I am a Good Man

In the beginning, she really wanted him to be nice to her. Subconsciously, as a condition of exchange, she was good enough to be worthy of him. It seemed that this combination would prevent Tian Chengrui from going down the same path of belittling and despising her, and could buffer her from the pain in her heart. She has low self-esteem, so she never dislikes the Ji family.

She felt that she didn't deserve anyone better, and she liked Ji Yang quite a lot, so she got married and had children step by step. In this relationship, she would be more "favored", at least the difference would not be big.

"No." She said without confidence.

"I don't care what other people think or say, but this person is Tang Xuan. I hold my heart in my arms and pamper the person I want to marry. Can't you feel my intention to be with you?" He went off track more and more, Kind of aggravates the nature of the matter.

But that's it, Tang Xuan's original thoughts are shown bloody, it is true that she loves him, it is also true that she is inferior, cowardly and a little pitiful.

"I apologize to you. I shouldn't have thought too much, Fang Xin..."

"Is it Fang Xin? It's not your bullshit ex-boyfriend, it's your own lack of confidence. Everything I do is not natural, nor does it have to be done. If I don't love you, would I be a bitch?" Ji Yang said coldly. Interrupted, his heart heaved violently as he spoke, and he took two deep breaths, "Get out of the way, I'll get out right away."

Tang Xuan suddenly threw herself into his arms, hugged his waist forcefully, and cried loudly. Tears poured out like a dam, and she was still shaking her head.

Her family was born in a complicated family and she lacked love since she was a child. When she was in love with Tian Chengrui, the other party also thought she was terrible and good-for-nothing, and they often made fun of and belittled her. Ji Yang was right, she had low self-esteem, was sensitive and suspicious, and felt that no one would love her unconditionally. ,

Ji Yang was still holding the suitcase rod in his hand and didn't say anything.

"I only think too much about marrying you." She looked up at him, tears falling unbridled, blurring her vision, and crying, "I'm not making a fuss out of a molehill, I'm afraid you'll leave me and don't want me anymore."

"I was wrong. Don't leave. I won't think too much about it in the future. I will believe in you and myself, okay?" She softened her voice and observed his expression anxiously.

Her heart was hanging and her spirit was tense, for fear that he would pull her hand away. She had never seen him look so serious before, and it really frightened her into confusion. It felt like he would be gone forever after he walked out of this door. Will not come back again.

"Let go first." Ji Yang lowered his eyes and looked at her, his words falling clearly in her ears.

Tang Xuan's body froze, then swayed, and she had no idea that these words were coming out of his mouth.

She thought that in this relationship, she would never be the abandoned one. He would love her more than she loved him.

"I'll move out first. Let's calm down for a while." Ji Yang said as he started to grab his luggage and walk out.

The pain in Tang Xuan's heart valve was heartbreaking, her eyes filled with tears, and she held his hand tightly, refusing to let him leave.

"You said you would stay with me here and take care of me all the time." She sobbed in a dull and small voice, and grabbed the corner of his clothes with her other hand, speaking intermittently, "Auntie just called me and asked how we are doing lately. So, I said everything was fine, and asked when we could go back, as it would stop being cold after a while.”

She took a breath and let her tears fall, "I heard some of the things they said before, but I never questioned you. I still chose to believe you. Even if there are really the reasons you said, I still don't I have never denied that you love me, and I have never trampled on your feelings for me. I cherish you very much."

"You said you didn't want to get married early, but I said you could wait. Later, when it came to investing in the branch, I felt uneasy and flustered. I secretly had insomnia in the middle of the night, but I saw that you were working hard in the market. I didn't want your efforts to be wasted, and I was willing to be with you. Go and endure the hardships, I admit it, the branch office opened, the performance also increased, you started to be busier, and slowly, we may not be from the same world. I feel very insecure, and you have never mentioned the marriage again. It feels like I have no value and you can leave at any time. I don’t know what to do and I feel anxious all day long.”

She has been opposed to Ji Yang's business since the beginning, and everything seems to have deviated from the track she originally wanted.

Tian Chengrui once told her that the two of them were not in the same circle. She couldn't keep up with him and there was no need to be together.

"I explained that I want to wait for a while." Ji Yang lowered his eyes and stared at her for a while, "If you don't want to get married, I won't take you back."

"But that's what you told me after I promised you to invest..." She instinctively answered, but she realized her problem halfway through.

"Xuanxuan, that is not a condition of exchange. My proposal and taking you back are not a reward or a condition of exchange for your promise to me. If you are willing to support me and wait for me, I should make a promise to you. It is my responsibility. This is I am you all my life, and I should give you a sense of security." Ji Yang looked at her, frowning and tightening his jaw, and said seriously, "I do it for us. I said that I will work hard for what others have. I give it to you slowly, can’t you feel it? Do you really love me?”

That last sentence made Tang Xuan cry again. She never took his contribution for granted, but she would think that she was unworthy and unreal.

It's ridiculous to think about it.

Does she love him?

I have always felt that I like her, and I feel that he must love me more, but now, facing him leaving, the feeling will be a hundred times more painful than watching Tian Chengrui leave.

She couldn't stop crying from the psychological pain.

Totally unacceptable.

"Don't leave." Unable to calm down her mood, she burst into tears and spoke a few words intermittently.

Ji Yang sighed deeply, turned his head to the side, pursed his lips tightly, and did not reply.

Tang Xuan stopped crying. Looking at him calmly, her heart began to fall and her voice was trembling, "Ji Yang..."

His Adam's apple twitched twice, and he turned his head again to look at her.

"I love you..." Her eyes were red and swollen, filled with tears. When she said this, two lines of tears fell down.