I was on top of your heart

"She didn't abandon me back then, she came back to find me.

Even, two years ago, Huo's was able to win the new energy project, and she spent half her life trying to get it off the wine table. "

"what……"

Mother Huo froze there suddenly.

Ignoring the stunned look on Huo's mother's face, Huo Yan continued,

"She also bore me a daughter."

Mother Huo's pupils dilated suddenly, and a trace of shock flashed across her eyes.

"Lin Ran said that when she gave birth, she was too weak and almost had a difficult delivery, and she died twice."

His 'betrayal' and his family's abandonment all became the straw that crushed Yu Wan.

Lin Ran said that at that time, Yu Wan lived like a shell without a soul.

If she hadn't been pregnant with the stars back then, Yu Wan might have...

Why are stars called stars.

It was precisely because she was the only light in Yu Wan's life at that time.

The feeling of suffocation in his chest became more and more intense, and Huo Yan's voice gradually choked,

"She never gave up loving me, but I lost her with my own hands."

"Mom, I abandoned her with my own hands, so she hides from me now and refuses to come out to see me."

With red eyes, like a helpless child, he told his mother about his pain.

Mother Huo looked at her son blankly.

Thinking of the words she said to Yu Wan two months ago, she felt a pain in her throat.

After a while, she said with tears in her eyes,

"That silly child, why didn't she say anything!"

Why not say it?

I didn't say it before, maybe it was because I mistakenly thought that he and Yaoyao were together.

later.

It's not that she hasn't thought about explaining.

He didn't give her a chance to say it.

It's him……

He personally rejected her chance to explain.

Thinking of this, Huo Yan suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself.

Mother Huo was taken aback by him,

"Why did you suddenly hit yourself?"

Huo Yan said, "I hate myself."

"Mom, I really hate the one who didn't give Yu Wan a chance to explain, and said that he would never trust her again in his life."

"She obviously wanted to explain it to me, but I interrupted her and said no matter what she said, I wouldn't believe it."

"Mom, I really hate the self who never gave Yu Wan any trust."

Huo Yan said that he didn't trust Yu Wan.

Mother Huo felt that she was not.

Obviously she liked Yu Wan so much in the past.

Treat her like a daughter.

How did she really believe that she was that kind of heartless person?

Even after she came back, she said that kind of hurtful thing.

Thinking of Yu Wan's red eyes that day when he turned around.

Mother Huo's heart felt as if someone had stabbed her heart with a knife, which made her heart ache.

Her son stabbed a girl in the heart.

And she was the one holding the knife and poking it hard.

They are all ashamed of Yu Wan.

As if remembering something, Mother Huo ignored the sadness and asked Huo Yan suddenly,

"You said that Yu Wan gave birth to a daughter for you. What about the child? Where is she now? Is someone taking care of her?"

Huo Yan's voice was hoarse, "She is abroad, and Yu Wan's friends are taking care of her. She is not in good health, so it's not easy to run around."

"She is not well, what's wrong with her?"

When Mother Huo heard this, she was in a hurry.

Huo Yan's eyes were red, his dark pupils were full of distress,

"She has leukemia and needs a bone marrow transplant, or cord blood.

When Yu Wan came back to China to find me, she wanted to conceive another child and use that child's cord blood to treat Xing Xing's illness.

After a pause, he said breathlessly,

"Now her whereabouts are unknown, so I can only do the bone marrow matching."

Huo Yan doesn't dare to think deeply now, if his bone marrow can't be successfully matched with Xing Xing, how he will face everything in the future.

Yu Wan tried his best to conceive a child to save his daughter, but he abandoned her with his own hands.

Let her fall into the river together with the child in her belly.

One of his actions seems to have just cut off Yu Wan's life.

Can be practical.

He cut off the lives of three people.

How can he bear it?

If the matching fails, Huo Yan will probably go crazy straight away.

After hearing Huo Yan's words, Huo's mother burst into tears.

