Chapter 504

"what……"

I fell down and pushed An Yun down on the bed.The springs of the big bed creaked again.

"Xia, Xia Enxue...?"

An Yun made an uneasy sound.I couldn't look directly at An Yun's face, so I just pressed An Yun's arms and took a few deep breaths.

An Yun struggled with his hand, trying to get rid of my restraint.I pressed her hand hard to prevent her from escaping.As soon as I swallowed, the voice echoed in my head.The beating of the heart instantly increased to a violent speed.The low pitch of a heartbeat echoed through my body.

"An,... An Yun...!"

I curled my tongue and called her name.I don't know what else I can do.

An Yun didn't speak.She let out two helpless sighs.Through her hand, I know that An Yun's heartbeat is also speeding up.Whether it was nervousness or fear, I have no way of knowing.

In my head, various ideas are constantly tumbling like paints that have been messed together.May I?can you?They've all come here.We are "in love".But isn't this only for An Yun's novels?It felt like An Yun would not refuse.I feel that even if she doesn't want to, she will accept it silently.

After a round of self-questioning and answering in my head, I slowly moved my face closer to An Yun.What should I do, what is needed, I can't understand at all; what I feel is just wanting to kiss An Yun, that's all.

An Yun, who noticed my actions, suddenly changed his expression.An Yun, who had moist eyes, bit his lower lip slightly.I then moved closer to An Yun's face, and An Yun closed his eyes as if water had been splashed on his face.

Is it really possible?

As long as my face sticks out a few centimeters, An Yun's lips and I can touch.Keeping this distance, I thought.

can it?real?Why?Because you like me?
Would she say that even this act was for "collecting material"?Does it mean that she actually has no idea about me at all, but just endures the things she hates for "experience" and "fiction"?
I stared at An Yun.An Yun tensed his body and remained motionless.The expression of closing his eyes was like that of a child who was about to cry before the injection.

I move my face slowly.He moved his neck to the side, and buried his face in the sheet next to An Yun's face with a plop.

If you don't want to, just say no.

I thought, and sighed.

"Xia, Xia Enxue..."

An Yun called me in my ear with a dry voice.

I didn't answer a word, just kept talking to myself in my heart like a curse.

If you are so unwilling, biting your lips in fear, and hate being done by me, can you just say something soon?How can I understand your thoughts if you keep silent like this.In this kind of place, a man and a woman stay together and still be at ease. I haven't detached myself to this level yet.

Thinking of this, I slowly moved my body away from An Yun.

An Yun straightened up and looked at me strangely.I sat down next to her and sighed deeply.

"……sorry"

I knew a long time ago that An Yun didn't have such an idea.Coming to this kind of place is not because of "that kind of meaning", but out of pure interest.The same goes for "in love" with me.I was selected only because I accidentally learned the fact that An Yun is a writer.That's the way it is.Bottom line.No matter what you think.

"It's a bit...overdone."

I put on a dry smile and added a sentence.

What I should do is to cooperate with An Yun's "resources", not to hurt An Yun.You can't tarnish An Yun because of your emotions and desires.

(End of this chapter)

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