I may have played a fake fantasy

Chapter 4 How did you feel when you saw her again?

who I am?from where?Where are you going?

This may be the most difficult philosophical question that human beings have ever thought about, and many people have been unable to comprehend it and come up with an answer throughout their lives.This time, Ye Shang was one of the "many people".

He has some clues about the first two questions. He is now a "leaf merchant who is less than 1.7 meters five, weighs about 120 kilograms, and is not myopic."

"Where are you going" can be divided into broad sense and narrow sense, but for the current Ye Shang, he doesn't need to think so much, he just wants to know...

"Which middle school should I go to?"

Ye Shang, who had already made a misjudgment, was not sure for a while as to where the junior high school he "studied" was.In his previous life, he certainly knew that he went to Tiefeng No. [-] Middle School, but in this life, the world was no longer the one he remembered, so he was confused.

"Well, let me ask, which junior high school is it?" Matters are prioritized, and now Ye Shang can't worry about whether he will "go through the gang", so he can only ask Elder Ye to specify one or two.

"Hey, I asked you to go to this school. I don't even remember where you studied. Tiefeng No. [-] Middle School, Class [-], Class [-], can you find it?" Ye's father answered Ye Shang's question in a mocking tone, and then asked him I hung up the phone after hurrying to school.

"Second grade two..." The second grade of junior high school, also known as the second grade, is a not very good word.

"Could it be that 'Second Two never dies, Second Second has not even become a thing of the past'?" Ye Shang, who embarked on the journey again, suddenly had a feeling that he would never be able to get rid of Second Second. The tragic feeling of "going further and further away on the road to the second grade".

It only takes 5 minutes to walk from Ye Merchants to Shi No. 20 Middle School, but it takes about 87 minutes to walk to Tiefeng No. 03 Middle School.On the way, Ye Shang whispered: "I was born in 16. In 06, I was 03 years old. I went to college in [-]. In [-], I should be the first year of high school. Did I repeat the grade, or did I study two years late?" Woolen cloth?"

Knowing his level of mental arithmetic, Ye Shang took out his mobile phone and turned on the calculator to check the calculation, and found that he did not make a mistake.

"Let's take a step, let's take a look." Finally, Ye Shang came to this conclusion.

……

When he came to No. [-] Middle School, the guard at the school gate didn't make things difficult for Ye Shang, but just treated him as a normal latecomer, so he entered the school smoothly and arrived at the gate of Class No. [-], No. [-] Junior High School.

Taking a deep breath, Ye Shang knocked on the door, and after hearing the teacher's reply of "Please come in", Ye Shang pushed the door in, tried his best to make an embarrassing and ashamed expression, and said, "I'm sorry teacher, I was delayed on the road." It's useless to make any excuses at this time, so I can only sincerely apologize, and Ye Shang really can't explain the reason for the delay, I just hope that the teacher will not ask because of his good attitude.

"Well, pay attention next time, go to your seat and sit down." The teacher who was teaching was a Chinese teacher, a middle-aged man in his 40s.

"It turned out to be the teacher of the courtyard. I don't know if it is luck or misfortune." Ye Shang felt that he would suffer when he found out that this class was a Chinese class. Very good, but this is not the point, the point is that he is Ye Shang's neighbor.

Yuan Hongru's home was in two adjacent buildings to Ye Shang's. Yuan Hongru had some friendship with Ye Shang's grandfather, so after Ye Shang entered junior high school, Ye Shang's grandfather asked Yuan Hongru to take good care of Ye Shang.In Ye Shang's view, this kind of care can also be called "care."Therefore, when Ye Shang found out that he had fallen into the hands of this teacher, a shadow cast over his heart.

"Forget about that, let's study where I sit." After coming to class five, Ye Shang faced this question again. Although he didn't go to the wrong class this time, he didn't have time to ask anyone.

After a cursory glance, Ye Shang found that there were only two vacant seats in the class of more than 50 people, one was in the fourth row and the other was in the last row.

"It's okay, okay, the two empty seats are in the same row, so I just walked over slowly. When I passed by the fourth row, I asked the person next to me if that was my seat. If not, I could continue walking to the back. , maybe those two seats are not his own." Having made up his mind, Ye Shang walked slowly towards the aisle in the row by the window.

When he reached the fourth row, when Ye Shang wanted to confirm the situation with the girl next to the empty seat, after seeing the girl's appearance, Ye Shang was so frightened that he almost ran out of the door.

Because of surprise, and a trace of fear and embarrassment, Ye Shang stopped there, motionless.

"Sit down quickly." The girl saw Ye Shang's abnormality, although she didn't understand what caused it, she still whispered to Ye Shang to sit down.This also indirectly shows that the empty seat in the fourth row is the position of Ye Shang.

"Let's go." Ye Shang sat down on the chair with the mentality of the execution ground and a sense of desolation. He took out the Chinese textbook from his school bag and flipped through it, then stared at the blackboard, as if the content on it was very important. Attract him as well.

The students in the second year of junior high school were only thirteen or fourteen years old. After the incident of Ye Shang, everyone looked around curiously. After watching for a while, they found that it was not interesting, so they listened to the lecture again or slipped away.

Seeing that other people's attention was diverted, the girl on Ye Shang's right and his deskmate pushed the notebook over and tapped Ye Shang's arm with the pen in his hand.

Ye Shang looked down, and found that it said in the notebook: "Why are you late?" Ye Shang had mixed feelings in his mind, and memories about girls also emerged little by little.

The girl's name is Meng Di. She was born in 89. When she was in the game company in her previous life, she was her junior sister. She temporarily studied in her group with Ye Shang's seniors. She returned to her group after a few weeks after learning something.