She beat her chest and wept,

"This child, why didn't you tell us anything!"

At the same time, she felt sorry for Yu Wan, but couldn't help complaining that she kept her mouth shut so tightly.

She gave birth to a child to their old Huo family, but didn't reveal a single word to them.

Huo Yan could actually guess what Yu Wan was thinking.

That person,

She is very possessive, and there is no room for sand in her eyes.

She thought he and Lu Yaoyao were on good terms, so she definitely didn't want him anymore.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have never come back to him.

If the child was not sick, she might never come to him in this life.

thought here.

Huo Yan couldn't help but hooked the corners of his lips mockingly.

He didn't trust Yu Wan, so how could Yu Wan trust him?

-

On the second day after Huo Yan recovered from his illness, he set off to go abroad.

That was the first time Huo Yan met Yu Xingxing.

Xingxing looks very much like him.

Especially those eyes.

The moment I saw Yu Xingxing.

Huo Yan couldn't help thinking, if Yu Wan and her video chat that day,

If he stepped forward to look at the screen of her mobile phone, instead of just standing there in a daze.

Wouldn't he think that Xing Xing is her and He Minglang's child.

Wouldn't they have come to the point where they are now?

Not seeing Ma Ma for several days, Yu Xingxing felt very uneasy.

Even Qiqi would comfort her every time and say that Ma Ma was busy because she had something to do.

But Yu Xingxing's mind is more delicate than that of ordinary children.

She is very clear.

Something must have happened to her.

Just to keep Qiqi from worrying, she just kept silent.

But she was still a child who had just turned four years old.

How can it be possible to hide your emotions at any time.

No, while Qiqi went out to cook for her, she hid in the ward and cried secretly again.

She curled up, her hands hugged her knees, her chin rested on her knees, her eyes looked in the direction of the TV, and tears fell down one by one.

Her body was convulsed from crying, and her mouth was still choked up and she said,

"Where are you Ma Ma, Xing Xing misses Ma Ma so much."

"Mama, Xingxing doesn't want strawberry cake anymore, can you come back soon?"

Huo Yan stood at the door, listening to his daughter's crying, his heart seemed to be pounding hard with a hammer in his heart.

Again and again, painful but not fatal.

Unfortunately, it is unbearable and painful.

"Star……"

Huo Yan unconsciously took steps and walked in.

Seeing someone coming, Xing Xing quickly wiped away tears.

She looked up towards the door.

Seeing Huo Yan's familiar yet unfamiliar face, the tears she had just suppressed burst forth in an instant.

She seemed to know who Huo Yan was.

Suddenly slipped off the bed, and ran towards Huo Yan with bare feet.

"father!"

Hearing Yu Xingxing's crying father, Huo Yan's heart almost softened.

Seeing that Yu Xingxing knew him, and even ran towards him,

Huo Yan subconsciously squatted down.

Xing Xing rushed straight into Huo Yan's arms.

She choked up and asked him,

"Dad, have you knocked out all the bad guys?"

Huo Yan looked at Yu Xingxing in confusion, "Knock down all the bad guys?"

Yu Xingxing explained, "Isn't Dad a great hero?

Ma Ma said that Xing Xing's father is a superhero.

In order to protect Xing Xing and everyone, Dad can't stay by Xing Xing's side and watch Xing Xing grow up. "

After hearing what his daughter said, Huo Yan had a hole in his heart, and it seemed that a bigger hole had been opened in his bloody heart.

Blood trickled out from inside.

The suffocation-like pain hit Huo Yan overwhelmingly, making his eyes dark, and he almost couldn't bear it, and passed out on the spot.

Huo Yan tightly hugged his daughter into his arms,

"Dad is not a big hero, Dad is a big fool."

It is said that men don't shed tears lightly, but at this moment, Huo Yan's tears are streaming down.

He hugged his daughter as tightly as he embraced his whole world,

"Sorry, Xingxing, Dad is late."