to be with me."

He Xinwan was shocked to realize that the smile on the corner of his mouth was so desperate and lonely. If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, how could she have believed that Zuo Yueyao could do this for Su Xian?

Even though she was unwilling to give up, she slowly let go in her sobriety. He Xinwan sat down and looked at him: "When I was in college, every time I saw you walking hand in hand, I hated it. I hate why you didn’t choose me, and I hate why she could win your heart so easily. Because of hatred, I even resorted to any means..."

"Don't mention the past anymore." Zuo Yueyao intercepted her words, his dark eyes contained infinite wisdom, but they were emotionally difficult: "Humans always make mistakes, and so do I. , if I had thought about it more seriously, I might have been able to think of a better way to solve it, so that a girl would not have to leave NTU with guilt and shame. When I saw that girl feeling sad about this... ....”

With a helpless smile: "I actually feel that I was wrong."

The mistake was that she shouldn't have been sad...

he knows? He actually knew that she did it...

He never mentioned saving her face. Should she be moved or should she be more ashamed?

I have to admit that he and Su Xian still have some things in common.

It was like two people who had put aside their past grudges, and the grudges in their hearts were gone. If they were destined to never be together in this life, then it would not be bad to be friends with him. She still recognized his excellence and excellence, and that he was unparalleled in her heart. Appearance and dedication.

"There's something I think you should know."

Before this, He Xinwan didn't want to say anything, but now, she felt that she should say that since being forced is not sweet, then helping others can be regarded as making up for her own mistakes.

Zuo Yueyao rubbed his temples. The effects of alcohol and worries made his brain hurt so much, "Yeah."

"When you broke up, she didn't seem to have anyone to cheat on." At first, she was just curious about what kind of person she would abandon Zuo Yueyao for, so she went to investigate the matter. After she inquired, she It was discovered that the so-called third party did not exist at all, but because of her unwillingness to give up, she did not expose the matter.

"I know."

......

He knows everything... He Xinwan suddenly laughed: "I thought people who fall in love tend to ignore many things, but I forgot that you are Zuo Yueyao."

"Since you know, why..."

"The lies she made up and the unreasonable troubles she made were just to break up with me. We were both young at that time. I can't think of any other reason for her to put aside all the things we went through in those years besides being in love with each other. They abandoned me without mercy. After I knew that she had not moved on, I started to worry about why she broke up with me. Maybe it was because she was young and energetic. I thought breaking up was just a common thing. Let’s break it up, I just didn’t expect…”

I didn’t expect that I could still miss the same person for so many years after breaking up.

"The professor later introduced me to a girl whose personality was somewhat similar to that girl. I tried to get along with her, but every time she wanted to hold my hand, I would avoid it. I knew that I had not let go. In fact, I was also waiting for myself to let go, but when I saw her again, I knew it would be even harder for me to let go. From the beginning to the end, all I wanted was her."

"Isn't it a little too much for you to say this in front of me?" Just not wanting to see him so sad, He Xinwan pretended to be angry and joked.

Realizing that he had indeed talked a lot today, Zuo Yueyao tried his best to hide his emotions. Facing each other, the long-standing complex was resolved, and the two smiled knowingly.

"Then what are you going to do?" It's just out of concern between friends.

"Since she doesn't want me, then don't insist."

It sounded so much like a resentful husband who had been abandoned. He Xinwan couldn't help but laugh: "Are you willing to give up?"

"Is there a quota for going out next month?" It seemed to be the case in his impression, but his mind had not been on it recently, and he was not sure about the authenticity of this matter.

He Xinwan didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Didn't you give me this spot?"

"Can you give me this spot again?" He knew it was inappropriate, but it was time for him to go out and see the outside world.

"Of course." He Xinwan agreed without hesitation: "But you have to think carefully. It can take as little as three months or as much as half a year."

"no problem."

Su Xian was really sick, and the illness was not serious. She continued to have a high fever, and her consciousness began to become blurred in the end. Wen He offered to take her to the hospital several times, but she refused. She had no choice but to take her to the hospital. She found a doctor she knew and went to the pharmacy to buy medicine according to his instructions. He took care of her with all her clothes on, and Su Xian's health slowly improved.

When I woke up, there were a bunch of people around the bed. In addition to Wen He, there were also Chen Biyu, Lu Xiran, Huang Kaifeng and Xiao Yunshu.

His body was still very weak, but their appearance made Su Xian feel warmer than ever before.

Xiao Yunshu lay on Su Xian's bed with her butt sticking out. When she woke up, she rubbed her forehead against hers: "Aunt Su, when I had a fever before, my father would rub me like this. Okay, I’ll rub it for you too.”

Su Xian pulled away from Xiao Yunshu and said, "Stay away from Auntie, or you will be infected."

Huang Kaifeng said, "I'm afraid that if she gets better soon if she gets infected, I'm worried that I won't be able to see you at the company these days. I'm just worried that you might end up trying to survive alone at home."

Chen Biyu answered: "If such a big thing happened and you didn't even call us, you think these sisters are virgins in vain. If you have a problem and we don't even see each other for the last time, won't we regret it for the rest of our lives?" .”

...Their mouths are really similar...