I am a Good Man

Every sentence is ambiguous.

Her breathing became rapid, and she tried to unlock her phone with trembling hands. After entering both sets of numbers, both of them were wrong. Her eyes kept flickering, trying to remember what numbers Ji Yang would use as a password besides fingerprints.

right.

her birthday.

After quickly inputting a series of numbers, the interface opened, still on the chat history with Fang Xin.

Swipe up and prepare to give up.

As a result, I saw the photo, clicked it, my pupils shrank suddenly, and then I scrolled up. The earliest record was already at the end of September. Fang Xin sent Ji Yang an application for voluntary overtime work during the National Day last year.

Ji Yang didn't reply to a single word, and her palms began to sweat. She continued to scroll up, but there was nothing there.

Her eyes stopped on the sentence "Tang Xuan had a boyfriend whom she loved deeply", her heart began to pound a little, and her palms began to sweat.

Flustered and at a loss, I rushed out to find him with my cell phone in hand.

Before she walked out of the bedroom door, she saw Ji Yang's figure appearing in front of her. Tang Xuan was surprised and happy with tears in her eyes, crying and laughing at the same time, "I..."

"I know it's your house. I'll get out right away and come back to get something." Ji Yang walked to the bedside, put the car keys in his pocket, then opened the cabinet to get the suitcase, squatted down and opened it quickly.

"I'm sorry, I apologize to you. I thought... I didn't come to find him, but he came to me. We had nothing to do. I was afraid that you would misunderstand, so I didn't say anything. I..." She spoke incoherently, and saw Ji Yang starting to go in. As I put the clothes away, I cried even louder in fear. I walked over to grab them from him. I clearly didn’t want him to leave, but my words became, “I bought these for you!”

Like a helpless and willful child.

"Okay, I won't take what you bought. I'll give it back to you." Ji Yang let go and looked into the cabinet again. He picked up a few loose sports short-sleeves in the corner, put them in the suitcase, and continued to pack.

His face was expressionless, Tang Xuan couldn't help but panic, her mind was blank and she didn't know what to do.

"I apologize to you. We have no contact. I will tell you this matter. I never thought of hiding it from you." She went to grab it again, trying to stop him, and choked with sobs, "I bought you the pajamas too. , I bought them all for you.”

The two of them were arguing, tugging at a piece of clothing. Ji Yang suddenly shook off the clothing and threw it into the corner. His eyes, usually full of softness and tenderness, were now so calm that there was no trace of a ripple.

Tang Xuan was frightened, her face turned pale, and she stood there looking at him.

"Okay, you bought everything, and the house is also yours. I rented it for the past two years, and I also bought the clothes with you. I will send the money to you, Tang Xuan, so that you won't lose. ." He looked at her with bottomless eyes, and his sudden sense of reason made her tremble.

"That's not what I meant. I don't want your money." She quickly denied it. She was completely scared and mustered up the courage to say, "Because you have been very busy recently and don't have time to accompany me. I..."

"Don't make excuses." Ji Yang interrupted her, walked over to the wall, picked up the clothes, and said in a deep voice, "I should confirm what you subconsciously believe. It's not your fault, you didn't It's all my fault. You said you didn't believe in love. I thought that as long as I was good enough to you and loved you enough, you would love me. But in the end, I found out that was not the case. You took my kindness to you as me. I must be good to you, because I live in your house, this is what I have to do, who told me to be inferior to you? "

"I didn't..." Tang Xuan denied quickly, tears streaming down her cheeks. Seeing that he was putting on clothes, she quickly walked over again.

She was afraid that he would never come back after leaving.

"Including my busyness during this period, you feel that I am breaking away from you. Sometimes I even feel that you would rather me be a little worse, so that I can maintain the previous state and I get the benefits, so as a balance I have to rely on you. Baishun." He put his coat inside, and his words hit Tang Xuan's heart one by one.

It even made her stunned and her expression became dull.

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that she has been stopping him, eager to maintain the previous state, keeping the two of them in a comfort zone, trying to continuously prove her important value in this relationship.

The monthly salary is equivalent to Ji Yang's, and the house is in her name. It seems that without these, she will be abandoned at any time.

Ji Yang had already closed the suitcase, and Tang Xuan suddenly came to her senses. She quickly ran to the door and pressed her back against the door, digesting his words while not letting him go.

"I apologize to you. I misunderstood you. I can also explain about the photo. You...don't...let's talk..." She was incoherent, and there was even prayer in her eyes. She didn't know what to do, but she was absolutely Won't let him go.

"What are we talking about? What else can we talk about? You said marriage, so I want to ask you, do you want to get married at an appropriate age and have children, and don't want to be discussed by others, or do you want to marry me?" He said and asked himself He scoffed, paused and said, "I think it's just that I'm nice to you. You think you are also capable, with a good monthly salary and a house, which can make it easier for me to settle down and start a business in this city. I should need you."

"But Tang Xuan, I don't want it, it's boring."

As soon as he finished speaking, Tang Xuan couldn't stop her tears from flowing down. She kept shaking her head and carefully tried to hold his hand.

Ji Yang withdrew his hand and glanced aside, "Then you think each of you can take what you need. I will transfer all the rent for the past two years to you, and I will pay back whatever you spent on me." You, as for the flowers I gave you, you don’t need them.”

"Ji Yang..."

"This way you won't think that I have to do anything to be good to you, and love you with a purpose, as if I should be bad in the first place, so that you deserve it." He felt extremely ironic, and his eyes were filled with loss and helplessness, " I love you so much, but I can’t build up any confidence and sense of security in you. It’s my fault, it’s not your problem.”

The fragility in Tang Xuan's heart was completely shattered by him. She thought that no one would discover what was hidden deep in her heart.

He knew it so well.