Fast Travel System: Male God Raiders 101 times

Chapter 505

Therefore, the only thing I can do is to dismiss all kinds of feelings and this awkward atmosphere by treating it as a joke.

"I'm sorry... I won't do it again."

I apologized again, and then I felt An Yun shake his head.I can no longer look at An Yun's face.I bowed my head deeply.I hate myself for not being able to restrain my desire.

An Yun didn't say anything.Just feeling her gaze.That look seemed to be blaming me.I was afraid to confirm this matter, and even afraid that An Yun's expression would appear in the corner of my vision, so I lowered my head and turned my face away from An Yun.

"...Or, let's call it a day?"

Soon An Yun said.

"Thanks to you, I can go to various places... So, it's not good to force you to accompany me everywhere."

"I...I'm not forcing myself."

"Can……"

An Yun did not continue.Might be thinking.Think about what to say so as not to hurt me.

"That's how it is. With so many materials, it should be enough to write a full-length novel, right? I'm having a good time too, so let's just treat this as the last, okay?"

In front of An Yun, I spoke.I don't want to be hit by what An Yun said any more.So, it's up to me to close.end this relationship.

There was another silence.I can't say another word.

Not long after, An Yun said softly, "Well... Got it. Thank you for your help all the time."

After that, we waited silently for the rain to stop.Surprisingly, the rain stopped quite early.It felt like they were urging us to go back earlier, and I suddenly felt a little angry.

The price of the hotel is paid in half by the two of them.Put money into the settlement machine next to the entrance, and the machine will say "Thank you for coming".

This annoys me a little bit again.

It was like thanking us for going back without doing anything or making the room dirty.

Walked out of the hotel, walked to the station with An Yun, said goodbye without saying a word, and got on the subway car.

When I got home, the sky was completely clear, and the moon showed its face from among the clouds.

"Is that right..."

Facing the image that seemed to symbolize a happy ending, I was the only one who grumbled.

Entering the summer vacation, I returned to the original kind of life without motivation and enthusiasm.Ami, who came in and out of my house like a family as always, looked at me with worried eyes, but she didn't ask me "what's the matter?" like before.It may be from my expression and attitude that I more or less sensed something.For her rare show of thoughtfulness, on the one hand, I feel grateful, on the other hand, I also feel lonely.For me now, it seems that what I need is Ami's cheerful personality regardless of the occasion.However, this expectation is also too selfish.

When I stay in my room, I spend most of my time reading a book.

Because there is nothing else to do.Every day, I would randomly take a few books from my brother's room, bring them into my own room and read them deeply.

Perhaps, there is also a side that is aware of An Yun in the dark.

If I read more books, if I am a person like my brother, will I be able to get closer to An Yun? If I say that I don't have such unwilling thoughts, it is definitely not true.Even though I know it's too late now.

Entering August like this, half an hour after the summer vacation, I got up early and rushed to school.It's for going to the library.

During the summer vacation, the library will be open at least one day a week, and the librarians have to take turns to work on the service desk and organize the collection of books.Because there are very few people who come, it is not the usual two-person system, but is arranged so that each committee member takes a turn for a day.

And that day was my shift day.

Although I was reluctant, but because it was work, there was nothing I could do.

(End of this chapter)