After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

"Ayan, my biggest wish in this life is for you to live well." Lu Yan said.

"But, my wish is not to see you live?" Shen Ruoyan asked, "You keep saying it's for my own good, but why can't you consider my feelings?"

When she learned that Lu Yan's indifference and alienation were intentional, Shen Ruoyan's first reaction was not anger at being deceived, but relief.

After the fifth prince revealed Lu Yan's life experience to the world, Shen Ruoyan felt even more distressed.

This silent and affectionate man chose to lick his wounds silently, rather than being harmed in the slightest.

So Shen Ruoyan braved the wind and snow and came over resolutely.

Facing the unknown environment, she was anxious and worried, but more importantly, she was fearless and determined.

Shen Ruoyan knew that she had to find Lu Yan and give him a big hug.

After saying those words, Shen Ruoyan looked straight at the other party.

Today she must find out the answer!

But what he got in exchange was a long sigh from the other party.

"Ayan, I will send someone to take you back."

Seeing Lu Yan's stubborn attitude, Shen Ruoyan was so angry that her teeth itched and she bit him on the shoulder.

The pain in his shoulder brought a smile to Lu Yan's face.

In the last life, after A Yan died, the scar on his shoulder was the only memory Shen Ruoyan left for him.

Lu Yan gradually developed the habit of touching his shoulders when he was thinking.

Lu Yan smiled and said, "A little heavier."

Hearing his perverted words, Shen Ruoyan let go of her mouth and punched him angrily. Because her chin was sore, she muttered vaguely: "If you dare to abandon me again... I won't do it in the next life or the next life." I’ll take care of you!”

The corners of Lu Yan's eyes twitched slightly. He looked at Shen Ruoyan, his eyes full of contradictions and pain.

His hands were clenched tightly into fists, as if he was struggling with something.Finally he shook his head and said with a wry smile: "Ayan, this is not a place for you to stay.

Be good, go back and wait for me, okay? "

Shen Ruoyan felt a pain in her heart.

Biting her lower lip tightly to prevent tears from falling.

She knew that Lu Yan's decision had been made, and no matter how hard she tried, she could not change his decision.

Taking a deep breath, Shen Ruoyan's eyes revealed a deep helplessness and determination: "Husband and wife are one body, we share blessings, and we should naturally shoulder difficulties together.

Where can I leave the other person behind and say it's for my own good? "

Lu Yan's hands were clenched tightly into fists, as if he was struggling with something.

After a while, he turned around and faced Shen Ruoyan, but his eyes were like the surface of a frozen lake. "Go back, this is my responsibility, I have to face it alone."

His voice was calm and determined.

Shen Ruoyan became even more angry, "You said I can't stay here.

So have you grown three heads and six arms, or have you gained an exquisite heart with seven orifices?

Why can you stay here and I can't?

Didn't you also grow up here when you were a child?

After a while, I will take Guoguo over and let him appreciate the beautiful scenery of the north! "

Lu Yan looked at her, a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, followed by a deep sense of helplessness and bitterness.

"Ayan, there are some things I must do.

This is my choice, my destiny.

But you can't be implicated because of me. "His voice was filled with an unspeakable sadness.

Shen Ruoyan looked at him, her eyes full of determination and determination. "Your destiny is my destiny.

Your choice is my choice.

I'm going to face it with you, no matter what. "

Her voice was full of strength, determination and fearless courage.

Lu Yan had no choice but to agree to let Shen Ruoyan stay with him.

In order not to arouse suspicion, Shen Ruoyan packed her bags that day and started walking north.

Facing the empty room, Pu Yue thought her plan had been discovered, so she frightened the bumpkin and ran away overnight.

Pu Tuo was also very sad when he heard that Shen Ruoyan was gone.

This sadness is naturally for those snacks that have not yet been eaten.

How delicious are those snacks?

Even when Pu Tuo dreams at night, he will dream about the plate of dim sum that was once very close to him, but is drifting further and further away.

This has almost become his obsession.

Facing her increasingly depressed brother, Pu Yue blamed herself.

It's all her fault for being too hasty and scaring that bumpkin away.

Otherwise, her brother wouldn't be so worried about gains and losses.

Fortunately, the negotiation between Putuo and Lewu went very smoothly.

After agreeing on everything, Lu Yan led his troops north and knocked on the door of a wooden house at the foot of a valley.

The door was opened from the inside, revealing a delicate face, but the nose was slightly red from the passiveness.

Shen Ruoyan threw herself into Lu Yan's arms and rubbed her cheek against the man's chest, like a kitten that only saw its master.

"I thought you lied to me again and didn't plan to come over." Shen Ruoyan said.

They made an appointment that day, asking Shen Ruoyan to wait here first, and Lu Yan would come to see her in a few days.

But after waiting and waiting, there was no trace of Lu Yan.

Shen Ruoyan panicked, thinking she had been deceived again.

He wanted to leave, but was worried that Lu Yan would come soon, so he waited patiently.

After waiting day after day, the person I was looking forward to finally arrived.

Lu Yan trimmed Shen Ruoyan's hair and said, "Ayan, I will take you to a place."

Lu Yan held Shen Ruoyan's hand and walked towards the mountain.

The north wind howled by, and the two held hands and left two footprints on the snow.

As she walked higher, Shen Ruoyan discovered that there were "sticks" as high as half a person stuck on the slope near the top of the mountain, shining with a metallic luster in the wind and snow.

When she got closer, she saw clearly that the things stuck in the ground were not sticks, but weapons.

Some of them are long swords, some are made of wooden grass, and there are many kinds of patterns.

I don't know if it is due to the erosion of the environment, but those weapons have many scars on them.

Some even have only a small half, inserted into the ground, with only the hilt exposed.

Lu Yan noticed Shen Ruoyan's eyes and explained: "These are the weapons left by the soldiers who died on the battlefield to defend the northern border.

Many of them didn't even have a complete body left behind.

In order to commemorate these people, the people inserted the weapons they used in front of them here and spontaneously come to worship every year. "

Shen Ruoyan suddenly felt goosebumps all over her body.

Not because of fear, but because of a deep feeling.

When she looked at the forest of weapons with broken roots and branches, Shen Ruoyan seemed to see brave and fearless soldiers across time and space.

It was they who gambled with their lives in exchange for the stable life they have today.

Compared to them, it is so abominable that the fifth prince put Daning into crisis again for his own selfish desires!