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In the gradually turning white vision, the blood flowing on the ground became extremely dazzling.

The scenery of red and snow intertwined shows the colors of a burning sunset.

"I gained authority through your mother..." A tired smile appeared on Uchiha Madara's face.

Forcibly commanding his body that was in so much pain that he couldn't breathe, Madara Uchiha held on to Yan Bai's arm desperately.

pain……

it hurts...

It hurts so much...

Apart from this word, Uchiha Madara couldn't think of anything else.

It seemed that if he kept thinking about it in his heart, the pain would be lessened, but... after many years of separation, he finally caught Yan Bai.

Even with the tearing pain all over his body, Madara couldn't feel the slightest bit of hatred.

Feeling extremely intense pain, Madara never thought of using death to get rid of this negative feeling.

He didn't want to just disappear.

He still wants to live.

He wants to do something...

Do something you’ve always wanted to do but haven’t done yet;

To leave something behind that I wanted to leave but never left behind;

Many things I want to do have not been done;

A lot of things that I wanted to stay didn’t stay.

Such an ending is too tragic.

Such a life is too sad.

Just stare closely at Yan Bai.

Uchiha Madara can face the pain that paralyzes even the desire to live, and can also give up those thoughts of death.

……pain.

……pain.

...It hurts...it hurts...but...

Such a word kept appearing in Uchiha Madara's mind.

The crumbling skin showed that Uchiha Madara was in great pain.

Uchiha Madara was vomiting blood while clutching Yan Bai's arm, staring at Yan Bai, and kept saying the same words word by word.

This is Madara's whole life.

This is the first time I pray so strongly.

"...I want to live..."

"...I want to look at you..."

"...I want to be myself..."

"...I want to return to the ninja world..."

"...I don't want to stay in this world that will kill you..."

"...I don't want to resurrect you and then send you to death..."

"...I want to go back...let me...go back..."

……

In order to hold on to Yan Bai, Uchiha Madara used all his strength, and the pain kept coming.

Uchiha Madara almost roared with all his strength: "Say it! Yan Bai! Say it, let me go back! Say it! Let me go back, say it!"

Could an act that brought him pleasure actually be so difficult and abominable?

the sins he had committed;

the blood he once shed;

Madara finally understood what their significance was.

Yan Bai slowly stretched out his hand towards Uchiha Madara, whose body was gradually collapsing.

"Then...come back..."

Uchiha Madara's body convulsed the moment Yan Bai took the initiative to touch him.

The blood that came up poured into his throat.

This is a sign that the next pain is about to hit.

Under the impact of extreme pain, Madara felt that the light in front of him also disappeared.

But Madara smiled.

Only what remains in the body can be seen.

Feel the warmth brought by the fingertips that do not belong to you.

The unbearable loneliness disappeared.

Madara muttered to himself.

up until now.

Hidden because of his pride, Madara's true feelings...the dreams he had when he was young, the extremely small wishes.

"………pain."

"It hurts, Yan Bai."

"Your fist caused me great pain."

"It really hurts..."

"...Such pain makes me...want to cry..."

"Yan Bai...can I cry?"

"...I have never conveyed this willingness to endure pain to anyone."

……

That night countless years ago.

If I could convey this to myself, what would it be like...

Tears mixed with blood welled up.

It's painful and sad.

It was also very lonely.

My heart is crying.

However, just that, just saying "Come back" will make the pain fade away.

When I was a child, I only felt pain.

What I feel when I grow up is bitterness.

"Pain shouldn't be something you have to endure."

"Pain is something you should express to those who love and protect you."

It was Yan Bai who told him this.

It was great to see Yan Bai again.

...It's really great to be able to see Yan Bai again before he turns into a walking corpse.

"Madara, is it painful?"

At the end of the painful sight, Yan Bai stood.

Yan Bai's other hand was placed on Madara's trembling shoulder.

Ban raised his head and faced Yan Bai.

"If you feel pain, just say it."

Yan Bai said this at the end.

...Speaking the same words as Yan Bai in memory.

That's true, Madara thought.

If I could express my pain at that time...

I'm afraid he won't get lost on this wrong path.

Let him find a way to "send" Yan Bai away. This is a very painful decision.

Would rather be hated by Yan Bai, Ban decided to do this.

My sins are too serious.

...at all costs for your own happiness.

He slowly stopped breathing.

Madara's pain subsided quickly.

Even now, I can't feel it anymore.

"I'm in so much pain, Yan Bai. I sent Zhujian away with my own hands, which has already caused me great pain."

"But I can't send you away with my own hands..."

"I can't do it, I'm sorry... I thought I could, but, I found that I can't..."

...Uchiha Madara was speaking like a murmur.

The clouds and mist around them were like broken mirrors, and sections of sunlight were projected from the outside world.

In the end, the dream created by Yan Bai fell apart.

Hot air, blue sky.

Afternoon sunshine and wide views.

Uchiha Madara still looked as embarrassed as before.

He was seriously injured, and the platform under his feet was soaked in his bright red blood.

But Madara showed a pleasant smile.

"Ha ha……"

Facing the long-lost ninja world, Madara seemed ready to laugh unbridled.

But Yan Bai on the side said expressionlessly: "Beside me, laughing out loud might, uh huh..."

As soon as he said this, Ban looked at Yan Bai helplessly.

Yan Bai was warning him that if he got too carried away, he would easily receive a large amount of bird poop.

However, as long as he can get the permission to return to the ninja world, Madara doesn't care.

If you don’t want to laugh, don’t laugh. There will be plenty of time to laugh as much as you want...

"Is this the permission you got from my mother? Physically traveling to the ninja world?" Yan Bai raised his eyebrows, "Mom, I should have asked you to bring me something, right?" For example, tools to repair the system backend...

Looking at Yan Bai who was slightly anxious, Uchiha Madara smiled gracefully.

Then, Ban fell straight on Yan Bai's body, and he exhausted all his strength in order to come back.

After falling on Yan Bai, Ban was completely unconscious.

Yan Bai closed his eyes depressedly and muttered: "Asshole..."