In addition to the relationship between colleagues and brothers and sisters who are barely in the same school, Ye Shang and Meng Di have other relationships, the crush and the crushed, the confessor and the one who refuses to confess...

Ye Shang has had a crush on many people since he was a child. Basically, any girl who is close to the eye and has a certain beauty will unfortunately become the object of Ye Shang's crush. This is probably caused by being single for a long time.Among the many crushes, Meng Di is definitely the one that Ye Shang is most attracted to, not one of them.

First of all, Meng Di is good-looking... Cough, man, that's all.Not only is she good-looking, but Meng Di also belongs to that very cute type, which is also related to her height of less than 1.5 meters... Cough, lolicon, that's all.With a sweet appearance and a petite figure, the 27-year-old Meng Di in her previous life looked like a high school student... a stunted high school girl.

In addition to his appearance, Meng Di is silly, cute, and clumsy, which also makes Ye Shang very happy.Although she looks cute and cute, Meng Di works very seriously. In game companies, especially for operations, it is very common to work overtime. The supervisor of Meng Di's team happens to be a workaholic, so she also Often work overtime until very late.Sometimes I work overtime until three or four in the morning, so I simply stay in the company, find an office to sleep in, and go back to work at dawn. When I think of this, I feel pity for Ye Shang.

Later, it was Ye Shang who did not follow his rationality and fell in love with Meng Di, so on a day of howling ghosts and gods (April 4th, Ching Ming Festival), Ye Shang confessed his love to Meng Di.

Speaking of the way Ye Shang treats his feelings, he really can't help him. He even fell in love in high school, but he is nearly 30 years old, and his relationship...is still so naive.

The content of the confession was sent through a text message, because Ye Shang was too embarrassed to say it in person, or in other words, he didn't want to be rejected in person, so he left room for it.

Before sending the text message, Ye Shang thought a lot and guessed a lot of results, but the reality did not match his guess at all.He thought about what he should say when the other party replied in a suspicious tone, he thought about what he should say when the other party directly refused, he thought about what he should say when the other party couldn't bear to refuse but had to refuse... However, he just I didn't think about what to do if the other party didn't reply.

Later, when I told my friend about my experience of confessing my love, the friend asked with a smile: "Is it because he refused with all his strength?" "No, my situation seems to be worse than others.

One month after the confession, Ye Shang resigned. Half of the reason for his resignation was because the confession was rejected.Of course, this is a very spineless reason, and it is also a reason to shirk responsibility, but Ye Shang can't help it. With that incident, Ye Shang hardly talked to Meng Di in that month, and deliberately avoided her .

For Ye Shang, every day was a torment during that month. As long as he went to work, he could see the person he had tried to confess to. He spent every day in pain and embarrassment. He really didn't have any thoughts of working.

Of course, another major reason for resigning was due to the relatively high pressure of the position. Ye Shang's character of not seeking to make progress, and unwilling to put in too much effort to improve himself, took advantage of the trend and chose to leave.In fact, he would leave his job if there was no confession. With this matter, it is just that the date has been advanced a little bit.

Swish, Swish, Ye Shang took out a ballpoint pen from the pen bag and wrote in the notebook handed over: "Nothing, accident."

"Be careful next time, don't be late again." Soon, new content was added to the notebook.

When Ye Shang saw it, he was so angry that he almost tore up the book. He shouted in pain: "Sister, how can you stand against me? You are the one who is always late for work. You are late for work at least a week." Three times, how did you have the nerve to say this out loud, no, you wrote it down?"

Meng Di, who was not able to read minds, gave Ye Shang a "come on" look and then stabbed Ye Shang, making Ye Shang want to hit someone.

"Wait, this doesn't seem to be the most critical issue..." Ye Shang was so excited after seeing Meng Di that he actually ignored a very important thing. This Meng Di was from the south.

"Meng Di, a southern girl who has never been to the Northeast, actually appeared in her hometown in this life, and she is two years younger than me and is in the same class as me. What the hell is this?" Just one or two When he was young, Ye Shang discovered that the world in this life was very different from the one he remembered in 03. Suddenly, a word appeared in his mind.

Space-time disorder.

It seems that a mysterious door has been opened, and all the unreasonable things have an explanation.

Because of the chaos in time and space, Ye Shang is no longer the short and poor man, at least he can be considered tall (although he is less than 1.75, but he is still young, and there is still room for improvement), and he is poor and handsome (although he is not romantic, but he has not yet grown up) , there is still room for improvement), and now I have met the girl I once loved, and I may be able to do it, but the regrets I had at the beginning are also unknown.

However, there are also disadvantages, that is, the strange past made Ye Shang lose his grasp of the "future".Even though he doesn't have much common sense in life and business, he still knows about important events, but now even such a small advantage has been lost.

"Forget it, if you don't know, you don't know. It's good, so you don't have to worry." Ye Shang, who has experienced many changes in a row, is shamelessly boasting that "Mount Tai collapsed before, but the color remains the same", and he is also a little confused. , in order to calm down, he decided to read the textbook and divert his attention.

Looking at the open textbook, the two bold ancient poems attracted Ye Shang and made him notice the whole paragraph: Bookstore NPC Yan Ruyu once quoted Song Zhenzong (Zhao Heng)'s famous saying "There is Yan Ruyu in the book, and there is Yan Ruyu in the book." own house of gold".

"My mother..." In order to prevent a bad word from appearing in class, Ye Shang tightly squeezed his right arm with his left hand, almost pinching himself purple.

Seeing the NPCs and content in "Fantasy Westward Journey" in the junior high school Chinese textbook, for Ye Shang, is as exciting as seeing the promotional manga on the CCTV program... and full of sense of violation.

(End of this chapter)